“No doubt,” he replied sincerely. “But tonight was a feast fit for a king and I did not, in fact, see Edward at all this eve.”
“He was here earlier,” she told him. “I heard him tell some of his men that he would be leaving on the morrow.”
Stephen scratched his black head wearily. “I see,” he muttered. “Then I must seek the man out before he leaves.”
Joselyn watched him shove a last pastry into his mouth, hardly able to swallow it because he was so full. She laughed softly at him.
“This will not be the last opportunity for you to eat pastries, my lord,” she told him. “I will make more, I promise.”
He grinned at her, burped loudly, and then rose to his considerable height. “See that you do,” he commanded, but it was lightly done. “My lady, your culinary skill is beyond compare. I have never in my life had such a fine meal and I thank you deeply. I cannot help wonder if this was meant for a special occasion.”
She stood up next to him, so petite against his considerable height that she only came to his diaphragm area. Her smile faded as she groped for words.
“I suppose it is a special occasion,” she ventured. “I wanted to show my gratitude for what you have done for me and for my mother.” Her smile vanished as she looked up at him. “I said terrible things to you last night, my lord. I called you heartless and cold, and clearly that is not the case. What you did for my mother, and for me, goes beyond what I believed you capable of. I am very sorry that I said such horrid things. I hope that someday you will forgive the tongue of a scared, exhausted woman.”
His blue eyes grew warm and a faint smile played on his lips. “There is no need to apologize,” he murmured. “I know it was a difficult night and I further know that I did not make it easier for you. War dictates my behavior, lady. Last night, we were still at war. Today, we are not.”
She smiled gratefully. “You are too forgiving,” she said. “But I thank you just the same. I hope this meal was a worthy token of my gratitude for your kindness.”
Stephen reached up and stroked her tender cheek; he couldn’t help himself. “It is more than worthy,” he said softly. “As are you.”
Joselyn flushed brilliantly and he laughed softly. “You’re still unused to sweet words, are you?” he flirted gently.
She shook her head vigorously and he continued to laugh, taking her by the hand and gently pulling her away from the table. Together, they made their way towards the great hall entry door.
“Well, you had better become used to it,” he told her frankly. “I intend to speak a great many sweet words to you in the days and years to come. Would you like to hear more?”
She was beside herself with embarrassment, but it was of a good sort. She had never in her life known any manner of flirting or interaction with a man, so her experience with such things was nil. Her cheeks were hot and she put her free hand on her face, looking away from him.
“I do not think I can,” she said, muffled by her hand. “If my face grows any warmer I will go up in flame.”
He laughed loudly. “I have not seen a woman go up in flame yet, no matter how flattering the words,” he gazed up into the summer night sky, brilliant with stars. “Let me think. I suppose I could tell you that you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, but I believe you already know that.”
She shook her head, hand still against her face. “Nay, I do not.”
He bent over, peering down at her and trying to look at her lowered face as they continued out into the darkened courtyard. The night outside was cool and clear in sharp contrast to the sultry day, bringing some relief from the cloying hall.
“You do not?” he repeated, straightening. “A pity. Then I shall tell you, quite honestly, that your beauty outshines that of any woman I have ever known.”
She peered up at him now that he was not trying to look her in the eye. “How many women have you known?”
He looked down his nose at her. “Only two or three.”
Now it was her turn to laugh at him. “I would not believe that in the least.”
“You would not?”
“Nay,” she said firmly. “Sir Stephen, I am not sure if you realize this, but you are an exceptionally handsome man. I cannot imagine that every woman you have ever come across has not realized that, which leads me to believe that you have known more than two or three woman in your life. You probably have armies of them that follow you around, begging for a lock of your hair or a glimpse of your smile. Am I wrong?”
He suddenly grabbed her and pulled her tight against him, looking around frantically as if he was deeply fearful.
“Dear God,” he breathed. “Now that you know my secret, will you protect me from these ravenous females?”
She laughed. “Not a chance. You must fend them off for yourself.” He looked down at her as if she had just grievously insulted him. She would have believed it, too, had she not seen the smile playing on his lips.
“You are my wife,” he reminded her pointedly. “It is your duty to protect me.”
She cocked an eyebrow at him. “Oh, very well, you coward,” she pulled away from him, hands on her hips as she looked around the bailey. “Where are they? Well?”
He just stood there and grinned at her. “I seem to have escaped them for now, but have no doubt, they will be back,” he reached out a hand to her. “Until then, shall we retire and hope for the best?”
She laughed softly, placing her small hand in his and allowing him to lead her into the keep. Inside, it was dark and cold as they made their way up the spiral stairs to the second floor. There were two rooms on this floor; a smaller servant’s chamber and then a larger master’s chamber. Joselyn opened the door to the larger chamber and Stephen was surprised as he stepped inside.
At some point while he had been away, she’d had the smaller bed removed and replaced by a larger bed with a rope frame. A mattress sat atop it and he pushed on it, feeling that it was firm with fresh straw. Several coverlets draped over the bed, clean from what he could see, and the room itself had been cleaned and swept free of all dirt and cobwebs. A warm fire burned in the hearth and he turned to look at her curiously.
“Is this the same room you slept in last night?” he asked a question with an obvious answer, simply because it had been so nicely transformed.
Joselyn nodded, smiling at his approval. “I had the smaller bed removed and replaced with a larger one that had been stored in another room,” she told him. “The same women who helped me with the cooking also helped me repair and re-stuff this mattress, and the coverlets were from a chest we found on the fourth floor of the keep. There is a room up there stuffed with all manner of items, things that the last occupant must have left behind. I had some of it brought to this room.”
Stephen looked around to the table she had brought down with two fat tapers burning on top of it. There was a small chest under the lancet window and a pile of thick, pale linen atop the chest. He went over and fingered the material.
“What is this?” he asked.
She motioned to the canopy frame around the bed. “Curtains for the bed,” she replied. “They are old and need to be mended, but I believe they are serviceable.”
He nodded, letting go of the material and inspecting the corner near the edge of the bed. There was a little pallet on the floor, surrounded by rushes. He pointed at it. “What is that?”
She wandered over to see what he was pointing at. “That is for the fawn,” she said. “He was sleeping there this afternoon.”
“Where is it now?”
“In the kitchen with the servants. It is very warm in the kitchen and he seemed to like it better in there.”
“So am I to understand that you now have a pet?”
“If you do not mind.”
He gave her a smirk as if it didn’t matter whether or not he minded. She was going to keep it anyway and he would let her.
“I do not,” he replied, facing his wife with his hands on his hips. �
��You have done an exceptional job with both the meal and this room. I am impressed with your accomplishments and your foresight to duty.”
She smiled happily. “Thank you, my lord.”
“What did I tell you about addressing me in private?”
“I meant, thank you, husband.”
He winked at her. “Good,” he said with a heavy sigh as he made his way back to the door. “I have duties to attend to before I retire for the night, but I will be back. You will stay here and not leave this room. Is that understood?”
She nodded. “I will not leave.”
He moved to the door and she scooted past him, opening it for him. He smiled down at her, the cornflower blue eyes glittering with warmth.
“Good eve, husband,” she said softly.
His gaze was steady. “I shall return,” he replied. Then a hand came up, gently grasping her face. “Perhaps you will still be awake when I do.”
She knew it was a request no matter how he phrased it. Her belly quivered with excitement, the heat of his touch sending waves of delight rippling through her body. It suddenly didn’t matter anymore that this man was an enemy, a stranger she had been forced to marry. He was proving himself to be an exceptional man regardless of his loyalties. She was coming to like him just the slightest. She smiled, her lips quivering because her body was quivering from the thrill of having him so near.
“I will be awake all night,” she told him, “watching for the hordes of women who follow you around like a wolf pack. I told you I would fend them off, did I not?”
He laughed softly and his other hand came up, cupping her lovely face between his two enormous palms. His smile faded as he gazed intently into her pale blue eyes.
“You did indeed,” he murmured, somehow moving closer to her as he spoke. “I will hold you to that.”
Not only was he moving closer to her, but she was moving closer to him as well. Joselyn didn’t realize that she was fairly collapsing against the man, his enormous height and bulk filling every corner of her mind. She could see his full lips looming over her and feel the heat from his hands as if he meant to scorch every inch of her. She couldn’t even think of a witty answer as he loomed closer still, his hot breath on her face.
Before she realized it, his lips were on her soft mouth, gently kissing her with the very first real kiss she had ever experienced. She had never been kissed on the mouth, not even by her father or mother, and she froze for a moment, evaluating the feel of his powerful lips upon hers. But her lack of reaction lasted only a fraction of a second. Without thinking, her natural instincts took hold and she returned his kiss, tasting his lips and suckling him gently as he carefully probed her soft mouth. It was apparently all of the encouragement that Stephen needed, because before Joselyn realized it, he had wrapped his enormous arms around her slender body and had backed her up against the wall.
She heard the door slam, unaware that Stephen had kicked it shut the moment his arms went around her. Her arms found their way around his neck and he lifted her up off the ground, bracing her against the wall as his tongue licked at her lips, demanding entry. Her mouth opened slightly and it was all the inducement he needed to invade her mouth, tasting her sweetness and gorging himself. Through it all, Joselyn held him tightly around the neck and mimicked his actions, passionate instincts she had never known taking hold. The more demanding he was with her, the more demanding she was in return.
While one massive arm held her against the wall, one hand moved freely down her back and across her torso, acquainting himself with the feel of her. She was petite yet curvy, healthy in the right places, and it aroused him enormously. He remembered her naked body from the night before when she had stripped in front of him and he was not at all pressured to admit that his lust had the better of him. He had told Edward and Tate that he would wait until the time was right to consummate his marriage. He knew that the time was now. In any case, he was going to take the opportunity.
But he was in battle armor, restricting him and no doubt biting into her although she’d not uttered a sound about it. Gently lowering her to the ground, he continued to kiss her as he used one hand to unlatch his armor. Joselyn, distracted from his probing mouth by the fact that he was no longer holding her close, pulled her swollen lips away from him to note what he was doing.
“Would you like me to help you with that?” she asked breathlessly.
Stephen could only nod. Quickly, silently, he unfastened the protection on his forearms, his breastplate, handing them over to Joselyn, who put them silently and efficiently into a neat pile against the wall. When it came to his mail, he held out his arms and she pulled it free. In little time, he was down to his tunic, heavy breeches and boots. He sat down on the bed and pulled his boots off, removed his tunic, and then looked up at his wife.
She was standing next to him, staring at his bare chest with the expression of someone who had never before seen such a thing. There was awe and fascination in her features. Stephen was powerfully built, with thick shoulders, neck and arms, a broad chest and slender waist. His chest was covered with a fine matting of dark hair and he sat patiently while she visually inspected him. He didn’t want to rush her, not now when the experience was thus far such a gentle and passionate thing. As he sat and watched her, she moved toward him and reached out a hand, touching the hair on his chest.
Stephen closed his eyes at her delicate touch. Never in his life had he known anything so tender or erotic. Joselyn put two hands on him, running her fingers across his skin, experiencing the texture of his body for the very first time. Then her hands moved to his shoulders, inspecting the sheer size of them, before moving to his arms. They were toned and smooth. Her hands moved back to his chest and he reached out, pulling her against him.
Neither one of them said a word. They simply gazed at one another. Joselyn’s hands came up from his chest, her fingers moving across his chin before lingering on his smooth lips. She was openly curious about him and he welcomed it. It was far better than the naked fear she had shown the night before. But Stephen couldn’t stand it any longer and he leaned forward, capturing her lips with his own.
In a flash, he flipped her from his lap and onto her back, smothering her with his enormous body. His lips gently ravaged her as his hands went to work removing her from the cranberry colored surcoat. Joselyn was so focused on his lips that she was not paying much attention to what his hands were doing until he pulled off the surcoat. The shift followed shortly. When she was stripped down to her undergarments and hose, she began to grow apprehensive.
Stephen could feel her tense beneath him and he kissed her tenderly, pulling the hose off each leg gently while murmuring against her mouth.
“No worries, sweetheart,” he whispered. “This is nothing to fear.”
Joselyn’s heart was pounding with both passion and fear. She gazed at the man’s face even as he kissed her cheeks, her nose, and his touch as gentle as a butterfly’s.
“I am not afraid,” she breathed.
It was a lie and he knew it; he could feel her body tightening. So he stopped kissing her and looked her in the eye, his blue eyes soft with desire.
“You are very brave,” he murmured. “But perhaps you did not consider that I might be afraid, too?”
Her brow furrowed as a smile played on her lips. “I do not believe that.”
“You don’t?” he lifted her hands, kissing the palms with great reverence. “I have never had a wife before. What if I do something wrong? You will be sorry that you married me.”
Her grin broke through. “You are not doing anything wrong yet.”
He nodded as if to concede the point, kissing her wrists and forearms. “I am not?” he kissed her left elbow and put her arms down, moving to her torso. He kissed her ribcage, just under her left breast. “What about that? Is that still good?”
She lifted her head slightly to watch him as her heart began to pound harder. “Aye.”
He smiled seductively, lowering
his head to kiss her across her ribcage, ending up just below her right breast.
“Is that still alright?”
“Aye,” she could barely speak.
He lifted himself up slightly, kissing the skin immediately below her right breast. He was so close, in fact, that his nose brushed against her breast, causing the nipple to harden into a taut little pellet. His kisses moved nearly to her armpit before coming up again. This time, he was kissing the underswell of her breast, working his way up. When his lips closed over a peaked nipple, he suckled strongly.
Joselyn bit off a moan as his hot mouth worked her distended nipple. A big hand came up, gently fondling the breast as he continued to suck. Her arms, having lain inactive at her side, suddenly came up and her fingers intertwined in his black hair, pulling at the inky strands. He began to work both breasts, suckling her nipples with increasing strength until he was positively merciless with his attentions. Beneath him, Joselyn writhed and groaned with awakening desire. Then suddenly, he pulled himself up from her breasts and enclosed each one in a massive hand. His mouth found hers once more and he ravaged her with his lips as his hands massaged her warm breasts, damp with his saliva.
“Was that still good?” he breathed against her mouth.
She nodded incoherently and Stephen’s hands left her breasts, removing her undergarments swiftly. His mouth blazed a heated trail down her neck, back to both breasts momentarily, before working its way down to the dark fluff of curls between her legs. His enormous hands moved to grasp her tender white buttocks, holding her pelvis to his mouth as he devoured the flesh of her lower belly. But when a hand touched the tender junction between her legs, she stiffened like a corpse.
His head snapped up, gazing into her fear-filled face. He stroked her cheek, her hair, gently.
“If I have not done anything wrong so far, will you still trust me?” he whispered.
She nodded although he could see tears in her eyes. His eyes grew intense.
“I know that the last time a man was this close to you, unspeakably horrible things happened,” he murmured. “You did not deserve that and I will do all in my power to show you that the intimacy between a man and a woman is anything but horrific. It can be the strongest, most binding experience you will ever have. It will be pleasurable and it will be wonderful. Do you believe me?”
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