by Mills, L. C.
I felt the hanging rail dig into my back as he backed me against it. His hands gripped my waist as he lifted me to sit on the shelf, I wrapped my legs around his middle as he kissed down my neck.
“Making out in a closet, never done that before!” He panted as he unzipped my jacket and pushed it down so it fell into the shelf behind me.
My breathing was hitched as I pushed the zip down on his jacket, and then pushed it down his arms so he could shrug out of it. He shook his shoulders in a circle motion as it fell to the floor with a heavy thump.
I ran my hand over his chest, I could feel his toned muscles through his shirt as I pulled myself closer to him wrapping my legs around him tighter. I nibbled softy along his jaw line and then kissed his lips.
His tongue probed my mouth, as his hands ran down my sides.
I groaned and ran my hands down his arms.
I decided there and then I wanted him. Our bodies were betraying just how much we wanted each other.
“We can't Evan, not in here... Not for our first time together!”
I let my legs drop. I hoped I hadn’t been too forward.
He stepped back running his hand through his hair. He looked confused.
I knew he had said he’d wait for me to be ready and he wouldn’t have said that if he wasn’t, so I sucked it up and took the lead, figuring maybe he needed it spelling out.
“Then take me into your bedroom and make love to me because if I have to wait, I think my heart might give out on me!” I hopped down from the shelf. I wasn't meaning to be forward, but he wanted me just as much as I wanted him. I didn't see the point in waiting for what was going to happen anyway. I knew it, he knew it. We just had to work out a happy medium.
He looked at me with wide eyes and held his hand out to me. “Are you sure, you just put your shoes on!” He looked a little nervous.
“Cameron, I don't give a damn about my shoes! I just know my body wants you! I want you! I want us!” I took a shaky breath as I placed my hand in his confirming it.
He smiled as he took hold of my hand. “You set my soul on fire!”
He turned for the door that would lead us back out to his bedroom.
“And you mine!” I was nervous, but I wasn't nervous about giving myself to him because I knew he'd give himself equally.
chapter 14
He let go of my hand as we reached his bed and grabbed the duvet with both hands and in one fluid motion, he folded it back, exposing the mattress covered in a dark purple silk sheet.
My heart beat faster in my chest as I went to undo my shoe laces.
“Wait, let me!” He dropped down and slowly undid my laces one by one, he removed my shoes and smiled up at me. “Odd socks!”
I laughed. “Yeah, I don't ever worry about matching stuff!” I didn't and I grinned, wondering what he'd say about the fact I had mismatching underwear on.
“Let me undo yours!” I grinned as I bopped down as he stood up. I pulled at the laces and unwound the double knot he'd done. I took a shuddery breath as his fingers stroked my hair in a sweeping motion that I felt it all the way down there!
I forced myself to concentrate on working the laces out of the eyelets so he could slip his boots off. As I stood back up I deliberately brushed against him, the friction was glorious. I could feel his erection pressing into my hip.
He moaned. “Thank you.” He grinned as he kicked off his boots and stepped forwards me, stalking me.
“Do you want some music on?!” He stroked his hand through my hair. It had started to rain since we'd come in.
I didn't want any music on. “No thank you, just you, me and the sound of the rain is just fine!” I tiptoed and kissed his neck, trailing soft kisses down it.
He edged me towards the bed, and supported me as I laid back. I scooted over so I was pretty much in the center. I smiled as he knelt over me. His eyes sparkling at me.
I moaned as his lips meet my neck again. I arched my head into the pillows as his teeth softly grazed my neck.
His fingers brushed the skin of my stomach as he unbuttoned my blouse and ran his fingers inside, tracing over my bra.
I moaned and rolled my shoulders backwards in a circular motion trying to get it to fall down my arms but failed.
“A little help here?!” I grinned as I gave up and just let him remove it.
“I was enjoying the show!” He smirked as his hands pushed my blouse down my arms and then threw it to one side.
“Your skin is like fine silk!” His fingertips explored my back as he moved to unlatch my bra, he got it one go.
“That's pretty impressive!” I giggled.
He smiled proudly as his fingers removed my bra tracing softly down my arms, releasing my aching breasts.
“May I touch?!” He waited for me to give permission.
“You don't have to ask! It's fine.” I bit my lip as I took his hand and guided him to my breasts.
He breathed in as his fingers caressed my soft mounds. “I do have to ask, it's your body!”
I closed my eyes, his fingers softy pinched my nipple, making my whole body come out in goose bumps and I arched my hips up to meet his and felt his erection press into my hip.
“Jesus Evan.”
I moved my hands to undo my jeans, but he beat me to it.
“Please.” I looked up at him as his fingers undid my zip, and ran inside my jeans, pressing gently into my panties.
“You feel so wet already baby.” His fingers slipped the material of my panties over and dipped inside me, running along my cleft pressing against me.
I moaned and arched into his touch, feeling his fingers on me was all I'd imagined and more.
He moved to gently kiss me, his tongue dancing with mine as his fingers kept up a tantalizing rhythm inside me.
I arched my hips up again as I ran my hands up his muscular arms and rested them on his shoulders. His body erupted into goose bumps under my touch as he trailed the kiss from my mouth down my neck and over my collar bone gently sucking the skin into his mouth.
I took a breath. “Oh.”
“I'm going to take your jeans off now, and kiss down your legs!” He smirked as he moved back and started to pull my jeans down my body.
I arched my hips up helping him free them. He yanked them off and tossed them to one side. He picked up my right leg and kissed the inside of my ankle, I giggled.
“That tickles.”
My giggling turned to moans of wanton lust as he kissed all the way down to my thigh.
“Moon phase tattoos! Very nice, I rather like this one!” He grinned as he pressed his fingers into the full moon at the top inside of my leg.
I bit my lip and arched my back, my skin felt like it was on fire under his touch.
“Did that feel good?!” His fingers roamed my tattoo freely pressing into them.
“You know it does, please...” I wanted him so badly now.
“I see you didn't match your panties to your bra!” His fingers hooked either side of my panties.
“Life is too short to match stuff!” I grinned.
I reached down for his jeans and managed to undo his fly button.
He stopped still for a second as my fingers undid his zip. I took advantage of him being still and ran my hand inside his jeans. Cupping his now hard erection through the material of his boxers, I rubbed my palm over it making sure I cupped his balls too. He felt good in my hand.
“Fucking hell Evan, that feels wonderful.” He arched his head back and moaned somewhere deep in his throat.
“It's meant to feel that way, you want me to stop?!” I wasn't sure I should continue.
“Fuck no, baby.” He pushed himself into my hand, rolling his hips.
He’s fucking my hand. I grinned and ran my fingers into his happy trail.
“Sweet Jesus.” His eyes were wide and his lips parted.
I didn't want to push it too far so I removed my hands and pla
ced them either side of his hips and started to push down his jeans.
“You ignite me Evangeline.” His hands joined mine and I let him move back to kick off his jeans. I heard them fall to the floor with a thud.
“And you me.” And it was true, he did ignite me every way there was.
I licked my lips as I saw him come back, his body was lightly tanned and it defined his six pack on his chest. I automatically reached out to run my fingers into his sprinkling of chest hair.
He smiled as his fingers arched into the sides of my panties.
I moaned as his fingers left a trail of goose bumps all the way down my legs as he removed them, he sat back and admired the view as he tossed my panties to one side.
“You are glorious.” He repositioned himself so he pinned me to the mattress as he rubbed himself against me. The fabric of his boxer shorts perfectly pressing into me, rubbing against my hypersensitive clit. I pushed my hips up finding the friction almost unbearably good. All that separated him from me was his boxers.
“Oh please Cameron, please.” I didn't recognize my own voice it was so full of need for this glorious man that pressed his hips into mine.
I pulled him to me and kissed him hard. His tongue danced with mine, his hips pressing into me harder than before.
He pulled back from the kiss after a while and grinned. “Tell me what you want!” He moved back and started to remove his boxers releasing his impressive length.
I bit my lip, he was bigger than I'd expected and although I knew my body would take him I tried not to outright stare.
“I want you!” I breathed.
He smirked. “Where do you want me, baby tell me what you want!” His voice dropped to that husky tone that did things to me.
“Inside me, Cameron I want you inside me now.” I arched my hips up towards him trying to make contact.
“Then you shall have me inside you! I will touch places you've never had touched before.” He reached over me to his bedside table and pulled open the draw his hand bringing out a condom.
I watched as he brought the packet to his mouth and ripped it open.
Oh god that sound, I would never forget how that sounded.
He spat the corner out and I watched it flutter down. My eyes travelled back up to see his deft fingers rolling on the condom. I watched the veins in his arms become more defined as he sat back and ran his hand up and down his length.
“You want this?! All of this, huh baby?!” He arched his head back and moaned my name in such a way that made me bite my lip. I had never heard any man say my name so full of lust and sin and other things that made me clench just at the very sound of it.
Oh holy hell that is hot.
I nodded. “Oh yes, please.” I stopped myself from reaching out, I didn't know if he'd want me to touch him.
He repositioned himself and moved my legs apart, I wasn't used to having them that far apart, but it felt good as he used the broad head of his cock to stroke my cleft.
“Oh fuck.” I closed my eyes and arched my hips up making contact with him.
“Keep still baby.” He used his free hand to hold me down.
I wriggled under him. “I can't help it!” I protested.
“Are you ready?!” The tip of his cock pressed softy into the folds at the entrance to my sex.
“Yes, I am.” I adored that he asked, he cared enough to ask me if I was ready and I was.
“Okay, I'll be as gentle as I can, but you’re a tight little thing and I don't want to hurt you, if it hurts please tell me and I'll stop.”
I smiled lopsidedly. “I will do.” I knew I was going to be a tight fit.
He moved up the length of my body and used his hand to guide himself in, he then pushed himself in a little but not all the way.
I moaned as I felt him start to fill me up.
I ran my hands down his arms as he pushed against me again, this time I cried out feeling him enter me all the way.
He stilled his movement for a second. “Oh baby, you are so tight, are you okay?!” He dipped his head and kissed my forehead.
I ran my hands into his hair. “I'm all good, just getting used to feeling you.”
“I'm going to start moving now.”
“Okay.”
I breathed in as he started to move. First small experimental hip rolls that pushed him deeper inside.
Oh god. He felt so good.
I arched my hips up to meet his downwards thrusts, my body on autopilot.
He set up a rhythm of pulling almost all the way out before plunging right back into me again.
Out, in, out, in, out, in
I groaned and wrapped my legs around him, my feet crossing each other behind his perfect ass stopping him from pulling all the way out.
“Oh, you’re a greedy little thing, you like me buried deep inside, don't you?! You feel so good.”
I moaned as I squeezed his peachy ass as he pushed up.
“You feel pretty good too!” I ran my fingers back up his spine, gripping his shoulder blades.
His hand pushed my thigh up, giving him better leverage to roll his hips, he didn’t just pump his cock in and out of me like Sean did, no Cameron knew what he was doing, and he ground his hips, then rolled side to side, his mouth exploring my neck. This wasn’t about his pleasure this was about both of us.
“Fuck.” I moaned as his thrusts started to become erratic a fine mist of sweat formed on his forehead.
My legs started to stiffen as my body built under his.
“Come on baby, let me feel you.” His hand pushed my hip up higher.
I arched my back up, my body relaxed for a second before it stiffened again and the glorious ripples started to build deep inside me, my sex was contracting like mad as he thrust deeply inside me.
“Yes, oh fuck I can feel you squeezing me.” He dropped his head and buried it in my neck. “You are mine, all mine.” He growled huskily into my ear.
I moaned. “Yes, all yours.”
His words were my undoing as I felt myself release around him.
Our bodies glistened with sweat, my hands gripped his shoulders. His thrusts became erratic as he spilt himself inside me. I felt the hot rush and cried out his name as my fingers dug into his shoulders. But he wasn't done yet. He arched his hips and pushed against me again, rubbing his erection out inside me.
Oh god I can't, it's not possible.
My heart beat fast in my chest, making me feel giddy as my body started to build again.
“Oh yes Evan, yes, feel what you do to me. It’s all for you” He arched his head back and thrust hard against me.
“I can't.” I closed my eyes as I tried to find my release in his.
“Yes you can, come for me baby.” He groaned as he rolled his hips. “Show me what you got.”
I cried out his name as the pleasure rippled over me, my sex contracting like crazy, I wasn’t used to coming more than once and I could hardly breathe.
“Oh Evan I love you.” He collapsed against me spent.
I ran my hands into his damp hair and I dragged air into my lungs. “Hey, you.” I smiled as I stroked his floppy curls from his face. I admired his head against my breasts and committed it to memory as I held him against me, his skin was hot against mine.
“I love you Evan, oh god I love you.” His dark eyes glistened up at me.
I grinned at him stupidly.
We laid together a while as we both calmed our breathing down. Our bodies tangled together. I stroked my hand down his back.
“Thank you for being gentle with me!” He'd been so gentle yet so passionate with me, unlike Sean, who'd never really cared about if he was hurting me as long as he was getting pleasure.
He kissed my chest gently as he looked up at me. “I will always be gentle with you, it's always going to be you before me!”
I grinned up at him. “I just hope I'm enough for you! I mean I'm not massively experienced!
But I learn damn quickly!” I wasn't ashamed to tell him that.
He sighed. “I don't care how experienced you are, we are with each other for more than the sex! Making love to you was like nothing I've ever experienced! I've never loved someone I've had sex with before and it made a difference! I can teach you everything else, I quite like that I can nurture you!” He moved slowly as he pulled out of me and laid next to me.
I took the opportunity to stretch my arms as I sat up and linked my fingers together as I stretched them above my head, pulling my back up with it. If felt good to stretch my muscles out.
“I look forward to you nurturing me! If I'm honest, aside from, you know you're the only other man I've been with!” I blushed a little.
He ran his hand up my spine. I arched my back like a cat into his touch.
“I look forward to finding out what makes you tick! Trust me, I will find out!” I could almost hear the grin in his voice.
I sighed contented as I glanced around his room. I felt at home here.
His fingers brushed my hair over my shoulder and I tried to push it back over I didn't want him to see my burn. I didn't want to have to explain how I'd got it.
“Why did you just stop me from seeing your scar? You shouldn't be ashamed, it's part of you!” He sat up.
I sighed. “I wish it wasn't! It's not a scar, it's a burn!”
He moved my hair again and I don't stop him this time. My heart beat a little funny in my chest.
“How the fuck did you get a burn like that!?” He stroked his hand over it.
I hugged my knees wondering if I should tell the truth. I lifted my head and looked out of the window, it was a beautiful view of the tree tops and the London skyline.
“Please tell me, also I know a plastic surgeon that could reduce that, if you wanted it to be that is!”
I sighed. “My Dad said the same! Offered to pay but I guess it's a reminder to never let Sean back into my life!”
Cameron went silent and when he did speak again, he sounded restrained. “Are you telling me that Sean did that to you?! “
I nodded. “Yes he did! We were all drunk, we'd all literally been drinking until we couldn't fill cups anymore and I fell asleep when the boys went for pizza leaving me with Sean, he said he'd tried to wake me up cause he was lonely and he couldn't wake me up so he decided he'd have a smoke, kinda set my jumper on fire when he passed out and dropped his cigarette on me. I don't really recall much aside from Danny throwing water at me and then pulling me out of bed! He saved me! Sean slept through the whole thing! After that I just knew I had to get away from him! It wasn't the first time he'd put me in hospital. My Dad packed up my stuff and shortly after that I came to the UK!” I sighed even remembering the whole hospital trip gave me mild anxiety.