We continued laying there kissing and hugging. We talked a little more but nothing big comes to mind now about it. I know what some of you might be wondering "No cum for Brayden?" Nope there wasn't. Honestly, somehow I didn't even think about it at that moment. I had been close to cumming while eating her but when she pulled me up to kiss me, it sort of was like a period was being put on the evening I thought. In the morning when I woke up it was probably the first thing I thought of. I was like "Whoa, what happened?" I guess with the extreme lateness it slipped both our minds. It certainly slipped mine. But it's really okay. We seem to have fallen into some kind of little routine here. When she's been with him I am just a pussy licker and when it's a non date night or whatever I am a fucker also. If you’re worrying that I’m not getting enough, don't. Based off last night (this past Saturday) I'm doing just fine. We had awesome sex, just good old fashioned fucking. I went down on her afterwards, too, but this time I had been the one creaming it up. I think if I had to guess (because we haven't discussed it) but I think maybe Samantha likes to just have one man at a time, in a night. She doesn't seem to mind me going down on her but she never shows any signs of wanting more cock when she gets back from being with him. I'm ok with this. More than ok, as long as she still wants my mouth between her legs when she returns.
Now I can tell you what little I know (so far) about their Sunday lake house shopping trip. She called me a while back and said she had stepped into the bathroom to call. She was whispering so no one could hear her. She said when they got there the real estate agent (and his wife) immediately thought they were a married couple.
“Oh, I didn't know you were bringing your pretty wife," the real estate agent said.
"Yeah,” Samantha said, not missing a beat. “I wasn't letting him buy anything before I looked at it, too."
She said she laughed when she said it but the couple didn't pick up on it as a joke. So they've been referring to them as husband and wife all day. Sam seems really amused by all this. That's all I really know, she got off the phone pretty quick. But it is sexy to think she's out pretending to be his wife to strangers, even if just for a personal laugh or whatever.
The trip to see about the lake house turned out mostly uneventful. He decided he didn't want to spend the money they were asking for that house but the realtor showed him a couple others while they were there. Long story short, he isn't buying any of them right now. Too pricey for what he was planning. But he does have desire and plans to find a nice lake house somewhere in the near future. Apparently he has wanted one for a while (I had never discussed it with him). Samantha and Boss stayed there looking at houses for so long that it was pretty late by the time they came home, so they didn't have a "booty call" or anything that night. She shared a nice romantic dinner at a restaurant near the lake, though, overlooking the boat docks. The whole thing where they were confused for husband and wife really amused her. She said she joked with him about it all night. He seemed a little embarrassed by it at first she said but as it went on he got over and played along. She said she thought he might have felt like a cradle robber or something at first, the old man with the hot trophy wife or whatever. But like I said, over time he laughed and played along. She said at the restaurant he had stepped outside to take a call and the waiter came by to take their order or refresh drinks or something, she said she told the waiter to tell her husband she went to the restroom and she'd be right back. When she got back to the table he was all smiles and said, "There's my wife." They both laughed and talked about how crazy it had been all afternoon acting like they were married. Well in the end it was very late when they got back to his house. He had to be somewhere the next morning very early so she didn't stay but a few minutes there. He walked her to her car, leaned inside her window and gave her a loving, sweet kiss and thanked her for going with him. That was it. She got home around 11:30ish and told me about her day. She was tired too so we just cuddled in bed and talked till we fell asleep.
I don’t know how but I hurt my back pretty bad, the worst I’ve felt in my life. I must have picked up something wrong, I don’t know. But Samantha stayed around the house for the most part and helped take care of me. She popped in for a visit on Boss this past Saturday. They had dinner at his house and ended up in bed. Samantha is obviously highly sexual so she was truly in need by that point. She also told me they took their first shower together afterwards. They didn't have sex again in the shower but they kissed and caressed and sort of made out a little in there. All this was weird hearing because for the first time it was completely non sexual for me. My mind was slightly turned on but my body just ain't playing that right now. So she just sat beside me in the bed and told her story. I was pretty much drugged up at that point so I wasn't in huge pain but enough to make a boner impossible. So that pretty much covers it all.
My pain hasn't gotten any better but I know Samantha is getting a little restless. She is not a homebody at all and likes to stay out and about constantly. Not to mention her high sex drive and the fact that I can’t do anything like that right now. I told her once or twice to go see him but I can tell that she feels guilty. She knows I'm cool with it, but me being in such bad shape physically and not even getting turned on by it really has her feeling a little guilt, I guess. Pain or not, I'm going to really push for her to go be with him this weekend in some way shape or form. It will be up to them obviously how they spend their time but I'm going to insist she get out and have some fun and continue her budding relationship with my boss. I may not be rock hard right now thinking about it, but I do want them together and I KNOW they want and need it.
Well, it's been such a nightmare the last two or three weeks, I can't even tell you. Seriously, this has been the worst time of my life with this back problem. I still don't even know the exact problem yet, thanks to the insurance company. I have to follow these stupid guidelines and procedures and in the meantime my life gets put completely on hold because nothing is getting fixed. I have another doctor appointment tomorrow, and hopefully I can finally get the MRI I already know I need. I am a tiny bit better pain-wise, but other than that not much has changed. I've been to chiropractors , massage therapist, regular doctors, so on. Only thing that has helped is the chiropractor and that wasn't much of a relief. If I had to guess from what I've been told it's probably a bulging disc that's pinching on my sciatic nerve but the x-rays were inconclusive. That's why I need an MRI to confirm things and then I can move on to the next damn stage in all this. The bottom line right now is that I can't stand up straight, can barely walk and can't even think about going to work. It’s just a nightmare in every possible way. Anyway enough of that let me talk about some things I know you really care about.
First of all the “married couple" is out cabin shopping again today. I say that because they are meeting the same realtor (and his wife) and like I mentioned before, they think they are a married couple. It's all been fun and I can tell Samantha gets a little kick out of it. I myself find the whole situation stimulating to think about. The two of them being mistaken for a married couple and then in turn acting the part. She even joked this morning while she was getting ready that she needed to hurry because her "hubby will be here soon." She gave me a sexy little wink and smile when she said it and I felt a little stirring down low (which has been rare lately). A little later he showed up to pick her up and came in and talked with me for a while. He has been very busy with work and other stuff lately and we haven't talked much. He seemed genuinely concerned and sorry for me, offering to do anything he can to help. I didn't have anything I needed him to do but Samantha asked if he could fix a broken shelf we have in the kitchen. He looked at it and said he'll bring his tools over and fix it this week sometime. Now I don't know this for sure but something about the way he acted and the way he seemed in general, well something just makes me think he may be starting to get the clue. Maybe he knows or suspects I know. I don't know. I just know he seemed different in a way and not really in a bad way or anythi
ng. Just the way the two of them acted around me and the comfort level they showed in their actions and talk. He seemed really at ease about everything.
I've sat here thinking about it all for the last couple of hours (4 to be exact) and I think I noticed a change of some kind this time compared to the last couple. Not that anything is wrong or strange about a boss and employee’s wife spending time together or anything, but the frequency that they are hanging out, doing things and going places is a bit much. You'd think that maybe there would be some sort of nervousness or something about being discovered or something. None at all that I could see. That's wonderful and great for me, I'm happy about that. But it’s all still “undercover,” so to speak, and you'd assume the parties would be extremely discreet, not openly running around everywhere together. Of course there is more to the story as Samantha and I are open with everything. But he doesn't know that.
They've been together sexually a couple of times since my last update. Both times were weekday visits to his house. Once they shared dinner together (she cooked for him) and the other time was an afternoon quickie. She had a few hours in between clients and he was free so she ran over to his house and they did the deed. It’s all very exciting for me to know and hear about, but it’s not like before the back injury. I've been in such a weird place recently and my sex drive is very low. I think it has to do with all the different pain meds and steroids I'm on, but I'm sure the general bad shape and agony I'm in is a huge part as well.
Oh, she did tell me that she gave him a blowjob to completion the night they had dinner together. They fucked the first time but after a bit of recovery she went down on him and blew him all the way, swallowing every "delicious drop." She told me this as I lay in bed and she reached out and stroked me a little trying to get me hard. I told her that sounded great and she asked would I like a little of what he got, but I just wasn't getting hard so I reluctantly passed. The idea was awesome but to be honest I felt a little embarrassed and scared I might not get hard and I just didn't feel like that kind of stress. The next day I woke up in a little less pain and really regretted not taking her up on the offer. The strange part is I got hard the next morning and ended up jacking off to the thought of what she told me, but turned down a fucking blowjob! I must be crazy!
She feels so sorry for me. I really am a shell of my former self right now. It won’t be this way much longer, but right now it's a fact. I can't do much of anything. But I've gotten to a point where I guess she's feeling a little more okay about going out and doing her own thing. She's out with him now and will be gone all day and probably into the early evening, so that's a good sign. I hate that I've been such a downer lately and made her feel the need to stay home to take care of me.
One more thing I should mention is “the L word.” We have talked about this a little and she admitted she does love him. She said it's not the same kind of love as she feels for me but it is love. She joked once that it was more lust than love, but ended up saying she does love him but not like she does me. I asked for a better explanation but she said she really couldn't explain it. She said her love for me is so complete and deep and she could never imagine life without me, but with him it's a combination of things. She said she loved him before all this started as a good and caring man who was always so sweet and helpful to her. But it's changed into something else since this started and she can't really explain it. She just says it's different. I asked if she told him she loved him or if he told her, and she said no, not in that way, not since this thing started. I told her that I was okay with her loving him "in that way" and I felt secure in her love for me. At the time she just smiled and kissed me saying "Good."
So they cabin shopped Sunday as you already know. Well she called me around 6:30 or so and checked in with me, making sure I was okay. They were at a restaurant half way between here and there and she stepped into the bathroom to call me. I told her I was fine and asked how the house hunting went. She told me they found a really nice place in his price range but he wasn't totally sure if it's what he wanted or not. She said she loved it and was trying to convince him he should get it. She said it was perfect in her opinion. Two stories, upper and lower decks overlooking the lake (which is beautiful she said), two hot tubs (one outdoor), just a fantastic place all around. Great for parties she said. Anyway I asked if the marriage charade was still intact and she laughed and said "Yeah." She said "I'll tell you all about it later." I laughed and told her I was looking forward to it. We chatted some more and she double checked if I was sure I was ok. I told her I was sure and she should take her time, have fun. I asked if she had other plans for the night and she giggled and said "Well I'm hoping Hubby will take me home and give me the Big One tonight!" I groaned a little hearing that as it instantly turned me on. She giggled again when she heard me groan. She asked if I liked that and I said "Oh, yeah, big time!" She told me she needed to get back before he started to worry and I said ok. I told her I loved her and before getting off the phone I added "I hope your hubby does give you the big one tonight." She giggled again and said "Me, too!"
So that left me extremely turned on. I actually felt like I might be up for something sexual when she got home but honestly I couldn't wait. I was really turned on and not feeling very much pain at that moment. I was hard so I went ahead and jacked off, hoping I would still feel IT when she got home. I jerked off thinking of them together all day, socializing as Man and Wife and her referring to him as "Hubby". It really pushed a button with me. One of those things I couldn't explain if you offered me a million dollars to try. It just excited me down very deep inside, thinking about that stuff. Anyway I had a tremendous fantasy session with that. Very satisfying climax. The bad news on all this is I guess after the climax and the euphoria faded I started feeling a lot of pain again. So a couple hours later I ended up taking a couple of Vicodin and my muscle relaxer and I passed out before she got home. I was pissed at myself in the morning but realized the pain would probably have started up again anyway and regardless of the jerking off, I probably still would have needed the meds. Well it still turns me on knowing they had sex, even if I wasn't a part of it later. I guess I should be thankful I felt good enough to jack off in the first place.
She told me about it all the next day though and it sounded very sexy. At dinner she told him she was ready to go home and get fucked. He seemed pleased to hear it she said so they sort of rushed though dinner to get to the "real dessert.” Once again she said he fucked her very forcefully (the way she seems to like it with him). She said she told him she was his slut while he was fucking her and that seemed to drive him on harder. Apparently he likes hearing that sort of stuff because that’s at least the third time she's done it, or told me about it anyway. They only fucked the one time but she said he lasted a long time, probably close to thirty minutes. All I could think of is what stamina he seems to have (for any age). I sure can't hold a candle to that, even when I'm healthy.
It’s now been nearly six months since my back issues, and those last six months have been our worst as a married couple by far. She never stopped caring for me but we were always so sexual with each other it caused a huge change in our relationship. I resented myself for this and then being all doped up on pain meds just caused me to withdraw more and more. This is something that seemed to really cause her to lose respect for me. But it seems to be behind us now mostly so I'm not complaining, just explaining.
Our sex life has changed a lot these past months and I do seriously wonder if and when we will ever go back to normal. I think it's doubtful but who knows. We currently aren't having intercourse anymore but recently I have started pleasing her orally again (Yay!!!) I will go into all this at a later date but right now I'll leave it at that.
You’re probably wondering about Samantha and my boss. Well, it wasn't all perfect for them either. Less than a month after my back issues started, they had a talk and my boss decided they should break things off. At the time he was feeling extremely guilty due to m
e being injured and (as far as he knew) in the dark about everything. It was just too much for him to deal with. Samantha came very close to telling him everything that night because she desperately wanted it to keep on keeping on. But she didn't, and so it ended.
She has never admitted it but I know she resented me for all this. Things were rolling along nearly perfect and then due to my condition it got all fucked up. Well, a few weeks after the break-up he started seeing another woman. She was a woman who apparently had been eying my boss ever since my mom passed away and had already made moves on him. Samantha didn’t know any of this at the time and she found it all out later. The woman was closer to my boss's age but still younger and very attractive. Sam was clearly upset and angry and jealous. She did her best to hide it but I know her well. The thing is I tried to comfort her best I could but like I explained earlier I really just didn't care at that point. I was throwing a massive self-pity party and honestly, as selfish as it is, I really only cared about my own problems and that drove us further apart.
After a while Sam couldn't take it anymore and she went to my boss and explained everything. We didn't discuss it beforehand and I was shocked when she told me everything but basically she couldn't stand it anymore and wanted him back. She told him everything for the most part. How I knew and accepted and even wanted them to be together. As you can imagine he had a hard time believing and understanding but apparently he did believe her in the end. I still have never talked to him about any of it (Samantha wants it that way).
So as all this played out they both came to realize they love each other and both want the relationship to continue on. She told him she loved him during that fight to win him back and he admitted he loved her too. That played a big part in him breaking things off because he was scared where this was going to lead things. She convinced him they could have their affair and it wouldn't have to break up her marriage. So about mid-October they started up again. I was getting better around this time but still pretty bad. I was still focused on myself mostly so the sharing/sexual relationship Samantha and I had changed . There were no more coming home and letting me kneel between her legs and worship nights. A lot of times I was already asleep when she got home. Other times she'd come home to find me watching TV, still drugged up. She'd sit and talk briefly with me, with no real mention of her night, then she'd slip off to bed alone. I forgot to mention I started sleeping in my recliner as it was the only place I could find any amount of comfort. I just started sleeping in bed again about a month ago.
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