by Katee Robert
She looked right, then left, without turning her head, hoping to catch a glimpse of Kylie, or Trevor, Ginger, Vern…anyone who would recognize she was in trouble. She couldn’t find a soul.
The flashing lights and constant movement of the crowd worked against her. Nobody in the tightly packed club could tell there was a gun-wielding, crazy nut on her ass. Even if someone came up from behind, her stupid wings covered the gun.
Could she reach out and grab on to some of the people around her, and try to get their help? Sure, but unless they also had guns, incredible instincts, and some awfully quick reflexes, the psychopath behind her would simply shoot several people instead of just one. She couldn’t let that happen. Too bad she’d left one of the only people who had the kind of instincts and reflexes she needed sitting half-naked in the VIP room.
A rough hand shoved her in the direction of the door leading backstage. Stacy resisted. Normally the backstage area bustled with activity. But tonight, with the party out front and no performances scheduled, the narrow hallway would be a dead zone. No performers, no techs, no runners…no help. Nothing. She liked her odds better right here in the main part of the club.
Resistance earned her another jab with the pistol, which sent more pain ricocheting along her side.
“Go through the damn door, or I’ll put a hole in you,” came the cold, hollow voice again.
Stacy’s sweaty palm slipped off the knob on the first attempt. She got another grip and tried again. “I can’t. It’s locked.”
She jumped and gasped when a booted foot shot past her and connected with the door, just above the knob. The flimsy lock popped and the door swung in. “I’ve got the key,” her captor taunted, and shoved her into the hallway.
She realized the voice belonged to a woman. The knowledge sent her fear skyrocketing. Something told her Worst Nightmare wasn’t an obsessive admirer trying to save her from the evils of Hollywood, or a member of the morality police, determined to punish her for her immodest past. No, this was personal. Had she slept with the woman’s boyfriend? Stripped for her husband? Maybe he sat on the couch every Thursday night and ignored her while he watched Vegas Vixens? She honestly didn’t have a clue—didn’t even know who the crazy bitch was—but it hit her with sudden certainty that one of her choices, somewhere along the line, was about to come back and bite her in a big way…a big, deadly way.
…
Fuck, fuck, fuck, Stacy, where are you? Ian cut a path through zombies, mummies, and vampires, scouring his search area for any sign of her. There was none. To compound his apprehension, his phone remained frustratingly silent. The secret hope he’d harbored that she’d sneaked away to a stall in the ladies’ room to put herself together and curse him to hell and back waned with each passing second.
If anything happened to her, he’d…he didn’t know what he’d do. His hand shook as he shoved it through his hair, pulling hard at the roots until his scalp screamed. They had to find her. End of discussion. There was no way his last interaction with the love of his life could take place in a back room at a strip club, her staring at him with a heartbreaking expression on her face, saying, “I’m sorry.”
Absolutely not. He’d find her. And when he did, he’d sit her down and they’d have an honest talk—no more games or tactics. He’d ask her, point-blank, what the hell part of their relationship scared her, and then he’d do whatever it took to calm the fear. They belonged together. They made each other happy. That wasn’t his selfish needs talking, but pure, indisputable fact.
The door leading backstage caught his eye. No security posted there, of course, because Vern made money optimizing the black ink on the club’s income statement, so he tended to go cheap on stuff like security. He relied on his bouncers to do periodic sweeps.
Someone had left the door hanging open, which was a no-no on any night, for the dancers’ security, but with all shows canceled tonight, nobody had a legitimate reason to be back there. He checked in with Trevor and the girls by text as he moved to the door. Nobody had seen Stacy. Ginger and Lee Ann were headed back to the bar in case she turned up there. Trevor and Kylie were on their way to the front of the club, to see if Stacy had gone outside for some air.
I’m checking backstage, he texted, and nudged the door open.
Chapter Eight
Stacy moved as slowly as she dared down the dim, narrow hallway, ever mindful of the gun pressed to her back. Cold seeped into her limbs, even as her side burned with a hot, persistent pain. She wrapped her arm around her middle and pressed her hand to the ache. Something warm and sticky pooled between her fingers. She lifted her hand away and squinted. Blood. She looked down at herself. A crimson stain bloomed over the left side of her white dress.
“I’m bleeding,” she said lamely.
The comment earned her a shove. “You’ll bleed even more if you don’t keep moving.”
Right. Worst Nightmare had cut her with something before drawing the gun just to make extra sure she’d be in too weak a state to fight back. The odds of her walking away from this encounter shrank a little more. Don’t give up. Unfortunately, a detached, fuzzy-headed sensation made formulating a plan difficult. Blood loss? Shock? It hardly mattered. Knowing the cause of her symptoms didn’t do anything to fix them.
Talk! her mind ordered, and she opened her mouth to obey. Then, in the next instant, a competing instinct warned, Don’t. Your mouth gets you into trouble.
Probably good advice, but she found she couldn’t march meekly to a quiet, deserted corner and let Worst Nightmare put a bullet in her. She had to speak up, try to slow this runaway train down. Kylie, Trevor, and Ian would link up at some point, realize she was nowhere to be found, and, please God…start looking for her. If she could just stall, and give them time to find her…
“Wh-why are you doing this?”
She received a whack in the back of the head with the gun in response. “Shut up. Keep walking.”
A wave of dizziness crashed over her. She sagged against the wall. Only sheer stubbornness stopped her from curling into a ball and surrendering. She refused to give the crazy bitch the satisfaction of breaking her, so she dug in and waited for the hallway to stop teetering like a Tilt-A-Whirl. Eventually the dizziness subsided enough to allow her to straighten.
“If you fracture my skull, I’m not going to be able to walk anywhere,” she pointed out, impressed at how steady her voice sounded.
“Then I’ll drag you.”
Over my dead body. She pushed off the wall, placed one foot in front of the other, and made her way along the hallway. At least she knew the layout of the backstage area. Not that familiarity gave her much of an edge, because during two years of dancing at Deuces, she’d never discovered a magic portal to safety tucked behind the blackout curtain, but she considered it a small factor in her favor. She kept her head bowed, in part to look compliant and in part to try to get a lock on Worst Nightmare’s exact position behind her.
White wisps of…something…floated to the floor behind her. Whatever they were, they seemed to glow in the gloom. Feathers. Her wings were shedding. A bubble of hope rose in her chest. If anybody came backstage looking for her, they might spot the feathers and follow. Sure, it was a long shot, a damn small detail to pin all her prayers on, but right now, it was all she had. Ian was smart. He noticed small details.
A memory floated through her mind, rising above the pain and terror of her situation. The first time she’d spent the night at Ian’s place. They hadn’t been together long—just a month—and all their previous overnighters had taken place at her apartment. Backassward arrangement, since Kylie had been her roommate at the time, while Ian had lived alone. But her twin had spent most of her nights at Trevor’s place, and Ian had knocked her off her game so badly she’d clung to the home-court advantage like a security blanket. Still, on that first morning at his place, she’d wandered into his bathroom after a knee-weakening session of wake-up sex, and found her favorite soap, shampoo, and conditioner
in the shower. Yes, he noticed small details. He drew the lines, made the connections. A guy like Ian knew something innocuous could send a big message, like “I care about you and I want you to stick around.”
She wanted to stick around too. She crossed her arm over her stomach, as if pressing her hand to her injured side, but every few steps, she used her fingertips to dislodge more feathers from the inside of her wing. Yes, Ian was observant, but that didn’t mean she shouldn’t give him all the help she could.
If he came looking…if anyone did. They might simply assume she’d left without a word—another selfish, irresponsible stunt from do-as-she-pleased Stacy. What if she’d tested everyone’s patience one too many times? Was anyone even worried about her, much less riding to her rescue?
As if to prove the thought, Worst Nightmare grabbed a handful of Stacy’s hair and brought her to a halt. Another tug yanked her head around until she faced the wall. Her eyes automatically refocused, but she knew where she was even without the benefit of twenty-twenty vision. Narrow metal rungs stretched up the wall and led to a small, wooden platform twenty-five feet overhead. The lighting techs used it to access the long lighting rig suspended from the ceiling over the stage.
“Climb.”
Oh, no. No one would see them up there. “I can’t. I’m afraid of heights.” Also, she was in no condition to scramble up a straight-vertical ladder. Numb hands, shaky legs, and the unrelenting pain in her side made the climb risky.
She released a shuddery breath when the pressure of the gun disappeared from the center of her back. Her shoulders dropped and she relaxed infinitesimally, just knowing the damn thing wasn’t poised to blow a hole through—
The cold, unforgiving metal pressed against her temple, scattering her thoughts like seagulls. She heard the click of the safety release.
“Climb or die.”
“Okay, okay.” The words scraped along her tight, dry throat. Turned out her fear of bullets trumped her fear of heights. She clasped the nearest rung in a bloody grip. “I’ll climb.”
Working her way up the ladder took even more effort than she’d anticipated. Escape scenarios cartwheeled through her mind too quickly for her to get a solid hold on any one plan.
Stay calm. Easier thought than done, but she slowed the chatter in her head to something she could at least track.
Worst Nightmare was right behind her on the ladder. Could she land a good, solid kick to the bitch’s head and knock her off the ladder? Wouldn’t a fall from even halfway up incapacitate anyone?
She glanced down to gauge kicking distance. Big mistake. Not only was Worst Nightmare smart enough to stay a few rungs out of range, but the sudden awareness of how high she was made the ladder dip and sway like a rope dangling from a helicopter…during a category-five hurricane. She clung to the rungs and prayed. Thoughts about knocking anyone off the ladder flew right out of her mind. She needed to concentrate on keeping herself from falling.
“Keep moving,” an impatient voice ordered from below.
Gritting her teeth, she resumed climbing.
She had accomplished one thing with her aborted escape attempt. She’d gotten a better look at Worst Nightmare. The woman’s height, weight, and identity remained unknown, because the angle and the overall gloom made a clear view impossible, but now she knew her attacker wore a nun’s habit, like some sort of crazy, holy judge. The surreal image somehow made her predicament all the more terrifying. Dread shot threw her and she practically flew up the last few rungs.
Getting from the ladder to the platform involved twisting sideways, grabbing the rails surrounding the platform, and pulling herself over. As soon as she got her hands around the rails, a solid weight struck her from behind and sent her sprawling onto the platform. She landed hard on her left side. Pain flared, and then spread like wildfire as a body landed on top of her, forced her face down, and straddled her. Survival instincts trumped pain, and she struggled, trying to dislodge the nun from hell.
A hand fisted in her hair and slammed her forehead into the wooden floor. Fireworks exploded in front of her eyes a second before she felt the unmistakable imprint of the gun’s barrel digging into her right temple. The prospect of a bullet in her brain drained the fight out of her. She stilled and concentrated on catching her breath.
The grim voice echoed close to her ear. “I’m going to stand up. And then you’re going to do the same. Nice and slow. Got it?”
She nodded.
“One wrong move and I put a hole in your fucking head. Understand?”
Stacy swallowed hard and nodded again. The weight of the other woman’s body lifted off her and the hand tangled in her hair pulled viciously, forcing her to her feet. They did a quick shuffle, until Worst Nightmare had her where she wanted her. Once she did, the woman let go, pivoted right, and aimed the gun at her temple in a steady, two-handed grip. Somewhere behind her was the open side of the platform, which enabled the lighting technicians to access the network of bars and wires housing the stage lights.
A desire to turn her head and get a good look at Worst Nightmare proved nearly irresistible, but the proximity of the gun kept her from moving a muscle. You’re one twitchy trigger finger away from having nothing to lose. Don’t move. Relying on restraint from a homicidal nun struck her as crazy. Not homicidal-nun crazy, but right up there.
“I don’t know what you think you’re going to accomplish, but your big plans to ruin my reputation and career are over. My producers already knew about my past. I spoke to the press tonight and now my fans know too.”
“I’m aware. Why do you think I’m here?” Fury caused her voice to go high and ragged on the question. “I didn’t want things to come to this, but you made the choice, Stacy. I asked one simple thing of you—go back to the little shithole you crawled out of and stay there—but could you do it? No. You opened your big mouth, talked to the media, and tried to take charge, because clearly, you don’t understand who’s in control here. So fine,” she breathed deeply, “we’ll do this the hard way.”
From the corner of her eye, Stacy saw her tighten her grip on the gun. Sweet Jesus, was the conversation over already? “Wait! Tell me why? At least have the guts to look me in the face and tell me why you want to get rid of me.”
A tense silence stretched for several heartbeats, and then the gun began an unhurried journey around her forehead, until they stood face-to-face. Worst Nightmare drew the gun back a couple inches. Stacy’s universe collapsed to the single black hole directly in her line of sight. A twisting cramp turned her insides to liquid. It was one thing knowing some maniac had a gun aimed at her head, but staring down the barrel offered a whole different level of terror. She couldn’t move. Couldn’t blink. She shifted her eyes from the gun to the woman standing wielding it.
“Oh, my God.” Recognition hit her like a fist to the stomach. “You?”
…
Ian bit back a curse as he examined the broken lock. Kicked in? He pulled his gun and crept through the door, keeping low. Since nobody shot him in the head the moment he cleared the threshold, he swept left with his gun, then right. No sign of anyone.
He straightened, stuck his gun into the back of his jeans, and debated his choices. Vern’s office and the dancers’ dressing room were down the hallway to the left. The hallway on his right led to the stage, and beyond that, another narrow hall led to the back door of the club.
Instinct told him to go right, since that direction ultimately led to an exit. He shot off a text to Trevor. Door’s busted. Get back here. Don’t bring Kylie. He didn’t wait for a reply, just tucked the phone in his pocket and started down the hall, scanning in every direction as he went. A few steps along, he glanced down and froze. What the hell…? He crouched and picked up a small white feather.
His heart thundered in his chest. Stacy’s wings were covered with white feathers. He continued down the hallway. A couple feet farther, he saw another feather…and another. He drew in a breath to call out to her, but then his gaz
e snagged on another clump of feathers, and his voice died in his throat. Something dark coated these. Something like oil…or… He picked one up and held it close to his face.
An invisible fist grabbed his gut and squeezed. Oh, God. Blood. He ran his finger over the wispy plumes. Claret red smeared his skin. Fresh blood.
He dropped the feather. Every instinct clamored to tear off down the hall, but the calm, logical detective inside him took charge and forced him to slow down. His tactical training dictated he take some precautions, like putting backup in place first. He spent a precious minute texting Trevor again. Where r u?
Come quietly, from outside door. Stay sharp. Then he shoved his phone into his pocket and pulled out his gun.
Chapter Nine
“Why are you doing this?” Stacy asked, still not quite trusting her eyes.
Mandy sneered. “Because you’re nothing but a greedy, trashy whore. You slithered into this town, flashed your tits and ass, and stole everything I worked for. Everything I deserved.”
“I didn’t.” The accusation didn’t make any sense. She’d had her low moments, and, yes, even broken the law on a few occasions, but she’d never resorted to thievery. Ever.
Careful. Do NOT start an argument with the crazy bitch, her voice of reason counseled. Then her mouth took over. “That’s bullshit. I’ve never stolen anything in my life.” Crap.
Her quiet, mousy assistant slapped her across the face. “Liar! You think I don’t know what you are?”
She resisted the reflex to press her palm to her burning cheek. The slap felt and sounded odd, not quite skin-on-skin. She stared at Mandy’s hand and frowned. Her assistant wore thin latex gloves. Nausea swirled as she digested the significance of that information. No fingerprints. “W-what am I?”
“You’re a sociopath. You have no concern for the effects of your behavior on others. People are nothing but tools to you, and if they can’t help you further your own agenda, then you don’t even see them. Knowing that made everything easy for me.”