Diesel kissed me lightly on the temple, “You go and relax on the sofa Ink. I can clean up here.” He let go of my waist leaving my side and started to clear away the plates. I couldn’t help but think how domesticated this all was, like we were a proper couple. We hadn’t openly discussed our relationship but he was now sleeping at my apartment. Did this mean that we were now dating or did he feel obliged to look out for me?
I slowly made my way into the living room and settled on the sofa, pulling a light weight blanket over me as it had turned a little chilly. I could hear Diesel finishing up in the kitchen but my eyes betrayed me as they became heavy and I could feel myself slowly falling asleep.
“Ink, I need to move you to the bedroom babe.” I opened my eyes slowly, Diesel was lifting me gently from the sofa. I leant into him, snuggling against his hard chest. He carried me into my bedroom and placed me on the bed, pulling the cover up over me to keep me warm. “Are you coming to bed?” I asked sleepily. He looked torn as to what to do, which I found strange. He came back over to the bed and lay on the covers, gently putting one arm around me holding me close. “You need to get your rest babe.” He said quietly, stroking my hair so that it was out of my face. I was enjoying the close contact but I was exhausted and drifted slowly to sleep.
I woke the following morning to the same routine and this continued throughout the week. Amy and Jimmy came to babysit and Diesel would come home around dinner time with various takeaways. Every evening he would put me to bed and lay with me for a while but he wouldn’t initiate anything. What was wrong with him? Didn’t he want me?
It was now Thursday evening, twelve days after my attack. I was feeling better although still sore. Diesel had put me to bed again and had left me alone, to snooze on the sofa rather than lay with me. I shouldn’t moan, he’d been perfectly attentive, looking after my needs. Well not all of them! I was craving for his touch but he wasn’t interested or prepared to discuss further. I picked up my phone and contacted the only person I thought could help me.
Got an issue. R U OK to chat? Ink x
I didn’t have to wait long for a response.
R U OK? Do U need me 2 come over?
Not that kind of issue, it’s more personal. Has Diesel spoken 2 U about me? Ink x
Regarding what?
Sex! Ink x
His response didn’t come as quickly as the other messages.
Try talking 2 Diesel about this.
Have tried, he’s not interested. Has he mentioned why? Ink x
You’re putting me in a situation!
I know. That’s why U love me! Is it coz I’m a virgin? Ink x
I waited for his response already knowing the answer.
Yes!
Thank U Spike. I O U 1 x
What for?
I now know what I need 2 do!
And that is?
;-) x
And with that, I put my phone into my bag and settled back into bed. Tomorrow was another day and I was going to rectify my situation.
Chapter 9
Harlow
I thought I would be incapacitated for a lot longer than I was. Doc visited frequently to examine me and give the required pain relief. I was now moving around much easier, although I was still in a lot of pain. The bruises were fading and I could now cover the marks on my face with make-up. I had decided to pay Diesel a visit today at the garage and thought that I would take him lunch as a surprise.
Things had been a little strained over the past two weeks, especially after my little outburst in the kitchen about my sexual experiences or lack of! It was like he was handling me with kid gloves. We spooned most nights but when I tried to make a move on him or talk about sex, he clammed up or would mention not wanting to hurt me due to my injuries. I was sick of being treated like a baby, I was a woman with needs!
I took a long hot shower carefully shaving every part of my body which took a lot longer than normal because of my injuries. I took extra time applying my make-up and blow dried my hair leaving it down just how Diesel liked it. The bruises around my wrists had also faded but I still put on a little concealer to make sure they couldn’t be seen. I put on my skinny jeans and a black vest top with a plunging neck line and topped this off with my leather jacket. After assessing myself in the mirror I liked what I saw and was hoping that Diesel would too.
I packed the sandwiches, crisps and chocolate cake that I’d prepared into my rucksack and went into the living room. Jimmy looked me up and down, “You look hot, Harlow. Diesel won’t be able to resist.” Jimmy was privy to my plan but his comment made me feel good making me smile, not a false smile like I’d been putting on for the last few weeks but a full teeth showing smile. I hugged him, much to his surprise. “Thank you Jimmy, I appreciate that.” He looked confused but smiled and took my rucksack.
We walked outside, “Your chariot awaits.” Jimmy pointed towards the Harley. How the hell was I getting on that in my condition and wearing these fucking tight jeans. I smiled not wanting to look ungrateful and walked over to the bike running my hand along the seat. Jimmy was doing me a favour but when I asked him for a lift, I thought he would use his brain and borrow the clubs 4x4.
It took a few attempts but I managed to swing my leg over the seat, much to Jimmy’s amusement. “You having fun there?” I asked trying to keep the humour out of my voice. “Erm...Sorry Harlow…I” I burst out laughing watching Jimmy’s discomfort. “Now put that rucksack on my back and let’s get out of here. It will be dinner time at the rate we’re moving!” Jimmy helped me put my arms through the handles of the rucksack and then got comfortable on the seat. “You ready to see your man?” He said mocking me. “I most certainly am, Jimmy.” I wrapped my arms around his waist and we left for the garage.
10 minutes later, we pulled up outside the garage on the grounds of the club house. Jimmy got off first and helped me, gently holding me under my arms. “Thank you.” I said as he placed me down slowly. Jimmy wasn’t the biggest of men, at nineteen he was still developing but he was strong enough. As I turned I saw Diesel walking towards me rubbing his dirty hands on a cloth with concern on his face.
“What you doing here babe?” Diesel said wrapping his arms around my waist. I pointed to the rucksack on my back, “I’ve brought you and the guy’s something to eat or you can just eat me instead.” I said with a wink. Diesel quickly pulled away and I could see the internal struggle on his face. “Oh for fucks sake Diesel, are you really turning me away again?” I stood there with my hands on my hips. “When are you going to man up and fuck me?” I must have been shouting because everyone in the garage stopped what they were doing and turned to observe the standoff in front of them. I stood there crossing my arms waiting for a response.
Diesel took the rucksack off my back flinging it across the garage at Jimmy, who was now standing with Duke. “Sort the lunch out, we won’t be long!” Diesel said angrily dragging me to his office. I turned to see Jimmy and Duke high fiving. I caught Dukes eyes and he winked at me before the door slammed shut.
Diesel took off his overalls and went into the bathroom to wash his hands. The office was rectangular in shape with full length windows lining one of the walls. He had a large hard wood desk with a leather swivel chair in front of the windows. To my right there were several filing cabinets and a green comfortable looking arm chair. The floor was tiled and the walls were painted magnolia.
I stood there with my arms folded, waiting for him to return from the bathroom. Diesel opened the door aggressively and stood there like he was assessing the situation. He looked me up and down several times, shaking his head from side to side. “You don’t want it like this Ink. I’ve tried to stay away from you, waiting for you to heal properly. Your first time should be special babe.” I could see the anguish on his face but I didn’t care.
I unfolded my arms and started to take off my jacket, throwing it onto the arm chair by the wall. “Why are you the one to decide when and where I get fucked?” I pulled my vest
top over my head and unclipped my bra, letting them fall to the floor. I could see by the lump in his trousers that he was getting aroused by my strip show. I unbuckled the front of my jeans and started to slip them down my legs provocatively, stopping when they were around my ankles, to slip off my boots. I was now standing in the middle of his office in just my panties.
Diesel moved towards me, I knew he couldn’t stay away by the glint in his eyes. He took my face in his hands and kissed me with such passion, claiming my mouth, fucking me with his tongue. He picked me up and moved me so that I was sitting on the edge of his desk. “Is this what you want babe? Do you want to be fucked on my desk?” He asked between kisses. His dirty mouth was turning me on “Yes Ethan, take me please.” I was begging him and could hear the pleading in my voice.
He pushed everything off his desk in one swoop and it clattered on the floor making a loud noise. He removed his t-shirt to reveal his ribbed body. His tattoos covered his left arm and back which were amazing and looked like a second skin.
Diesel started to unfasten his jeans revealing his large glorious cock. I’d watched porn before and had seen a few cocks. I’d even given a few hand jobs over the years but nothing prepared me for the sight in front of me. His cock was huge and I was wondering how it was going to fit!
“Ink, this is your last chance babe.” Diesel said stroking himself. “Take me please Ethan.” With those spoken words Diesel ripped off my panties, throwing the remains on the floor. He spread my legs wide and inserted two fingers inside me, taking me by surprise but making me moan with pleasure. He moved them rhythmically and I could feel myself getting wet. Diesel pulled his fingers out slowly and I felt like I was completely empty missing his touch already. He positioned his cock at my entrance and slowly pushed inside me. I screamed at the pain that ripped between my legs as Diesel took my virginity.
My heart rate increased and I held onto his biceps digging my nails into his firm skin. He let me acclimatise to his length then started to pound into me with a steady rhythm. “Is this what you wanted babe? Did you want the rest of the guys to hear you being fucked, losing your virginity to me?”
I couldn’t speak I was totally consumed by him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and lay down on the desk. This allowed him to go deeper which stung but felt so satisfying. My ribs were starting to hurt but I didn’t care, I was totally consumed. I could feel my orgasm building, this was so intense.
Looking into his eyes as he fucked me, I could see an array of emotions. He continued to quicken his pace and I could feel myself building towards an orgasm. “I’m gonna come Ethan.” I screamed, holding him tighter with my legs. “That’s it Ink, call me by my real name when you come on my cock.” That’s when I exploded, seeing tiny white spots all around as he continued to fuck me. He grunted and started to slow his pace as he emptied his seed inside me. We were both breathless, full of lust and desire holding each other whilst we came down from such a high. I was totally consumed by what had just taken place and was slowly falling in love with this wonderful man.
Diesel
I slowly pulled out not wanting to hurt her. I quickly pulled up my jeans and grabbed my t-shirt taking it into the small bathroom to clean myself up. I looked in the mirror above the sink, shaking my head at my reflection. What have you done, you stupid fuck! I’d let my heart rule my head again.
After composing myself, I entered my office to find Ink struggling to put her clothes back on. Shit! I’d been too rough with her. “Come here babe, I’ll help you.” Ink turned round to look at me. I couldn’t make out what her expression meant but I ignored it and helped her put her top on as I could see that she was in pain by the grimace on her face.
“We need to talk Ink.” She stopped what she was doing, “What about?” She asked resting her hands on her hips taking her natural defensive stance. “Maybe the most incredible fuck of my life! We start with that and see where we go.” She started to chuckle and the tension started to leave my body. I took her hand gently and strolled to the corner of the room sitting on the comfortable arm chair. I pulled Ink onto my lap and she leant into my chest. I slowly stroked her hair, making sure all of it was out of her face. She had such beautiful hair, in fact she was just beautiful.
“Are you okay Ink?” She sat up turning around to look at me. “I’m more than okay. Thank you.” She kissed me on the lips. What started as a quick peck, turned into a full on kiss. She moved so that she was straddling my lap and her soft hands caressed my face as she kissed me deeper. I could feel myself getting aroused and had to pull away as I was ready to take her again. I held her arms still, “We can’t do this again so soon Ink. You don’t realise it now babe but you are going to be sore.” I pulled her up off of my lap. “Come and have lunch with us, if there’s anything left.” Harlow bit her lip pondering on what I’d just asked. “Are you sure they won’t mind?” God this woman was cute. “Of course they won’t mind. You’ve made them lunch and have just given them the best entertainment they’ve had in years.” I said with humour in my voice. She blushed as I draped my arm around her, directing her out of the office.
We entered the garage to cheers and laughter from the rest of the guy’s. I could see that Ink was getting embarrassed so I pulled her closer, giving her a kiss on the top of her head. “We’ve saved you some lunch. We thought you would need it after all that exertion!” Jimmy said as all of my Brothers started laughing.
We sat at the picnic benches outside in the courtyard and I pulled Ink onto my lap. There was the usual banter but it was good natured and not malicious. At this moment in time I was the happiest I’d ever been.
After an hour had past Duke clapped his hands together. “Right, as lovely as this all is, it’s time to get back to work.” Duke walked over to Ink and placed a chaste kiss on the top of her head. “Thank you for a lovely lunch. Jimmy take this woman home, she must be exhausted from all the excitement this afternoon.” He gave her a wink and casually walked back into the garage.
I picked Ink up and carried her over to Jimmy’s bike, placing her on the back. “Thank you for the surprise this afternoon.” I kissed her again and was starting to realise how deep I’d fallen for her.
“Make sure you have a hot bath when you get home because you’re gonna be sore.” Jimmy got onto the bike and I helped Ink to secure her helmet. “See you tonight babe.” Harlow waved good bye as Jimmy pulled out of the yard. I watched until they were out of sight.
“Come on Romeo, get back to work.” Duke shouted to the amusement of the other guy’s. I walked back to the garage, shaking my head with a huge smile on my face and a warm feeling inside.
Harlow
We arrived at my apartment and Jimmy helped me off the bike again. “Thank you Jimmy, I appreciate all of your help over the past few weeks. I know you didn’t sign up to look after my arse.” We both laughed walking into my apartment. “I do whatever the club asks me to do, to prove that I’m worthy of wearing their colours.” He said this with such sincerity.
“You’re more than worthy of wearing their colours. What’s your story Jimmy? How did you end up at the club so young?” I asked genuinely interested. Jimmy put his hands into his jean pockets, “I had a shit upbringing. Dad used to hit Mum on a regular basis. I couldn’t protect her and to be honest she didn’t want to be saved. She still thought that she could change him.” Jimmy shrugged his shoulders. “I left home, living on the streets committing petty crimes to survive. One time inside I met Skinner. He use to talk about the club all the time and told me to look him up on my release. The rest is history.” He was so blasé about it all.
“Do you still see your parents?” I asked, hopeful that things had turned out okay. “Nah, they haven’t changed. He still hits her so it’s best to stay away.” He looked like he didn’t want to talk about it anymore so I changed the subject. “I know we didn’t get off on the right foot but I now consider you a close friend.” I hugged him but I grimaced because of the pain. “Are you okay?”
He asked looking at me with concern. “I’m fine, I just over did it a little today.” We both burst out laughing.
“I’m gonna grab a bath and chill this afternoon, so you can go Jimmy. Thank you again for today.” Jimmy kissed me quickly on the cheek, “I’m gonna hang around. Diesel’s instructions I’m afraid. I’ll be outside if you need me.” He left closing the door behind him, leaving me to contemplate this afternoons antics.
I ran my bath adding bubbles and lavender so that I could totally relax. I turned on my iPad to listen to the latest U2 album and poured myself a glass of water so that I could take my next tablet. I striped off my clothes neatly folding and putting them on top of the toilet system. I got into the bath and slowly submerged myself in the hot water, feeling a sting between my legs. The pain was quickly erased by the hot water surrounding me and I couldn’t help but slowly drift off to sleep.
I woke suddenly and couldn’t breathe, I felt someone yanking my hair and pulling me to the surface of the water. I started to scream and then I was pushed back under the water again. I started to claw at the hand that was holding my head under the water but they were too strong.
I flung my arms and legs around trying to get a release but the pain in my ribs was unbearable. I was pulled up out of the water again and that’s when I saw him before he dunked me back under. How the fuck had he got into my apartment with Jimmy outside?
He pulled me up and out of the bath by my hair. I thought he’d pulled some of my scalp off with the force as the pain was excruciating. I banged my ribs several times on the way out of the bath and I was trying to grab anything that I could possibly hit my attacker with. Adrenaline kicked in and I tried to fight back with everything I had but he was just too strong. I was coughing up water and gasping for air, trying to get oxygen into my lungs. I started to look around the room to assess the situation, when he punched me in the face knocking me out cold.
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