After that he spent a couple of hours at Alex’s place where they talked over the shipping deal once again, trying to find the reason it just didn’t feel right. Nothing came to mind, and they reluctantly moved on to the upcoming launch in the U.K.
“Another cup of coffee, Nick?” Olivia asked, sticking her head around the study door.
He smiled at his sister-in-law. “Perhaps one more, Olivia, thanks.”
Olivia’s gaze slid to Alex. “What about you, honey?”
“No, nothing for me.”
Olivia’s gaze darted back to Nick, then Alex again, then she smiled oddly and left. Nick knew they were wondering why he wasn’t eager to go home to his new wife.
“Problems with Sasha?” Alex said when they were alone again, a speculative look in his eyes.
Nick rubbed the back of his neck. “Just teething problems.”
“I understand.”
Nick thought about that. “Yes, you do, don’t you?”
There was a moment’s pause, then Alex said, “Sasha’s turned out pretty good, considering what her father’s like.”
Nick shot him a twisted smile. “Whose side are you on?”
“I’m sure you’ll work it out.”
Nick suddenly had the urge to go home. So Sasha had only been trying to please her father. He shouldn’t have snapped at her like that.
He stood up. “I think I’ll give that coffee a miss.”
Alex grinned. “I’ll tell Olivia.”
By the time Nick got home, Sasha was asleep. He showered and slid into bed beside her, careful not to wake her though he was tempted to pull her close. In the end he fell asleep. It had been a long day.
Sasha kept busy the next day going to various stores, but her mind was on Nick and his reaction last night. Stupid hurt had ripped through her at his response. She had hated to ask about the shipping contract but that’s all she’d done. It wasn’t a major crime. So why was he being so defensive about it?
Of course that threat of hers about a prenuptial had been a childish thing to say, but it served Nick right for drawing such a line in the sand. She already knew he didn’t care for her. She hadn’t needed to hear that she should stay in the background like a good little wife. It smacked too much of her father. “You’re late.”
She almost missed her step as she came through the front door and looked up. Nick was waiting inside and demanding to know where she’d been? After he’d left her wondering last night if he’d gone to see an old girlfriend or two.
She placed her handbag on the hall table. “So we’re keeping tabs on each other now?”
An odd sincerity flickered across his face. “I was getting worried, that’s all.”
Her anger cooled. “Okay, if you must know I’ve been out seeing some contractors. It took longer than I thought it would.”
His eyes clouded and all at once he turned toward the living room, his movements somewhat jerky. “Well, I’m glad you’re home.”
Sasha frowned at his back. Was he embarrassed because he had worried? At the thought, a hint of tenderness trickled through her.
“You could have called me on my cell phone,” she suggested quietly, following him into the room.
“I don’t know the number.”
Her little bubble burst.
“You only had to ask.”
“I know.”
It said a lot for their relationship.
“Anyway,” he continued, “I phoned Iris earlier and told her not to cook dinner. I thought I’d take you out to a local restaurant.”
Was this his way of apologizing?
“That would be lovely.”
He looked pleased, then, “I’m sorry I snapped at you last night, Sasha. I wanted to apologize when I came home from Alex’s, but you were asleep.”
So, he’d been at Alex’s place. Could she believe that now? Strangely, yes. She just wished she’d known that last night when she’d been upset and pretending to sleep.
“I’m sorry, too,” she found herself saying. “I shouldn’t have asked. I was worried for my parents’ sake, that’s all.”
“I understand. I should have understood that, too. I—” His cell phone rang. “Damn. I have to take this call.”
“Then you do that. I’ll go get ready.”
He was answering the call even before she’d finished speaking, but Sasha didn’t mind. She climbed the stairs, excited now about going out to dinner with her husband.
Thank goodness the wedge between them seemed to have disappeared. She’d hated that her parents had come between them. Hated that Nick had stormed out and left her wondering. And hated it even more when he’d come home and hadn’t taken her in his arms.
She was in the shower ten minutes later when the glass door opened and Nick, naked and somewhat aroused, stood there. “Move over, Mrs. Valente.”
She didn’t need to be told a second time. She willingly moved aside but only a little. Just enough to let him get up close and personal.
Later at the restaurant she and Nick were given a warm welcome by the owner, an Italian man called Angelo.
“I read in the papers that you marry, so tonight I’ll cook you both something very special.” He beamed at them, then hurried away.
“He seems like a nice man,” Sasha said, making small talk as she looked around the restaurant. “You must come here often.”
“I used to date his daughter.”
“And he’s still talking to you?” she joked.
His wry smile conceded the point. “It was very platonic. Angelo knew that.”
“He must think highly of you,” she said, then pondered the comment while the waiter poured their wine. Italian fathers weren’t known for being liberal when it came to their daughters, especially when it came to playboys.
Yet this man had trusted Nick with his daughter? It didn’t add up.
When they were alone again, Nick was the first to speak, “So, tell me about living in London. I know you said you lived with your aunt for a while, but you must have liked the place to stay so long.”
She was surprised by his sudden interest.
“I loved it. It’s such a vibrant city.”
His brow arched. “You don’t find Sydney vibrant?”
“Yes, but in a different way.” She lifted one shoulder. “I guess I was ready to spread my wings and try new adventures.”
“You evidently didn’t try too many new things,” he drawled, hinting at her virginity.
She shot him a smile. “I tried enough to keep me happy,” she said, then laughed to herself when she saw him frown.
Let him wonder.
Then he said, “Your mother must have missed you.”
She felt her smile dim. “I imagine my father did, too.”
His eyes shuttered at the mention of her father. “I’ve been to London quite a few times. I should have stopped in to see you. We could have seen a show together.”
“That would have been nice.”
She pushed aside the hurt that he hadn’t bothered, despite her knowing it was best this way. Having him drop by to see her would have been a painful reminder of the past.
Just then there was a commotion near the front door as people greeted each other with a lot of enthusiasm, giving Sasha the chance to concentrate on something other than the past. Italians really knew how to welcome each other. They were so warm and friendly and—
“Sasha?
She turned back to Nick. “Yes?”
“I said I have a surprise for you.”
“A surprise?”
“You’ll be happy to know that we’ll be signing the contract for your father tomorrow. Now you can tell your mother not to worry.”
Intense relief washed over her, then as quickly restrained itself. “Thanks, but I’ll wait until it’s signed.”
His glance sharpened. “You don’t trust me?”
“Of course I do.”
“Then you don’t trust your father.”
She hardl
y dared to breathe. “What makes you say that?”
His eyes narrowed. “I’ve just realized something. This deal of his was why you changed your mind about marrying me, wasn’t it? It wasn’t only about merging our two families. Your father wanted to make sure the deal went through, so he forced you to marry me.”
Her brain stumbled. Her father would kill her for admitting this, but she couldn’t lie.
“He was worried, yes. He thought he might be undercut by a competitor.”
“So he made sure he wasn’t,” Nick said cynically.
Sasha couldn’t argue with that. Still, she had to stand up for her father. “I think it’s understandable he’d be worried about losing the tender.”
Nick’s eyes riveted on her, and all at once a mask came down over his face. Perhaps he knew the conversation was leading them places neither of them wanted to go.
He inclined his head. “You’re right.”
Thankfully Angelo appeared with their meal, and Sasha smiled and praised the food but somehow the evening had been spoiled. Talking about their families always caused friction.
They ate in silence for a while.
“By the way,” Nick said eventually. “I’ve invited a couple of people to dinner Friday night. If you could coordinate it all with Iris that would be great.”
All at once she felt a chill. “That’s only a couple of days away.”
“I know, but they’re visiting from Europe and only have Friday night free.”
“So it’s a business dinner?”
“Yes.”
“And you want me to arrange it all and host it as well?”
“Of course.”
Her heart sank at his assumption that she would drop everything for him. Not only did she have a late afternoon appointment with one of the contractors, but it reminded her of her parents, her father snapping his fingers and her mother jumping to it.
She’d sworn never to be like her mother.
“You’re quiet,” Nick said after a few minutes more of silence.
“Am I?”
He looked at her sharply. “What’s the matter?”
Her disappointment in him was immense. She should have known not to let herself get close to him again. She would only get hurt a second time.
“You brought me out to dinner to sweeten me up, didn’t you?”
His brows drew together. “What are you talking about?”
“Actually I’m surprised you even did that,” she scoffed. “Did you think I would say no, Nick? Well, you’re right. I am saying no.”
His face hardened. “No to what?”
“To arranging your business dinner and playing your hostess.”
“You’re my wife.”
She bristled. “Yes, not your slave to be told what to do and when to do it.”
He sat back, his eyes assessing hers. “Where’s all this coming from?”
“I’m sick of being expected to drop everything for everyone else. First my parents expect me to give up my freedom for them, and now you think I should just fall in with whatever plans you make.”
And truth to tell, she was sick of being a nobody to Nick. Because that’s what it all came down to. He hadn’t been interested in her years ago. He still wasn’t interested in her.
Not as a person.
A pulse began to beat in his cheekbone. “I didn’t mean to treat you like your father does.”
She gave a silent gasp. Clearly he thought of her as her father’s lackey as well. “Thanks very much.”
“You know what I mean.”
Hurt gnawed at her. “Unfortunately, yes, I do.”
His gaze rested on her face with a hint of regret. “Sasha, I’m sorry. I’ll take them to a restaurant in the city. You don’t need to come.”
She sighed, suddenly feeling bad yet knowing she shouldn’t. “Nick, if you were to ask me, then I don’t mind hosting the dinner. I just don’t like the expectation that I have to do it.”
He considered her across the table. “Then would you mind being my hostess on Friday, Sasha? I’d really appreciate it.”
Her heart thudded at the sincerity in his tone. “Yes. I’m happy to help.” She would reschedule her appointment with the contractor.
His shoulders relaxed a little, and there was an odd amusement in his eyes. “You’re quite fiery when you’re upset. I never noticed that when you were growing up. You were always quite shy.”
Shy and in love.
Her stomach did a flip at the thought. “Perhaps I didn’t want you to notice back then,” she lied.
“And now?”
She took a moment to answer as past hurts rose in her throat. “I’m older. I want respect.”
“You always had my respect, Sasha.”
“No, Nick. I didn’t.”
He went still, his eyes probing hers. “Then I’m sorry if I made you feel that way. It wasn’t intentional.”
“I know.” And therein lay the crux of the matter. It was another example of her meaning less than nothing to him.
Angelo reappeared to check that their meal was enjoyable and Sasha welcomed the interruption. She’d said more than enough. If Nick didn’t think she mattered, then she wasn’t going to force him to change his mind.
She had her pride after all.
Six
Nick phoned Sasha late the following morning to tell her the deal had been signed and that Alex was calling her father now to tell him the news.
Enormously relieved, Sasha thanked him for letting her know, then waited for her mother to call and share in the good news and perhaps say thanks.
Her mother didn’t call.
“No doubt your parents were relieved,” Nick said when he came home.
“No doubt they were.”
He froze. “You mean they haven’t called you?”
A lump lodged in her throat. “No, but they were probably busy.”
“They weren’t too busy to ask you to spy for them,” he rasped.
She sucked in a sharp breath. “It wasn’t like that.”
A pulse beat in his cheekbone. “Not on your part, but they got what they wanted from you. They used you, Sasha.”
He was right, and on one level she was warmed by his concern for her, but loyalty to her mother kept her quiet. “Let’s forget that for now.”
“Can you?”
“No.” If she thought about it the pain would overwhelm her. She’d always known she came second with her mother, but until recently she hadn’t realized just how low down on the scale she was compared with her father.
She pretended to dismiss it all. “Come on. I want you to pick a color scheme for the study. I can’t decide by myself.”
He made a dismissive gesture. “Any color will do.”
“No, Nick. You’ll be using it a lot, so it’s important I get your input.”
“You’ll be using it, too.”
“Exactly. It’s something we need to choose together.”
He suddenly broke into a sexy half smile. “You’re very good at getting your own way. Subtle but very effective.”
She found herself smiling back. “That’s always been my policy.”
The rest of the week went quickly and before she knew it, it was Friday. She was nervous about hosting their first dinner, and of course she helped Iris arrange it all, but there was a difference in doing it because she wanted to and not because it was expected of her.
“You look beautiful,” Nick said when she’d finished dressing in a blue dress that hugged her body in all the right places, her blonde hair up in a chignon, delicate diamond earrings at her ears.
Silly delight rippled through her. “Thanks.” Her eyes slid over his dark suit and white shirt that did him full-on justice. “You’re looking quite spiffy yourself.”
He smiled. “Spiffy, eh?”
She smiled back then saw him fiddling with his tie. “Here, let me do that for you.”
“You don’t mind?”
“No, I like d
oing up men’s ties,” she quipped as she stepped close to him and began working on the tie.
His smile vanished. “Just how many men’s ties have you done up?”
“The odd one or two.”
He stared down at her, then must have seen her lips twitching because he broke into a grin. “I think you’re making that up.”
“Am I?”
“You’d better be,” he pretended to growl, sending a thought flashing through her mind. He liked being the only man to make love to her.
Well, well, she mused. Who’d have thought he’d be so old-fashioned?
“You’re not nervous about tonight?” he asked, dragging her from her thoughts.
“Yes, I am.”
“You don’t show it.”
“Neither do you.”
One brow rose. “Who said I was nervous?”
“You usually don’t have trouble doing up your tie.”
“Thanks for noticing,” he said wryly.
She finished her task and patted the tie. “There.
That’s better.”
He turned away to look in the mirror. “Perfect.”
Yes.
He was.
She cleared her throat. “So this dinner is important, is it?”
He reached for his jacket. “Yes and no. Alex has already made the deals to launch ‘Valente’s Woman’ in France and Germany. I just need to keep relations agreeable between us until the launch.”
Sasha realized that this must be all quite new to Nick. Previously Cesare and Isabel would have hosted any clients, and then Alex and Olivia, but this time it fell to him. No doubt he would be an accomplished host as a playboy bachelor, but this was the first time he’d be hosting a dinner in his own home as a married man.
She felt bad now for refusing before. “You’ll do fine,” she said, prompting an arrogant smile from him.
“I know.”
And he did.
Extra fine, Sasha thought sourly an hour later as she watched Claudine, the beautiful wife of the French businessman, flirt with Nick from the moment she set foot in the house.
In the meantime the German couple just sat back and smiled, along with Jacque, who didn’t appear concerned by his wife’s behavior.
It concerned Sasha, especially when Nick looked thoroughly smitten by the gorgeous brunette leaning close to him and talking French in a low, husky voice.
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