I flicked my eyes between everyone, inescapable panic rising up through my chest. As if I hadn’t done enough damage, now this? What the hell was wrong with me?!
“Liv? Jace?” Max’s eyes darted between us both, as if he couldn’t quite believe the betrayal. My heart was racing, my mind whirring, trying to come up with an excuse, but I couldn’t because of course there wasn’t one.
I’d fucked it. I’d ruined everything. Why couldn’t I just keep my fantasies in my mind? Why did I have to ruin my best friend’s relationship? Did I really have no self control?
I waited tentatively, expecting him to blow at any moment. I half wanted to grab Olivia’s hand, to comfort her through it all, but I knew that action would be incredibly inappropriate. I knew that would make it so much worse. We would have to just wait until he made up his mind what he was going to do next.
He stepped closer, and it took all that I had to not recoil. If he was going to punch me, then I was going to have to take it. I deserved it after all.
But then I watched as he leant across and kissed Olivia with a fierce passion, before taking a step back and doing the same to me. Fireworks exploded in my stomach as his lips crashed into mine after a lifetime of wanting, and my body screamed out in fervor, unable to believe what was happening.
“Come on.” He murmured with a clear fire in his eyes. “Let’s get out of here.”
I shot Olivia a disbelieving look, before spotting the same hooded, desire filled expression in her face as she nodded.
That was when I realized what was about to happen. All of my unexpected dreams were about to come true.
We were all going home. All three of us. Something was going to happen between us all. I was going to get to explore Olivia and Max in what was clearly going to be the best damn night of my whole life…
*****
Olivia
Of all that I’d been expecting the moment I realized that Max had caught me making out with Jace, him inviting us back to his home together was the last of it. But as we sat in the cab, my mind whirring, I came to the conclusion that it actually made perfect sense.
That moment after he’d kissed us both, that was the real him. The side of himself that he’d been hiding was the bit that was attracted to men—a secret that I found incredibly sexy. I’d never been a part of a threesome before, and I’d never knowingly dated a bisexual man, but I was more than happy to experiment. Particularly with these two hunks who I found extremely attractive in their own rights. I’d been attracted to both these guys for a while now, and I couldn’t believe how lucky I was getting to act upon that.
As we pulled up outside of Max’s loft, I began to feel all kinds of excited—a level I’d never experienced before. This was a place that I’d been hundreds of times before, but I’d never felt quite this exhilarated about it. This night could have easily gone bad, and I was so, so glad that it was this way. I was so grateful that I was on my way to having all kinds of fun.
“Shall we?” Max grinned, looking happier than I’d seen him in a very long time, indicating for me to go indoors. I was pleased to see him so over the moon, I was glad that I could that for him. I was happy to finally be able to see a clearer version of the guy I liked so damn much.
I followed behind Jace, in the middle of these two men, wondering if either of them could feel how loud my heart was pounding. I wondered if either of them were as nervous and excited as I was.
We’d barely made it into the living room, before Max spun me around and began kissing me passionately. The way he kissed was different to Jace, just as amazing and it turned me on just as much, but his technique was less passion-filled and needy, it was more sensual and demanding.
As I thought about Jace standing behind us, just watching, I realized that Max was totally in control of this situation. We would both be following his lead tonight, to see where it would lead. He’d found us in a betray cinch, and he’d decided to take things to this level, rather than to fight. Myself and Jace were both going to be putty in his hands tonight, and I was pretty sure that he knew it.
And as if to confirm that thought, Max spun me around, and offered me to Jace, as if I were his property. Instead of feeling offended by this crazy gesture, I was thrilled.
Jace stepped tentatively towards me, as if he wasn’t quite sure if this was a test or not, before resting his hands slowly on my hips. I stepped towards him, tugging him into me. I knew that Max wanted this—I was certain that he wouldn’t have started it if he didn’t—and the red hot desire burning furiously in my stomach wanted to get this show on the road. I couldn’t wait for any of this, I needed them both and I needed them now.
As Jace and I kissed, I felt Max’s hands trailing up my thighs. He roughly tugged my panties to one side, and began exploring my wet, hot desire in the way that he knew I liked. We may have only been together for a few months, but that time had been filled with sexual experimentation and he knew my body extremely well. He knew how to get me going, better than I knew myself.
“Oh, God.” I panted into Jace’s mouth as he pushed his rock hard erection up against my leg. He felt amazing, and I couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to have him inside of me. I knew how fantastic Max would feel, and I couldn’t wait for that, but Jace was something new and I needed more of him too.
“Come on.” I heard Max gasp from behind me, clearly turned on by the scene that was unraveling in front of him. “Let’s go to my bedroom.”
*****
Max
As we walked purposely to my room, I couldn’t help but smile to myself. I’d started off this night feeling all wrong, at odds with myself, but it had managed to turn out amazing. Somehow one of the worst nights of my life, had become my best.
As soon as I’d spotted Jace and Liv kissing in that nightclub, I knew that I could react one of two ways, and I’d been smart in my decision. Somehow, I’d just guessed that they were both up for it. I didn’t think Jace would be willing to wreck our friendship unless the stakes were high, and as soon as our lips had connected, I realized that he was into me too. He may have been a straight man, but there was a part of him that wanted to see what was between us, just as much as I did. I couldn’t believe how much time I’d wasted trying to avoid anything between us, but in that moment it was all worth it. I wouldn’t have changed all of this for the world.
As soon as we were by the bed, I watched Liv sit down on the sheets looking expectantly at me. She knew that since she and Jace had effectively betrayed me—not that I minded—that I would be calling the shots, and that made me feel sexy and powerful all at once. I loved being in the dominating role, it made me feel incredibly masculine, so I was glad that on top of everything else, I was getting that too.
Using this new knowledge that I was in charge, I pulled Jace towards me by the cuff of his t-shirt and began to kiss him once more. One time was not enough; I needed to feel him again. I needed to confirm that it hadn’t just been chemistry in the heat of the moment.
As an involuntary moan quickly escaped his lips, and I instantly knew it was a two-way street, so I tugged his t-shirt over his head, then quickly removed mine too.
His fit body was amazing, he had muscles everywhere and I found it difficult to keep his eyes off of him. I knew that he took care of himself, but I had no idea just how great his body was. I could hear Liv gasp loudly in delight at all of the nudity surrounding her, but even that wasn’t enough to drag my eyes off of him. Instead, I just continued to undress, and Jace followed my lead.
Once we were both fully naked, we took a second to drink in one another’s full appearance. I feared that this may be a step too far, that it may push Jace over the edge and away from me, but he continued to look as turned on as I felt, which sent blots of desire racing through me. I was glad that all of this newness wasn’t freaking him out—his rejection might have just killed me.
Then we both climbed onto the bed on either side of Liv, and started to work her body, finally giving
her the attention that she deserved.
As Jace tugged her dress over her head, I ran kisses over her thighs, as I tugged down her panties, he explored her with his fingers almost trembling with what she had to offer, as he unhooked her bra, I tugged and teased her nipples with my mouth, sending her wild with pleasure.
She clearly had too many overwhelming sensations flooding through her body and she almost couldn’t cope. Her arched back almost buckled as she panted, losing herself in the moment. I felt like she wanted to cry out in bliss, but that she couldn’t quite get her breath for long enough to do so.
Jace’s hand kept straying dangerously close to my cock in all of the action, and I was becoming increasingly desperate for him to feel me, until I felt like I was going to burst.
“Go on.” I panted, nodding towards him. “Go on.”
I knew that he was desperate to explore Liv fully too, but he was afraid that I would be mad. I needed him to understand that I wanted him to. I wanted to watch him have sex with my girlfriend, and I wanted him to touch me too.
I only hoped that he would get my hidden message. He shot me a look, trying to confirm what I was saying to him, and I sent him a simple nod, and a meaningful look with my eyes.
*****
Jace
Max was offering me everything that I’d ever wanted, and it almost felt too much for me to handle. But I didn’t want to hesitate, I didn’t want to wait to give him the opportunity for him to change his mind, so I slid inside Olivia, enjoying the way she gasped out and arched her back in surprise and pleasure.
“Oh, fuck.” She called, using a curse word in front of me for the very first time; it turned me on in all kinds of ways.
I felt her hands grip onto my thighs tightly as she got used to the feel of me. I ran my hands over her breasts, locking eyes with Max as I did. His expression was so filled with a passion that I came dangerously close to falling apart. I could see in that moment that he wanted me as much as he wanted Olivia, and that information was almost too much for me to handle.
Once Olivia and I settled into a rhythm that suited us both, I did exactly what my hand had been craving for the last few minutes, and grabbed hold of Max, feeling up and down his length. He buckled under my touch, groaning loudly with ecstasy, which made me feel phenomenal. As I experimented with his shaft in my hand, I realized that this was the most right I’d ever felt, that sex had never been better. I’d only been with women before, and that had been fine at the time, but now that I’d experienced this, I wasn’t sure if I could ever go back. I wasn’t sure if it would ever get me going as much as all of this did.
After a few moments, Max’s mouth found Olivia’s nipples once more, and her fingers started to play with his body too, we were all connected in the most sensual way possible. I found that I enjoyed watching them as much as I enjoying being with them. It was a surprising revelation about myself that I enjoyed learning…
And that was how we stayed into the early hours of the morning, playing, experimenting, learning everything there was to know about one another’s bodies. We got all that we could out of the experience, orgasm after orgasm, until we all collapsed into an exhausted slumber, unable to take anymore.
As I drifted into sleep, I felt on top of the world. I wasn’t sure that anyone or anything could shake me off this high.
*****
Olivia
The next morning I woke up first thing, as soon as the sunlight started to stream through the bedroom window. I was still worn out, exhausted from the crazy night of activity, but I felt like I needed a time out, to try and digest what had happened. I was all a little too insane to just accept without taking a silent moment to myself.
I felt amazing, I’d never been so satisfied, but I wasn’t sure where we would go next, and that scared me. There was so much at stake here, and I needed a nice hot shower to clarify my thoughts. If I could make some decisions before the guys woke up, then I would have some sensible things to say when the inevitable conversation came around.
As the steaming jets of water raced over my head, I remembered what it was like to have two gorgeous guys to play with. They were both so different, so sexy and I’d had the most intense night of my life. It had felt better than anything I’d ever been through before; it was easily the best sex ever, but because we were all close, we needed to tread carefully. We needed to decide what we were going to do with careful consideration.
I had so many questions, that there was no way I could answer by myself.
Would it create jealousy and confusion? Would it destroy Max and me from this inside out? Would Jace regret what we’d done? There was just no way of knowing, and that terrified me.
*****
Max
I woke up feeling invigorated, feeling happier than I ever had before. That was the best fucking sex I’d ever had, and having such an open girlfriend in Liv had made it even better. I wasn’t sure why I’d been so desperate to hide my true self from her—she was amazing. The most open minded, fun loving girl ever, and I was lucky to have her. I should have known that as soon as she’d discovered the truth, she would be willing to participate in whatever I wanted. But it had seemed like a lot more than that, it seemed like she had wanted it too—and that had made it all the more sexy. Of course, there had definitely been something there between her and Jace beforehand—that much was obvious—but the fact that she’d been happy to be with both of us at the same time… that was something else!
As I turned to look at Jace’s sleeping body in the bed, I couldn’t help but wonder where his head was at. This was different for him; he was a straight guy who might have just been experimenting. It may have been a one-time thing for him, an experience never to be repeated. That left me feeling gutted. Sure, I was grateful that he’d gone to that level with us, but if I’d found it hard to be around him before, after this it was going to be damn near impossible.
Especially if I found out that he wanted nothing to do with me ever again…
That prospect filled me with dread. So much so that my heart began to ice over. I wanted more, I wanted to do it again, I didn’t want this to end. But what if that was all it was for the other two? One random drunken night of fun? How would I cope? Now that I’d been able to explore my sexuality all at once, I wondered if I would ever be able to leave that kind of sex behind forever.
I needed to feel better, and I knew there was only one way to do that. I could already hear Liv in the shower, so I decided on a whim to go and join her. She always knew how to make bad feelings go away…
“Hey, I’m in here…” She turned to face me as she heard me sneaking in beside her. “Oh!” She cried out in surprise as she realized that I intended to join her, and that I was already naked and prepared for this moment.
I didn’t speak, I didn’t want a word to exchange between us, so I simply pushed her back against the cold tiles and kissed her with all the frustrated passion that was coursing through my veins.
At first, she seemed stunned, but she soon began to lose herself in my body, so I took the opportunity to slide inside of her. She gasped noisily, which riled me up, but as I thrust vigorously against her, I already felt different. I already felt odd that we didn’t have Jace with us—especially when he was so nearby. But I couldn’t say that out loud when I didn’t know where Liv’s head was at, so I attempted to push any thoughts of Jace to one side as I concentrated on my gorgeous, busty, voluptuous girlfriend.
“You feel so good.” She panted, as the water streamed over her face. “Max—you’re amazing.”
But something about her words felt a little false. It felt a little like she was compensating for something, so I pulled back to have a look at her.
“Is something wrong?” I asked, tucking her hair behind her ear.
“I don’t know.” She blushed bright red. “I just… I don’t quite feel…”
“It’s weird without him, isn’t it?” Relief crashed through my body as I realized that she was noticing his
apparent absence too. If she liked him as much as I did, then surely we could work something out? I wasn’t sure how we could work things, what we could even do, but watching Liv’s face contort in confusion it was obvious that it would make us both happier if we included Jace in our relationship somehow.
“Why don’t we go and speak to him?” I asked her, lifting her chin up gently with my finger. “If we can see where Jace’s head is at, then we can make some decisions.”
“Yeah?” She asked, looking to me for answers. She was normally such a strong, independent woman that this vulnerability was bizarre to see, and it warmed my heart considerably.
“Yeah, come on. We can only ask him, right?”
The smile she gave me, made me feel like I was on a crazy emotional rollercoaster, with no idea what was going to happen next.
*****
Jace
The first thing I heard when I finally woke up was Olivia and Max having noisy sex in the shower. Instantly an irrational shot of jealousy raced through me. I thought the night before had changed things, but now it was becoming clear that I was just a toy in their sex games. I’d read too much into it, had my expectations way too high, and now I was being crushed.
If I really thought about it, I realized that I didn’t actually know anything about their relationship—I’d just made assumptions all on my own. For all I knew, this could be the sort of thing that they did all the time. They could involve a third party a lot, and I could have just been another notch on their threesome bed post.
That idea made me feel sick. The thought that this threesome wasn’t something new for all of us, that I was just another member in their revolving door system, was horrific, almost unbearable. I’d given a part of myself to Max and Olivia that I’d never given to anyone before, and I was utterly petrified that I was about to have it thrown back in my face. I was terrified that I’d trusted this couple with something that I really shouldn’t have.
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