by David Weber
“Hahnal,” Edinghas said sternly, “you will apologize to—”
“Let be, Milord,” Bahzell said quietly. Edinghas looked at him, and Bahzell raised one cupped palm as if pouring something from it. “I’d no business touching or offering aught without Lord Hahnal’s let. And any man as has driven himself as hard as it’s pikestaff plain your son has here, is after deserving the right to speak his mind. I’ll not hold honesty against any man, however little it may be that I like what he’s saying.”
Edinghas hovered on the brink of saying something more, but Bahzell shook his head, and the lord warden clamped his teeth against any further reprimand.
“Now, Lord Hahnal,” Bahzell continued, turning back to the young man and speaking in a voice which was as level and dispassionate as he could make it, “I’m thinking your father said as how the colt died yesterday?”
“Aye,” Hahnal said shortly, his tone abrupt, as if he didn’t know quite what to make of Bahzell’s response to his own anger.
“And what was it you did with his body?”
“We buried it, of course!” Hahnal snapped. “Why, hradani? Did you want to—”
He stopped himself just in time, but the words he hadn’t spoken hovered in the stable, and his father’s face went white with shock, and then beet-red with fury. His hand twitched at his side, as if to slap his son, and this time even Bahzell’s expression tightened.
“No,” he rumbled in a voice which flowed like magma over ice, his ears flattened. “No, Milord. I’ve no desire to be eating such, though I’ll admit, if pressed, that there are some as make me remember why my folk were after earning the name ’Horse Stealer’ in the beginning. You’ll do me the favor of not suggesting such again.”
Hahnal started to respond hotly, but then he looked directly into Bahzell’s eyes, and what he saw there was a bucket of ice water in the furnace of his rage. Bahzell said nothing more, made no slightest hostile gesture, yet Hahnal—who, however intemperate and exhausted he might be, was no coward—actually stepped back before he could stop himself.
“I—” He began, then paused and shook himself. “For that much, at least, I most truly apologize, Prince Bahzell,” he said stiffly. “It was my grief and anger speaking. That cannot excuse my behavior, but it is the only explanation for it I can give you, and I am shamed by it.”
“We’ll say no more about it.” Bahzell’s voice was as chill as Vonderland ice, but then he inhaled deeply and continued in a more nearly normal tone. “The reason I was after asking about the body is that I’m thinking as how these coursers are after suffering from more than physical wounds. There’s a poison working in them, one as attacks the heart and the soul as much or more than the body. And I’m not so very sure as it’s after stopping when the body dies.”
Hahnal and his father stared at Bahzell, Edinghas’ lingering anger at his son in abatement as the sense of what Bahzell was saying registered. Hahnal started to protest, than stopped himself. It was obvious to Bahzell that he wanted to disbelieve that what he was hearing was possible, but the sick light in his eyes said that however much he’d wanted to, he’d failed.
“Toragan!“ Lord Edinghas whispered, his face pale with horror. His hands tightened on his wide sword belt with enough force to squeeze the heavy leather almost double, and he stared at the injured, shivering coursers. Then he wrenched his gaze back to Bahzell.
“What can we do?” he asked, and the raw appeal in his hoarse voice submerged any lingering doubts as to who and what Bahzell was. It wasn’t because his intellect had overcome them, Bahzell realized. It was because of his desperate need to believe that someone—anyone—could avert or undo this nightmare.
“As to that, I’m not so very sure,” Bahzell admitted heavily. Edinghas stared at him, and the hradani flicked his ears in the equivalent of a shrug. “I’m thinking as how the only thing I could be trying would be to heal them,” he said. “I’ve never yet tried to heal aught but those of the Races of Man, and I’ve no least notion whether or not it’s even possible for me to be after healing coursers. Yet it’s in my mind that I’ve no choice but to try.”
“Heal them?” Edinghas tried to keep his incredulity out of his voice, and he almost succeeded.
“Aye. But the thing is, I’m thinking there’s scant time to waste. I’d hoped as how Sir Kelthys and Walasfro would be here to be introducing me to these coursers. Yet if we’re after waiting for them to reach us, we’ll be losing at least some of them.”
“Then you have to try now!” Hahnal burst out.
“Aye, and so I’m saying my own self,” Bahzell said shortly. “Yet without Walasfro to be telling them who I am, they’re not so very likely to be letting me come next or nigh them. And frightened and confused as they are, it’s like enough they’ll be lashing out at any threat.”
Understanding filled Hahnal’s expression.
“We could tether them …” he began, slowly and manifestly against his will.
“No.” Bahzell shook his head. “They’re naught but one small slip from madness as it is, and they’re none too clear in their minds. And they’re after being coursers, Milord. They’ve known neither halter nor bridle all their lives long. If you’re after trying to tie them now, in their state, no matter what your reason, they’ll be panicking, and then—”
He shrugged.
“Forgive me, Prince Bahzell,” Edinghas said, “but I’ve never seen a champion heal. Am I correct in believing that you have to actually touch the one you intend to heal?”
“Aye, that I must,” Bahzell said grimly.
“Then it’s out of the question.” The lord warden spoke firmly, despite the despair washing across his face. “Weakened they may be, but they’re coursers. They’ll die on their feet rather than yield to man, demon, or god. And in their state, and with you a hradani …”
He shook his head heavily, but Bahzell surprised him with a sound that was halfway between a grunt and a snort. He looked back up at the towering hradani quickly, and Bahzell gave him a taut, crooked grin.
“Lord Edinghas, a champion of Tomanak is one as does what needs doing. Himself isn’t after promising we’ll always like what comes of it, or even that we’ll be surviving.”
“But—”
“It’s grateful I’ll be if you all be standing back,” Bahzell said, and before anyone else could reply, he walked forward towards the coursers.
He kept his eyes on the wounded filly, ignoring Edinghas’ half-stifled cry of protest. He had to begin somewhere, see if it was even possible for him to heal the evil consuming them, and she was the one. Her dreadful wounds made her a logical enough place to begin, but that wasn’t all that drew him towards her like a filing to a lodestone. It was her, he thought. He didn’t know how he knew, but she was the key, the one who could somehow tell them what they needed to know, if only she lived.
The filly’s maimed head came up as he approached her. She turned, moving until she could see him with her remaining eye, and bared her teeth. One forehoof pawed at the stable floor, thudding on earth and straw bedding like a mace, and she gave a harsh, ugly sound of challenge.
Bahzell never paused. He continued to move towards her at that slow, steady pace, careful to remain on the side where she could see him. The adult coursers shifted and flowed behind her, whistling and trumpeting their own challenges as they realized one of the hated hradani had somehow penetrated the frail security of the stable’s walls.
“All right, Tomanak,” he murmured very softly. “I’m hoping I’ve understood all this aright, and it’s grateful I’ll be if you can be after convincing these fine folk not to be trampling me into mud.”
Then he looked at the filly, meeting the terrified challenge and hatred in her wildly rolling eye with a steady brown gaze.
“Now, then, Milady,” he said gently. “I’ll not blame you for distrusting such as me. But I’ve no least notion of doing you or yours hurt. I’m naught but a friend, whatever it may be you’re thinking.”
The filly whistled shrilly, the sound deafening inside the stable, and reared. Large as the stable was, there was scant room for so huge a creature to rear, but she towered above the hradani, dwarfing even his mountainous stature, forehooves pawing the air, and her raging terror and poison-corrupted madness shook the stable like a storm. The other adults caught her fury, and all seven of them started forward. Bahzell heard human voices raised behind him, crying out in warning, but he scarcely needed them to tell him he was about to be trampled under by nine or ten tons of hoofed rage.
He didn’t stop. He didn’t even think. He simply continued towards them, and his right hand rose. The screams of equine rage completely overwhelmed the merely human voices behind him, but then, suddenly, his raised hand flared with a blinding burst of brilliant blue light. It was like an azure sunrise trapped inside the building, illuminating every knothole, every wisp of straw—every drifting dust mote. It was as if Chemalka’s lightning had crackled down from the very heavens and exploded in palm of a hradani’s hand, and a mighty wind not quite of this world seemed to sweep the length of the stable, like a hurricane that was sensed rather than felt.
And then, through the tumult and the trumpeting of the terrified coursers, Bahzell Bahnakson’s voice rumbled with impossible clarity.
“Still,” he said.
It was only a single word, yet it echoed in the bones and blood of every man in that stable. It went through them like an earthquake, impossible to ignore or disobey or evade. It caught them like some huge, unseen set of pincers and nailed them where they stood, unable to move, or protest, or scarcely even to breathe.
Yet that was only the echo, the backwash, of that single command’s unstoppable force. The rearing filly’s forehooves thudded back to earth, and she froze, staring one-eyed at the hradani and the god-light blazing from his open palm. Behind her, six more coursers stilled, as well. They stood trembling, all of their defiance and rage frozen inside an unbreakable crystal cocoon that streamed over them from Bahzell.
“Better, Milady,” Bahzell murmured. “Better.”
His voice was soft, gentle, almost a caress, yet that same magnificently dreadful note of command reverberated in its depths. The wounded filly’s single eye stopped rolling. The anger and fear drained out of it, replaced by stillness and a sort of dreamy acceptance.
“So,” Bahzell whispered. “Sooooo …”
He reached the filly. Despite her youth, she was bigger and more powerful than the largest draft horse Bahzell had ever seen. Even he had to reach up to touch her head, and his right hand, no longer aflame with power, was gentle on the velvety softness of her nose. She flinched ever so slightly at the touch, then stood quiescent, her eye drooping half closed, and he stroked her forehead with his other hand, his eyes dark with compassion as he saw her dreadful wounds so close at hand.
“Now, Milady,” he murmured, and held out his right hand, still gently stroking with the left. He never took his eyes from the courser as he flexed his fingers, and then whispered a single word.
“Come,” he breathed, and a chorus of gasps echoed through the unnatural silence of the stable as a huge, gleaming sword materialized in his hand. The crossed Sword and Mace of Tomanak were etched into the shining steel of that superb blade, and they flashed in the stable’s dimness, damasked in a faery tracery of blue and golden light.
Bahzell reversed it in his hand, holding the hilt up between him and the strangely frozen filly, and a corona of blue light grew about him. It was faint, at first. Little more than a glimmer, more guessed at than seen. But it grew in both brightness and strength. It seemed to flow outward from Bahzell, conforming to the shape of his body, yet pressing ever outward and upward. Huge as he was, that bright, brilliant blue was huger. It stretched to the rafters and spread from stall to stall, reaching out until it completely enveloped the filly, as well.
Hradani and courser stood there, face-to-face, in an impossible tableau not a single Sothoii in that stable would have believed could ever exist. The light wrapped about them grew brighter, and brighter still. Hands rose to shield their eyes, and they turned away, unable to bear the intensity of that cascading brilliance.
And in the heart of that silently roaring inferno, Bahzell Bahnakson threw all of his faith, and all of his stubborn will—his inability to admit defeat, and his unstoppable drive to do what duty required of him—against the strangling shroud of the poison consuming the filly from within. It was unlike any healing he had ever attempted, for the poison he faced was not physical. The wounds themselves, the torn flesh, the shredded hide, those were enemies he’d come to know well. But the poison was something different, something that tore at the filly’s spirit and soul, devouring them, turning them into something else—something unspeakably foul and unclean.
He threw himself at it, turning his will and his own spirit—his very self—into a sword blade of light. In a way he knew he would never be able to describe he found himself locked in combat, parrying and thrusting, meeting the poison’s attack on the courser and taking it upon the armor of himself and his link to Tomanak. He thrust himself between it and its victim, prying at it, chopping at it, forcing it back, back. Slowly, steadily, with every ounce of elemental hradani stubbornness. Inch by inch, he clawed at its smothering shroud and peeled it back.
And as he did, as it slowly and spitefully yielded to his attack, he became aware of something else. He felt the filly. There was no other way to describe it. The courser was there, in the hollow of his mind’s eye, like some exquisite equestrian sculpture emerging perfect and unflawed from a thick, noisome fog. It was the filly as she would have been—should have been—in all the glory of her maturity. Unscarred, unwounded, powerful and magnificent, with the wind itself in her hoovess and the power of the Wind Plain’s summer thunder in her heart.
He’d never seen, never imagined, such perfect balance and heart, such a splendor of matchless strength and indomitable spirit, in any living creature, and he reached out to it. He wrapped it in that silently seething hurricane of light, and as he did, something flowed through him. It was like a braided cable of lightning, reaching through him as he became a conduit for the touch of Tomanak Himself. And yet, there was more even then godhood in that outpouring. There was also Bahzell Bahnakson, his own spirit, his own will, a giving of himself—of all that he was and knew and believed and hoped to become. It joined the tide of power, taking with it that essence of the filly, demanding that it be restored to her, making it real.
The vision snapped into perfect, impossibly intense focus in his heart and mind, and for just an instant, he, the filly, and Tomanak were one.
It was an instant that could not last. No mortal—not even a courser, or a champion of Tomanak—could endure that intensity more than momentarily. They fused … and then they flashed apart once more, severed into their separate selves, shaken and grieving for the splendor that had been, and yet joyous as they recognized the strength they had shared and the differences which made each of them unique and in his or her own way equally magnificent.
Bahzell staggered back a half-pace and stared at the filly. Not even that cascade of healing energy could undo all the damage she’d suffered. The eye she had lost, was lost. The ear she had lost would never return. But the gaping wounds, the suppurating gouges—those had vanished. Torn muscle was whole once more, rent hide was restored … and the poison corrupting from within had vanished.
They stared at one another, no longer joined, yet both aware that so deep a fusion could never be fully sundered, either. The filly gazed wonderingly upon the enemy who had given her back life, and more than life, and Bahzell met her gaze with a mind full of memories of thundering hoofs, of muscles bunching and springing, of manes and tails streaming in the wind, and the high, wild passion of the gallop. He reached out, touching her muzzle, feeling the warmth and the rough, silken softness, and she leaned forward, pressing her nose gently, so very gently, against his chest.
“Well done, Bahzell.�
� The voice came from everywhere and nowhere. It rumbled with the hoofs of a thousand coursers thundering across the Wind Plain, and it throbbed with the rolling crash of distant thunder exploding across autumn skies, and yet it was soft, almost gentle.
“Well done, My Sword,” the voice of Tomanak repeated, and throughout the stable, men went to their knees, staring in awe at the champion and courser. “Now you know the cure,” Tomanak continued. “But the cure is not the only answer. Be ready, Bahzell, and be warned. This foe is no mere demon. This foe can slay not simply your body, but your soul. Are you prepared to face that threat to prevent what happened to Storm Daughter’s herd from claiming still more victims?”
Bahzell heard the warning and tasted its truth. His god was the God of Justice and of Truth, as well as the God of War, and He did not lie. And the choice of whether or not to face that danger was his own. It was Bahzell Bahnakson’s. And because it was, and because of who Bahzell Bahnakson was, it was really no choice at all.
He looked once more into the filly’s—into Storm Daughter’s—single eye, and let his deity’s question roll through him until its echoes had settled into his bones. And then he answered it.
“Aye,” he said, in a voice of quiet, hammered iron, “I am that.”
Chapter Twenty-Four
Garlahna, Leeana decided, had a pronounced gift for apt description.
“Lots worse” than Erlis had made it sound was exactly how her first day had been.
The thought took almost more energy than she had as she dragged herself out of the kitchen. The sun had set over an hour ago, but she’d been up since at least an hour before dawn. And she didn’t believe she’d sat down for more than five minutes in a row all day long. Well, maybe with Lanitha. But it still didn’t feel as if she had.