by Chloe Neill
I jumped, landing on his back, clawing and biting to make him submit. He rolled, pressing me back into snow until he yipped again and jumped away, a hank of Tom’s fur and skin hanging from Jeff’s muzzle. You played with the big cats, you were bound to get hurt.
I rolled and rose as Jeff leapt for Tom again, sinking claws into the back of Tom’s neck and tossing him forward like a stuffed animal. But Tom still didn’t stop. He climbed stiffly to his feet again, eyes narrowed and lips curled back in a chilling imitation of a smile. Facing me, he padded forward, one slow step at a time, violent intent in his eyes.
He bounded forward, and I braced myself for the impact. But the weight came from a different direction. Jeff had rushed forward, pushing me out of the way, so their bodies, so large and powerful, met with a thunderclap of sound, front legs in the air, scraping at fur and flesh.
They scuffled, several hundred pounds of battling animals, and hit the ground with the impact of an earthquake, pitching across the ground with the force of a tank. I tried to scramble out of their way, but wasn’t fast enough. Tom bucked and I caught the force of his back feet, which spun me backward.
I hit a tree, head slamming into the bark, and the entire world flipped upside down. My vision tripled, and sound became a raging tide.
Minutes passed while I lay in the snow, only dimly aware of shuffling, running, roaring. And then, finally, soft nudges against my haunch.
I lifted my head. Jeff rubbed his massive head against me like a house cat. He looked up at me with the face of a tiger, but the concern in his eyes was very Jeff Christopher.
He made a grumbly sound, nudged my hip again. I rolled and tried to climb to my feet. It took two attempts before I managed to stand, all four paws on the ground.
The woods were quiet and still, snow still falling in large, heavy flakes. Tom was gone. Jeff had let him go in order to ensure sure I was alright.
He nudged me again, more gently, a hacker in the body of a big cat who’d come to my rescue, who stood no insult where I was concerned, who wanted me despite everything else.
When the sound in my head quieted to a dull roar, we padded back through the forest.
We merged again on the main road, the air white with snow. The black SUV Tom had driven was gone, any tracks covered by snowfall.
We returned to the house and changed back into human forms and clothing.
Patrick sat on the plaid couch, hands clasped in front of him. He stared at the floor, shock still clear on his face.
“I talked to Gabriel,” he said, looking up when we walked back into the room. “He said he’d talked to my father. He’s going to send Damien to check on him.” He looked up at me, fear in his eyes. “I don’t want my father hurt.”
Damien Garza had a reputation for ruthlessness. “He won’t be, if there’s no reason for it. But if this is treason . . .” I didn’t need to finish the statement. All shifters knew the cost of treason. Some families, like mine, better than others.
I sat down on the couch across from him, and Jeff followed. “Tom said he wanted the crown for your father. Do you think your father would have sent him here? Condoned what he’d done? Helped plan it?”
“No,” Patrick said. “There’s no way. He doesn’t care about politics, and even if he did, he respects Gabriel. If he’d had something to say, he wouldn’t say it like this.”
“His illness?” Jeff asked.
Patrick glanced at him. “His health is deteriorating. But not his mind. And not his sense of loyalty.”
And I appreciated Patrick’s loyalty to his family, but we’d need more than words and assurances.
Holding the crown meant holding the power to control the Pack. The risk was too high to trust a hunch. “We’ll see what Damien has to say.” I glanced around the house. “You checked here?”
“High and low,” Patrick said, “while you were out there.”
“It must have been in the vehicle,” Jeff said.
Patrick nodded. “I didn’t even hear him leave. The snow, I guess. Where do you think he’ll go next?”
I glanced at Jeff, who nodded back at me. We were both thinking the same thing.
“He wants your family in charge of the Pack, not mine. And we’re about to welcome the Apex-in-waiting into the Pack. If I was him,” I said, “I’d hit the initiation.”
Time ticked down. We returned to the house and found the family in the front parlor already dressed for the ceremony, which was less than two hours away.
“Damien’s got an eye on the house in Wausau,” Gabe said, rolling his shoulders uncomfortably in a black suit jacket that barely contained his muscular bulk. “Richard’s there, and the rest of the family. They were shocked and appalled by what Tom’s done.”
“Did they suspect anything?” I asked.
“Not according to Richard. Tom’s always been loyal, but never crazy. Damien believed them.”
And we had no other idea where Tom might be. “Damn it,” I muttered.
Gabriel looked at me with swirling amber eyes. “Is there something you’d like to say, Fallon?”
I caught Jeff’s gaze and found sympathy there. Somehow it made me feel worse.
“He’s still got the crown, and that’s my fault.”
“How is his treason your fault?”
“I wasn’t able to bring him in.”
“Did you steal the crown? Hand it to him? Step aside in the battle because you were afraid?”
“No, of course not.”
Gabriel nodded. “Okay, then. You fought a battle, and you lost it. It happens. We’re shifters; not superheroes. The point is stepping up after the loss, preparing for the next one. Berating yourself because you didn’t win is a waste of time and energy. He’s gone underground. But he’ll show tonight.”
I intended to ensure that was true. “We can walk the perimeter,” I suggested. “Scout the church for weak spots.”
“And we’ll need extra guards in the sanctuary,” Eli said.
“Actually, I think that’s a bad idea.”
We all looked at Jeff.
“You think guards are a bad idea?” Gabe asked. “Why?”
“Because they might scare him off. Look, he’s got the crown. He’ll be planning to make a stand—otherwise, what’s the point of going to all that trouble? And, yeah, the ceremony makes obvious sense.”
He leaned forward. “We know when and where he’ll try to use the crown to claim control of the Pack. That gives us home field advantage. Let him come. We’ll be ready.”
Gabriel looked at him, eyes glowing like sunlit amber. “We’ll be ready,” he agreed.
5
St. Bridget’s was gorgeous, a church of fairy tale proportions and fantastical architecture. The building, also located in Ukrainian Village, was constructed of pink-peach stone with turquoise turrets, and the interior was just as colorful, with lots of wood, marble, and inset stone.
Right now, it was the site of vampire-worthy scheming. We’d guessed Tom would take a stand. Instead of trying to keep him out, we’d let him come in, crown in hand. And then we’d take him out.
At Jeff’s suggestion, a small corps of trustworthy shifters took positions outside in the dark, hidden from view but keeping an eye on the church and its access points. If—or when—Tom tried anything, we’d have eyes on him.
The interior of the church would have the same setup. A few friends of the family, all shifters, sat in the pews as if preparing to witness Connor’s initiation. But they were armed and prewarned—and they were as excited as shifters could be about the possibility of a good, solid brawl.
Jeff and I, both dressed in respectful black, stood on the church’s front steps, peering into the darkness. The snow still fell, powdering the neighborhood in white.
“You’re nervous,” Jeff said.
“It’s not every day I use my family as bait.”
“They can handle themselves,” he said. “It’s a good plan.”
“I know. And it was yo
ur good plan.”
He nodded, and we stood in silence, so much unspoken between us.
“We should go inside,” Jeff said. I turned to walk into the church, but he took my hand and pulled me against his body. Before I could object, his lips were on mine, mouth insistent.
He kissed me there on the steps of the church, with snow falling like tears around us. When he pulled away a moment later, my breath was short.
“Jeff,” I said, but he shook his head, leaned his forehead against mine.
“Every time I breathe, I breathe for you. Every time I speak, I speak for you. And every time I howl, I howl for you.” He pressed his lips to mine, so softly. “This isn’t over,” he said, and walked inside.
My hands and knees shaking, I followed him.
Gabriel stood in the back of the church with Eli. The rest of my brothers had taken their seats, dressed in suits as if we’d planned to proceed as normal. But Tanya and Connor were secure in an anteroom with Berna and a few of her minions. She didn’t look like much of a threat—squat figure, bleached hair—but she was, as Gabriel liked to say, a wolverine when it came to her family.
“Any sign?” Gabriel asked us.
“Not yet,” Jeff said. “But I have to think he’ll be along soon enough.”
“He’ll be along,” Gabriel said. “If he’s brassy enough to walk away with the crown, he’s brassy enough to try and make the initiation his. Take your positions.”
Jeff nodded and took his place on the other side of the aisle. I walked to the second pew and slid across slick wood to join Ben and Christopher.
Gabriel stepped up to the dais in front of the church and looked out over the shifters who’d come to witness history.
“The Pack exists only because its members allow it. The Keenes rule only because the Pack allows it. My father kept this Pack safe, and we have tried to do the same, to enforce the Pack’s will. We are lucky enough to have given birth to a new generation. To the twelfth generation of Keenes to hold the Pack.” His gaze went cold. “And one way or the other, he will be brought into the Pack in his rightful place.”
The doors burst open, magic rushing inside like water. The crown’s magic was unmistakable. But when I looked back, it wasn’t Tom who wore the coronet.
It was Patrick.
I was too stunned to move, to speak. He’d played me. Played all of us. He’d feigned innocence, pretended shock at Tom’s reaction, and faked interest in me. Fury rose, hot and needle sharp.
“Patrick,” Gabriel said. “I’m disappointed.”
Patrick swaggered forward, the coronet glinting atop his dark hair. “Why? Because someone outsmarted you? Because you’re not the only one who thinks he can run the Pack?”
Gabriel’s expression stayed flat, but his magic had surged forward, filling the air with heat and power. “Because you used people. Because you betrayed your father and your Pack. And because you think any of those things qualify you to be Apex.”
Patrick smiled thinly. “I’m wearing the crown. That’s the only qualification I need.”
“That’s an unfortunately short-sighted view. A leader needs soldiers. Where’s Tom? Or the rest of your family?”
Patrick’s eyes narrowed, but just for a moment. “Tom did his part. He’s done. And my family is irrelevant.”
“Family is never irrelevant,” Gabriel said. “Family is Pack, and Pack is family.”
“Speaking of which,” Patrick said, “where’s yours? No wife? No kid? I guess you can’t have an initiation without a crown.”
“Oh,” Gabriel said, his tone deceptively smooth, “don’t worry yourself, whelp. There will be an initiation yet.” He let out an ear-splitting whistle, and we fell into place. The shifters emerged from the foyer, the balcony, the sanctuary’s hidden wings, surrounding Patrick and the crown.
Patrick’s expression didn’t change. If anything, he looked excited by the challenge. “Twenty to one odds,” he said. “You want to grab five or ten more shifters for yourself to make it even?”
His arrogance was staggering. Is that what he thought made a good Apex? Exaggeration and brute force?
But Gabriel didn’t move. It was Jeff who stepped forward to face down Patrick.
Gabriel smiled. “I’m afraid I’ll have to get in line. Mr. Christopher has dibs on you, my friend.”
“Fallon’s tiger pet? This should be fun.”
Jeff’s eyes were cold and hard. “Not fun so much as incredibly satisfying.” He flexed his fingers menacingly, rolled his shoulders.
“You want to fight like humans?” Patrick asked, mild amusement on his face. He thought he’d lucked out. Thought fighting Jeff’s lean human form would be an easier victory than fighting the tiger.
As if the man was somehow less tenacious, I thought with the smallest hint of a smile.
“Oh, I wouldn’t want you to lose that crown by shifting,” Jeff said. “I think we can take care of this the old fashioned way.”
“I’m game,” Patrick said, motioning him forward.
Jeff didn’t waste any time. Patrick braced himself, turning his body to the side to prepare for Jeff’s onslaught.
“I’ve got a twenty on Jeff,” Ben murmured to Christopher, both of whom sat on the pew in front of me.
“No deal,” Christopher said. “I’m not betting against the house.”
A wise decision. I’d seen Jeff fight before, knew he was a capable soldier. But this battle was about emotion. It was about Gabriel, the Pack, the crown . . . and me.
They began like boxers, circling each other, fists clenched and ready to go. Patrick opted for brute force, tried to land three punches before he realized Jeff was faster. Patrick tried an uppercut, and Jeff used the shot against him, landing a sidekick in on unprotected right.
Patrick spat out a curse, but stayed up. “You’re a tenacious little thing, aren’t you?”
“Your words,” Jeff said, dodging to avoid another jab. “Not mine.” He nailed Patrick with a punch to the stomach that sent him shuffling backward.
But it only incited Patrick’s rage. He balanced himself, surged forward, pulled Jeff to the ground. They grappled, bowled down the aisle, knocking flower stands and hymnals to the ground.
Patrick belted him, a shot across the face that split his lip, sending the scent of blood into the air.
Suddenly struck by fear, I started to rise, but Ben put a hand on mine, shook his head. “Let Jeff handle this.”
Jeff shifted his body weight, rolled Patrick again, ended up on top of him . . . and then punched him square in the face.
Patrick’s eyes fluttered back, and his head bounced on the marble floor with a sick thud.
Chest heaving, Jeff stood up and ripped the coronet from Patrick’s forehead. “I believe that belongs to someone else, you son of a bitch.”
After Patrick was taken away and Jeff got cleaned up, Berna escorted Tanya and Connor into the sanctuary. With Gabriel, they stepped to the front of the church together.
While Tanya held Connor, Gabriel held the coronet, in both palms, as if gauging its weight. The church was utterly silent, all of us waiting for word from our alpha.
After a moment, he looked up at us. “I had a plan of things to say. Things I’ve considered for a very long time. Things I figured I’d eventually say to my sister, or perhaps a daughter. Now, my son. This is just a piece of metal,” he said, holding it up, light glinting off the engravings. “But it is also so much more than that. It’s a reminder of who we are, of the promises we’ve made to each other.”
Gabriel reached out, placed the crown carefully on Connor’s head. It was much too big, but canted backward just managed to stay on.
Connor’s eyes went huge, and he went still, as if stunned by the weight of the crown on his head. Probably a good lesson.
“I hereby initiate Connor Devereaux Keene into the Pack. May he live long, fight fiercely, love well.”
The shifters whooped and yelled their joy, clapping fiercely at the child
who stood before them, eyes wide and grinning at the commotion made on his behalf.
Gabriel put an arm around Tanya, pulling her close as the crowd celebrated their family. They were happy, a unit bound by love and magic.
And I felt only sadness. Why couldn’t I have that? A chance at happiness? A chance at love and family? Why did prejudice have to figure into it?
I looked at Jeff, found his gaze on me, eyes wide in understanding.
And there in the pew, in the church of our Pack, he reached for my hand, and I let him take it.
Jeff rose, and when the first wave of shifters who’d offered their congratulations had stepped aside, moved to Gabriel.
“We need to talk.” His voice was quiet, but earnest.
Gabe looked at Jeff, then me. “Why don’t we step into the hallway?”
As we moved from the sanctuary to the classrooms and offices, the grandness of the chapel gave way to utility and function. The hallway smelled of crayons, rubber toys, and fruit punch, the walls dotted with posters, children’s art, and the occasional smudge of finger paint.
We walked into a classroom, and Gabriel closed the door behind us.
The room filled quickly with magic—tense, angry, and ready to boil over.
Jeff swallowed, took a step toward Gabriel. “I love your sister.”
I stared at him. I hadn’t expected him to lead with love.
“Oh?” Gabriel asked. “Do you?”
“You know I do. The whole damn family probably knows I do. Hell, there probably aren’t any supernaturals in the city who don’t know it.”
Gabriel’s eyes stayed cool. “I’m not entirely sure what you expect me to do about that.”
“What I expect? I expect you to stop this potential bullshit so she can be happy.”
“She’s a member of my family, and second in line for the Pack. You both know what that means.” He slid his dangerous gaze toward me. “You know the price.”
I stared at my brother, fury rising for the second time tonight at an arrogant wolf. “Jeff, can you please give us a minute?”