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by Studs Terkel


  Bucky Fuller has been dismissed in some quarters as a hopeless utopian. But others have found out that his ideas are a thinking man’s ideas, and that some of his notions are right on the button. This revelatory afternoon proved for me that the intellectual and the Hand (an old-fashioned term for a workingman) can understand one another, provided there are mutual self-esteem and mutual respect. As Tom Paine put it, we must be not just men but thinking men.

  Remembering that afternoon reminds me also that Bucky Fuller, Bertrand Russell, and Albert Einstein were and are on the same wavelength—yours and mine. That’s the big one. Are we ready for what the man of the future has requested of us?

  Again, the journalist Nick von Hoffman’s observation on what being part of a movement, no matter how local, can mean: “You, who thought of yourself up to that moment as simply a member, suddenly spring to life. You have that intoxicating feeling that you can make history, that you count.”

  “You count.” What the little boy in Flannery O’Connor’s “The River” had in mind.

  It was Mary Lou Wolff who sounded a more personal note. She was the wife of a telephone lineman, a mother of eight, and fighting to save her neighborhood from destruction during the sixties. The cement lobby and the mayor had plans for a new expressway, so that cars could go faster, of course. The neighborhood would be wiped out, but no matter, the cars would fly by the nothing left in their wake.

  As Mary Lou spoke to a tumultuous and terrified gathering, things all fell into place for her. Something of a revelation, she called it. The Big Boys who had planned this local wreckage were one and the same as those who had planned the Vietnam War (which she had earlier favored). “I realized I was saying things I never even dreamt about.” Her short speech was a classic. “I began to realize rules are made by some people and the purpose of these rules is to keep you in your place. It is at times your duty to break some of these rules. This is such a time.” The crowd roared its approval, and the expressway project was abandoned.

  From that moment on, Mary Lou became the spokesperson for much of Chicago’s blue-collar discontent. She said it all when she observed: “If it could happen to me, it could happen to anyone. I now believe in human possibility: in things all of us can do publicly and politically. That’s where the excitement is. You become aware and alive. It’s not a dream. It is possible every-day stuff.”

  She counted. As I think of Mary Lou, of Peggy Terry, of Nancy Jefferson, of Rose Rigsby, of Florence Scala, of James Cameron, of Saul Alinsky, of Dave Dellinger, and so many others—we may be ready for Einstein’s hopes and dreams. After all, he is a man of the present. There is no alternative. Are we ready for it?

  Yes. No. Some of the less celebrated of Einstein’s perceptions deal not with the sciences, but with human behavior; especially here in the United States. Though it is embarrassing to mention Ayn Rand in the same sequence with Albert Einstein, I do so to make a point. After all, there may be more readers of The Fountainhead than there are of The Grapes of Wrath. In Rand’s world, we equate the individual and independence. The Lone Ranger, John Wayne, who on his own wins and sits on top of the hill. The former Federal Reserve chief, Alan Greenspan, was a fan of Ayn Rand. They appear to share an allergy to collective action. This, they maintain, causes a loss of individuality. Barbara Branden, Ayn Rand’s biographer, puts it this way: a Rand hero is “the man who lives for his own sake against the collectivist, who places self above others.”

  Einstein, on the contrary, believed that an individual working with others in assemblage strengthens his individuality. In recognizing that there are others who dream, hope, and work as he does—for a better world—he is not alone.

  Haven’t we learned anything from the Great Depression of the thirties? Haven’t we learned that the Free Market (read: individual) fell on its face and begged a benign federal government (a gathering of minds) to help?

  It is time for a reprise from Jimmy Baldwin: “History does not refer merely to the past. On the contrary, the great force of history comes from the fact that we carry it within us, are unconsciously controlled by it in many ways, and history is literally present in all that we do.” It is time for us to overcome the malaise from which our society had been suffering: a national Alzheimer’s disease.

  During all my commencement addresses, I have “borrowed” from William Sloane Coffin Jr. His invocation during a commencement exercise at Yale University serves as a touchstone. At the time, in the early sixties, he was chaplain at the university and a passionate, eloquent resister to the Vietnam War. This prayer was addressed to the students of the graduating class.

  O Lord, grant us grace to have a lovers’ quarrel with the world we love. Come out and have your lovers’ quarrel with the world, not for what it is, but for what it still can be, so that there will be a little more love, a little more beauty than would have been there had you not had your lovers’ quarrel. Number us, we beseech Thee, in the ranks of those who went forth from this university longing only for those things for which Thou makes us long. Men [today, read “men and women”] for whom the complexity of issues only serve to renew their zeal to deal with them. Men and women who alleviated pain by sharing it.

  And men and women who will risk something Big for something Good, who will recognize others for what they are rather than from what they are told these others are, who will regard that which ties us together rather than that which trivializes and separates us, who are willing to have a lovers’ quarrel with the world not for what it is, but for what it still can be.

  Let Bill Coffin’s closing words to his invocation be my benediction:O Lord, take our minds and think through them, take our lips and speak through them, take our hearts and set them on fire. Amen.

  Postscript

  After I became known, a local celebrity, a woman said to me, “Aren’t you Ben Terkel’s brother?” I said I was.

  She said, “He was wonderful. My little child had a clubfoot and he was so good to her. He treated her as though she were a princess.” When Ben worked for DeWitt Shoes, he handled kids with clubfeet and other problems. A number of women spoke about him with a great deal of affection, about how good he made the kids feel.

  When he died, I got a phone call from a woman, weeping. “I never worked with your brother Ben but I loved him very much. My little girl with deformed feet felt like Miss America.” Suddenly it occurred to me, I should be proud of him, because he had a generous nature. He had such a gentle, easy way with people.

  Not too many years ago, another old survivor spoke of my brother Meyer as having been his best and most favorite teacher. Was I related, too? Again I had that feeling of uplift and pride. These two brothers of mine were without my self-centeredness, and were doing their work and making no bones about it. My brothers were better persons than I in their thoughtfulness toward others.

  In a way, my son Dan reminds me of my brothers in their generosity of spirit. And of course, he reminds me of Ida, with his kindness and concern for others.

  I’m the guy who’s supposed to be full of concern for people. But there is a lot for which I feel regret. Letters I’ve not replied to, people I’ve not followed up with, favors I’ve not granted, book blurbs I’ve not written. I was going to get to it and didn’t. “Rueful” is the word. Knowing you’ve caused hurt by things you’ve not done can haunt as deeply as the reverse. And you remember it. There’s a lot of that for me. Which, of course, involves neglect of family at times, too.

  It’s ironic that an irreparable loss, with the death of Ida, whom my son and I both loved, has also resulted in some gain. What happened is that I became dependent on him as I hadn’t been before, and that’s brought us much closer. Through all my various ailments, he’s become a caregiver. He has his own work, but he makes time to take care of all manner of things for me. My appreciation is boundless.

  When asked what the secret to my interviewing is, I always say, “to make people feel needed.” Learning from those I interviewed that I needed them
helped me when the time came, when Ida died, when I needed my son, and in many ways, when we needed each other. To feel needed. It’s the most important thing. Dan has played a tremendous role, being there, like a fireman with a net. In Will the Circle Be Unbroken, the book I finished after Ida died, I talk about a lied Lotte Lehmann sang, of a mountainside against which you lean when weary or bereft. He continues to be that source of strength and comfort.

  My mother hung up her gloves at eighty-seven.

  As for me, curiosity is the one attribute that, for better or worse, has kept me going. My consciousness of this may have begun at that New York café, eighty-six years before, with my father and “Natacha Rambova.” Curiosity. So my epitaph has already been formed: Curiosity did not kill this cat.

  Index

  NOTE: ST refers to Studs Terkel.

  Abbott, Edith

  Abbott, Grace

  ABC

  Academy of Arts and Letters

  An Actor Prepares (Stanislavski)

  Addams, Jane

  Agriculture Department, U.S.

  Air Force, U.S.

  Air France

  Alexander Nevsky (film)

  Algren, Amanda

  Algren, Betty

  Algren, Nelson

  Alinsky, Helene

  Alinsky, Saul

  All Quiet on the Western Front (film)

  Allen, Gracie

  Allen, Steve

  Allison, Fran

  Altgeld, John Peter

  Altrock, Nick

  Amarcord (film)

  Amazing Grace (ST play)

  Ambassador Hotel (Chicago)

  Ameche, Jim

  America First Party

  American Federation of Radio Artists (AFRA)

  American Federation of Television and Radio Artists (AFTRA)

  American Nazi Party

  Anaconda Copper

  Anders, Glenn

  Anderson, Judith

  Andrews, Amy

  Andrews, Charlie

  Annan, Kofi

  Anti-Fascist Refugee Committee

  Appeal to Reason (journal)

  Arbenz, Jacobo

  Arendt, Hannah

  Aristotle

  Arlen, Michael

  Armas, Castillo

  Arms and the Man (play)

  Armstrong, Louis

  Army Intelligence, U.S.

  Arnold, Edward

  Asch, Mo

  Atlanta, Georgia, airport in

  The Atlantic Monthly

  The Atlas Prager Sports Reel (radio show)

  Atlee, Clement

  Audy Home (Chicago)

  Ayres, Lew

  Bacall, Lauren

  Baer, George

  The Baker’s Wife (film)

  Balbo, Italo

  Baldwin, C. B. “Beanie,”

  Baldwin, James

  Bancroft, Davey

  Bane, Horace

  Banks, Russell

  Banty’s Laughter (ST adaptation of Algren)

  Bara, Theda (aka Theodosia Goodman)

  Barkie, John

  Barnett, Etta Moten

  Barrymore, Lionel

  Barton, James

  Basie, Count

  Bates, Alan

  Bauler, Paddy

  Baum, Lois

  Baxter, Warner

  Beau Geste (film)

  Beauvoir, Simone de

  Beaverbrook, Max, Lord

  Beecher, John

  Bell, James

  Bellow, Saul

  Bennett, Richard

  Berghoff (poll-watcher)

  Berlinrut, Captain

  Berman, Shelly

  Bernays, Edward

  Bernstein, Elmer

  Bethlehem Steel

  Bethune, Mary McLeod

  Bialystok, Russia

  Bible

  Binford, Jessie

  Birmingham, Alabama

  Black, Timuel

  Blackstone Hotel (Chicago)

  Blackstone Theatre (Chicago)

  Blue, Jess

  Blue Note (Chicago club)

  Blumberg, Hyman

  Bogart, Humphrey

  Bohemian barber

  Bohr, Niels

  Bolcom, William

  Bolero (film)

  Bonavaglia, Jimmy

  Bono, Victor

  Born to Live (ST documentary)

  Boss (Royko)

  Boston Red Sox

  Boston Store (Chicago)

  A Bottle of Milk for Mother (Algren)

  Bourke-White, Margaret

  Brady, Matthew

  Branden, Barbara

  Brando, Marlon

  Bread Loaf (writing school)

  Breckinridge, Sophonisba

  Breslin, Jimmy

  Brewer, Bill

  Briant, Aristide

  The Briefcase (TV)

  Bron, Eleanor

  Brooklyn Dodgers

  Brooks, Louise

  Broonzy, Big Bill

  Bross, William

  Broun, Heywood

  Brown Brothers

  Brown, John

  Browning, Edward West “Daddy,”

  Browning, “Peaches,”

  Browning, Robert

  Bryan, William Jennings

  Bughouse Square (Chicago)

  Bulldog (baseball mentor)

  Bunning, Red

  Burlesque (play)

  Burns, George

  Burns, Mrs.

  Burns, Robert

  Bush, George W.

  Butler, Fletcher

  Butler, Smedley

  Cagney, James

  Caldwell, Erskine

  Calvé, Emma

  Cameron, Fergus

  Cameron, James

  Cameron, Margaret

  Cameron, Simon

  Camp Foley (Logan, Colorado)

  Campbell, Monroe Jr.

  Canterbury Courts (Chicago)

  Cantor, Eddie

  Capek (Josef and Karel) brothers

  Capone, Al

  Capote, Truman

  Carlson, Evans

  Carlyle, Thomas

  Carmen (opera)

  Carmina Burana (Orff)

  Carnegie, Charlie

  Carnegie Steel

  Carney, Jimmy

  Cartier-Bresson, Henri

  Caruso, Enrico

  Casablanca (film)

  Cashin (prosecutor)

  Casso, Nicolo

  Castle Theater (Chicago)

  Castro, Fidel

  Cat on a Hot Tin Roof (Williams)

  The Catcher in the Rye (Salinger)

  CBS

  Chaliapin, Feodor

  Chaplin, Charlie

  Chase House (Chicago)

  Chekhov, Anton

  Chez Paree (Chicago club)

  The Chicago American

  Chicago Art Institute

  Chicago Bears

  Chicago Blackhawks

  Chicago Cubs

  Chicago Daily News

  Chicago Defender

  Chicago Opera House

  Chicago Repertory Theater Group

  Chicago Sun-Times

  Chicago Symphony Orchestra

  Chicago Tribune

  Chicago Water Tower

  Chief (poker player)

  China

  Christian, Mady

  Churchill, Winston

  Cincinnati Reds

  Citizen Kane (film)

  Civilian Conservation Corps (CCC)

  Civilization (aka Joe Chuch) (hotel guest)

  Clamage, Ed

  Clamage, Elsie

  Clancy Brothers

  Cleveland Indians

  Clifford, Clark

  Club de Femmes (film)

  Cobb, Lee J.

  Cody, Lew

  Coffin, William Sloan

  Cohen, Ben

  Cold War

  Coleman, Ronald

  Collins, Tom

  Combined Insurance Company

  “Come in at the Door” (Algren)

  Committee
for Civil Rights

  Common Sense magazine

  Commons, George

  Communists The Compass Players

  Concord Record Shop (Chicago)

  Congress of Racial Equality

  Conroy, Jack

  Conspiracy 8 trial

  Cook, Charlie

  Cook County Hospital (Chicago)

  Cook County Jail (Chicago)

  Coolidge, Calvin

  Corcoran, Tommy

  Corridor (Chicago restaurant)

  Corwin, Norman

  Cosmopolitan State Bank (Chicago)

  Coué, Émile

  Coughlin, Fran

  Council of Catholic Women

  Coward, Noel

  Cradle Will Rock (play)

  Crawford, Broderick

  Crawford, Joan

  Crosby, John

  Cygan, Stanley

  Daley, Richard J.

  Daley, Richard M. (junior)

  Dalhart, Vernon

  “Darling” (Chekhov)

  Darrieux, Danielle

  Darrow, Clarence

  Daugherty, Harry

  Daughters of Bilitis

  Daumier, Honoré

  Davis, Sammy Jr.

  Dawson, Bill

  de la Cruz, Jessie

  Dean’s Milk

  Dearborn Independent

  Death of a Salesman (Miller)

  Debs, Eugene B.

  Debs Award

  Deck (Washington gay bar)

  Decker, Alber

  Deller, Alfred

  Dellinger, Dave

  Dellinger, David

  Dellinger, Raymond

  Dempsey, Jack

  DeSheim, Charlie

  Despres, Leon

  Detective Story (play)

  Dewey, John

  Dewey, Thomas

  Dickens, Charles

  Dickerson, Lucille

  Dickerson, Nancy

  Dies, Martin Jr.

  Dillinger, John

  Division Street:America (Terkel)

  Doheny, Frank

  Dora (friend)

  Douglas, Melvyn

  Douglas, William O.

  Douglass, Frederick

  Drachman, Bernard

  Dreamland Ballroom (Chicago)

  Dreiser, Theodore

  Durham, Richard

  Durr, Clifford

  Durr, Virginia

  Duse, Eleonora

  Dyer-Bennett, Richard

  Eastland (James) Committee

  Edelweiss Beer

  Edward, Prince of Wales

  Eichmann in Jerusalem (Arendt)

  Einstein, Albert

  Eisenhower, Dwight

 

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