by Robert Ellis
Eddie Trisco stood in the middle of the room at Benny’s Café Blue sipping his second caffe latte for the night and knowing he looked like an idiot. He could hear the giggles in the background as he just stood there. The people laughing at him as he tried to blend. Even worse, the high dosage of caffeine had brought the voices back, and he could hear them over all the others as they crept into his head.
He didn’t care. Not tonight.
Besides, everyone was always watching him, and he’d prepared himself for the painful ordeal before he even walked out of his house. Appearing in public went with the job, the life, the edge. He needed to get used to it. Everyone about to become famous did.
He had his eyes on the two students seated at the corner table by the window. College students, holding hands and talking the way kids do who live trouble-free lives. He found their naiveté striking. They’d finished their drinks fifteen minutes ago, yet they remained at the table without any consideration for him or anyone else in the café who wanted to sit down. They were soft and round, the victims of the information age. They were of little interest to him. All he wanted was their table.
Eddie checked his watch. It was almost nine-thirty. The sports club across the street would be closing in another half hour. He needed a seat at that table and he needed it now.
He looked back at the students and could tell they knew he was staring at them. He crossed the room, watching them avert their eyes as he approached them. Then he stopped, standing over the table and looking straight down. At first they giggled like he was crazy. But after a few moments, the giggling stopped and they finally decided to leave. He heard the boy mutter the word weird as they collected their backpacks and walked toward the door in slow motion.
Eddie didn’t care. He finally had command of the table and sat down facing the window. The seat remained warm and this bothered him a little. It felt like contact, and he tried to ignore it. Glancing at the table, he noted the empty cups left behind, sugar strewn across the Formica, droplets of cappuccino splashed here and there. He would ignore this, too, he decided. He wouldn’t touch the table. He’d only sit before it so that he could gaze out the window.
She was working out on the Stair Master.
He could see her in the sports club across the street from his seat at the window. Up and down, up and down she strode. Proud, perhaps strong willed, perfect in every detail.
He’d first noticed her two months ago, but had been saving her for an evening just like this one. She worked out three nights a week and looked like she took good care of herself. Her blond hair was tied back at the moment, but he’d seen it down and knew it to be the right length. Her breasts were a little big, but she was only twenty and he guessed it would be a few more years before they broke loose from their moorings and swayed toward the ground. Still, it was her face, of course, that singled her out from all the rest. Her mouth and cheek bones. The way her eyes were set beside her nose—not too narrow and not too far apart. Perfect in every detail, he repeated inside his head. He didn’t know her name yet, but he would.
She got off the Stair Master and appeared to be panting. He watched as she wiped the sweat away from her skin with a towel. Then she stepped away from the machine, heading toward the locker rooms.
Eddie sipped his caffe latte and waited. He’d been keeping an eye on her long enough to know she usually took about twenty minutes to shower and change. After her workout, nine times out of ten she crossed the street and ordered a caffe mocha on ice at Benny’s Café Blue.
He switched seats so that he had a view of the entrance. Then he checked his watch and started counting. Twenty minutes could last forever when you were having this much fun. To pass the time, he played tonight’s scenario in his head. Every detail, every beat. He’d been over it before and didn’t really need any more practice. But he did it anyway, again and again, until he looked up and saw her walking through the door.
He glanced about the room and noticed the men looking at her. All of them, even the one behind the counter with that stupid grin on his face. She smiled back at the man, ordering her drink while trying to manage her purse and gym bag. She had her hands full. But that was part of the plan as well. One of the details. One of the beats.
Eddie felt his heart patter as he watched. It seemed like her caffe mocha was taking forever to make, and he figured the guy behind the counter was taking his time on purpose so that he could flirt with her. She didn’t look like she minded. In fact, it seemed pretty clear she was flirting back.
Eddie finished off his coffee, poised for his role in the scenario to begin. As she took her drink in hand and turned away from the counter, he heard the voice inside his head cue him and so he stood. He met her at the door and opened it for her, his timing perfect. Then he followed her outside, skipping the line he’d planned because he felt nervous all of a sudden. Instead, he ad-libbed a simple nod.
She’d given him a funny look, which he didn’t understand. She may have been twenty, but he was only thirty. As he analyzed the moment, he thought he’d been polite and that they were ready to become friends.
She hurried off without saying anything. Eddie concentrated on the sweet scent of her body lotion riding her wake as he began following her. He popped a Hershey’s Kiss into his mouth, savoring the chocolaty taste and smoothing it around his tongue. When she turned the corner and started up the alley, she still thought she was alone. Eddie looked around, trying not to laugh. Although the streets were clear of last night’s snow, it had gotten cold again and not many people ventured out.
He turned back as she headed toward her car. Her pace quickened a little, then even more. He noticed her head cocked back, the corner of her eye watching him. She was digging into her purse for her keys. Digging deep and fast. She reached her car just as he did. Then she dropped her caffe mocha into the snow and turned, spraying Eddie with a canister of mace that she kept attached to her key ring.
Eddie took it in the face, the mace streaming down his cheeks like rain. He could hear her grunt and grown, and imagined she made the same animal noises toward the end of all her workouts. Mace had never bothered Eddie particularly. For the life of him, he didn’t know why.
“Say,” he said through the spray, “you don’t have any tattoos, do ya?”
She seemed horrified by the question, too afraid to scream. This threw him because the question seemed so reasonable. It had been part of the script, part of the play. When she didn’t answer, he struck her on the side of her head with a closed fist. The mace stopped and he heard her keys drop onto the street. He couldn’t tell if he’d knocked her out, or maybe she just fainted. Pressing her limp body against the car so that she wouldn’t fall and possibly bruise her clear skin, he glanced about for the keys and grabbed them. Then he shoved her into the backseat, tossed the gym bag in, and slammed the door closed.
He checked the alley again, the street. No one had seen him. Sliding in behind the wheel, he felt for the lever on the floor and pushed the seat back. The script had been well written, he decided, the scenario thoughtfully done.
Eddie settled into the driver’s seat, wiping his face off with a handkerchief as he adjusted the mirrors and reviewed the dash. The car started on the first try. Then he switched on the heat, idling down the alley and turning at the corner. As he passed Benny’s Café Blue, he glanced in the window and saw everyone laughing again. He knew they were laughing at him, but ignored it as he always did. They could laugh all they wanted, but he had the goods.
He popped another piece of chocolate into his mouth as a reward. At the light, he made another turn. When he checked the rearview mirror, he saw the girl lying against the backseat with her eyes closed. She looked like she was sleeping. By the time she woke up, they’d already be home.
SEVENTEEN
Teddy opened the letter and began reading. The words were printed on the page by hand in cumbersome letters blocked out with a felt-tip pen.
Dear Asshole:
You m
otherfucking piece of shit lawyers are all alike. Fuck you for defending that mailman killer. He deserves to die just like what he did to those pretty girls. You do, too, you dirty creep. I’m watching you. I’m staying close. I know where you are.
Locked and loaded and truly yours,
Colt 45
Teddy dropped the letter on his desk, wishing he hadn’t touched it. Grabbing a pen, he flipped the envelope over and examined the return address: 45 Somebody Street. He didn’t need to check, but he did. His street guide was on the credenza beside his dictionary and almanac. Paging through the index, he searched for Somebody Street, but couldn’t find it because it didn’t exist.
It was only seven-thirty, and the new day was off to a good start.
He leaned back in his chair, watching one of the kids from the mail room push the cart down the hall and wondering if the death threat he’d just received had anything to do with being led to the boathouse. His first thought was that the note had been written by an angry crank, but the words I’m watching you stood out. It seemed like a lot of people he didn’t know were watching him.
Jill walked through the door, wrapped up in a ski jacket with her face still glazed from the cold. Her briefcase was slung over her shoulder, and she held a cup of take-out coffee in her gloved hands.
“You’re in early,” she said.
Teddy nodded, even tried to smile. “I’ve got to leave in a half hour, but I’ll be back.”
He didn’t want her to worry by showing her the note or envelope. As she got out of her jacket, he slid them into the murder book with his pen, closed the binder and placed it in his briefcase.
“You got ten minutes?” he asked.
She nodded, prying the lid off the coffee and taking a tentative first sip.
“Valerie Kram,” he said. “I need to go up on the net and see what’s out there.”
“The woman they found in the river?”
He nodded. She paused a moment, taking it in like her day was off to a good start, too. Then she lowered her coffee to the table and sat down before the computer, ready and willing. As she typed in her password, Teddy rolled his desk chair over and took a seat beside her.
“Do you want a global search,” she asked. “Or should we just check the newspaper’s archives?”
“I want everything,” he said.
Jill typed Valerie Kram’s name into the search window and hit ENTER. After a moment, thirty or more listings appeared on the screen. Jill scrolled down the page, weeding out entries about another woman with the same name working as an environmentalist in Oregon. When she was done, only five listings remained. The first three links sent them to missing persons organizations, offering help and guidance to families trying to cope with their loss. But the fourth link led to a newspaper article from the Philadelphia Inquirer, dated October 29, three days after Valerie Kram’s disappearance. Teddy gazed at the girl’s picture, then read the story. Valerie Kram of Manayunk, twenty years old and a student at the Philadelphia College of Art, was officially missing. Kram shared an apartment with a roommate, who became alarmed when Kram didn’t return from her daily jog on the bike path along the Schuylkill River. The roommate called Kram’s parents, and the police were notified. End of story.
Jill printed the article, then clicked back to the search list. Teddy didn’t recognize the remaining entry and asked about it.
“It looks like a newsgroup,” Jill said. “Someone probably set it up under Valerie Kram’s name.”
“Let’s take a look,” he said.
Jill clicked on the link and several hundred entries appeared. Fifteen minutes later, they’d read them all. The entries amounted to notes sent back and forth between Kram’s mother and her daughter’s friends over the course of the past six weeks. As time passed, Teddy could sense the level of panic rising in the mother’s tone until just two weeks ago when the notes dwindled off and hopelessness set in.
Teddy found the whole thing disturbing as he mulled it over. Haunting and perhaps even ghoulish. The notes had been posted in the newsgroup before anyone knew the outcome. Before anyone knew that Valerie Kram was dead. From what he’d just read, it was apparent that she’d come from a tight knit family and had no reason to run away. The money in her savings account hadn’t been touched, and her car was found in the lot where she parked to go jogging. According to her roommate, Kram hadn’t discussed any personal problems with friends or given any indication she wanted to leave home. Although the police considered her missing and registered her name and photograph on the FBI’s National Crime Information Center database, they hadn’t been investigating her disappearance as a possible kidnapping or murder. Friends and family had been interviewed, the bike path scoured with the aid of cadaver dogs. A witness who saw her jogging had been located, but no evidence was found indicating foul play.
Teddy got out of the chair and into his coat. Jill turned toward him, her brown eyes gently searching his face.
“They stopped looking for her,” she said.
He shook it off and grabbed his briefcase, the frustration welling up into his chest. It came down to man power, he thought. And the lack of a single tangible lead, made all the worse by the fact that adults turn up missing every day. In Valerie Kram’s case, they’d found her after the war was over. They’d been too late.
EIGHTEEN
Teddy walked in on Nash’s assistant. She was seated at her computer and concentrating on the screen, but didn’t seem to mind the interruption. They’d met in the hall yesterday, and when she recognized him, she flashed a genuine smile and shook his hand, introducing herself as Gail Emerson. Teddy thought she might be about fifty, but couldn’t really tell because her attractive appearance remained so youthful. Her hair was a mix of different shades of blond. Her eyes were blue and smart, but somehow easy and warm.
“He’s expecting you,” she said, glancing at the door. “Would you like a cup of coffee?”
Teddy looked at the fresh pot sitting on the table by the window, thanked her but shook his head. He didn’t need any more caffeine right now. On the drive over, he’d stopped at the post office and bullied his way into an early morning meeting with Holmes’s supervisor. The clock was ticking. And Teddy was trying to determine what Holmes had been doing on the day Valerie Kram disappeared. October 26 had been a Wednesday. The supervisor could barely speak English but seemed to be able to read. Although the man wasn’t pleased with Teddy’s visit, he went through the employment records and verified that Holmes checked in at 6:00 a.m., worked his usual nine-hour shift and punched out at three that afternoon without incident. According to what Teddy had read, Valerie Kram vanished at dusk. Nothing he learned from Holmes’s supervisor even hinted at a possible alibi.
He stepped into the office. Nash was standing over the jury table puffing on an early morning cigar. When he looked up, his face seemed a little pale.
“It’s worse than we thought,” he said.
Teddy noted the concern in Nash’s voice. As he moved closer, Nash handed him a sheet of paper. It was a missing persons bulletin pulled off the national computer database. The same flyer on Valerie Kram that ADA Carolyn Powell had shown him yesterday at the boathouse. Below Kram’s picture was a complete physical description along with the date and place she was last seen. Teddy didn’t understand Nash’s concern until he glanced down at the jury table. There were two more flyers. The dates were different, and so were the names.
“After I pulled Kram’s sheet,” Nash said, “I broke down her physical description and went back a month. Then two months. This is what came up.”
Teddy set the flyer down beside the others, struck by the similarity of their faces. Though their individual features varied to some degree, there could be no doubt that they shared the same overall appearance and style. It was a certain kind of beauty, but not the brand manufactured on a model’s face in a fashion magazine. Instead, their radiance emanated from beneath their skin. Each one of them looked like they had something more to
do in life than primp before a mirror or plan their next visit to a plastic surgeon. The word soul came to mind.
Teddy noticed a calendar on the table. “What are you doing with that?”
“Checking lunar cycles,” Nash said. “There aren’t any. The kidnappings are occurring at random. Four weeks apart, then two weeks. Darlene Lewis was murdered six weeks after that. It started last September.”
“Did you call the police?”
“Not yet,” Nash said. “I think we need to consider what’s in Oscar Holmes’s best interest. We need time to begin a profile of the killer and think this through.”
Teddy’s eyes moved back to the flyers on the table. He reached into his pocket and fished out his cigarettes. As he lit one, he tried not to let the shock he was feeling show. The victims were adding up. The horror.
“They could be twins,” Teddy said. “You mean to tell me that the police aren’t already aware that something’s wrong?”
“If I had to guess, I’d say they were, Teddy. But you need evidence that a crime’s been committed. You need something to go on. Darlene Lewis’s murder set this in motion. Until two days ago there was no sign of foul play or we would’ve heard about it. Finding Valerie Kram’s body indicates a trend and gives the investigation speed.”
“I want you to see something,” Teddy said.
He pulled the murder book from his briefcase and opened it on the table, pointing to the letter he received in the mail without touching it. Nash leaned closer and began reading. When he was finished, he examined the envelope and smiled at the return address. 45 Somebody Street.
“I’m afraid you’ll have to get used to these,” Nash said. “We both will.”
“What about fingerprints?”
“If it’d make you feel any better, you should turn it over to the detectives working the case. Did you touch it?”