“I’m going to lick your pussy and thrust my fingers deep. I love to feel your cunt pulling at my fingers.” Robert’s eyes locked on hers. “But I won’t let you come. I want my cock inside you before you come.”
Damn, the words had her lifting her hips in silent demand for the promised pleasure. The mental image of his tongue lapping over her clit sent heat sizzling through her and tempted her away from sucking his cock. The pleasure promised from his fingers and mouth offered too much enticement to resist.
“If you don’t get started, I might decide I should get back to work on your dick.” She narrowed her eyes on him. “I know I’ll enjoy making you come.”
“Without a doubt, you’d drive me right out of my mind, but you don’t get to play. Not when we haven’t had a chance to enjoy an extended time together lately.” His fingers tightened on her legs as if to show her he intended to stay right where he was.
He placed a kiss on her thigh when she relaxed back on the bed. She moaned as he licked a path to her pussy. His tongue swiped over the lips. Moisture eased from her and her hips rocked forward, eager for his touch. The hunger that began at the thought of teasing him grew with every touch of his tongue.
She expected to feel his tongue dance across her clit, but his fingers flicked over the sensitive flesh first. She gasped and her hips lifted in demand. Her fingers clenched on the sheet. His fingers drew across the bud, before tracing a path downward to the slick entrance. By the time, he slid two fingers into her pussy she almost screamed with anticipation.
Two digits pumped in and out of her. Her hips rose to take them deep whenever he drew back. Her clit ached and her mind focused on the feel of his tongue and fingers stroking and flicking. He drew his tongue across the lips, but didn’t sweep inward as she hoped.
Her hands clasped his head and she just resisted the urge to push his face more firmly against her pussy. “Robert, lick me.”
He looked up and continued to pump his fingers in and out of her pussy. A large smile tipped up his lips. “You’re so wet for me, baby. Your inner muscles are clenching around my fingers so tightly. I don’t know if you need any extra stimulation.”
“You said you’d lick my pussy.” She hoped she didn’t sound as desperate as she felt. Her body burned with arousal. Tremors ran over her and she could feel a fine sheen of sweat on her skin.
“Is this not what you crave?” His tongue swirled around her clit, but somehow, he managed to avoid contact with the bundle.
Her hips bucked upward. She pressed down, but his head didn’t budge. Inwardly cursing, she rocked her hips, trying to get as much sensation as possible from the thick fingers slowly fucking her.
“More. Lick my clit.” She forced the words through her clenched teeth.
“Don’t lose control on me, baby. Hold on until my cock is thrusting deep into your pussy.” Robert’s breath feathered across her pussy, leaving her shivering.
The imagery and the extra sensation weren’t helping. His tongue swiped across her clit. Her hips jolted up and she gasped. Sharp sensation slammed through her. His lips and tongue played with the bundle, adding to the tumultuous hunger. He sucked and nibbled until she moaned and writhed. She rocked up into the lips, driving his fingers deeper into pussy.
“Beautiful, baby.” The vibration of the words skittered through her.
She closed her eyes as her desperation grew. His tongue danced across clit. When his fingers withdrew, she moaned. The swipe of his tongue and the graze of his teeth distracted her from the disappointment, but when he lifted his head, she tried to tug him back down.
He ignored her urging and moved up her body. He paused only a moment to fit his cock to her entrance, before his hips drove down. She gasped and her body bowed at the sudden fullness and the heat of his body against hers. His hands gripped her hips, holding her as he slowly withdrew.
She gritted her teeth at the deliberate movement. She didn’t want slow. Her body cried out for the weight of his body and the force of his cock pounding into her. She needed him as desperate for her as she was for him.
“Faster.” She nipped at his lip.
He chuckled. “No.”
Her nails clawed at his back and she tried to rock into him. The hiss of his breath as her inner muscles rippled over his cock drew a satisfied smile from her. His hips ground against her. She kissed him, desperately thrusting her tongue against his in an imitation of the fast hard fuck she craved. A groan rolled from him, but his hips kept moving in a slow, steady rhythm.
The grip on her hips and his control of her movements only heightened her excitement. Frustration grew and she moaned.
“So sweet. Damn, I ache to make this last, but it’s too good.” His mouth left hers to trail nipping kisses along her neck and shoulders.
His hips thrust against her. She savored the feel of his cock driving hard into her. Her inner muscles clenched around the shaft, trying to pull it as deep as possible. Low groans tore from him, and his hands tightened as he pulled her up to meet every downward thrust.
She clung to him, arching and trying to grab that extra bit of sensation she desired. It hung just out of her reach until he once again ground his hips against her. Pleasure burst, zinging outward leaving her trembling and shaking. As his dick pushed deep inside her, it extended the waves of sensation. She moaned, wrapping her arms around him and pulling him against her.
His hips rocked into hers and a groan tore from him as he came. She clung to him, savoring his weight and the warmth of his body. He continued to move inside her as if he, too, wished to savor the lingering feeling for as long as possible. He eased to the side and pulled her against him. She cuddled with him, content to hold him and enjoy the closeness for the moment. The waiting computer monitor would wait until after she had some time with him.
He brushed her hair back from her face. “I should have talked to you about the accusations in that message right after I received it.”
“Something good came of the trouble between us. We learned of the program in our system. It could have been longer before we discovered it without the time in isolation.” She smiled and dropped a kiss on his cheek.
The argument and the distance bothered her, but she didn’t fool herself into believing that it would be their last. They’d have troubles later. Maybe this situation had taught them all something. She should have tried harder to make him listen or simply blurted out the truth when she’d figured out what he believed.
“True, but that doesn’t change the facts.” Robert’s forehead rested briefly against hers.
“No, but we talked through the problems and we know that we’ll have to work on communicating when we have trouble.” She hoped with time he’d stop feeling so guilty. He’d admitted to being wrong. She hadn’t expected anything that explicit. The most she’d thought he’d say was something about a mistake and miscommunication.
He cleared his throat and his fingers played with her hair. “Let me get through this. It isn’t easy for me.”
She licked her lips and nodded. Her mind spun with possibilities of what he might say. She could see the uncertainty in his eyes. What could be causing him so much doubt?
“You’d become so important to me in a short time. I overreacted to the message.” He looked down at the floor.
“You and David became vital to me as well. I might have been just as angry if I’d learned something that unexpected.” She cupped his jaw. He didn’t have anything to be ashamed of. She didn’t expect him to be perfect as long as they could talk about things in the future.
“I doubt you’d act as bad as I did. You’ve become the center of our relationship. I want you to know that.” He kissed her. “I love you.”
She sank into the kiss. The deep caress claimed and she welcomed it. She wrapped her arms around him, holding him close.
“I love you, too, Robert,” she whispered when they finally broke apart.
He opened his mouth, but whatever he was about to say was cut off by
the sound of a beep. Damn, just when she was ready to tug him back on the bed for another round, they were interrupted. With her luck, he’d be called away and not able to come back until late tonight.
Chapter Nine
Suz walked down the hallway, eager to get to their room. Robert and David should be on their way there. This would be one of their last days in space. She knew David planned for them to talk to Robert, although he hadn’t said precisely when they’d do it. He might wait until after they landed.
Excitement and anticipation bubbled through her. It wasn’t simply because she expected a wild night with her men. They’d be on planet soon and beginning a new life, although that thought did bring a little nervousness with it because of the unknowns.
She walked into the room and found it empty. As she strode over and sat on the bed, she heaved a sigh. Her shoulders slumped, but she straightened. They’d be here soon. Maybe she’d lie down while she waited. She curled up on her side, pillowed her head on her arm and closed her eyes for a few moments.
Her hand covered her mouth as she yawned. Perhaps she should rest for a few minutes before David and Robert arrived. She breathed deeply and relaxed as she waited. Her mind drifted and she slowly fell asleep.
“Suz,” David’s voice nudged her out of the haze of slumber.
A hand on her shoulder gently shook her bringing her further out of the blissful darkness. She opened her eyes and narrowed them on the man kneeling beside the bed. She stretched and drew her hand across his arm.
“Hey, baby, awake now?” David brushed the hair back from her face.
“Yeah, I fell asleep while waiting for you to come to the room.” She smiled and sat up on the bed.
“We were held up a little with some final checks of the section locks.” Robert sat on the bed beside her.
She nodded. The ship held equipment, supplies and the cryopods containing the sleeping colonists. She’d seen the men checking the locks at the three points on the ship where it would separate for safer descent into the atmosphere. The large gray sections would land, situated to form a wide circle, and the colony would start in the space within. Because they didn’t know much about the animal life on this planet or if they needed to build a wall to keep them safe, they could use the big ships as part of the wall, if necessary, for at least a little time.
“Good. Is everything all right with the locks and the disconnection on schedule?” She looked from David to Robert.
“We’ll separate tomorrow and begin descent of the sections.” David nodded. “Are you ready?”
“Ready?” Robert asked.
“Yes, we planned to speak to you, but we waited until everything settled and we’d found a place to call home. Getting into it while we were in the middle of the work would have been an unnecessary distraction at that point.” David smiled.
That cleared up when they would have the discussion. She turned to Robert, but remained relaxed. This discussion shouldn’t cause any problems. It was a last piece of baggage from their time in the Relationship Room and the issues which had led to their time there. David wanted any last remnants out of the way as much as she did. She hoped to prevent the issue from coming between them again, and a little talking should rid him of any doubts which might be lingering in the back of his mind.
“What did you plan to talk about?” Robert frowned. He sat forward.
“We want you to ask that last question. You never got around to it while we were in the Relationship Room. We think it’s important that you get the answers to what caused you to doubt her.” David eased onto the bed just behind her. His arm curled around her and they both watched Robert.
“David, it’s not necessary. I know that he used every bit of knowledge he had about what would make me angry.” Robert shook his head. “He twisted everything so that I would react emotionally.”
“That’s true, but there were some facts in there. She’s told me everything. There’s nothing she hasn’t told you that’s bad, but we think the facts should be out in the open,” David said. His hand tightened pulling her back against his body in a brief hug.
She smiled and reached over to squeeze Robert’s hand. “It’s all right, Robert. I don’t mind answering.”
“When we were talking earlier, I did wonder why you hadn’t told me if it wasn’t bad. Other than the fact that you felt we were starting new on this journey and nothing from the old life mattered.” Robert’s hand turned beneath hers and his fingers clasped hers.
“Well, there was that, but my uncle hasn’t been a part of my life since I left for training. I really lived on the edge of his life even when I resided in his house.” She shrugged. She’d known she had to make a life for herself, because she couldn’t rely on any support from them.
She could understand why Robert would think she had some kind of advantage in her career. Her uncle had achieved the rank of general, but that hadn’t been an advantage, even to his own children. To understand, Robert would have to know who her uncle was, but his mind had jumped to how most generals or men in power acted with their family and loved ones. Her uncle wasn’t the type of man to use his position to help his family. He believed success should be gained upon merit. And in a way, he was just as fanatical about his beliefs as some One Planet believers were about theirs.
“But you lived there since you were nine.” David’s hand on her shoulder drew her attention back to him.
“Yes, well, my uncle took me in, but neither he nor my aunt showed much affection, even with their own children. I was an extra person, and my presence didn’t change the way they lived.” She shrugged.
She wasn’t bitter about it. To tell the truth, her uncle hadn’t been too much different than her father. Her mother, on the other hand, had been warm and caring. The change from the hugs and kisses from her mother to her aunt’s distant behavior had taken adjustment. She had good memories of her mother who had been an affectionate, warm woman. Her aunt hadn’t seemed to know what to do with a traumatized child.
“Didn’t change the way they lived? What do you mean?” Robert frowned.
“His career was paramount to both of them. Her life revolved around going to the functions where he needed her and keeping the house and children in order so they wouldn’t interfere in his life.” She took a deep breath. She hadn’t been the only one in the house to feel as if they were an inconvenience at times. Because of her parent’s death, she’d had therapy, so she’d learned tools to cope with their behavior. Her cousins, on the other hand, weren’t so fortunate.
“Who was your uncle? I know it had to be your mother’s brother, because there aren’t any generals with your last name.” Robert tugged her closer.
“Yes, he’s my mother’s brother. He’s General Gregory Barton.” She moved over next to him and once again took his hand.
“Damn, if I’d had any idea, I wouldn’t have ever thought that he would help you arrange to fake the psychological tests. He has a reputation, even outside the military, after the incident with his son.” Robert rubbed his hand across the back of his neck. “I should have asked who your uncle was after I received the message, but things had been so good between us. When I learned that your uncle was a general, the news hit me hard. When I thought you’d arranged things, it felt like a betrayal.”
She’d guessed that from the start. No one would think that General Barton would help the niece he took in when he’d been notorious for making his own children work their way up in their chosen professions, even when he could have made it easier for them. There had been a couple of very public arguments with his oldest son, Geoffrey, which had led to details of Barton’s beliefs and his expectations of his children becoming a known fact.
“As you said, he knew what would get a reaction from you enough to read the full message. I don’t know if he had some goal other than getting the program onto the ship, but in the end, we overcame the troubles.” Suz leaned into him, glad to have everything out in the open finally.
“I j
ust wish I could get my hands on him or cause him as much trouble as he has us. I know part of it was my fault for losing my temper without bothering to ask for explanations, but I don’t like being played with. He turned my life upside down.” Robert frowned.
She smoothed her hand over his chest. “It’s over, Robert. We have a future. I’d bet that his only future lies in a prison cell, maybe a military cell if he’s still active duty.”
Robert smiled. “Well, that does cheer me up, but I know something that would take my mind right off of it.”
That wicked curve of his lips and the heat in his eyes let her know exactly where his mind had turned. She held back a laugh. Anticipation curled through her and curiosity prodded her to see if what he planned gelled with what had begun to play through her mind.
“What are you thinking of?” She looked up at him through her lashes as she let her fingers wander to the seal of his shirt.
“Well, I had this image in my head of you on the bed between my legs. Your mouth on my cock, your ass in the air.” Robert drew his hand over her thigh. He let his fingers trail all the way up to her pussy. He teased her through the fabric.
She widened her thighs in invitation. “Now why would I need to have my ass in the air?”
“So he can watch me fuck you while you suck his dick, baby. Isn’t it obvious?” David’s hands slid up to cup her breasts. “It sounds like a great idea to me. Are you up for it?”
She glanced at Robert and then swung her gaze to David. Her eyes trailed over his chest and down to the bulge at his crotch. A slow smile spread across her face. He was definitely up for it. His cock strained against his pants. The scenario swirled in her head and sent a surge of hunger straight to her core.
“I think it sounds interesting, but you look a little excited. How long do you think you can last?” She raised an eyebrow in challenge.
“Long enough to feel your pussy clenching around mine and hear you moan my name as you come.” David lifted her to her knees. “Undress, baby. Even though we’re all on the bed, it will take you more time to get out of your clothes than it will us.”
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