“I think what’s bothering you the most is that you feel like you’ve short-changed Robert, since you’ve only recently been able to respond sexually to him at all, could there be some guilt there also about that? Are you afraid you won’t be as turned on by Robert?”
“All of the above, I believe,” I said.
“I honestly don’t think you have anything to worry about, Sarah, I really don’t. The sensual part of yourself, Elizabeth had been split off, but now you’ve integrated her into your psyche, you are going to be more balanced and your sex life with Robert will be wonderful.”
For the first time in my life I felt free of the worries about what was wrong with me sexually and I told Robert I wanted to marry him right away.
Dr. Anna and Judith McCain stayed for the wedding and Simon flew in to be best man. Dr. Anna gave me away. It was a beautiful wedding in spite of the fact that we put it together in a few days. We got married on the beach at sunset and went to the Bahamas for our honeymoon.
All of Dr. Anna’s predictions came true and it was a wonderful honeymoon in every way. We spent a lot of time in our room.
When we came home from our honeymoon Freddy told us that Bucky had gotten the death sentence and was on death row in Raiford prison in Florida. I had mixed feelings about this because I had seen a vulnerable side to him, but I knew he had to be stopped permanently.
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