Robin inhaled and patted the hand without the I.V. Allison wanted to do the same thing, I could tell she really wanted to, maybe she even still liked me that way, but the I.V. stopped her.
I said, “No sweat, you can pat me, too.”
She obeyed.
“Hold my hands!” I commanded. “Both of you! Everyone join hands.”
They complied. Good pretty girls.
I told Milo, “You, on the other hand, can’t hold anything.”
He said, “Aw, shucks.”
I went back to sleep.
CHAPTER 36
Rick wanted me to stay in the hospital another night for observation but I said enough.
He laid on all the medical authority but nothing helps in the face of industrial-strength obstinacy. I called a taxi and checked myself out, carrying a goody bag of painkillers, anti-inflammatories, steroids, and a small-print list of dire side effects.
Robin had been by earlier. Allison had called once but hadn’t shown up since the first time.
“I got to know her,” said Robin. “She’s lovely.”
“Female bonding?” I said.
“She’s nice, that’s all.”
“And you talked about the weather.”
“Egomaniac.” She stroked my hair. “I called you Wednesday because I decided to move back. Still want that?”
“Yes.”
“Allison’s okay with it.”
“Didn’t know we needed her permission.”
“She adores you,” said Robin. “But I love you.”
I had no idea what that meant. Had regained enough coherence not to ask.
“I told her to feel free to come by to visit you but she wants to give us some time together. She feels horrible about what happened, Alex.”
“Why?”
“Leading you to Hauser.”
“He had a knife to her throat, she didn’t have much choice. I’m sure Hauser asked around, found out we used to...hang out. Knowing me endangered her. I need to apologize.”
My eyes brimmed with tears. What was that all about?
Robin wiped them. “It’s no one’s fault, Alex, the guy’s obviously unbalanced.”
“Now he’ll be an unbalanced cripple. Wonder when the police are coming by to interview me.”
“Milo’s taking care of all that. He says given Hauser’s previous arrest, there shouldn’t be any problem.”
“In a perfect world,” I said.
Cool lips braised my forehead. “It’ll be all right, honey. You need to rest and keep healing— ”
“Allison really blames herself?”
“She feels she should’ve known better, given what you’d told her about Hauser.”
“That’s utterly ridiculous.”
“I’m sure she’ll be thrilled to hear that from you. In those exact words.”
I laughed. The bandages around my ribs felt like sashes of ground glass.
“It hurts, honey?”
“Not a bit.”
“You poor lying baby.” She kissed my eyelids, then my mouth. Too damn delicate, I needed something closer to pain, reached around and pressed her head down. When she finally pulled away, she was breathless.
“More, woman!” I said. “Ugha ugha.”
She snaked her hand under the bedcovers, reached down. “One of the parts seems to be in working order.”
“Man of steel,” I said. “You’re really coming back?”
“If you want me to.”
“Of course I want you to.”
“Maybe after the pain goes away, you’ll change your— ”
I placed a finger across her lips. “When are you doing it?”
“A few days.” Pause. “I’m thinking I’ll keep the studio. Like you said, for work.”
“And when you want to get away from me,” I said.
“No, baby, I’ve had plenty of that.”
CHAPTER 37
I walked out of the hospital trying to look like someone who worked in a hospital. The cab arrived ten minutes later. I was home by seven p.m.
The Seville was parked in front; something else Milo had taken care of.
The taxi driver had hit several potholes in West Hollywood. The city that loves decorating avoids the unglamorous stuff.
Pain on each impact had been reassuring; I could stand it.
I stashed the Percocet in my medicine cabinet, opened a fresh bottle of extra-strength Advil.
I hadn’t heard from Milo since yesterday’s hospital visit. Maybe that meant progress.
I reached him in his car. “Thanks for getting my wheels home.”
“That wasn’t me, that was Robin. Are you being a good patient?”
“I’m home.”
“Rick okayed that?”
“Rick and I reached a meeting of the minds.”
Silence. “Real smart move, Alex.”
“If you listened to him, you’d be wearing better ties.”
More silence.
“I’m fine,” I said. “Thanks for handling Hauser.”
“As much as I handled.”
“I’ve got problems ahead?”
“There’ll be some shit to deal with, but those in the know say you’ll be okay. Meanwhile, the asshole’s in the jail ward wearing yellow pajamas and looking at inkblots. What happened, he imploded?”
“He made bad decisions and projected them onto me. How badly did I wound him?”
“He won’t be playing soccer any time soon. Allison’s little shooter came in handy, huh?”
“Sure did,” I said. “Did you find any properties Nora Dowd owns in or near 805?”
“Back in the swing,” he said. “Just like that.”
“On sound advice.”
“Whose?”
“My own.”
He laughed. “As a matter of fact, Nora’s got three 805 deeds to her name. Condo in Carpinteria, couple of houses in Goleta. All of which have been leased out long term. Her tenants have never met her but they like her because she keeps the rent low.”
“BNB manages the buildings?”
“No, a Santa Barbara company does. I spoke to the manager. Nora gets checks in the mail, never visits. That’s it, Alex. No tryst-pad, no direct link to Camarillo, no Malibu getaway. Maybe she and Meserve made the calls and took off for that tropical vacation.”
I said, “Do the brothers own anything out there?”
“Why would that matter? Billy’s a mope and Brad hates Meserve. So far looking for Peaty’s hidey-holes has been a big zero. Once I finish with Armando Vasquez, I’ll look into private flights.”
“What’s to do on Vasquez?”
“Second interview. First time was last night, call from Vasquez’s D.P.D. at 11 p.m., Armando wanted to talk. Faithful public servant that I am, I trudged over. The agenda was Vasquez embellishing the phone call story. Claiming the night of the murder wasn’t the first time, same thing happened a week or so before, he can’t remember exactly when or how many times. No hang-ups, just someone whispering that Peaty was a dangerous pervert, could hurt Vasquez’s wife and kids. D.A. wants to blunt any justification defense so I’ve got to stick with it, meanwhile they’ll be pulling a month’s worth of phone records. While I was there I showed Vasquez my photo collection. He’s never seen the Gaidelases, Nora, or Meserve. The thing is, I finally got a shot of Billy, and Vasquez also doesn’t recognize him. But I’m sure Billy’s been to the apartment with Brad. Meaning Vasquez, not being there during the day, is pretty useless. Like everything else I’ve come up with.”
“Anything you need me to do?”
“I need you to heal up and not be a foolish mummy. One other thing that came up is Peaty’s body just got claimed by a cousin from Nevada. She asked to speak to the D in charge, says she left a bunch of messages, thanks again, Idiot Tom. I’m squeezing her in tomorrow afternoon, to see if she can shed some light on Peaty’s psyche, D.A.’s orders. With the defense painting him as a psycho-brute, I’m supposed to learn his good points
.”
“Speaking of Idiot Tom.” I recounted Beamish’s disgusted expression.
“Wouldn’t surprise me. Maybe Beamish remembers more stolen fruit...what else...oh, yeah, I called some taxidermy supply houses. No record of Nora or Meserve buying creepy accoutrements. Okay, here I am at Le Grande Lockup ready for Mr. Vasquez. Time to add a few more lies to my daily diet.”
* * *
Daybreak brought the worst headache of my life, stiff limbs, a cottony mouth. A palmful of Advils and three cups of black coffee later, I was moving fine. If I kept my breathing shallow.
I phoned Allison, thanked her message tape for its mistress’s presence of mind, apologized for getting her involved in serious ugliness.
I told Robin’s tape I was eager to see its mistress.
No listing for Albert Beamish. I tried his law firm. A crisp-voiced receptionist said, “Mr. Beamish rarely comes in. I think the last time I saw him was...has to be months.”
“Emeritus.”
“Some of the partners have professorships so we like the term.”
“Is Mr. Beamish a professor?”
“No,” she said, “he never liked teaching. His thing was litigation.”
* * *
I reached Beamish’s Tudor at eleven a.m. The same Indonesian maid answered.
“Yes!” She beamed. “Mister home!”
Moments later the old man came shuffling out, wearing a saggy white cardigan over a brown knit shirt, pink-striped seersucker pants, and the same house slippers with wolves’ heads on the toes.
His sneer was virtuoso. “The prodigal policeman arrives. What does it take to motivate you people?”
“There’ve been some problems with the phones,” I said.
He cackled with the joy of omniscience, cleared his throat four times, hacked up something wet and swallowed it. “My tax dollars put to good use.”
“What did you call about, sir?”
“You don’t know?”
“That’s why I’m here.”
“You still haven’t seen the message? Then how did you— ”
“I figured it out, Mr. Beamish, from the look of contempt on your face when I drove by.”
“The look of...” A puckered, lipless mouth curled ambiguously. “A veritable Sherlock.”
“What’s the message?” I said.
“When you talk you flinch, young man.”
“I’m a little sore, Mr. Beamish.”
“Carousing on my dollar?”
I unbuttoned my jacket, undid a couple of shirt buttons, and revealed the bandages around my middle.
“Broken ribs?”
“A few.”
“Same thing happened to me when I was in the army,” he said. “Not combat heroics, I was stationed in Bayonne, New Jersey, and some Irish lout from Brooklyn backed a Jeep right into me. But for the grace of a few inches, I’d have ended up childless, singing soprano, and voting Democrat.”
I smiled.
“Don’t do that,” he said. “Got to hurt like hell.”
“Then don’t be funny,” I said.
He smiled. A real smile, devoid of scorn. “Army doctors couldn’t do a damn thing to patch me, just wrapped the ribs and told me to wait. When I mended, they shipped me off to the ETO.”
“No medical progress since then.”
“When did this happen to you? Not that I really care.”
“Two days ago. Not that it’s any of your business.”
He gave a start. Glared. Plucked brown fabric from his sunken chest. Broke into arid laughter, coughed up more mucus. When the wheezing stopped, he said, “How about a drink? It’s almost noon.”
As I followed him through dim, dusty, high-ceilinged rooms full of Georgian antiques and Chinese porcelain, he said, “How’d the other guy fare?”
“Worse than me.”
“Good.”
* * *
We sat at a round table in his octagonal breakfast room, just off a kitchen whose stainless steel counters and chipped white cabinets said it hadn’t been altered for half a century.
Mullion windows looked out to a shade garden. The table was seasoned mahogany, cigarette burned and water-marked, circled by four Queen Anne chairs. The wall covering was a pale green silk Asian print, crowded with peonies and bluebirds and fictitious vines, faded white in spots. A solitary framed photo hung on the wall. Black and white, also diminished by decades of ultraviolet.
When Beamish left to fetch the drinks, I took a look at the picture. A lanky, light-haired young man in an army captain’s uniform stood arm and arm with a pretty young woman. Her cloche hat rested on dark curls. She wore a fitted summer suit and held a bouquet.
Big ship in the background. U.S.S. something. A fountain-penned caption in the lower right border read: 4/7/45, Long Beach: Betty and Al. Back from the war at last!
Beamish returned with a cut-crystal decanter and a pair of matching old-fashioned glasses, lowered himself to a chair slowly, struggling to hide his own wince. Then changing his mind.
“Eventually,” he said, “you don’t need to be beat on to ache. Nature does it all by her cruel self.” He poured us each two fingers, slid my tumbler across the table.
“Thanks for the encouragement.” I held mine up.
He grunted and drank. I imagined Milo in forty years, hacking and swigging and pronouncing about the sorry state the world had gotten itself into. Old and white-haired.
The fantasy ended when I got to heterosexual and rich.
Beamish and I drank. The whiskey was a single malt, peaty, sweetish going down, with a nice after-burn that reminded you it was alcohol.
He licked the spot where his lips used to be, put his glass down. “This is the good stuff, Lord knows why I brought it out.”
“Uncharacteristic burst of generosity,” I said.
“You’re an insolent one— none of the obsequiousness of a public servant.”
“I’m not one. I’m a psychologist.”
“A what— no, don’t answer, I heard you fine. One of those, eh? The fat detective sent you over here to deal with an unbalanced old fossil?”
“All my idea.” I gave him a short explanation of my relationship to the police. Expected the worst.
Beamish drank some more and tweaked the tip of his nose. “When Rebecca died I saw no point in living. My children insisted I see a psychiatrist and sent me to a Jewish chap in Beverly Hills. He prescribed pills I never took and referred me to a Jewish woman psychologist in his office. I rejected her out-of-hand as a high-priced babysitter but my children coerced me. Turned out, they were right. She helped me.”
“I’m glad.”
“Sometimes it’s still difficult,” he said. “Too much damned space on the bed— ah, enough mawkishness, if we sit here too much longer you’ll send me a bill. Here’s the message I left the fat detective: A woman came by three days ago, poking around that one’s pile of logs.”
Pointing in the general direction of Nora’s house. “I went over and asked her what she was doing and she said she was looking for her cousin, Nora. I told her Nora hadn’t been seen in a while and that the police may very well suspect Nora of nefarious activity. She didn’t seem at all surprised by that possibility— is it ‘Doctor’?”
“Alex is fine.”
“Did you cheat on your exams?” he snapped.
“No— ”
“Then you earned your damned degree, so use it, for God’s sake. One thing I detest is the ersatz familiarity the beatniks ushered in. You and I may be drinking my best single malt, sir, but if you addressed me by my Christian name, I’d toss you out on your ear.”
“That would be painful, under the circumstances,” I said.
He worked his lips. Conceded a smile. “What’s your family name?”
“Delaware.”
“Now, then, Dr. Delaware...where was I...”
“The cousin didn’t seem surprised.”
“On the contrary,” said Beamish. “The possibility that
Nora was under suspicion seemed downright syntonic.” He grinned. “A psychological term, I learned it from Dr. Ruth Goldberg.”
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