by Drew Sera
I took one hand off her nipple that I was pinching and moved it to touch her neck. When I began to stroke her small neck, she blinked and her eyes seemed to clear and she refocused on Anthony. I took hold of the ring pull on her beads and tugged a little.
“Ohhh, Sir!”
“You like that, baby? You like getting pumped by Anthony with your pretty new toy buried in your ass?” I whispered in her ear and finished with a passionate kiss. I can understand why Anthony loves sucking on her earlobes so much. Gives him a way to be that much closer to her.
My flirty, dirty words made her moan a little louder this time, and she panted out another “yes, sir.” It was beyond hot. Suddenly Anthony started thrusting harder and faster and then yelled as he released.
“Fuck! Dammit, sunshine!”
Anthony was coming and Sydney stilled as she was at the top being tipped over. Once I was sure she was at the top and ready to go, I tugged on the ring pull. Holy fuck, the scream that tore from Sydney’s body was unbelievable. She began grinding down on Anthony and I felt her hands unclasp behind me.
“Ah, don’t you move those hands, baby.”
She quickly locked her fingers behind my head. I had only pulled two beads out and she was pounding her pussy up and down Anthony’s cock. He was smiling as he watched Sydney come undone. Anthony had given her some free reign with moving but now he tightened down the length of the leash and stilled her hips.
“Sunshine, eyes.” He sat up part way and kept his hands on her hips waiting for her eyes to return to his. “Good girl. I think you liked those beads popping out of your tight ass. Did you like your new toy?” Sydney nodded frantically. “No motions, sunshine. Speak.”
“Yes. Yes, I love it.”
“You’ve still got five beads to go, baby,” I announced as I gave her toy a little tug teasingly.
“Ah! Oh, I don’t think I can come again, Sir.”
“You can, baby.”
Anthony and I helped get her situated on her hands and knees. Anthony lay back down and Sydney’s hands were on the mattress between his arms and chest and her legs were straddling his. She was panting some and had her head parallel to his body so that she was staring down at his chest.
“Eyes, sunshine.” She raised her head to look at Anthony. “Colin is going to fill you up now and then you’re going to lose all those beads and come again. Now give me those lips.”
Anthony wrapped a hand in her hair and tugged her down closer to his face. We were definitely pushing our fragile kitten some tonight but we were keeping a good eye on her. I pushed my painfully hard erection into her soaked and cum filled pussy. I kept pushing until I felt my balls touch her skin. I wasn’t going to last long at all. I pumped in and out and didn’t try to prolong my orgasm. I needed to unload as quickly as possible.
As I started to feel my release was eminent I tugged on her pull ring and felt all hell break loose. Her pussy contracted and clamped down on my dick. She and I were coming apart at the same time, and I just kept pulling on those beads until they were out. She barely moved off Anthony’s mouth as she screamed out in pleasure even after the beads were out and after I was empty.
Sydney collapsed down over Anthony and I bent over her letting my head rest on the center of her back. I couldn’t move, much less think. My body wasn’t letting me move. I was lost. All that I could hear was heavy breathing from all of us.
“Col,” Anthony said to get my attention.
“Hmm?”
“Up, man.”
I straightened myself upright and slipped out of her pussy. I felt dazed and was moving in slow motion until I saw Anthony pull the sheet up over Sydney to keep her warm. I’m still amazed at how fast the chills grab hold of her. Anthony and I both snuggled under the sheets with her and wrapped her in our arms. We were all out like a light.
13
Tuesday, December 10th
Sydney
Anthony and Colin knew that I was going out today with Gina so they made my task list short. I actually love the fact that they leave my a list each day, and it makes me feel good about myself knowing that I’ve done as requested or expected. It’s so different with Anthony and Colin than it was with Howard. Today my only chores were to finish cleaning up the breakfast dishes and shave my pussy.
While I waited for Gina, I wrote in my notebook about how happy I was because they leave me a list. Colin and Anthony are incredible men and they really understand me and care. I wanted to get them some things for Christmas, aside from the photo book, because God only knows how well that would go over. I wanted to make sure they have something they like and want. I needed to check their sizes though so I get it right. I got them each a shirt the last time Gina and I went out, but before I get them anything else, I need to make sure they’re right.
I closed my notebook and stood between the two doors that lead into each of the walk in closets. They were both much larger than the one in the downstairs bedroom. They were each the size of a small bedroom and the doors into them were in a small hall between the master bedroom and the master bathroom. Each of the closets had some of my things in them. Colin’s side had my shirts and sweaters while Anthony’s had my pants and the couple of dresses that I now have.
My hand shook as it rested on the handle to Colin’s closet. I took a deep breath and turned the handle. Just open it and go in! It doesn’t seem so hard. People do it all of the time, everyday and multiple times a day, in fact. But I was stalled. I swallowed hard and let go of the handle and sat on the floor leaning against Anthony’s door. Why is this so hard? If they were here, I could probably do it. Maybe.
“So stupid, Sydney! They’re going to get rid of you!” I said out loud while sitting with my head in my hands. My eyes were beginning to burn, and I knew that the tears were on their way.
Colin and Anthony are really, really good Doms. They can have anyone they want. There are so many other women that would love to have them too. Women who can go into a stupid closet to get their shirt size!
Ahh! Stupid hands! I looked down and realized I was rubbing on my wrists. I hurried to the bathroom and pressed a tissue over the spot that was red with a small amount of blood. Thankfully the bleeding stopped, and I put a bandage over it just in case. I tugged my sleeve down over it and walked past the stupid closets and sat down on one of the big comfy chairs. I pulled my legs up on the seat and turned myself sideways so I could snuggle the side of my face against one of the throws. It was one that Anthony would wrap me up in when I woke up from a nightmare. I shut my eyes and inhaled the sexy, spicy sent of Anthony.
Gina came over about 10:00 a.m. and she instantly knew I was upset or had been upset. She came inside and wrapped me up in a hug.
“Syd, what’s wrong? Here, lets sit down.”
I followed her to the great room and sat down beside her. I made sure I had my sleeve pulled down over my hand so there’d be no chance of her seeing a bandage. She’d tell Matt, and Matt would tell Colin and Anthony.
“I’m okay, Gina. I know you were going to get Matt some clothes for Christmas, and I wanted to get the guys something like that too, and I’m just trying to make sure that I have the right sizes. I was going to check their shirts and sweaters this morning but wasn’t brave enough to go into the dumb closets.”
“Not to worry, Syd. I happen to be an expert in the art of size hunting in closets. Come on, I’ll help you.”
“Thank you…I just wished that it wasn’t so hard. I shouldn’t be so hung up on it.” I knew that I hadn’t told Gina why I get so upset about closets but assume that Matt told her. But she is so nice and willing to help me out that I felt like I should open up some. “He used to bind me in my closet after he hit me with his belt or burn me.” Gina stopped walking down the hall and turned to face me with sad eyes. I looked down and suddenly regretted telling her. I sort of blurted it all out at her. “Um…sorry. I just wanted to tell you why I hate going into closets…um, I wasn’t sure if you knew...and I…I wanted to t
ry to open up.”
I could tell that I created an awkward moment for Gina. First, she looked sad and then shook her head and looked away. When she looked back at me she looked calmer.
“Don’t worry or get upset about something being a trigger for you, Syd.” Gina looked down again. “Matt can’t touch my neck or throat. I go into a panic. Before Matt, I played with a Dom who liked breath play. He’d put pressure on my throat and…well, literally take my breath away. I freak out if Matt comes close to touching my throat. He knows and understands it now. But I didn’t communicate with him in be beginning and he didn’t know.” Gina looked back up at me and laughed a little. “Matt calls it shock. I suffered from that when he touched my neck and I couldn’t climb out of it for a while and he got scared.” She smiled and pointed towards the master bedroom. “Matt called Colin that night and when I snapped out of it, I was in Matt’s arms and Colin and Anthony were there too.”
Gina looked away as she sniffled. “I’m very lucky that Matt had Colin and Anthony to help him when, or if, I go into a panic. Anthony and Colin will never be angry with you over your triggers.” She hugged me again and said that Matt had told her about the closet at my apartment. I didn’t want to talk about this anymore and just nodded while she hugged me. “Lets go find out some sizes for those two hotties.”
When I pulled out of the hug I felt off. I could only think about Howard and fighting against him to keep from going into the closet. I wanted Colin and Anthony but was trying to be brave. I’d be okay once we got going. I zipped up my hoodie and put my hands in my pocket while I followed Gina to our room. While I waited by the chairs in the sitting area, Gina went into the two closets and made me laugh out loud when she joked about how their closets were crazy big.
“Do they even have time to wear all of these clothes? Wait, come to think of it, I don’t know if I’ve seen them in the same clothes. Except those football jerseys every Sunday.” She walked from Colin’s closet to Anthony’s and spent about the same time in there and then we were off.
As Gina began driving out of the neighborhood, I realized I felt cold and my stomach was still acting up. I was thinking too much about Howard. I wanted Colin and Anthony. Maybe if I could just connect with them a little bit I’d be fine. I pulled my phone out and told Gina I was going to text the guys to let them know we were on our way to go shopping and have lunch.
SB: Hi Sirs. I miss you. I’m with Gina now and we’re on our way to have lunch. I love you guys and will see you tonight. Miss you.
I held my phone in my hand for the rest of the drive and looked down at it a few times to see if they sent me back something. Nothing though. I began to panic and think that maybe I was bugging them. Maybe they were going to ignore me to punish me for texting them while they were at work. My stomach ached at the thought.
No, they told me to text them whenever I wanted and needed to. I needed to. I needed to hear from one of them. Maybe it would calm me down. I was just getting ready to call Anthony when I got a text from him.
AG: Hey sunshine! Sorry for the delay. I was in a meeting and Colin was talkative to the group. It was cute when your text came over to us because Colin had his phone out on the table and he stopped presenting and looked at the text and smiled. Meanwhile, you vibrated in my pocket right next to my dick. So you made me smile too. ;)
Anthony. God I love him. He was just what I needed at that moment. I quickly sent him a text back and told him that I was so happy to have received his text. I felt so much better now. As we parked a few minutes later, my cell phone rang. I glanced down at the screen to see Anthony’s name.
“Hello, Sir.”
“Sunshine, are you okay sweetheart?”
How could he tell that I was on edge just in a text? I smiled though because I felt so relieved to hear his voice. I was nodding my head even though I knew he couldn’t see me.
“Yes, Sir.” I swallowed hard. He knew. How does he always know? My voice was shaky and I glanced at Gina. She had just shut the car off, and I know she could probably hear Anthony on the other end. I sniffled and quickly told him that we just parked.
“Sweetheart, talk to me for a minute. I’m in my office. It’s okay. What did you do this morning after Colin and I left?”
“Um, I wrote in my notebook for a while and got ready to go shopping.” My voice cracked as I thought back to being a failure and not able to go into the closet on my own.
“Sweetie, what’s wrong? You’re close to crying, I can tell it in your voice, sunshine.”
I pulled the phone away from my ear and mouth so he wouldn’t hear me try to hide my sniffle. How can he tell? I glanced at Gina and wiped a few tears away. She pushed the phone back up to my ear and encouraged me to talk to Anthony.
“Sunshine, are you still there? Hello?”
“Sorry, Sir…I…” I took a deep breath and owned up to how I was feeling. “I had a rough morning, Sir. I was thinking of being put in my closet and bound to the clothes bar…and I got so angry with myself for being scared of the closets…and…”
“Sydney, sweetheart, calm down. It’s okay.”
“No, it’s not! I shouldn’t be afraid of the closet anymore, but I am and I don’t want to be but I can’t help it. It’s frustrating. I’m frustrating.”
“Listen to me, sunshine. Are you and Gina still in the car?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Don’t move. Where are your guys parked?”
“No, it’s okay. You don’t have to come to me. I’m not a baby…I’m sorry…it’s okay.”
“I am coming to you and it’s because I want to and need to. You’re upset and it’s okay to be upset, but I have a need to comfort you. Things aren’t going to go away overnight.”
I heard him walking somewhere and could hear Colin’s voice in the background and then I heard a dinging noise. As Anthony was talking to me his voice started sounding jumpy. I didn’t think cell phones worked in elevators. He drug out of me where we were parked and he talked to me until Colin’s Range Rover pulled into a spot across from Gina’s car. I still held the phone in my hand but got out of the car and was quickly wrapped up in Colin’s arms. Anthony put his phone in his pocket and held my face in his hands as he kissed me. I began apologizing to both of them. I’m such a mess.
“Sydney, sweetheart, don’t be so hard on yourself. Anthony and I are always here for you, baby.”
It felt so good to be wrapped up in Colin’s arms and began to feel myself warm up. I could hear his heartbeat through his suit jacket. Gina leaned on her car door and Anthony stood next to her and was talking to me. When he pulled the M&M’s out of his suit jacket, I couldn’t help but smile. I put the candy in my purse and thanked them for coming by to see me.
“How does your cell phone work in the elevator?” I asked him.
Anthony and Colin looked at each other and so I asked them what they were grinning about. Colin was shaking his head as Anthony told me it was magic.
“Eat a good lunch, baby, and we will see you in a little while. Take it easy and call me in an hour.”
“Yes, Sir. I will be okay.”
“I know you will, but I still want to hear your sweet voice in an hour. Anthony has a financials meeting this afternoon, so I want you to call me. One hour, Sydney.”
“Yes, Sir.”
Colin took my phone and programed an alert so I’d remember to call him in an hour and not lose track of the time. Colin told me he loved me and then I received hugs from him and Anthony. As they drove away I waved. I felt so much better.
The weather was perfect for walking around the outdoor mall we often went to. We browsed around some stores before we stopped for lunch at Tuscany. Gina and I have made a habit out of shopping and doing lunch while the guys are at work and on Fridays while they golf. The guys encouraged it and I was glad because I really liked hanging out with Gina.
I was looking forward to being out with Gina today because I wanted to ask her about her collar. Last night Colin
and Anthony surprised me with talking about a collar. Now, they didn’t say they wanted to collar me or anything like that, but it made me smile to think that it was on their minds. I never thought I’d be collared by a Dom, let alone two, and certainly not Doms of the caliber that Colin and Anthony were. Howard made me think that I wasn’t worthy of a collar. Even though Colin and Anthony didn’t say they were going to collar me, it was nice to hear them talking about it.
“Gina, can I ask you something?”
“You know you can ask me anything, Syd.”
“Your collar…what’s it like to be collared?”
“It’s hard to describe. It’s like having everything you’ve always wanted and everything you never knew you needed. It’s everything you dream of being handed to you, without the worry of ever losing it. It’s a blessing to know that Matt will always be there to guide and push me and to know that no harm will come to me.” She stopped walking and turned to face me. “It’s everything, Syd.”
That’s about what I thought it was. Everything. Collars were very symbolic for a sub and her Dom.
“How did he give it to you?”
She smiled as she recalled their small ceremony. They had it at Irons and Colin and Anthony were both there along with some other friends from the club. She explained it was much like an exchange of vows and promises to one another. They had their wedding ceremony a week after Matt collared her.