by David Weber
She watched the girl carefully. There were some thoughts—and suspicions—she wasn’t prepared to share with anyone just yet. Besides, she was curious as to how closely this acute young woman’s analysis would parallel her own.
“That’s just it,” Leeana said. “From what they were saying, the Voice didn’t charge right in and begin speaking in Lillinara’s voice or anything like that. Instead, they were saying—bragging, almost—that she was too subtle and wise to be that openly ’confrontational’ herself. They said it was because she had to maintain the ’neutrality’ of her office as Voice. But I’ve seen and heard about too many ’subtle and wise’ noblemen who adopted the same sort of tactics. As far as I can tell, most of them were only avoiding open confrontations so they could hide in the shadows better when it came time to plant a dagger in someone else’s back. Either that, or they were setting someone else up to do what they wanted done for them. Preferably someone gullible enough that they could convince him the idea had been his own in the first place.”
“Are you suggesting that a Voice of Lillinara is doing that in this case?”
“I’m suggesting that it’s possible,” Leeana said, undeterred by the slight chill frosting Kaeritha’s tone. “And that’s not the only thing I think is possible. The way the war maids who seem to approve of the Voice are talking is also undercutting the authority of Mayor Yalith and the majority of the Town Council. Not directly, and not openly, maybe, but that’s the effect it’s having, and I don’t think that’s an accident. Every time they talk approvingly about how insightful the Voice is, and how clearly she sees what needs to be done, the implication is that without the Voice, Mayor Yalith and the Council wouldn’t have seen how important it was to stand up to Trisu. Well, except for Councilor Saretha, maybe. But she and the Voice seem to agree about a lot of things, and the war maids who support one of them, tend to support the other, as well.
“The main thing that struck me, though, was that most of the war maids who most admire the Voice and Councilor Saretha are careful to emphasize that the Mayor and the rest of the Council are ’doing their best,’ or ’well-intentioned, but mistaken.’ Unlike the Voice, of course. I’ve seen that before, too. Not personally, but I did pay attention to my history lessons, Dame Kaeritha. I think this is an attempt to undermine the authority of the people who are supposed to be governing Kalatha. And I think the Voice is either actively involved in it herself, for some reason, or else that some third party is using her, as well.”
“I see.” Kaeritha contemplated Leeana for several more moments, then shrugged. “Is there anything else?” she asked.
“Well,” Leeana said, and looked away again. She seemed uncomfortable for some reason, almost a bit flustered. “There’s the fact that the ones I’m worried about seem to be actively recruiting from among the younger war maids. I think that’s one reason I’ve heard so much about it in the relatively short time I’ve been here. The fact that I used to be Father’s daughter—still am, really, until my probationary period is over—might make me more valuable in their eyes, and they might figure I’d be young and new enough to be easily impressed and convinced.
“And,” she turned to look back at Kaeritha, “some of the other things they’ve been saying about the Voice make me … uncomfortable.”
“Like what?” Kaeritha asked.
“It’s just … well, I suppose —” A faint flush of color brushed Leeana’s cheeks. “I never expected to hear someone suggesting that a Voice of Lillinara would be so … promiscuous.”
“Promiscuous?” Kaeritha fought successfully not to grin, but Leeana’s blush darkened anyway.
“I’m not all that innocent, Dame Kaeritha,” she said just a touch huffily. “For that matter, I grew up on one of the Kingdom’s biggest stud farms, for goodness’ sake! So I’m quite familiar with what goes on between men and women, thank you. Well,” she added hastily as Kaeritha chuckled despite herself, “as familiar as I can be without actually—That is, as—Oh, you know what I mean!”
“Yes, Leeana,” Kaeritha said, her tone just a bit contrite. “I do know what you mean.”
“Well,” Leeana went on in a slightly mollified voice, “what bothers me, I guess, is that the people who seem so fond of the Voice’s political views are also talking about how ’liberated’ her views are on … other things.”
“Leeana,” Kaeritha said carefully, “Lillinara doesn’t require celibacy of any of Her Voices. Some of them take individual vows of celibacy when they decide they have a vocation to serve Her, but that’s different. A personal decision to free them from other needs and desires in order to concentrate solely on Her. And there’s actually some disagreement as to whether or not She really approves of it even then. In fact, her High Voices can’t be virgins. She is the Goddess of Women, you know—all women, not just the patron of maidens—and She feels that Her church—and Her priestesses—need to have experienced the things they’re going to be counseling Her worshipers about.”
“Really?” Leeana considered that for several seconds, her expression intent, then nodded. “That makes sense,” she pronounced with the definitiveness of the young.
“I’m glad you approve,” Kaeritha murmured, and the girl blushed again. Then she grinned.
“On the other hand,” Kaeritha continued, “it sounded to me like you were talking about something you feel goes a bit far even bearing that in mind.”
“Well, yes,” Leeana agreed, but her expression remained thoughtful, and she cocked her head at Kaeritha. “Can I ask you a question, Dame Kaeritha?”
“Of course you may,” Kaeritha said, but the girl hesitated a moment, despite the reassurance.
“I was wondering,” she said finally, slowly, “about how the other gods feel about that.” She looked away, gazing out over the training salle’s grounds. “For example, you’re a champion of Tomanak. How does He feel about it?”
“About celibacy?” Kaeritha chuckled. “Let’s just say that as the God of Justice, He wouldn’t exactly think it was ’just’ to require His followers to forswear something that fundamental to the mortal condition. Like Lillinara, He expects us not to be casual about it, and He expects us to recognize and meet any responsibilities which might arise out of it. But all of the Gods of Light celebrate life, Leeana, and I can’t think of anything much more ’life-affirming’ than the embracing of a loving, shared physical relationship.”
“Really?” There was something about that single word which made Kaeritha wonder exactly what the girl was thinking. But then Leeana shook herself, and turned back towards her.
“That makes sense, too,” she said. “But it doesn’t sound like what the people who worry me are saying, either.”
“What do you mean?” Kaeritha asked intently.
“The loving and sharing part seems to get left out a lot,” Leeana said simply. “And so does the bit about responsibility.” Kaeritha frowned, but she didn’t interrupt, and the young woman continued. “There were a couple of other parts that surprised me a little, just at first. They shouldn’t have, but I guess that despite everything, I’ve got a lot more ’conventional’ leftovers in my attitudes then I realized I did. I mean, the war maids are a community of women who’ve chosen not to live in a society run by men. Under the circumstances, I should have been surprised if many of them hadn’t chosen other women as their partners, not the other way around.
“But even if that surprised me, at first, it didn’t take me long to understand it. And what bothered me, Dame Kaeritha, wasn’t who someone chose to fall in love with. It was the way these particular war maids were talking about what the Voice thought about the proper ’freedom’ when it comes to choosing lovers, whether they’re men or women.”
She didn’t seem a bit flustered by her subject matter now, Kaeritha noted. It was as if her concentration on explaining what she meant had banished such mundane concerns.
“Why?”
“Because the sort of commitment and responsibility you’r
e talking about doesn’t seem very important to them. They talk about it as if it were, well, only physical. As if it’s all about selfish pleasure, or just a momentary fling. Like … like the other person doesn’t really matter, or isn’t really real. Just a convenience. I’m not naive enough to think there aren’t a lot of people in the world who feel that way anyway, Dame Kaeritha. But these women were laughing—almost snickering—about it, like they knew what they were suggesting was wrong and that only made it better, somehow. Some of them actually look forward to hurting someone else—using sex as a weapon to ’get even’ for everything men have ever done to women. And every time I heard one of them saying something like that, I thought about all of the people who already believe all war maids think that way.”
Kaeritha frowned, and her thoughts were grim. It was possible Leeana was overreacting to a few chance words. As the girl had said, she was the product of a Sothoii upbringing herself. Perhaps not quite as conventional as most, but even an ’unconventional’ Sothoii rearing was bound to leave a few footprints.
Yet Kaeritha didn’t think that was the case. Not only was Leeana keenly intelligent and observant, but the situation she described fitted only too well into the pattern Kaeritha had begun to discern. Or that she was afraid she had, at any rate.
“Do you think I’m imagining things?” Leeana asked, once again almost as if she could read Kaeritha’s mind, and the knight shook her head.
“No. I’m certain you’re not imagining things, Leeana. It’s possible you’re reading more into what you’ve heard than was actually intended, but I don’t believe you’ve imagined anything.”
“Oh,” Leeana said in a voice which was suddenly so tiny that Kaeritha looked at her in surprise.
“I’d hoped I was,” the young woman said softly.
Chapter Thirty-Six
The morning sun’s heat lay golden on the rolling grassland as a reinforced company of cavalry in the mingled colors of Glanharrow and Balthar swept steadily southeast. The wind blew—more than a breeze, but still gentle—from the south, and if it was cooler than it would become once full summer arrived, the day was already warmer than the day before had been. The cavalry sweep was approaching the perimeter of the Bogs, riding along one of the marshy streams that drained the rich but empty pastureland toward the swamps, still some miles away, and hordes of insects sent outriders of their own to scout the horsemen for possible targets.
Sir Trianal Bowmaster grimaced as the first stinging insect lighted on his warhorse’s neck. The black stallion’s skin shuddered, sending the insect zipping away, but the young man knew it would be back. Along with its brothers, sisters, and cousins … and all of their assorted uncles, mothers, fathers, and aunts. And, of course, they would find their way under hardened leather greaves and vambraces. And steel breastplates. Although, he reflected, he wasn’t certain that even a horsefly under a breastplate wasn’t preferable to a mosquito inside a helmet.
Funny, he told himself, how the bards somehow forget to mention gnats and midges—or trapped sweat—when they talk about battle and glory.
He snorted at the thought, then chuckled as he contemplated the response Brandark might have made to his observation. Whatever reservations Trianal might still nurse about hradani in general, he found himself forced to admire the Bloody Sword’s intelligence and sharp, biting sense of humor. His views on bardic oversights might well have been profane, but they would certainly have been amusing.
He stood in the stirrups for a moment, stretching his leg muscles, then settled back. He and his men had been in the saddle, but for brief, occasional halts, since well before dawn. Their pace had been slow enough to conserve their mounts, but that hadn’t given them any more sleep before they left barracks, and his backside ached. Fortunately, it wasn’t all that bad yet, and it was a sensation to which he was well accustomed, despite his youth. And although Chemalka’s amusement with the spring rains seemed to have worn itself out, the ground was not yet dry enough for his troopers to be raising the clouds of dust which would have risen, even from grassland like this, later in the summer.
He wondered how many of his armsmen thought they were wasting their time. Whoever—he conscientiously avoided the names Erathian and Saratic—was behind the raids appeared to be doing exactly what Sir Yarran had suggested they might and adopting a waiting posture. There had been no reports of additional raids in almost two weeks now, and Trianal’s patrols had found no sign of raiding parties during that time. He had other, smaller groups of scouts out searching for those signs even now, but he’d chosen to lead this larger sweep in person. In no small part that had been to get himself out into the open air and away from the office Lord Festian had assigned him in the keep at Glanharrow. It was also the sweep most likely to encounter something, assuming that Lord Erathian was, in fact, one of those responsible for the attacks. Although, if Trianal wanted to be honest with himself about it, he didn’t really anticipate that they were going to run into anything exciting, even so. But at least it was getting him some exercise.
And the opportunity to sweat … and worry about horseflies and breastplates.
He chuckled again and reached for his water bottle. He took a sip—little more than enough to rinse his mouth out—then restoppered it and looked up as one of the riders scouting ahead of his main force came cantering back towards him.
“Do you suppose they’ve actually found something?” he asked the older man beside him skeptically.
“I’d say it’s possible,” Sir Yarran replied, squinting against the sun which hovered in the vicinity of the eastern horizon against a sky of blue and dramatic white clouds. “If they have, they don’t think it’s urgent, though.” Trianal looked a question at him, and the senior knight shrugged. “If it was urgent, he’d be moving faster than that,” he pointed out, and Trianal nodded.
“You’ve got a point,” he conceded. Then he chuckled bitterly. “Of course, if they’ve found anything, they’re doing better than we’ve done for the last two weeks!”
“Patience, Milord. Patience,” Sir Yarran advised with a half-grin. “That’s what it’s all about, most times. Patience, I mean. Knowing when and how to wait is harder than charging behind the bugles, when all’s said. Guts or a thirst for glory can get a man through battle and bloodshed, but it’s discipline and patience keep him from dashing off to find them—and get his people killed—when there’s no need. And they’re also what get him through the time between the battles he does have to fight without letting boredom dull his edge.”
Trianal cocked his head, considering what Yarran had said. The older knight watched him for a moment, then shrugged.
“Boredom’s what’s killed more sentries—and scouts—than anything else, Milord. A man who’s bored is one as doesn’t keep his eyes open and his wits about him for that one second when there truly is someone waiting out there with a bow, or creeping up behind to slit his throat with a knife.”
“And I imagine it’s killed more than a few men whose commander was too bored to be paying attention to his duties,” Trianal said after a thoughtful pause, his eyes once again on the cantering scout.
“Aye,” Yarran agreed, pleased that the youngster had explicitly made the connection. “Aye, it has.”
The returning scout spotted Trianal beside his bugler and standard-bearer and cantered up to him and saluted.
“Sir Stannan’s respects, Milord. He thinks we may have found something.”
“Such as?” Trianal asked dryly when the armsman paused.
“Pardon, Milord.” The armsman gave a wry grimace and shook his head. “Didn’t mean to go to sleep on you, Sir. The Captain said to tell you we’ve struck the tracks of a party of horsemen.”
“How large a party?” Trianal’s eyes narrowed.
“It looks to be at least a score of horses, Sir. Might be as much as a score and a half. And most of ’em are wearing war shoes.”
Trianal nodded acknowledgment and glanced at Sir Yarran. The older k
night looked back, his own eyes thoughtful, but said nothing. Every young falcon must learn to fly, and it was as much his job to let Trianal try his wings as it was to keep the youngster from making too many mistakes.
Trianal understood that, and, to his credit, didn’t resent it. He returned his attention to the scouts, but his voice was at least half directed towards Yarran when he spoke again.
“War shoes don’t necessarily mean anything,” he said, emphasizing the adverb slightly, “but that large a number of riders in one party is interesting. How far ahead is Sir Stannan?”
“Just over half a league, Milord,” the messenger replied, turning in the saddle to point back the way he’d come. “There’s a ravine just over the slope yonder, then another line of hills, up against the edge of the Bogs. There’s a creek in the ravine—this one here joins it, and from the looks of things, it was a river a week ago—that cuts through the hills. It’s not very straight, though. Sir Stannan says his map shows it drains into the Bogs, eventually. The tracks follow the ravine.”
“They do, do they?” Trianal murmured, and the messenger nodded. “What’s the ground like in the ravine,” the young knight asked, rubbing his clean-shaven chin thoughtfully.
“Not good, Sir,” the messenger said with a grimace. “Like I say, it looks as if it was filled to the brim with runoff last week, and it’s twisty. It’s marshy and soft, too, and there’s places where the runoff’s dumped gravel beds, or even a boulder or two. A man who wasn’t careful could break a horse’s leg in spots.”
“But the going is firm and clear over the hills?” Trianal asked. “And they’re not too steep?”
“Aye, Milord.” The messenger nodded. “They’re just hills, Sir—fairly rolling, dirt and grass, not even any trees. Well, there’s some bushes here and there, especially up along the crest line. Such as it is, and what there is of it.”