“I think I’m feeling better—my leg is better,” Jimmy said after a while. She thought he might be lying, but she nodded. He said, “All we need is one good break. Get out in the open country and run. Some of that country down there, it’s almost empty. That’s what my old man said. He drove down to Texas once, and he said it’s mostly empty. That’s what we need.”
“Okay,” she said.
“We’ll be set for life, starting with that money,” Jimmy said. “We might have to cross the border, you know, until this all blows over. Don’t think we could come back here.”
“I don’t want to come back here,” she said. The bitterness of the place almost choked her. “Nothing ever good has happened here. If we get down south . . . get a place to live. You know, you could grow a beard, I could do up my hair different.”
“You’re not gonna be able to make yourself less pretty,” Jimmy said.
He startled her with that. She didn’t say anything right away, but then said, fishing for a little more, “Oh, I’m not really that pretty.”
“Yeah, you are,” he said.
They sat and he smoked and she eventually said, “I’d like a daughter. I mean, I’d like a couple of boys, for sure, but I’d like a daughter. I know a lot of shit that I could teach her. You could teach the boys.”
“I’d do that. Teach them to hunt,” Jimmy said.
“I could teach the girls how to take care of the house,” Becky said. “And cook. We could get some cookbooks. My mom, she couldn’t cook, and didn’t care. I ate so much macaroni and cheese it makes me sick when I smell it. And fish sticks. Man, I hate fish sticks.”
Jimmy giggled, and after a moment, said, “I know where you’re coming from. Macaroni and cheese. You know what makes me sick? Those little fuckin’ slippery shells with tomato sauce and mushrooms. I must’ve ate about fifty gallons of those things. My old man could eat that shit morning, noon, and night. Christ, you go into my house, that’s all you could smell. Those little fuckin’ shells.”
• • •
THEY TALKED ABOUT food for a while, and then Becky found a couple of Snickers candy bars and they shared them, and then Jimmy asked, “You think we oughta get married?”
She stopped chewing for a moment, startled again, then swallowed. “You askin’ me?”
“Well, yeah. I guess.”
“Well, okay. Yeah, I’d marry you.” And she laughed, and then clapped her hands. “I thought maybe nobody would ever ask me.”
“You’re so pretty, somebody was going to ask you. For sure. Lots of guys.”
“Jimmy . . .” She moved closer to him and kissed him on the lips, and tried not to think about the porno films back at the old man’s house. He kissed her back—and tried not to think about the porno films.
• • •
“I SHOULDN’T HAVE took that job, killing Ag Murphy,” Jimmy said. “That kinda fucked me up in the head for a while, you know? It felt . . . pretty good. First time I ever felt that good, and then, you know, shooting that Negro. Just felt it right down to my balls. It was like I couldn’t stop. . . . But if I didn’t take that job, we wouldn’t be here.”
“You did all right,” Becky said. “We wouldn’t be here—we’d still be on the street, and starving to death. There wasn’t anybody going to save us from that.”
“Yeah, that might be right,” he said. “You got another cigarette?”
She said, “When we get married, I don’t think we should do it in a church. I don’t think we should make any big deal out of it, you know? Maybe we should just go to some guy down in Texas, or Mexico, you know, and just dress in regular clothes, and do it. If you do it in a church, they put your pictures in the newspaper.”
“We’ll have to think about that,” Jimmy said.
• • •
HE WAS SMOKING the second cigarette when she heard the sound of somebody sneaking up on them. She whispered, “You hear that?”
He listened, heard the rustling in the brush. “Yeah. You got the gun?”
“Got three of them now,” she said. She found the pistol under the seat, then whispered, “Where are they?”
“Sounds like they’re in front of us,” he whispered back.
“What do you think?”
“If it’s the cops, then they know we’re here,” he said.
“How?”
“Maybe the helicopter?”
She listened, then whispered, “Right in front of us.”
There was a metallic scratching sound, and she said, “I gotta look,” and hit the headlight switch. A twenty-pound raccoon was sitting on the hood of the truck, caught flat-footed, looked at them for a second or two, then dove over the side, the big striped tail bushed out like a chimney broom. She switched the lights off, and they both started giggling.
Becky laughed until tears came, and she said, “That was so funny. I was so scared, I almost wet my pants.”
That started them laughing again.
• • •
THE TRUCK GOT COLD. Jimmy slipped back to sleep when they stopped talking, and she made sure he was completely wrapped with blankets, then wrapped herself in the remaining blanket and tried to go to sleep. It was not easy, sitting mostly upright, but the night was quiet, and she dozed.
When she woke, she was freezing, blanket or no blanket. Jimmy was still asleep. She was so cold that she decided to turn the engine on and use the heater; she did it, and ten minutes later, the truck was warm again.
She slept off and on for the rest of the night, sat up when she realized that she could see tree trunks. Dawn. Jimmy had said that they should leave while it was still dark, but it was too late for that. She wasn’t sure she could take another day in the truck—they had water, but not much in the way of food.
She turned to Jimmy, and shook his shoulder: “Jimmy. Wake up. We gotta talk.”
Jimmy didn’t wake up. She shook him harder, and his shoulders rolled back and forth, but he didn’t wake up. She cried, “Jimmy. Jimmy. Wake up, Jimmy.”
When he still didn’t wake, she peeled the blanket off him and looked at the bandage on his leg. The bandage was dry, but long, fiery-red tendrils of infection snaked out from under the bandage and up and down his leg, which was swollen to half-again its normal size.
She said, “Jimmy? Jimmy? Oh my God, Jimmy, are you dead or alive?”
22
VIRGIL WENT TO BED EARLY, because he could. He hadn’t gotten a full night’s sleep for a while, and was starting to feel stupid. He slept like a dead man for the first part of the night, but at five o’clock his eyes popped open, and he was wide awake.
He didn’t want to be—a couple more hours of sleep wouldn’t hurt at all, but his mind was moving and he couldn’t get back. He tried a couple of sexual fantasies about Sally, but they didn’t catch fire, so he spent some time thinking about God, and why he made people like Jimmy Sharp and Becky Welsh.
What part could they have in God’s plan? Were they simply put here to kill people at random, because, for some people, people needed to be killed at random?
A mystery. He remembered a bumper sticker he’d seen in St. Paul that said: “Remember: Half the People Are Below Average.” That, he thought, was probably the key to Jimmy Sharp and Becky Welsh.
They were below average, and God had made them that way. There was no way that they were ever going to be anything but that; they could watch all the above-average people they wanted, on television, driving around in big cars and making enormous amounts of money out of nothing . . . or just working at the post office, or going to trade school to be plumbers or carpenters. They’d never be able to do that. They were condemned from birth to a life of hard times and trouble.
If people were to tell the truth about Becky, her only route to a condition even resembling prosperity wo
uld be to sell herself for sex. That was all she had. The problem with that, morality aside, was that she probably wasn’t bright enough to make the most of selling herself.
As for Jimmy—Jimmy had no chance at all. Abused as a child, neglected in school, he probably couldn’t drive a nail. Or generate the ambition to do it.
Virgil rolled around for a while, thinking about it, blessed his parents for their genes. He was almost back to sleep when the phone rang, its screen popping to life, a brilliant white rectangle in the dark.
• • •
THE DUTY OFFICER was stressed: “Got Becky Welsh for you, calling on a cell phone that’s registered to David Gates. We’re trying to track it.”
Virgil sat up, dropped his feet to the floor, so he could think: “Put her on.”
Becky came up. “Hello? Is anybody there? Hello . . .”
“Becky, this is Virgil. Are you okay?”
She was crying. “Aw, God, I think Jimmy is dying. He’s got big red streaks coming out of his leg.”
“You gotta come in. He needs a hospital, really quick. If he’s got red streaks, he could lose his leg . . . or die. Where are you?”
“I don’t know, exactly. In a woods. I want to quit. I want to come in, and make people stop chasing us. I gotta get Jimmy in . . .”
“Do you know about where you are?” Virgil asked.
She said, “I know where that town is . . . the town with the gas station I was at. I’m down where you were looking yesterday, not too far, but kinda far, from that old man’s house.”
Virgil: “If you can get to Arcadia, I can meet you at the gas station. I can get an ambulance. We might have to take him to the Cities in a helicopter.”
“Okay . . . okay. Don’t shoot us,” Becky said.
“We won’t. I will be in Arcadia in a half hour. Can you get there by then?”
“I have to take a bunch of shit off the truck. . . . We have a bunch of shit on the truck so the helicopters can’t see us.”
“This is Mr. Gates’s truck? A red Dodge?” Virgil asked.
“I think so . . . yeah, it’s the old man’s truck. The last one we took,” she said.
“Becky: you’ve got to carry through with this. Meet me in a half hour at the gas station. It’s the only way you can save Jimmy’s life.”
She started weeping again, and said, “Oh, God . . .” and then she was gone.
The duty officer came back and Virgil asked, “Did we get her?”
“I doubt we can get close to her. The GPS needs tracking satellites, and that takes a few minutes. We can see what phone tower she’s closest to, but out there in the countryside, that’s not going to give us much.”
“All right, but see what you can get,” Virgil said. “I’m going. I’m going.”
“Take care.”
• • •
VIRGIL GOT INTO his jeans and boots, pulled on a shirt and his jean jacket, got his gun, and went out the door, ran down the hall, and pounded on Shrake’s door. Shrake came to the door wearing a T-shirt and boxer shorts, and asked, “Where are they?”
“Arcadia. Becky’s meeting me there in half an hour. Get Jenkins and get moving.”
“You gonna call Duke? Might be sort of a diplomatic problem if you don’t.”
“Yeah, I’ll call him. . . . Fast as you can.”
Virgil hurried on, punched up Duke’s cell phone, and was instantly kicked over to an answering service. Phone was turned off. He called the Bare County sheriff’s office on the way to his truck, nearly running into a light pole as he jogged along looking at the cell phone, dodged it at the last minute, and when a deputy came up, he identified himself: “I need Duke’s home phone, right now.”
He got the number as he fired up his truck. He punched the number in, and a moment later a groggy-sounding woman answered the phone: “Hello?”
“Miz Duke?” Virgil realized he was shouting and tried to tone it down. “This is Virgil Flowers. I gotta talk to your husband.”
Duke took the phone: “You got ’em?”
“I talked to Becky four or five minutes ago. She says Jimmy’s dying of infection from the gunshot wound. She’s going to bring him into the gas station at Arcadia. She was down south of there, somewhere around the Gates place. I’m meeting her in twenty-five minutes or so. I could use some backup.”
Duke said, “Oh, man, oh, man. You got it.”
“No sirens, no lights, let’s not scare her.”
“Got it. See you there.” He was gone, and so was Virgil. He turned on his flashers, figuring they’d be okay for the first fifteen miles or so, and might keep him from clipping some farm lady out early, walking the dog. The sun was not yet up, and judging from the eastern sky, it probably wouldn’t be for ten or fifteen minutes.
They were done, he thought. Best of all, nobody else was dead, if Becky and Jimmy were really hiding out in a woods, and he believed her when she said they were.
A flock of Canada geese flew overhead, not high above the road, in a pretty V; if he’d been walking, he could have heard their wings, and their informational honking.
Damn, he thought. Damn: not a bad day to be alive.
• • •
SHRAKE CALLED: “We’re coming. We’re . . . seven minutes behind you.”
Then Duke: “We’ve got the roaming patrols headed into Arcadia. Not the Guard, just deputies. They’ll see you at the gas station. I’m on my way. I’m leaving the house now.”
• • •
BECKY SAT FOR what seemed like a long time before she could make herself move. Jimmy was dying. If he didn’t die, they’d put him in prison for sure. And probably her, too, unless maybe Jimmy took the blame. But if that goddamn McCall gave himself up, he probably told them that she killed that woman at the rape house. But two could play that game—she’d tell them that Tom did it, and then raped her. They knew he raped her . . . and they knew he shot the cop. He was the killer—not her.
Goddamn him. She chewed on a thumbnail. Nothing was going to work—they weren’t going to make it to Mexico, they weren’t going to get married and have kids, it was all over. They wouldn’t be able to keep the money . . . though maybe if she gave the money back, they’d go easier on her.
She tried talking to Jimmy again, but he was so deep that she knew it was impossible: he might never hear her again.
After a while, she got out and pulled the tar paper off the truck, threw it on the ground. She got back in and said, “Here we go,” but then, just as she started the truck, she had another idea.
She considered the possibilities, then climbed out of the truck, got the bags of money out of the back, looked around, walked over to a collapsed shed, picked up a piece of siding, and used it to scrape a hole in the soft earth. She put the money in it, then scuffed dirt back over the hole and put the siding back on top of it.
She thought, There. If they wanted their money back, they’d have to make a deal with her. And money talked. The one thing she’d ever learned from her father that was probably right: money talked.
She got back in the truck, touched Jimmy on the forehead, then pushed his head back and kissed him on the lips. A minute later she’d threaded her way back through the trees and out to the road. The sun was still below the horizon, but was close—she could see the sparkle that comes just before the rim lifts itself above the earth.
Going to be a nice day, she thought.
She looked both ways at the road, which was empty, and turned the red truck left toward Arcadia.
• • •
VIRGIL WAS MOVING FAST, but somebody was moving faster, and a few minutes out of Arcadia, a sheriff’s car caught up with him, then fell in behind, and they ran the last few miles together. The sun was up now, a shiny silver half-dime on the horizon, too white to look at, throwing long sh
adows across the road and kicking up dew-sparkles on the grassy shoulders.
They crossed the Mad River bridge going into town, slowed down, then slowed more as they came into the gas station. The station was closed, but that didn’t matter: they weren’t there for the doughnuts.
Virgil got out of the truck and noticed for the first time that the morning was cold and a little damp. A deputy got out of the car behind him and said, “The sheriff is on his way. He’ll be here in seven or eight minutes.”
Virgil nodded and said, “I want you around behind that house over there . . . in that side street where they won’t see you until they’re past it. I don’t want you lurching out at them, but when they go by—you know it’s a red Dodge pickup?—I want you ready to come in behind them, if necessary. Don’t crowd them.”
The deputy’s eyes shifted away as he nodded and said, “Okay.”
Then his eyes came creeping back and Virgil caught them and said, “And don’t go shooting them. You just let them through. I know everybody’s pissed, but Jimmy’s apparently unconscious, so there won’t be any resistance. And I need them. I need their testimony.”
The deputy asked, “Does the sheriff know that?”
“Yeah. He knows.”
Another car showed at the north end of the street, with headlights, and then the headlights died, and Shrake and Jenkins pulled in, in Jenkins’s Crown Vic. Virgil said to the deputy, “If they’re coming, they’ll be here soon. So you go on, like I told you.”
The deputy got in his car and pulled around the corner. Another patrol car came in from the north, as Jenkins and Shrake parked. Virgil said, “I want you guys with me, sitting on the cars, looking casual. Not too casual, but not like Airborne Rangers, either.”
They got that, and he went to the second car and told them he wanted them on the north end of town, out of sight, so when the truck came in, he could block off the street that way. The deputy nodded, did a U-turn, and went that way.
A moment later, Shrake looked down the empty street and said, “It’s like that cowboy movie High Noon. Everybody waiting for the shit to hit the fan.”
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