by Mills, L. C.
“You’re daring me, and you know I will follow through on a dare so unless you actually want me to fuck you right now, I would stop.”
I definitely did want him to take me back to bed, he wasn't the only one that could instigate sex so I stepped back from him and slowly pulled the T-shirt off over my head then turned around and walked back over to the bed. “I'll take the fucking me right now I think.” I licked my lips as I laid back down on the bed.
His eyes were serious as he stalked over to me. “Hmm, what way shall I have you?!” He tilted his head to one side as he crawled up my body, leaving a trail of hot kisses from my navel up between my breasts.
I moaned, arching my hips up to brush his.
“Maybe just use my mouth... Make you come that way?! Shall I do that?!”
I sucked a breath in, I hadn't expected that. “Oh god yes.” I had been left hanging last time, I prayed for no interruptions.
“I think I'll enjoy making you come with my mouth! Then I'm going to fuck you in the shower! Oh, Evangeline you are topping from the bottom and I actually don't mind!”
“I don't know what that means, but I'm down for all the listed above in your previous statement!” I grinned at him, I didn't care how he worded it, fucking, making love, whatever it was just semantics all words meant the same thing, well they did as far as we were concerned because Cameron was an expert at this and I had to play him at his game sometimes.
He arched his head back and moaned throatily. “Oh god I love you!” His eyes sparkled at me.
I grinned up at him. “I know! And I you!” I arched my hips and closed my eyes.
“Scoot further back, I'm gonna need access between your legs! I'll start by removing your panties!” His ran his hand over my panties. “Which are wet for me already!”
I moaned and clenched against his touch. I couldn't help it, he made me wet just by talking to me.
“Lift your hips for me.” His fingers skimmed my thighs as he hooked them into my panties and started to pull them down. I did as he said, and lifted my hips for him so he could get them down.
He rolled them all the way down to my ankles and then removed them leg by leg and pressed them to his face.
I gasped, seeing him sniffing my panties and momentarily blushed embarrassed.
“Don't be so bashful! You smell wonderful!” His eyes were full of carnal lust and I knew my eyes reflected his need for me, for us.
“I'll start off at your inner thigh and work my way in, if you want me to stop at any time use the word WHITE and I will stop for a while to let you get your breath, if however you have reached your threshold of what you can absorb please use the word BLACK and I will stop at once and we won't do it again. Do you understand I am teaching you safe words because you might say stop, but won't mean it, and I won't know if I am hurting you or not, also you've never done this before and it can be quite intense.” He studied me, his face serious.
I nodded. “I understand the usage of safe words.”
He smiled and trailed soft open mouth kissed down my navel.
“What are they Evan?! I need to know you have them in your mind.”
I breathed. “White for a break and black to stop.”
He smiled his glorious smile at me and I melted.
“Good girl Evangeline, now I shall start!”
I lifted my head to watch him, his mouth moved all the way down past my navel.
“Open your legs for me.” He moved further back and I did what he asked.
He studied me for a few seconds, then moved so his head was between my legs.
I sucked in a breath as he blew softly against my sex, it throbbed in anticipation. He held my left leg open a little wider than the other one and kissed, sucked and nipped all the way down my inner thigh until he reached my soft spot.
I let myself relax as my head fell back into the duvet. His lips moved to kiss over my soft curls and I moaned.
“Has anyone ever kissed you here?!”
I licked my lips. “No, you're the first.”
“I like that I’m the first.” His voice was husky.
Oh my god.
I felt his tongue flick over my entrance to my sex and yelped, it felt wet and cold, but it sent delicious shivers through my whole body.
He started a routine of flicking his tongue long over my sex and all the way along my cleft stopping short of my clit.
I curled my toes as I moaned.
He changed the shape of his tongue as it ran the length of my cleft, once, twice, three times licking and stroking me with it, every time I moaned and grabbed a hand full of bed sheets.
The fourth flick he circled my clit.
“Fuck...” My breathing was laboured as I fisted his hair. I was finding it hard to process all the sensations, but I didn't want him to stop.
He curled his tongue and licked all the way from my entrance to my clit and I arched my hips, unable to keep still. My legs started to stiffen.
His left hand splayed out over my stomach. “Keep still!”
I groaned and lowered my hips a little. “Not fair.”
He blew cool air against my sensitive clit and I managed to keep my hips still for him.
“Oh please, please.” My hands were still in his hair, I needed release.
He hoisted my leg over his shoulder and yanked me down nearer to him as his tongue flicked repeatedly over my enlarged clit.
“Fuck, yes baby... Oh my god Cameron.” I closed my eyes as my sex started to contract as my clit became over stimulated.
“That's it, let it happen baby.” His tone was soft and encouraging.
My legs stiffened as a calmness washed over my body for a nanosecond before everything spiked, my body arching into him, I could feel his tongue tracing a figure of 8 around my sex.
I came in a hot rush, crying his name out. He didn't stop like I expected him to though, instead he carried on flicking his tongue, softly over my clit.
“Fuck... Cameron.” I fisted my hands into his hair again, arching my hips up.
He pulled back for a second his eyes searing me, as I let go of his hair.
“I can't wait for the shower, I've gotta take you now, before I blow my load, Jesus Evan, you have given me the most painful erection I've had in a while.”
He disarmed me with his honesty, I knew he suffered from painful erections sometimes, but I had expected a few minutes rest between him going down on me and the sex but his he needed me and I wasn’t going to let him down.
He moved away a second and kicked off his sweatpants, he sucked a breath through his teeth as he came back to hover over me, I glanced down his length and he wasn't wrong, his cock was thick and throbbing, I bit my lip, I wanted to touch him so badly.
“I just need to bury myself inside you. Please...” He gritted his teeth and it occurred to me he was exerting a lot of control over his body to stop himself from coming from sensation alone.
His mouth made contact with mine as he plunged inside me, my cry disappeared into his mouth and I blinked as I tasted myself on his tongue. It was kinda salty.
He didn't still himself like normal instead he rolled his hips into me, he supported his weight on his elbows and pinned me to the mattress, dominating me entirely.
I wrapped my legs around him, my feet just above his backside. He groaned as I rolled my hips to meet his, we flowed perfectly in synch with each other until he dropped his head and buried it in my neck, my hands slipped down his back, my fingertips damp with perspiration. My body started to build with his, his thrusts became erratic. I could hardly breathe now.
“Fuck, Evan...” He exploded into me, his heat tipping me over as I came against him, then collapsed into the bed, utterly spent.
He rubbed his erection out deep inside me, whispering romantic, sinful things into my ear.
I reached a hand up and stroked his damp hair as he collapsed, his head in the crook of my neck. We were both panting
.
“That's the best morning sex I've ever had.” I grinned as I softly stroked his hair, I loved this part the best, when he was happy and spent, my man was laying on top of me, still buried in me and I loved how we felt.
“I adore your fingers in my hair, Miss Watson you are fucking wonderful!” His voice was muffled into my neck.
I smoothed his hair. “What does topping from the bottom actually mean?!” It was annoying me that I didn't know.
“It's not important, it's not a bad thing, please don't worry! I adore when you top from the bottom.” He kissed my neck.
I let a breath go. I would just google it later on, I wouldn't press him for answers not while he was being so tender. “Okay. Can I have a drink? You're very warm!”
He grinned as he moved back to pull out of me.
“Oh.” I breathed out, I always felt empty when he pulled out like that. He handed me a glass as I sat up.
I drank half of it down, letting it quench my fire. “Oh wow that was so good.”
He took the glass and drank the second half. “Let's go for that shower! I think we could both do with one.” He grinned at me.
I really hoped this, wouldn't he round three. “Just for a shower, right?!”
He chuckled. “Yes, darling, don't worry, I promise I won't jump you again!”
I giggled. “It's cool, I enjoyed before by the way, well the whole thing was mind blowing.”
He smirked. “Let me carry you to the shower! You were wonderful.”
I frowned. “Why do you want to carry me?!” I shifted to the end of the bed. Last night I had been in his lap so I'd not said anything.
He reached down and lifted me like I weighed nothing, I put my arm around his neck for support.
“Because I like to, and because I want to take care of you! It's my job as a top to make sure you're okay after.” He went silent. “Shit, sorry.”
It dawned on me he would have carried the other 7 around like this. “You said you didn't like being touched.” I was a little confused and slightly insulted, he'd referred to himself as my top.
“So you're my top now is there even a difference between that and a dominant?!”
“No, I'm your boyfriend, but what we just did you look tired and I just wanted to make sure I looked after you. Tops or even Dominants have to make sure their bottom or submissive is taken care of! Baby, you are my first real girlfriend so I'm still learning to use different terminology, I am sorry.”
“They still would have had to touch you though!” That's what I didn't understand.
He sighed as he reached the bathroom. “I never liked them touching me when I took care of them but I tolerated it! Let me assure you I've never lost myself in them like I do you! Don't let thoughts of my previous life mess things up for us. We both have pasts! I don't like the idea of Sean touching you either.”
I sighed. I guess the bottom line was that I was a little jealous, but I tried not to let it get to me. “It's okay.” I grinned at him as he put me down on my feet.
His fingers traced my face. “Don't be jealous! I am in love with you and that's what matters! You okay to share a shower?!” He searched my face with concerned eyes.
“I can't help it! I've had one previous boyfriend and you've had all these kinky relationships with other women and I've got nothing to base my experience on, but yeah I'm okay to share a shower! And I know you love me, I do love you too, just be patient with me.”
chapter 35
An hour later and I was standing in the lift room with Cameron, he was dressed in a very nice charcoal gray suit with his briefcase.
“Jones will come back after he drops me at work and bring you to Ballard House for 1pm! He will have your ID for security and the lifts, travel to floor 22 and my PA will meet you and bring you to me! We shall have lunch there before we go shopping! You okay with that?!” He pressed the button for the lift.
“Yeah, that's fine, I'm excited to see what your building looks like! Have a good morning at work!” I grinned and stepped forward and kissed him softly.
He grinned as the lift doors slid open. “I will do! And I am also excited for you to see it! See you later darling!” He kissed me back then stepped back into the lift.
I leant against the table and blew him a kiss as the lift doors closed. I watched for a few seconds as the lift started to travel down before turning around and walking back out. I had work to do, Cameron had set up my laptop in the library room so that's where I headed.
Two hours later and the clock stuck 11.00am, I was all done with my work emails so I closed down the laptop, I had hoped I'd maybe have an email from Jess but there wasn't any. I glanced outside and decided to spend the last hour or so sunbathing on the balcony in Cameron's room. I wondered where he kept the sun lotion, but figured Jones would know so I walked down the corridor to his office and gently knocked. A few moments later I heard him call. “Come in Miss Watson!”
I pushed open the door and walked in, I'd never seen his office before. It was fairly basic, cream walls with a flank of heavy looking filling cabinets and CCTV screens above that, his desk was in the middle of the room with him sat behind.
“How can I help Miss Watson?!” He smiled kindly.
Oh my god every room in the apartment has CCTV cameras, how have I not noticed them?! I was suddenly embarrassed.
“Oh, uh, I was wondering if Cameron has any sun lotion I was gonna go sunbathing on his balcony, but I burn really fast in this kinda sun!”
He smiled. “Ah, of course, I'll fetch you some, what SPF would you like?! I would recommend at least SPF 30.” He got up from his desk.
“Oh the highest you have please!” I followed him back out into the hallway and back into the park side, where he stopped and pressed a panel in the wall, it slid open revealing a large storage area, with various products in. He rummaged around for a few moments and pulled out a bottle and held it out to me. “SPF 70! Re-spray every 80 minutes to avoid being burnt! And forgive me for saying this, but Mr. Ballard wouldn't like you to over expose yourself, not that you would of course.” He slid the door shut and I stood with my mouth open.
“Oh wow... Yeah, I'm not about sunbathe topless Jones you can relax!” I chuckled.
He grinned. “Ah, good, well I'll see you again later, you okay to go at 12.15?! It takes a while to drive in heavy traffic!”
I nodded. “Sure thing and thanks for this!” I waved the bottle.
“You are welcome Miss Watson!”
I sighed. “Please call me Evan! Miss Watson is so formal!”
He smiled kindly at me. “I would prefer Miss Watson but thank you!”
I frowned. “If that's what you feel comfortable with.” I was sure it was something he had always done, so I would respect that. I walked back into Cameron's room and headed for the balcony. I sprayed the sun lotion on all my exposed skin and put my sunglasses on.
I made myself comfortable on the lounger Cameron had been laying on. I glanced at my legs in my denim shorts and grabbed my phone from my pocket and took a photo and uploaded it to Instagram.
Legs or hotdogs... No hotdogs that pale anywhere... #summer #finally #hot #london #palelife #Sunbathing #naked #notactuallynaked
I put my phone down and laid back enjoying the feel of the Suns warmth on my skin. I was just drifting off into a daydream when my phone beeped and vibrated next to me. I glanced down at it, saw a text from Cameron.
Those legs! I hope you have sun lotion on and aren't over exposed! Also, they look nothing like hot dogs! What's that about?! X CB.
I snorted with laughter, I would have to inform him of the wonder that was hotdogs or legs! I typed a reply.
SPF70 was supplied by Jones and yes, I'm completely naked! Rather nice breeze from up here! Especially since that helicopter keeps flying past! X
I started laughing at my joke, why would he think I'd strip off to sunbathe?! He'd seen me naked, he must have realised I was pale
aside from my arms, legs and face! My phone rang a few minutes later. I sighed and picked it up, it was Cameron.
“Was that a joke?!” He was being restrained.
I sighed. “Yes of course it was! As if I'd actually be out here butt naked! Especially after the safety lecture from Jones! I have shorts on as you saw this morning!”
He let a breath go. “I know you are prone to sarcasm and its part of why I love you, but over text I never know if you're being serious! I never want anyone to see what I see! That glorious view is for my eyes only!”
I rolled my eyes. “Trust me only you will ever get to see me naked as the day I was born! I was just playing with you is all! So you not hard at work?!” I checked my watch I had a little time as yet.
He laughed. “Oh, I've been working my staff hard, and I'm now back in my office waiting for a few things to print and then of course I get to see you! I've ordered us a light lunch due to the heat, a tuna and sweetcorn pasta salad I knew you'd eat that.”
It sounded so good it made my tummy rumble. “Oh, that sounds fantastic! I am looking forward to seeing your place of work! I've emailed my songs off now so at least that's something off my mind.”
“Yes, so I see! Well, I'd better go, I've got to sign some things before you arrive, see you later darling.”
I grinned. “See you later, love you.”
I heard him chuckle. “I love you too!”
He cut the call and I got up. I wanted to get my stuff ready so I would be on time to leave. I wondered where he would take me for the dress?! I headed for the walk in closet and stood and looked at the shoes, wondering if I should change, but it was hot and I didn't want to wear a skirt or jeans so he'd just have to suck it up, he'd bought them after all. I pulled the purple sparkly creepers out and pulled them on doing them up before grabbing a light denim jacket, it was far too plain for my liking I'd have to get some patches and badges and customize it. I’d not had time to finish the one I’d shoved in my backpack.