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by Consantine P Cavafy


  the further we get from Greece

  weren’t you happy too? Is it worth it to kid ourselves?

  That, I’m sure, would not be consistent with being “Greeks.”

  Let’s admit the truth now.

  We are Greeks—what else are we?

  But with Asian inclinations and feelings,

  but with inclinations and feelings

  sometimes foreign to “Greeks.”

  It does not suit, Hermippos,

  philosophers like us

  to behave like our kinglets

  (remember how we laughed at them

  when they paid visits to our schools).

  Underneath those showily

  Hellenized and—what a word—Macedonian exteriors

  a little bit of Arabia peeks out,

  a little bit of Persia not quite contained

  and with what laughable connivances

  the poor souls strive to keep that from being spotted.

  No, no, that doesn’t suit us.

  Such little pretensions do not work for Greeks like us.

  The Syrian and Egyptian blood

  that flows in our veins is not to be ashamed of.

  It’s to be held in honor and flaunted.

  The Saving of Julian (unfinished)

  When raging soldiers had killed

  the perished Constantine’s kin

  finally even a little child, six years old,

  Caesar’s son, Julius Constantine’s,

  was at risk from their awful frenzy.

  Christian priests were compassionate.

  They found him and took him to asylum

  in the church and saved him there,

  the six-year old Julian.

  Except in addition one must say

  our information is from a Christian source:

  It is wholly unlikely to be true—

  although there is nothing surprising as history,

  Christian priests saving an innocent Christian child.

  If it is true would the very philosophical

  Augustus say about it

  “Let it be forgotten, that darkness.”

  Symeon

  I know them, yes, his new poems

  Beirut is enthralled

  Some other day I shall study them

  I cannot today: I am troubled somehow.

  “More Greek learning than Libanios,” surely!

  But “better than Meleager,” I don’t think.

  Ah, Mevi, what of Libanios? Books?

  Trivialities? I was, Mevi, yesterday—

  Chance brought it about—under Symeon’s column.

  I was packed in with Christians

  who worshiped and prayed in silence

  and knelt—except that I, not being Christian,

  did not have their spiritual calm—

  and I shook all over and suffered

  and I shivered with alarm and I hurt.

  Ah, do not smile. Thirty-five years, just think—

  winter, summer, night and day, thirty-five

  years on that column he stays alive and testifies.

  Before we were born—I am twenty-nine years old—

  You, I’m sure, are younger than me—

  Before we were born, just imagine

  Symeon went up on that column

  And lives there from that time on in front of his God.

  I don’t have a head for work today—

  except this, Mevi, nicer for you to tell them:

  that (whatever the rest of the wise men say)

  I do accept Lamon as Syria’s principal poet.

  That Way

  In this shameful photograph, secretly sold

  on the street—police mustn’t see—

  in this whorish photograph

  how did there come to be such a face,

  face from a dream? How do you come to be here?

  Who knows what a cheap life-for-sale you live,

  what would have been the repulsive surroundings

  when you posed for them to take your picture,

  what sort of soul would you have?

  But for all that and more, for me you remain

  face from a dream, its beauty

  shaped and dedicated to Hellenes’ pleasure.

  That is the way you remain for me, and what my poem says you are.

  “The Rest I Shall Tell Them Below in the House of Hades”

  “This line,” the proconsul said, closing his book, “in fact

  is beautiful and altogether right.

  Profoundly philosophical, Sophocles wrote it.

  How many things we shall say over there. How many things we shall say.

  And how different we shall look.

  These things that we carry like sleepless guards,

  blows and secrets we keep inside

  in a hard struggle day to day

  there we shall tell them free and clean.”

  “Add,” said the sophist half-smiling,

  “if over there they say such things, if they care.”

 

 

 


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