Breaking Through The Wall (Guarded Hearts)

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by Ashley Piscitelli


  “Why? What do you have to do?”

  “It’s the bridal party dance, so I have to go dance with my partner.”

  “You have got to be fucking kidding me, Nic.” I was not going to last an entire song watching her dance with that asshole.

  “I’ll be right back; then I’m yours for the night.”

  She started to walk away, but I pulled her back to me so that she was pressed against me. “You’re mine every night.” I leaned down to kiss her, and when she pulled away I saw her blush.

  Watching her walk off to dance with another guy almost killed me. Then, after a minute, when the bastard turned to me and winked I had to hold onto the chair to keep myself from charging over there. That’s when I realized that Nicole had asked me to hold her phone for her earlier, and I had a plan. I walked onto the dance floor and right up to them with her phone in my hand. “Hey, babe, your dad is on the phone and he says it’s important.”

  “Oh, ok. I have to take this Eric; my dad never calls.” I followed her off the dance floor, but not before turning back to Eric and returning his wink from earlier. She went into a room that was attached to the reception, so she could hear when she answered the phone.

  When I closed the door I made sure it locked behind me. “J, no one is there. Did he say what it was about?”

  I turned around to face her, then closed the space in between us and backed her against the wall. “No one called, babe, but I needed you away from that douche and in my arms where you belonged.” I start to skim my hand up and down her bare thigh.

  “Really, Jason? Do you understand how immature, childish, and…” Once I ran my finger over her sensitive spot, she stopped. “God, J, that feels good. You have to stop though, we can’t do this here.”

  “That’s where you are wrong, babe.” I lowered myself onto my knees and start to move her dress higher. “We can and we will. I locked the door and I have been waiting for this since I first saw you earlier.” When I lifted her dress, I saw that she had on a tiny lace pink thong I slipped it down her legs and, before she could protest again, I buried my face in her pussy.

  She immediately gripped the hair on the top of my head and started moaning. She always smelled and tasted so good. I gripped her ass hard and pulled her against me even tighter.

  “Jason! Please, don’t stop.”

  I moved one of my hands from her ass and thrust two of my fingers inside of her. “Baby, you are always so wet and ready for me. I love how tight your pussy is and the way you sound when you scream my name.”

  I started stroking her inside and felt her muscles start to clench. I knew she was close, so I moved up to her swollen clit and sucked it into my mouth. When she came, she cried out, and I was thankful that the DJ had his volume turned up. After I had lapped up all of her sweet juices I stood, and before she knew what was happening, I sunk myself into her.

  “Fuck, Nic!”

  She wrapped her legs around me as I braced her against the wall and pulled the top of her dress down. I leaned in and started to kiss her beautiful tits, taking each of her nipples into my mouth and slowly grazing them with my teeth. After all of the build up with her today I was already close and, from the way she was acting, I knew she was too. I thrust into her a couple more times. Then when she started to claw at my back.

  “Jason!”

  When we came together it was always so fucking perfect. We stood there panting and recovering from what had happened when someone knocked on the door. Are you kidding me right now?

  “Nicole, it’s Heidi. Are you ok?”

  “Shit, J, it’s my cousin”, she whispered to me. “Yeah, I’m fine! I’ll be right out.” She giggled and then looked back at me. “Alright, Tarzan, you ready to do this thing?”

  I just looked at her and laughed. “I guess that will hold me over until later, babe.”

  She stood up straight, smoothed out her dress, then smacked me on the back of the head. “You are such a pig!”

  She started to move toward the door, but I grabbed her and pulled her against me. With her ass pressed against me like this all I wanted to do was keep her here. “You love it though, baby, and you know that you are excited for later tonight.” I smacked her ass, then moved to the door and held it open for her. “Let’s get this over with.”

  Nicole

  I cannot believe that he just pulled me off the dance floor, and did that to me in there! I feel like I say that a lot when it comes to Jason, but he is absolutely crazy! Not that I didn’t love it. He was so jealous and possessive, but if I’m telling the truth, I love it. After spending all that time waiting for Jason to come to his senses and notice me, it felt great. He looked gorgeous tonight, too he had on a tight black button up that hugged every muscle on his well-defined chest and a pair of black dress pants, which made his ass look fantastic.

  Thank God Eric was not at our table; he was definitely getting to Jason. I’m so happy he came with me tonight. One, because Eric had been constantly hounding me at every pre-wedding event, but also because it was nice getting to go out with him and do normal couple things. It was a sit down dinner, which was nice, because J and I have never gone out to a nice dinner before. Let’s face it, neither of us has a job right now, so our diet usually consists of pizza, ramen noodles, or mac and cheese.

  After dinner, the DJ started playing more current music and trying to get people on the dance floor. This was the part I was really excited for; I couldn’t wait to see J dance. He always refused to dance with us when we all went out but he wasn’t getting out of it tonight. I started to pull him towards the dance floor and, once he realized what I was doing, he started to pull away.

  “No way, babe; not gonna happen.”

  “Come on, Jason, please?”

  “I will be perfectly content to sit here and watch you shake that beautiful ass.”

  He sat down on his chair so I went over, sat on his lap, and leaned down to whisper in his ear. “You know, J, I have been to our room already, and there is this really big jacuzzi tub. I was so excited earlier when I saw it because all I could picture was me riding you in it. However, if I have to spend all night dancing by myself I might be too tired.” I dragged my teeth over his earlobe and then walked off to the dance floor. Not even a minute later, I heard his footsteps behind me.

  He leaned down close to my ear. “You are lucky, after that little speech, that I don’t drag you upstairs now.” My insides clenched just thinking about it.

  The first couple songs I could tell he was uncomfortable, but after that he started to loosen up. Line dances were big at weddings and I can’t even explain to you how much joy I got out of watching him do the electric slide, the cha-cha slide, and the cupid shuffle. Even though he gave me so much crap for them. The slow dances were my favorite, though; being able to be so close to him was one of the best feelings. I knew that I loved him but I also know that he was in no way ready for me to say it.

  After the last song played, I walked over with Jason to see Heidi and say our goodbyes. “Heidi, this is my boyfriend, Jason. Jason, this is my cousin Heidi; a.k.a. the new Mrs. Bailey.”

  He smiled and shook her hand, while she just stared open mouthed at him. I was used to this reaction when it came to Jason, but really she just got married!

  We headed up to our room and I almost took Jason up on his offer to carry me. My feet were killing me from the heels I insisted on wearing the whole night. When we got into the room I collapsed on the bed and, I swear I could have fallen asleep fully dressed, until I heard the bathtub running.

  I walked into the bathroom and saw him sitting on the edge of the tub. “I seem to remember a very indecent proposal I received earlier.” He stood up and started walking toward me. ”Now, I endured the dancing to all of that horrible music you listen to.” He was so close to me now and he smelled delicious. “I would like to cash in on the offer you made to me earlier.”

  He turned me around and slid the zipper of my dress down, making it fall in a pile
at my feet. I hadn’t worn a bra with it, so now I was left standing there in just my panties. I turned around and started to unbutton his shirt kissing each new area of skin I uncovered along the way. Once I had it off, I slid down him onto my knees, and began to work on his belt. In one motion, I pulled down his pants and boxers, then took him into my mouth.

  “Fuck!” He grabbed a handful of my hair and held me to him.

  He was so big, it was hard to get all of him in my mouth at once, but he tasted so good. I slid him out of my mouth and started to lick trails up and down his long shaft sucking in his tip each time I got to the top. He pulled my head back and stood me up. Then walked me over to where the tub was. I slid down my underwear as he climbed in. He held his hand out to me and once I was in, pulled me down on top of him.

  I crushed my mouth to his, feeling like no matter how close we were it would never be enough. He was so hard and I could feel him throbbing. I couldn’t wait any longer and in one quick motion, sunk myself down on top of him. “God, that feels so good!” I placed my hands on the sides of the tub and started to move up and down on him, enjoying the slow rhythmic feeling.

  Jason rested his head back and let out a series of curse words, some of which I had never even heard combined before. “Baby, this feels so good you make me want to come so fast every time.”

  I loved that I had that effect on him, because let’s face it, he had a lot more experience than I did. I started moving myself up and down quicker, and from the way he was gripping my hips, I knew he was close. When he moved his hand down and started to stroke me I lost it. Thank God he did at the same time because I collapsed on top of him. We just laid there in each other’s arms for about five minutes, before I climbed off of him.

  “I really need to wash all of this hairspray and crap out of my hair.”

  “Would you um…want me to?”

  “You want to wash my hair?”

  “I don’t know. Isn’t that something that girls like? Carter says he does it with Maddy all the time.”

  It made me so happy that he was really trying. He was showing me that this was about so much more than sex, even though that in itself was fantastic. “Sure, that would be good.” I moved in between his legs so that it was easier for him. He grabbed the hotel’s little bottle of shampoo and squirted the entire thing into my hair. “Was that the whole bottle?”

  “Uh, yeah I don’t know how much to use. You have a lot of hair you know, Nic.”

  I just shook my head and laughed. He really had no idea about anything having to do with girls. It was amazing how someone who practically had girls falling at his feet had no idea about dating.

  I already knew that his hands were talented, but when he started massaging my head I decided that they deserved an award. I think I almost fell asleep. He helped me rinse out my hair. Then, we both got washed and got out. I took advantage of being at a hotel and threw on one of their fluffy white robes. I was brushing my hair in the bathroom mirror when he came up behind me. He was still wet and looked amazing in just the towel wrapped around his waist.

  “Hey, Nic?”

  “Yeah?”

  “You aren’t pissed about what happened with that Eric guy earlier are you? I know it might have seemed childish but I can’t stand having to see any other man touch you.”

  “No, J, I’m surprisingly not mad. Even if I was, I would say you definitely made it up to me. Besides, Eric is an idiot. All he kept talking about today was how our rooms were right next to each other if I got lonely.”

  Jason’s head snapped up and I saw a fire in his eyes. Shit, should I not have said that? “His room is next to us?”

  “Yeah, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have even mentioned it.”

  “I’m actually glad that you told me.” He walked over to me and kissed me. “Now, I get the chance to show Eric how not lonely you are.” Before I knew what was happening, he picked me up, carried me into the other room, and threw me onto the bed.

  I felt bad for Eric by the time that we were done; I don’t even think a pair of headphones would have helped him.

  Chapter 7

  Jason

  I can’t believe that it is already time for Thanksgiving break. I feel like the semester just started and I am really not looking forward to going home alone. I thought about asking Nicole to come with me, but I don’t think it would go that well. My dad really isn’t the biggest fan of relationships or women since what happened with my mom, and I doubt she would even want to come.

  I was on my way over to the girl’s house to say goodbye to her, when my phone started to ring. I looked at it and saw that it was Carter. We were driving home together to save money, so I answered right away. “Hey, I’m on my way over to Nic’s to say goodbye then I’ll be ready to leave.”

  “That’s fine, but can I ask you something, J?”

  “Yeah, what’s up?”

  “Why didn’t you ask Nicole to come home with you? I mean, it kind of sucks that she is going home to spend the holidays in an empty house.”

  What the hell did he mean? Her dad and stepmom lived there. I know they weren’t the best company but she wouldn’t be alone. “Carter, she isn’t going to be alone; she is going to her dad’s house.”

  “No, idiot, her dad and stepmom went away for the holidays.”

  Why wouldn’t she tell me this when we had talked about break? She had never once said her dad would be away and that she would be there all by herself. “I just got to the house, I’ll call you back.”

  I walked up to the door and, when I knocked, Holly answered. “Hey, Jason, she is upstairs packing.”

  “Thanks, Holls. When are you and Christen leaving?”

  “Probably later tonight; we wanted to grab some dinner first.”

  I gave her a hug. Holly had been like a little sister to me ever since I met Carter. “Text me when you get in safe, ok?”

  “I will.”

  I went upstairs to Nicole’s room and stood in her open doorway. She was trying to get something off the top shelf of her closet, but even on her tip toes, there was no way it was going to happen. I snuck up behind her, grabbed her hips, and lifted her up so she could reach it. She jumped but once she realized it was me, she relaxed. When she pulled down what she had been trying to reach, I saw that it was my sweatshirt I had given it to her last New Year’s Eve in the hospital, because she was freezing in the tiny dress she had on.

  When I put her down she turned around and smiled at me. “I didn’t even hear you come in!” She threw her arms around my neck and leaned up to kiss me. It scared me how comfortable I was with the amount of affection she showed me, and how much I wanted to give it back to her. “When are you guys leaving?”

  “In like an hour, I think. Can we talk for a minute?” She looked up at me, and seemed scared as to what I was about to say. I took her hand and led her over to the bed to sit down. “Why didn’t you tell me that you were going to be home alone all break?”

  I could tell she was shocked that I knew, and wasn’t expecting me to say that. “I am fine with it, J; it won’t be the first time.”

  “I’m not fine with it though, Nic, why don’t you, um…why don’t you just come home with me?”

  “No.“ She stood up and walked back over to her suitcase.

  “No? Why the hell not?” It pissed me off that I had just offered this to her and she just turned me down flat.

  “This is why I didn’t tell you, Jason! I didn’t want you to feel obligated to bring me home with you. I don’t need you to take care of me; I can handle it myself.”

  I walked over to her and grabbed her hands, so she would stop throwing things in the suitcase and look at me. “Why are you always so goddamn stubborn?! You are not going home by yourself all weekend, Nicole. I don’t care if I need to handcuff us together and strap you into the seatbelt myself. You are going to come home with me and you are going to drop this independent woman bullshit. I get it already, but know that you are still mine and I am not ok
ay with you being alone at that house the rest of the week.”

  I prepared myself for some snotty comeback or maybe even some physical retaliation, but I never expected what she actually did. She wrapped her arms around my waist and rested her head against my chest.

  “Okay.”

  “I will text Carter. You finish packing your suitcase.”

  I texted Carter to let him know Nic was coming with us now, and laid down on the bed while she finished packing her things. I also texted my dad to let him know I was bringing someone home with me. I think I was worried about his reaction more than anything. I knew that I was in deep with Nicole; it was like this force that was always drawing me to her. I couldn’t stay away and I was fighting the urge to less and less everyday.

  Nicole

  When Carter pulled up to pick up me and Jason, I started to get nervous. I hadn’t told him about my dad being away, because I didn’t want to feel like he had to bring me with him. I have to say, though, I loved it when he went all demanding alpha male on me.

  I am so anxious to meet his dad, because from everything that he has told me, he is not a huge fan of relationships. We have grown so much as a couple in the past couple months, that I don’t want this to set us back.

  I’m glad that Carter lives so close. At least we can spend some part of the break with him and Maddy.

  She turns around and smiles at me. “We were thinking of a day trip to Myrtle Beach on Saturday. You want to join?”

  “Um…yeah sure, I guess.” I turn to Jason to see his reaction to it.

  Jason leans close to my ear and my whole body breaks out in goosebumps. “You don’t have to worry about me not wanting go, babe. As long as you own a bikini.” Then, he drags his teeth over my earlobe causing my heartbeat to speed up. He always has this effect on me; it’s like I can’t even think straight when he is so close to me.

  When I look up, I see Maddy smiling at me and feel the blush invading my cheeks. This is going to be a long car ride.

 

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