by Drew Sera
In one thrust I was deep in her pussy. She moaned and cooed. She was loving this. Fuck she felt good. I grabbed a fist full of her hair and tugged her head back gently. I leaned over her back and put my mouth on her shoulder and began playfully biting her again. It wasn’t enough to break the skin, but it was a nice amount of playful pressure.
“You feel so fucking incredible, Sydney.”
I began playfully spanking her ass as I’d pull back. Then I’d slam back into her. Her hands were still dutifully on the chair. I pulled out of her, sat on the chair, and pulled her over my lap. My erection rubbed against her side, and I held her tight across her lower back and by her hip. She still wore the nipple and clit clamps and had the anal beads up her ass. I began spanking her ass, making sure that I alternated butt cheeks. I was fixated on her pink “X.”
After twenty swats, I picked her up and took her over to the dungeon wall as Colin had. She faced the wall, and I moved her feet apart before I pushed deep into her. No moan, no whimper. I had her wrists in my hand and leaned my forearm on the wall. My head dropped to rest on my forearm, and I moved my other hand over to hold her chin.
I was in a trance. I felt it was coming and I erupted deep in Sydney. I growled my release and came violently. I came so violently and I didn’t want to hurt her, so I held her still in my embrace. I wanted her to come, badly. I tugged on her clit clamp, and she began moaning. While she moaned, I took hold of the anal bead string and pulled fast. I reached around and released one of her nipples from the clamp and she whimpered and her legs buckled. She began to crumble. Nothing registered in that moment, other than my sunshine crying in pain. I was trying to calm her and let her know the pain in her nipple will subside, but nothing was working. I tried to keep her still but she kept moving in different directions trying to keep her breasts away from my hand. My chest hurt from hearing her yelp. I had to keep her from moving, so I firmly took her by her upper arms and physically stilled her which halted all movement from her.
“Sunshine, be still. You’re going to hurt yourself.”
In between her moans and whimpering, in a labored pant, she said, “red.”
Red. She said it. The realization dawned on me that I made her safeword. I felt no pride in that. None whatsoever. I felt sick.
“Anth,” Colin said my name and was next to us. He stood in front of Syndey and got her to focus on his eyes.
“Baby, eyes…good girl. Breathe, Sydney. I’m going to remove the other clamps. It’s only going to be uncomfortable for a few moments.”
He reached around to Sydney’s front and in a fast move, he released the other nipple and the clit clamp. Screams of her saying “red” echoed in the dungeon stall and in my head. I was breathing hard and sweating. Sydney was panting and looked dazed. Fucking dazed.
“Fuck! No, baby,” Colin swore as Sydney turned to face the wall to hide. She tried to lower herself to the ground, and I could see her body shaking.
Fucking Christ. I did this. I should be beaten for this. Why the fuck was I so rough? I felt dizzy and lightheaded but paced back and forth in front of them until I felt like I was going to throw up. Movement by the stall entrance caught my eye. Matt, Gina, Blake, Will and a Dungeon Monitor all stood there.
Colin was sitting on the floor and had Sydney in his arms. I lowered myself and felt myself shake. I reached for my chest, hoping I might be able to stop the aching. I hurt my sunshine.
59
Friday, January 3rd
Colin
Sydney felt ashamed and was clearly upset over saying her safe word, and to be honest, she looked emotionally confused. I could tell that Anthony felt like shit. I had two problems going on at the same time, but I knew that my focus really had to be on Sydney. Sydney was already down in a ball trying to make herself small and at the beginning stage of shutting down, and Anthony was in the process of crumbling.
I needed to help them both and wasn’t going to dare leave either of them. I looked over towards the opening of our dungeon stall and saw friends that were willing to help and cared about all three of us. Blake handed Matt something, and stayed at the entrance while Matt walked into our stall.
Matt crouched between Anthony and Sydney and handed me a throw. I had Sydney in my arms on my lap and wrapped her up holding her close. I knew she felt incredibly vulnerable and needed to feel sheltered and protected. I kissed her head, and reminded her that she was safe and that we loved her. She didn’t say anything, but I knew she was listening. As I rocked her, I heard Anthony intake a loud gulp of air. I looked up at him and saw that his eyes and face were beet red. It appeared that he had been holding his breath as long as he could and finally had to take a gasping breath of air.
Anthony was still crouched naked just feet in front of Sydney and I. One of his arms was straight, locked at the elbow and his fist was on the floor supporting his weight. His other hand held a fist full of his hair. He was a mess. Matt started to go towards him and wrapped the another throw over his back but Anthony shrugged it off.
“I’m so sorry, Sydney…and Colin. I did this.”
His voice was raspy and breaking as he pounded his hand against his chest. I was speechless. It wasn’t his fault. I hadn’t prepared to deal with the fallout and feelings if one of us ever made Sydney safeword. We were trying to push and see where the limit line was. She only said “red” once he pulled off the nipple clamp. So I think it was just the shock of the nipple clamp rather than actual fear or unbearable pain. But all Anthony could equate this to was that he caused her to safeword.
“Anth,” I started to say but he looked away and shook his head. He came over and kissed her forehead and knelt beside us. Sydney turned her head to look at him and began opening and closing her hand against my chest. I knew she wanted him. She needed him, and he really needed her. Sydney was both physically and mentally weak, and she was struggling to find her voice. But I knew that she recognized that Anthony was in pain. It tore my heart up to see both of them like this.
“S-sir,” Sydney’s voice sounded shaky. She held her hand out towards him, and he eagerly accepted it. She tugged his hand closer and pulled it under the blanket. She had his hand in hers and had it sandwiched between my chest and her hand. She didn’t want him going anywhere, and neither did I. We’d work through this and would do it together.
The tenderness in her movements rather than words grabbed Anthony and I by the balls. I heard Anthony sniffle and look away. Sydney kept her head still against my chest and continued to hold his hand. I watched Anthony carefully as he wiped his face on his arm.
The three of us stayed that way for what seemed like forever. I looked over at Matt. He sat patiently beside us and made sure the three of us had some water.
“Matt, you don’t have to stay. It’s late. You need to get Gina home.”
“Gina is fine. You guys are not. I’m not going anywhere. You guys had an intense night. You need an extra set of eyes.”
Blake crouched down by us. He kept his voice low and told Matt that he should take Gina home and that he would get us home and have Noah follow in his car. Matt looked at me and asked if I was okay with that. Of course I was. Matt needed to get his girl home and cared for. They had a scene tonight too. But I will admit that tonight was rough for us. We pushed Sydney tonight and while we made huge strides, we also heard her say her safe word Anthony felt solely responsible and wasn’t handling it well.
The three of us were sweaty and sticky with cum. We need to clean up and get Sydney cared for with some aloe for her back. I didn’t want Sydney to get chapped after all the sex and cum she’s had this evening.
We walked in a daze down the dungeon hall and up to the main floor. When we got up there, I led us down another hall towards the showers and comfort stations. Blake always had it fully stocked with lotions and aloe and any other care items one could think up.
Blake walked in with us and perched himself up on the counter where one of the club attendants was waiting to assist. It was quite common for
a Dom to bring his sub or slave in here before or after scenes. Blake made sure it was also a place of comfort. Instrumental music played overhead, and the lighting was soft. There was a large community shower area where lots of rain shower heads were at, and there was also some private showers. Across from the showers were changing stations. Around the corner were what I call the care stations. It was set up with several padded tables were a Dom could care for the wounds of his sub. Blake even had a couple masseurs who’d massage out any sore muscles. It was rare to see a sub being rubbed down, but very common to see a Dom getting their muscles worked out. I knew that Will came in here a lot for a rub down after a play session.
I led us to a changing station quietly. I tossed our clothes down and Anthony and I helped pull my tee shirt off of Sydney. We left our clothes there, and I reached up to unbuckle her play collar, and she fell apart. Her hands came up and wrapped around mine on her collar. Her eyes were wide, panic stricken, and she was shaking her head.
“No, p-please…p-please don’t take it…I’m s-sorry.”
“Oh, Sydney. Baby you can have it right back after the shower.”
Sydney’s chin trembled, and she looked around for anyone to possibly help prevent me from removing her play collar. I knew it was important to her. Anthony tugged my hand away from her neck.
“Col, let her keep it on. She needs it.”
Hope filled her eyes and I nodded. I adjusted the temperature of the water before motioning Anthony over with Sydney. Her back was going to be sensitive to the heat since it had been flogged. And her ass too, since it had been spanked. Once I thought the water would be comfortable, I motioned them over. Anthony and I kept her between us and touching us at all times. Before Sydney got under the spray of the water, I rubbed some on her back to test the temperature.
“Is the water too warm, baby?”
“No, Sir. It feels good.”
Rather than use one of the disposable shower sponges, I lathered my hands with the gel and applied it to her back. The sponge would have been abrasive and painful. Anthony and I washed her gently from head to toe.
“Stay under the shower spray while Anthony and I clean up, baby.”
She didn’t say anything, but I saw her move to stand under the spray. I knew there she’d stay warm. I quickly washed and was rinsing when Blake’s voice caught my attention.
“Colin, Anthony.”
I turned to look at Blake and he motioned with his head towards Sydney. Our fragile kitten was crouched on the floor of the shower with her arms wrapped protectively around her knees while the water ran off her body. Fuck!
I knelt down and took her in my arms. Her teeth were chattering, and she looked lost. Lost like sub-drop lost. I fucked this up. I shouldn’t have let her out of my hands. I prayed she hadn’t shut down on us. Anthony started to kneel down, but I told him to hurry and finish rinsing so he could hold her while I finished. I reached up and turned the water temperature up some to help warm her.
Anthony finished and shut the water off on his side. He wrapped a towel around his waist and stood outside the shower spray with an open towel. I stood with her and took her over to his waiting arms. He headed over to the changing station with her while I quickly finished. Blake tossed a towel to me as I headed out of the shower area and went to Sydney and Anthony. He was sitting on the bench and had her cradled in his arms.
I pulled her everyday collar out of pocket of my jeans and looked in her eyes.
“Baby, we need to change collars now. The play one is all wet, and the fleece on the inside is going to start itching and will give you a rash.”
She wasn’t nearly as panicked as before the shower, and Anthony and I were able to take the wet play collar off and replace it with the everyday one.
We quickly dried her off, and I applied some aloe to her back before we helped her dress. Anthony and I took turns helping her dry her hair while the other one quickly finished dressing. All three of us were still out of it, but I was doing the best. At least I didn’t have to worry about getting us home.
We met Blake by the attendants station, and I nodded that we were ready. Sydney was tucked against Anthony, and he held her tight. We followed Blake out to the parking lot, and I tossed my fob to him.
“I was hoping you had your Alpina tonight.” He smiled at me and held a door to the back seat open while Anthony climbed in and then Sydney. He kept it open though, and I stared at him while I stood by the door to the front passenger side. He motioned with his head to me to get in the back. I didn’t argue. I was wiped of energy.
“It’s where you need to be, Colin.”
I understood and obliged. Soon we were all in my Alpina headed home with Blake while Noah followed in their Mercedes. I was blessed with friends and an incredible support group. I knew Matt was worried, so I sent off a quick text letting him know we were heading home. I received a text back shortly after sending it.
MR: Take care of each other tonight, and I’ll be over in the morning with breakfast.
Blake helped us inside, and reminded me that I could call him anytime. I thanked him for the help home and for watching over us tonight. I locked up, set the house alarm, and turned to find Anthony sitting on the chaise with Sydney on his lap. I carried Sydney upstairs and set her on our bed. Anthony and I gently undressed her and the three of us settled in bed.
Anthony and I were on our sides facing her and made sure she could feel our bodies against her. She was sleeping now. Her breathing had evened out and she was calm. Anthony kept rubbing gently on her stomach. I think it was calming for him to do that.
“I’m so sorry, sunshine. I didn’t mean to hurt you.” He bent and kissed her forehead. “You mean the world to me and I love you,” he whispered his apology to her and continued to rub on her.
I was going to talk to him, but it was going to have to wait until tomorrow. We all needed our rest.
60
Saturday, January 4th
Colin
I rolled over and went to put my arm around Sydney, only I didn’t feel Sydney but felt a hard chest - Anthony. I quickly sat up, realizing that Sydney was not between us. I was relieved though when I saw that she wasn’t far. She was sitting up in bed down by our knees and was staring at us.
“Hey, baby.” I propped myself up on my elbow and reached out to rub her knee. It was still a little red. “How did you sleep?”
“Okay, Sir.”
“How are you feeling?”
“I’m okay. I’m good.” She looked worried though.
Anthony had rolled over just then and moved his hand around trying subconsciously to locate Sydney. When he couldn’t find her, he sat up and reached for his chest, relief flooded his face when he saw her.
“Sunshine, why are you over there? Come here. Colin and I need to talk to you.”
He sounded better this morning. Sydney crawled back between us, and I pulled her to lie back down. I kissed her followed by Anthony.
“Baby, we want to talk to you about last night.” She nodded and then reached for Anthony’s hand and then mine. He winked at her and pulled a smile from her sweet face. “I realize that Anthony and I played rougher than we normally play with you. Our intent was not to scare you or hurt you,” I paused because I wanted to make sure she understood that, “Baby, do you understand that?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good, because the last thing we want is for you to be afraid of us or afraid that we’ll hurt you.”
Her soft smile eased the ache I was feeling in my chest.
“I know you guys don’t want to hurt me and I know that you never would do anything to hurt me on purpose.”
“Anthony and I love you, and we want to be able to give you what you need and desire. In this lifestyle, sometimes the Doms need to push their little one’s limits in order to encourage growth. Then they adjust according to their sub’s limits.” I let that sink in before continuing, “We realize we pushed those limits last night, baby.”
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nbsp; “I understand. You guys told me you were going to push.”
“Sunshine, you surprised the fuck out of me when you reacted so positive to the way I was handling you.” Anthony traced over the small indentions on her shoulder from his love bites. “Then you didn’t even blink when I bit you. Things turned you on that I was almost certain would instigate at minimum a flinch.”
“Anthony spanked you and flogged you, and you were fine with it. Did any of that hurt or were you close to saying your safe word?”
“Some of it stung, but I knew it was meant to be pleasurable. I knew he wasn’t punishing me. When he used the flogger, the sting would give me a tickle sensation between my legs.”
I looked over at Anthony and smiled. He and I shared a laugh. I knew from watching Anthony use the flogger on her last night that he was in complete control with it. He wasn’t striking her hard but barely enough to turn her back a hint of pink.
“So, you like the flogger sunshine?”
She turned red and smiled.
“What about the spanking? Did you still like that?” Anthony asked.
“Yes, Sir. That was a lot of fun. You had something in my butt and even though you were rougher, I never felt afraid. It was exciting. You held me firmly on you lap, but I knew that you were also taking care of me. Even when you had my wrists I wasn’t scared. I knew you wouldn’t hurt me. You love me.”
Anthony looked relieved and he smiled at her. “Damn right I love you, sunshine.” He pulled her onto his lap and kissed her face. He sucked on her earlobe and looked over at me. “Colin loves you too, Sydney. He loves you very much.”
She smiled at me and Anthony gave her leg a pat, and she came over to my open arms and hugged me. She felt so right in my arms. All I wanted to make sure we discussed from last night that was left to discuss was the safe word.
“Baby, what caused you to say red? It’s very important so Anthony and I can understand.”