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by Jamie Carie


  The door behind her opened.

  It was Neko. “You okay?”

  She nodded, leaning against the brick wall, hugging herself. “I just needed a few minutes.”

  “That was Jake, wasn’t it?”

  “Yes.”

  “He seemed pretty intense. You want me to do something?”

  She laughed, a short, harsh sound. “He’s nearly six foot seven and in top physical shape. You think you can take him?”

  Neko grinned back at her and shrugged one shoulder. “I’ve got cunning on my side. A roll of duct tape? The other guys in the band helping me?”

  Maddie went over and gave him a quick hug. “Thanks. But I can handle it. Is it time to go back on?”

  “Past time.”

  “Okay, let’s go. This is a job, remember?”

  “Yeah. A good job.”

  She knew what he meant. Neko and the others had been in a lot of bands, but there had never been this sweet meshing that had magically occurred with this group. They loved playing together and getting a recording deal was a dream come true for all of them.

  Maddie walked back on stage determined to do her job and do it well. Her gaze scanned the crowd as she began the next song. Jake was nowhere to be seen.

  “You’ve got to be kidding me!” Sasha yelled into the phone at one in the morning after Maddie’s final set. “You let him go after he said that to you?”

  “I can’t go through it again. Sasha, you know me, I can’t do it.”

  “Yes, you can.”

  “Love hurts too much.”

  “That’s life and you know it. Quit hiding from it. You found something so great…something a lot of people long for their whole lives and you are being a coward, telling yourself that you’re taking the high road when really you’re just afraid. Maddie, I know I’m being tough here but you can do this. You can trust him and have a wonderful life with him if you will just let your fears go and love him back with all your heart.”

  Maddie was sitting in her car in the dark parking lot. She paused, letting the words sink in. “What if he isn’t who I think he is? What if he leaves me?” She wailed it, beating on the steering wheel.

  “What if he doesn’t?” came Sasha’s soft reply. “Go to him.”

  “I don’t know…I just don’t know.”

  “Yes, you do. You’ve been miserable without him. Now put that car into drive and go. Right now. Don’t talk about it anymore. Don’t think about it anymore. Just drive.”

  Maddie let out a laughing sob, shaking her head back and forth against the headrest. “Okay. Okay, I’ll do it.”

  She hung up, put the car into drive and began the trek downtown.

  She’d forgotten about the gate and the security guard she would have to get through to enter Jake’s condo. Did he still live here? Her heart was beating so hard her hands shook.

  The guard must have remembered her. He grinned at her, walked over to her rolled down window and said, “How you doin’, Miss Maddie?”

  “I’m okay, Darrell. Is Jake home, do you know?”

  “Well, he came though over an hour ago, looking dog sick, but he left again about twenty minutes ago. Would you like to go in and wait for him?”

  Maddie’s heart sank. The last thing she wanted was to sit in a dark parking lot with lots of time to think and grow more nervous. “Uh. No, I’ll just talk to him tomorrow.”

  “You do that,” he said, like he meant it. “He misses you.”

  “I miss him too,” she said softly.

  The drive home was long and Maddie was tired as she pulled onto her street. She would call Jake tomorrow when she was fresh and able to put her feelings into words.

  As she approached her driveway she saw it—Jake’s SUV. Her heart began to gallop in her chest, her palms sweating. She pulled into the driveway and saw him sitting on the front porch of her parent’s home.

  He stood up as she got out of her car, walked toward her and she walked toward him. They both stopped just a few feet away from each other.

  “Jake,” she whispered, brokenly.

  She came into his arms. Felt them reach around her. Felt how right they were, like coming home.

  “I’m not going away, Maddie,” he whispered into her hair, the warm June breeze growing stronger, moving her hair around them. “I’m not ever letting you go again.”

  Maddie nodded into his chest. “You promise?”

  He took a box out of his pocket and knelt down in the grass on one knee. “Will you be my wife again, Madeleine Hart?”

  Tears sprang to her eyes. She nodded. “Yes.”

  He stood, opened the box and slid her glittering diamond engagement ring back onto her finger. He pulled her toward him and she reached up on tiptoes to meet him halfway for a kiss—a sensual, branding kiss that left her breathless and dizzy.

  He pulled back and took a piece of paper out of his pocket. “I wrote this for you. My true vows.” He cleared his throat and began to read:

  “I, Jake Alexander Hart, take you, Madeline Faith Goode, to be my wife, from this day forward. I bestow on you all my earthly possessions, my body and my heart. There shall never be another to take your place for as long as we both live. I promise to protect you from anything that might seek to harm you. I promise to love and cherish you wholeheartedly and remember what my life was like without you. As God is our witness, from this time forward, I will be your lover and your friend. I will be your loving husband.”

  Maddie stared in awe, trying to hold back the tears that were clogging her throat. Taking his vow as a pattern, she began. “I, Madeline Faith Goode, take you, Jake Alexander Hart, to be my husband from this day forward. I bestow on you all my earthly possessions, namely and most importantly to me, my son, Max, to be your son. I give you my body and my heart. There will never be another to take your place for as long as we both shall live. I will always remember…” Her throat clogged completely and she leaned back her head waiting for it to pass before continuing. “I will always remember what my life was like without you. I promise to love you wholeheartedly, be your helper and cherish our time together. As God is our witness, from this moment on, I will be your lover and friend, your wife.”

  Jake pulled her into his chest, kissed her, both of them laughing with the joy of it, then he wiped the tracks of her tears from her cheeks with his hands, an anointing of emotion that covered them both.

  “I’ll be a good father.”

  “Yes.” She nodded. “I know that you will.”

  She decided, right then and there, to make the vows true. She would never let the poison of her past sully this marriage with Jake. She would not doubt him if he came home later than expected. She would not listen in suspicion to his phone calls, always wondering if there was another woman. She would not doubt him or his love for her. She would not fear the worst and think the worst and expect something bad to happen. No. She would blindly trust again, letting life carry them on God’s wind. Because blind trust was the only way to love another person and begin a marriage.

  He groaned. “I don’t want to wait another day. How soon can you and Max come home with me?”

  “Let’s go get him now.”

  “You would do that?” Jake looked like he might cry.

  Maddie nodded. “It’s where we both belong.”

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  Table of Contents

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  CHAPTER TWENTY

  CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

  CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

  CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX

  CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN

  CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT

  CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE

  CHAPTER THIRTY

  Table of Contents

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  CHAPTER TWENTY

  CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

 

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