As the light dims, and the natural is replaced with neon, the day turns to night and the shadows play across the moon, I take Katherine to my favorite beachfront restaurant and stare in awe at the magnificent woman across the table from me.
She leans on the table with her face in her hands and smiles sexily at me.
“You know, as assholes go you’re not so bad.”
I wink and lean forward so our faces are almost touching.
“I like to protect my asshole status with everything I’ve got. Don’t tell me I’ve failed and you’ve seen through the pretense.”
She smiles, and it takes every ounce of willpower I possess not to pull her from the restaurant and straight to my bed.
Her eyes have this dreamy faraway look in them and she sighs.
“You know, I always thought people lived like this. I just never thought it would be available to me.”
My heart tightens as I see the lost girl return. Reaching out I stroke her beautiful face and say softly, “Well, look around you, darlin’, because this is all yours forever if you want it.”
I see the brightness in her eyes and she shakes her head sadly. “You say that now but reality bites hard. This is all another game to you, Sam. You want me, I can tell, it’s in your eyes. But when the reality of life takes over, my past will become too big and too dark for you to live with. When you look at me you’ll see the whore I am and not a woman who deserves love. You’ll see Ryder behind my eyes and know I loved another before you. You’ll see images on repeat of the five men who brought us together and what I had to do to bring them down. Then you’ll see me for what I really am and probably always will be.”
Grabbing her hand, I raise it to my lips and kiss it tenderly. I see the lost woman inside looking back at me through fear shrouded eyes and I fix her with a hard look.
“Now listen up, darlin’, because I’m only saying this once. You don’t get to play the victim anymore because we’re so over that part of your life. What you did and how you did it doesn’t concern me because life’s all about circumstance. You fell into the life you led because you had no other choice. You don’t get to be the victim anymore because everyone deserves a fresh start, god only knows I needed one. You haven’t done half the fucked-up things I’ve done in my life and if you knew what they were you’d be running screaming into that fabulous sunset. I’m a killer, baby and that trumps whatever you’ve done a hundred times over. We’re two damaged souls desperate for a chance at normality. Let me save yours, darlin’ because I need you more than you need me. You’re my future, Katherine. I know it and if you allowed yourself to see past your past, you’d know it too.”
I watch as the tears splash onto my fingers and see her lip tremble. The eyes that now look at me burn with gratitude and love and my heart tightens and my balls throb with an urgent need. Impatiently, I motion the waitress over and say quickly, “I need the check, darlin’.”
I stare at Katherine's eyes with a hunger I no longer try to disguise.
I say darkly, “Enough talking. I’m gonna show you what you mean to me and then you’ll never doubt what we have again.”
I see the flame of passion ignite in her eyes and she bites her bottom lip nervously.
My dick starts raging and I wonder how obvious it will be as we walk from the restaurant. I laugh softly as she looks at me and raises her eyes.
I look down and she follows my eyes and grins wickedly. She whispers, “You’d better walk behind me, honey. That’s quite some package you’re showing.”
Then she winks and I see the relief in her eyes. She knows I want Katherine the woman, not Kitty the whore. Now it’s time to show her what that means.
We don’t hang around. Almost as soon as the key turns in the lock I pull her to me hard and kiss those lips that tremble under mine. I devour them with a hunger I’ve always had but never unleashed. I bite them, suck them and claim them as mine. She presses her body into mine and the fabric of our clothes becomes an irritant that needs to be dealt with.
As I tear the fabric from her, she does the same to me. We rip each other’s clothes in our urgent haste, all the time connected in a powerful kiss that drives an uncontrollable desire to my raging cock.
As I feel those soft curves under my hands, I think I’ll explode. I groan and fist her hair in my hands and grind her lips to mine. Then I pull her towards the bedroom like a man possessed and lower her gently to the bed.
Pulling back, I stare at her with lust-filled eyes and note the fire in hers. I trace the outline of her curves and feel her respond to my touch as her body shakes with need. Then I whisper, “I love you, Katherine Rogers. And now I’m gonna show you just how much.”
She gasps as my lips burn a trail down her throat towards those magnificent breasts. I groan as I take her hardened nipple in my mouth and roll my tongue around it. She arches towards me and I laugh softly. “We have all night, darlin’, and this will be the sweetest torture.”
She moans, “Oh my god, Sam, I can’t wait.”
I turn my attention to the other breast and take my time as I familiarize myself with the only body I ever want to touch again in my life. I love how she moans sexily under me and feel her desperation as she thrusts her body to mine. She reaches down and tries to pull me to her and I grab her hands and pull them over her head, grinning wickedly.
“Not yet, darlin’, I’m calling the shots now and I want to take my time and show you what it feels like when a man loves you.”
She groans as I carry my explorations further down her body. I kiss every part of her as she tries desperately to pull me to her. I feel the beat of her heart and the breath coming fast inside her as she tries to keep it together.
My cock is so hard it almost hurts and it throbs with an urgent need to be inside this amazing woman. But my head’s in charge now and I’m not rushing this because it needs to count.
I carry on kissing her until I reach my prize. She moans as my tongue finds the place she can’t hide from me. Coated in desire and ready to take what I have to give. My tongue samples the sweet nectar of a woman on the edge and she squirms under it as I lick the evidence of her arousal.
She groans as I take her clit into my mouth and suck gently and says with the desperation of a woman close to losing it, “For fuck’s sake, you’re the sadist here. Just stop torturing me.”
I laugh and shift back, pulling her on top of me. “Then you can return the favor, darlin’. She grins wickedly and lowers her lips to mine. She tastes herself on my lips and I feel my cock throb with an urgency I’ve never had before. She sits astride me and rubs my ache with her sex and I groan. Her eyes flash as she starts kissing a trail to my tortured dick and then she wraps those fuck me lips around the shaft and sucks like a woman possessed. She takes me deep and hard and now it’s my turn to plead. “Fuck me, baby, that feels so good.”
Then she takes my balls in her mouth and swirls them around and I swear I see the white light of heaven. Then she kisses her way up my body and traces the muscles on my chest as she hovers above me looking like an Angel. Our eyes connect as I wrap my hands around her waist and bring her home.
She gasps as I lower her onto my dick and I watch the ecstasy in her eyes as I fill her completely. We stare at each other with an understanding. She whispers, “Condom?”
I shake my head. “I’m clean and unless you know something I don’t then I’m guessing you are too. I want to feel every part of you with no barriers.”
She looks at me with a look that takes my breath away. I see the love enter her eyes as she sees the acceptance in mine. This woman knows I trust her with my life and my heart thumps as I see the whore stripped away from the woman behind her. Then I drive my dick home where it was always meant to be, and she rides it like a woman breaking a wild horse. She tames and takes ownership of a man used to playing the field. She controls a man who likes to be free and ruins him for anyone else - forever.
I stare into the eyes of a goddess as we ex
plore each other’s most intimate place.
My cock twitches inside a little piece of heaven and never wants to leave. Her breasts bounce in a sexy dance as she rides me like the cowgirl she wants to be. I watch in amazement at the way she bites her lips and closes her eyes as the feeling overtakes her. I see the flush creep across her beautiful face as the endorphins flood her body. Then I feel her clench and hold my dick as her body coats it in ecstasy and feel her shudder against me as she screams my name. Then I can’t hold back what was the inevitable conclusion. I burst into the woman I love and roar like a lion. I’m the king of the fucking world and this is my queen.
As the part of me fills her that I’ve never shared with anyone before I feel the difference. This isn’t sex, its love. I’ve never gone bareback before and now I have there’s no going back. Our desire joins together in wave upon wave of ecstasy and as she sinks down and lays her head on my chest, my arms wrap around the woman I love and I whisper, “Welcome home, baby.”
15
Katherine
I fall asleep on Sam’s chest like it’s my new home. His arms hold me tightly and I listen to his heart beating a steady rhythm. We don’t even move to clean up because neither one of us wants to disturb what we’ve created. We remain glued together as we come to terms with what just happened.
So that was what the storybooks describe. We didn’t fuck; we made love. I was like a virgin as I took him inside. No other man existed in my life before the one I allowed into my heart. He entered more than my body tonight. He fucked my mind, body and soul and drove the demons out. He’s my soldier, my warrior and the man I love and now I know I’m fucked in every way possible. I have to trust this man because he could shatter my heart in a much more devastating way than Ryder ever did. He showed me what it’s like to be really loved not just desired. How can I ever go back from this?
He rubs my shoulder and kisses the top of my head saying huskily, “What have you done to me, darlin’? I want you to know you’re the first woman I’ve ever come inside. I don’t want anyone else ever again. I want you to know that.”
His words caress the fear in me and drive it away. My heart beats with a new purpose and I kiss his chest and whisper, “I love you, Sam.”
I feel him tense and he shifts to look at me. He traces my mouth with his thumb and I see the dark desire in his eyes. He says huskily, “I love you, Katherine. Nothing else matters but that. I’m not letting you go now. The chains I will use to keep you here are not the physical kind. I want to chain you to me with love and care. I want to keep you safe and happy and bind you to me with hope and shared dreams. If you leave you take my heart with you. We’ll face this fucked-up life together, darlin’, no matter what it throws at us.”
Then he lowers his lips to mine and kisses me gently. This time he takes his time and his kiss is like the softest cloud and the warmest breeze. He nurtures and protects my swollen lips and bathes them in a haze of love and contentment. This is the sweetest kiss because it promises the world. It promises a future beyond the frantic need of before. It promises me his heart, and he’s right. Unlike the chains of my past, this is what will bind me to him forever.
This time we make love as two lovers who are secure in the knowledge it’s the beginning of the end. We have a lifetime to share and today is the birth of something special. Sam possesses me with love and feeling and as I feel him inside me again, it’s as if he has always been there. I hold him close and marvel at the way he fills not just my body but the whole of me.
Sam Carrington is the man-made in heaven for me and it’s taken our battered paths to unite two wounded souls forever. Our battle scars count for everything now because they are what brought us together.
We fall asleep as close together as two people could be. The sound of the ocean fills my mind as I slip away on a cloud of contentment. I never want to be anywhere else and for a few more days I can put all the shit back in Washington behind me. This is our time. We need this to make sense of the fucked-up situation we’ve found ourselves in.
When I wake, I see the sunlight streaming through the blinds and hear the sound of birds outside. I look across and smile as I see the sleeping man beside me. In the morning light, he looks magnificent. Every inch the hard-bastard SEAL that he was. Hard, toned abs and the broadest chest usually hidden under the suit of business and respectability. His tattoos tell of a hard life fought and won and the stubble on his face gives him a razor-sharp edge that makes the longing flood through me. His hair is spiky and rough and as my eyes travel south, I feel the excitement flooding me at the sight of his cock hard and ready to go again.
As I raise my eyes I see him watching me with a wicked gleam in his eyes. “Do you like what you see, darlin’?”
I roll my eyes. “You know I do but I’m going nowhere until I’ve had a shower first. You’re one dirty bastard, I’ll say that for you.”
Laughing, he grabs hold of me and tosses me over his shoulder. “Your wish is my command. I’ll scrub every inch of you until you shine inside.”
He slaps my ass as he carries me to the shower and I feel the desire taking hold of my mind once again.
As showers go, this is the best one ever.
He turns on the large jet and as it cascades down, he pushes me against the smooth, tiled wall and presses against me. He kisses me with the desperation of a man who has discovered a new drug and I give it back tenfold. Shower sex is every bit as good as bed sex and as he moves inside me I gasp with longing. This is harder and more brutal and so damn sexy I think I’ve lost my mind.
He lifts me so my legs wrap around his waist and as he drives inside the warm water caresses and soothes any pain away. He pounds into me mercilessly until I feel the ecstasy building in my core. He punishes my mouth and bites my lips hard as we come together in the most basic of ways. I scream his name as he possesses me and I cry tears of joy as I feel the love bursting through my soul.
Then as we stand together in the cascading water we just hold each other tightly and never want to let the other go.
We manage to drag ourselves out and go for a walk along the beach. I have to maintain contact with him because I can’t bear it when I don’t feel his hand in mine.
I love this. I love the place, the people and the beach. But above all, I love the man holding my hand so tenderly and yet so dominant in the bedroom. He sets my pulse racing and my heart fluttering with just one look from those piercing blue eyes. I’m not sure what I’ve done to deserve this happiness but I’m clinging to this feeling for dear life.
We spend the afternoon sunbathing on the beach and going for dips in the surf. I now have a new passion and it’s called the sea. I love the feeling of freedom it gives me and the raw power of it. Sam laughs as he sees the excitement in my eyes as we fool around in the waves. “You’re like a kid on Christmas.”
I grin and splash him. “Says you. You haven’t stopped smiling since we got here.”
He smirks. “Maybe because for the first time I have everything I want.”
I note the softness in his eyes as he looks at me and my heart pants with desire. Will I ever get enough of him?
I reach out and run my fingers down his broad chest. Just that one act alone is enough to send the heat to my core. He reaches for me and lifts my lips to his. I taste the salt on them and feel the power of the man holding me in his arms. He is fast becoming everything to me and I should be very worried right about now. None of this seems real and I can't quite shake the feeling that something’s going to go badly wrong. I mean, so far everything’s gone according to plan and has been way too easy. Two more to go and then we’re done. I wonder what will happen then?
Sam takes my hand and drags me back to the beach. As we lie on the sand, I look up at the sky and breathe in the fresh salty air. He pulls me close, and I lay with my head on his chest. Just for a moment we lie in silence and soak up the warm sun on our bodies. Then I say sadly, “Do we have to go back - ever?”
Sam kiss
es the top of my head and says softly. “Don’t worry about a thing, honey. I’ve got your back, you know that, don't you?”
I nod and sigh heavily. “Everything’s so perfect here. It’s just the two of us with no problems and no assholes to punish. What happens if things go wrong?”
Sam grips me just a little tighter.
“Nothing will go wrong. We get the job done and move on - together. When this is done you can choose anywhere you want to go and I’ll take you.”
I kiss his chest and sigh with contentment.
“Then we’ll come back here. This is everything I want in life right here on this sand.”
Turning to face him, I kiss him with all the love in my heart. Finally, I have someone to call my own and I won't let him down.
16
Katherine
All good things come to an end and it comes way sooner than I would have liked. We head back to Washington with only one thing on our mind. Finish the job.
Baxter meets us and smiles as he sees my hand firmly planted in Sam’s. He raises his eyes. “Good trip?”
I grin. “The best thanks, Jeremy.”
I giggle at the look on Sam’s face as he sees the familiarity we share. He shakes his head and pulls me into the back of the limo and claims my lips for about the thousandth time since we left. In fact, I don’t think my lips leave his for most of the journey.
As soon as we get back to the apartment, I sense the change in him. He shakes his head and looks at me with a pained expression.
“Sorry, darlin’, business is calling and I’ve got to pay the price of a couple days away. I’ll be working for the rest of the day.
I smile. “It’s fine. I’m sure I’ll find something to do.”
He pulls me close and whispers, “Move your things into my room. The guest room is no longer available to you. I want you in my bed and no other from now on.”
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