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by Deborah Beatriz Blum

“Ruth, dear, I may be horribly unjust in all this”: ES to RB, Nov. 22, 1925, LC, S-15.

  “Margaret has given me more than any woman has given me”: ES to RB, Dec. 5, 1925, LC, S-15.

  “Only life and years can teach Margaret. Certainly not I”: ES to RB, Dec. 21, 1925, LC, S-15.

  Margaret felt ill and asked Mrs. Holt to take her temperature: MM to RB, Nov. 26, 1925, LC, S-3.

  “you’re so full of complaints. I’m beginning to wonder if you’re not a hypochondriac”: Ibid.

  “I got into a terrific mood—which fortunately I spared you”: Ibid.

  “very comfortable it would be to die”: Ibid.

  As a girl Margaret had always demanded that her family make a fuss over her birthday: Howard, 49.

  “in my three months down here I don’t think I’ve made a single friend except the Samoans in Vaitogi”: MM to RB, Nov. 26, 1925, LC, S-3.

  Margaret felt more appreciated by the villagers in Vaitogi than by the whites in the naval enclave: Freeman, 98.

  Margaret’s relationship with the Holts deteriorated into a “lovely fiasco”: Ibid.

  “Go a little slow on the racket, Miss Mead”: Ibid.

  “He’s a frightful prude, the psychology of his simper was simple enough”: Ibid.

  As a result of her altercation with the Holts, Edward Holt wouldn’t let Margaret use her cable code until she registered it: MM to RB, Dec. 15, 1925, LC, S-3.

  “Oh Ruth, I am so damnably lonely”: Ibid.

  “And it’s the eve of my birthday”: Ibid.

  For a discussion of why Margaret felt obligated to give the NRC what they wanted: Freeman, 45.

  Edward thought Margaret placed too much importance on external accomplishment: ES to RB, Nov. 22, 1925, LC, S-15.

  On December 24, 1925, Margaret received a cable informing her that she had been appointed assistant curator at the American Museum of Natural History: Freeman, 106.

  Margaret was thrilled to have the job, which paid a salary of $2,000 per year and ended her insecurity about her future: Ibid.

  Margaret wrote to Ruth to say she was “counting and weighing the minutes of the days” that were left in Samoa: ES to RB, Dec. 12, 1925, LC, S-15.

  CHAPTER 23: A BONFIRE ON THE BEACH

  “You see I’ve never stopped loving anyone whom I really loved greatly”: MM to RB, Jan. 28, 1926, LC, S-3.

  Margaret’s New Year’s Day began with her working on her report for the NRC: Ibid.

  For a discussion of the role of the Protestant Church and the London Missionary Society in Samoa: Freeman, 111.

  Margaret felt pressure to begin her report for the NRC but she hadn’t interviewed any informants and didn’t have enough information to begin: MM to RB, March 4, 1926, LC, S-3.

  A storm was building and Margaret decided against leaving the dispensary: MM bulletin, Jan. 12, 1926, LC, R-15.

  Edward Holt and Sparks were in the yard, gauging the strength of the coming storm: Ibid.

  For a description of the intensifying hurricane: Ibid.

  Using “butter that hadn’t seen ice for weeks,” Margaret made the hard sauce for the fruitcake: Ibid.

  “Pieces of tin banged on the roof and the palm over the engine shed lashed its tin roof in a perfect fury of chastisement”: Ibid.

  Margaret noticed that Mr. Holt was chewing on a matchstick, a sure sign that he was worried: Ibid.

  The buildings were kneeling down in “a long thatched line”: Ibid.

  For a description of the force of the wind: Ibid.

  The calm lasted less than a minute: Ibid.

  “And then the other edge of the storm, charging straight over the sea from Ofu”: Ibid.

  Edward Holt gave the order for everyone to take shelter inside the water tank: Ibid.

  For a description of how Margaret and the others climbed into the water tank: Ibid.

  The village had been completely decimated: Ibid.

  The navy sent in William Edel, the hurricane relief administrator: Howard, 84–85.

  Margaret complained “Informants were not to be had for love or money”: Freeman, 114.

  Margaret wrote to Dr. Boas to say that she was sending a preliminary report to the NRC that covered a period of fieldwork “too short to justify even tentative conclusions”: Ibid., 113–14.

  Margaret asked Boas for advice on how to organize her material: MM to FB, Jan. 5, 1926. Quoted in Freeman, 114.

  “It is very sad that anyone as willing to take advice as I am should be so far beyond the reach of it”: MM to FB, Jan. 16, 1926.

  “There was no way of knowing what lay ahead in the many months”: Mead, Letters from the Field, 6–8.

  “This letter is about clothes”: MM to EM, Jan. 24, 1926, LC, R-6.

  “I’ve no mind to land in Sydney in the middle of winter in dotted Swiss”: MM to EM, April 30, 1926, LC, R-6.

  “I would like Mrs. Stengel to get me a smart silk traveling suit or dress”: MM to EM, Jan. 24, 1926, LC, R-6.

  “I would like it to be either black or dark blue or dark green (not brown)”: Ibid.

  “Crêpe de chine would be nice and it’s not too expensive”: Ibid.

  “a pongee blouse … or a tricolette one”: Ibid.

  Margaret instructed Luther to find them an apartment for the next year: Ibid.

  For more about Margaret’s concern about her wardrobe for the ship: MM to EM, Dec. 24, 1925, LC, A-2.

  Edward wrote to Margaret to tell her that he’d fallen in love with another woman: ES to RB, Jan. 23, 1926, LC, S-15.

  “hysterical enough to conjure up any demon”: MM to RB, Jan. 28, 1926, LC, S-3.

  “No doubt I’m being unjust,” he wrote, “But I seem to feel little necessity to do otherwise”: ES to RB, Jan. 23, 1926, LC, S-15.

  Margaret burned all of Edward’s letters in a bonfire on the beach: Darnell, 187; Howard, 87.

  Margaret reawakened Edward’s “capacity to love,” which he thought had died: ES to RB, Jan. 23, 1926, LC, S-15.

  “When circumstances and the clash of our temperaments”: Ibid.

  Margaret wrote to Edward telling him that she hoped he would be happy and to let her know that he was: ES to RB, March 11, 1926, LC, T-3.

  CHAPTER 24: A PRACTICAL JOKE

  “Doing straight ethnology is just fun”: MM to RB, March 4, 1926, LC, S-3.

  For Ruth’s reaction to the news about Jean: RB to MM, March 7, 1926, LC, S-4.

  “You say you can describe Jean in considerable detail”: ES to RB, Jan. 23, 1926, LC, S-15.

  “Jean is very pretty, often beautiful”: ES to RB, March 11, 1925, LC, T-3.

  “Jean has great psychological insight”: ES to RB, April 15, 1925, LC, T-3.

  “I have no true plans, Ruth—only dreams”: ES to RB, Jan. 23, 1926, LC, S-15.

  “Perhaps I have been terribly precipitate and brutal”: ES to RB, Feb. 4, 1926, LC, S-15.

  Ruth chose an Italian steamer for her return trip back from Italy with Margaret: MM to EM, April 8, 1926, LC, R-6.

  “I almost weep at the thought”: RB to MM, Feb. 28, LC, S-4.

  “Mrs. Holt is the sort of old fashioned feminist”: MM to EM, Feb. 17, 1926, LC, R-6.

  The crew of the USS Tanager “jibed at Mr. Holt for having his porch covered with ‘Samoan kids’”: Ibid.

  “escape from that tiny island and the society of the tiny white colony on it”: Margaret quoted in Freeman, 134.

  Margaret was finding it difficult to make any progress on her report: Mead, Letters from the Field, 59.

  When Margaret and the scientists from Honolulu’s Bishop Museum arrived at Fitiuta, they were greeted by the chief, who brought out ceremonial offerings of food: Freeman, 55–56.

  For a description of Margaret as she danced for everyone: Freeman, 124.

  Margaret “played Sweepy (Casino) to the tune of several ukuleles”: Mead, Letters from the Field, 56.

  “Fitiuta is a gold mine and I have the whole village at my feet”: MM to RB, March 4, 1926, LC, S-3.


  “I haven’t merely watched these procedures, I’ve been them!”: Freeman, 129.

  Fa’apua’a seemed “swathed in a cloak of dignity”: Ibid., 123.

  For a description of Napo’s role during the ceremonies: Ibid., 125.

  Napo asserted that in Samoa, couples had intercourse “several times in one night, sometimes as many as fifteen”: Ibid.

  “Doing straight ethnology is just fun and so easy once the people love you”: MM to RB, March 4, 1926, LC, S-3.

  “Getting the material was in a way what worried me most”: Ibid.

  “But by lucky chance I’ve succeeded”: Ibid.

  Margaret wrote to Ruth that finally she had a “sense of command” over her “problem”: Ibid.

  “Approximate age, rank, and schooling in government and pastor’s school”: Freeman, 120.

  Fa’apua’a and Fofoa accompanied Margaret on her trip: Ibid., 136.

  For a description of the boat trip to Ofu: Ibid., 135.

  For a description of why Margaret referred to Fa’apua’a and Fofoa as her “merry companions”: Freeman, 136

  “The girls were”: Freeman, 136.

  Fa’apua’a asked Margaret if there was one of the men that she favored: Freeman, 147.

  Margaret and the Samoan girls journeyed over land to the tiny village of Sili, on the adjoining island of Olosega: MM bulletin, March 26, 1926, LC, R-15.

  “It was a long walk skirting the sea”: Freeman, 138.

  Margaret worked up the courage to ask the girls questions about their sexual behavior: Freeman, Fateful Hoaxing, 3.

  Margaret wondered if what Fa’apua’a and Fofoa were saying was the truth: Ibid., 140–41.

  Margaret had gone to Samoa with a preconception that sensual enjoyment was a feature of life in the South Seas: Ibid., 140–61.

  Boas was an avowed cultural determinist and hoped that Margaret would return with information that confirmed his theory that culture played a more important part than biology in shaping an individual’s behavior: Ibid., 25–27.

  “I haven’t an ailment in the world except my arms and my eyes”: MM to RB, March 11, 1926, LC, S-3.

  “Once again my fear that you would decide however much”: Ibid.

  “Sexual life begins with puberty in most cases”: MM to FB, March 14, 1926, in Freeman, 230.

  “The neuroses accompanying sex in American civilization”: Ibid.

  “I feel absolutely safe in generalizing from the material I have”: Ibid.

  Margaret wrote that her success in Samoa was due to the fact that she lost her identity while immersed in the culture: Freeman, 141.

  CHAPTER 25: STRANGER FROM ANOTHER PLANET

  “Talking the old jargon is bringing it all back”: MM to RB, May 27, 1926, LC, S-3.

  “Waves poured over the top deck and passengers went down like nine pins”: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 156–58.

  “I’ve had the most marvelous luck with every detail!”: MM to EM, May 19, 1926, LC, R-6.

  Margaret made up for the cost of the first-class cabin by economizing in other ways: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 157.

  For a description of the return passage on the SS Chitral: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 156.

  For a description of Margaret’s first impressions of Reo Fortune: Ibid., 157; and Howard, interview with Barter Fortune, Special Collections, Columbia University.

  The cigarettes Margaret had with her were the special cork-tipped, tin-packed Pall Malls that she’d asked her mother to send: MM to EM, Jan. 7, 1926, LC, R-6.

  “I’m not smoking a lot, but when I do I like these”: Ibid.

  For a description of Reo’s childhood: Howard, 92.

  “The industrial story of New Zealand can be summed up”: Howard interview with Barter Fortune, Special Collections, Columbia University.

  For the origins of Reo’s name: Howard, 92.

  For background on Reo’s father: Ibid.

  “Father was not one of those rich sheep farmers”: Howard interview with Barter Fortune, Special Collections, Columbia University.

  Reo attended Victoria University College in Wellington “under exceedingly frugal circumstances”: Howard, 92.

  “If Father thought I admired anyone who was a radical”: Howard, 92

  “Poetry, radicalism and psychology”: MM to RB, May 27, 1926, LC, S-3.

  “The shock of having anybody to talk to now is terrific”: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 158.

  For a discussion of Reo’s work on dreams: Ibid., 157.

  For a discussion of Reo’s accomplishments: Ibid., 158.

  Reo would be attending Cambridge University: Howard, 92.

  Reo wanted to attend Cambridge because W. H. R. Rivers had taught here: Ibid.

  Margaret would have liked to study under Rivers because of his work as an ethnologist in Papua New Guinea: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 158.

  Reo was interested in Rivers because he had made a connection between physiology and psychology, which he had applied to a study of shell shock during the Great War: Howard, 92.

  “I met a lone English woman from Kenya and India”: RF to MM, Oct. 7, 1926, LC, R-4.

  For a discussion of the travails of young ladies traveling alone: Ibid.

  “She was looking for an escort back to her cabin”: Ibid.

  “She showed me the address, a good one, she assured me”: Ibid.

  Without changing any of Freud’s precepts, Rivers had identified fear, instead of the libido, as the driving force in man: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 158; Howard, 93.

  Margaret said that she was enormously intrigued by a man who knew more than she did: MM to RB, Sept 3, 1828, in Caffery and Francis, 143.

  “It was like meeting a stranger from another planet”: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 158.

  The Chitral’s chief steward noticed that Margaret and Reo were so engrossed in conversation that the others at the table were “simply an impediment”: Ibid., 157.

  “I’m having a nice trip only very stormy”: MM to EM, May 31, 1926, LC, R-6.

  “Talking the old jargon is bringing it all back”: MM to RB, May 27, 1926, LC, S-3.

  “… All the energies most of my contemporaries”: MM to MRM, May 20, 1926, LC, R-6.

  The Lascars were forbidden to appear above deck on the Chitral: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 160–61.

  It was Margaret’s idea to go to the costume ball as Lascars: Howard, 95.

  “This month you’ll be in Europe”: RB to MM, June 1, 1926, LC, S-5.

  Stanley was scheduled to deliver a scientific paper in Stockholm and then would be returning to New York: Ibid.

  “I’ve just come through the wrecked and decorated campus”: RB to MM, June 1, 1926, LC, S-5.

  The chief steward got the Lascar uniforms from the oilers: Mead, Blackberry Winter, 160–61.

  Margaret said that in regard to her relationship with Reo, she was the aggressor: MM to RB, Sept. 3, 1928, in Caffrey and Francis, 143.

  Margaret and Reo were seated at the captain’s table, along with an old British naval officer: Ibid.

  “It’s an intolerable insult to the captain”: Ibid.

  For Margaret’s apology to the captain for appearing in blackface: Dream folder, LC, July 1926 to December 1926.

  The other passengers on the ship though that Margaret and Reo were having an affair: Ibid., 185.

  For a description of what was said between Margaret and Reo when they went out to talk on the bow of the ship: Ibid., 160–62.

  For a description of what happened when Reo’s brother Barter was born: Blackberry Winter, 161–62.

  For Reo’s confession about Eileen Pope, his first love: Ibid., 160–62.

  For the description of Eileen Pope’s father: Ibid., 162.

  “Luther was not in Margaret’s dreams”: Dream folder, LC, July 1926 to December 1926.

  CHAPTER 26: THE ARENA HAS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT BLOOD

  “I’ll not leave you unless I find someone I love more.”: Cressman, 132.

  Luther’s mission was
to secure the “nicest rooms in Marseilles”: Howard, 97.

  Luther’s love of berets: Ibid.

  For a description of what happened when the Chitral docked in Marseilles: Cressman, 175–76.

  Luther spotted a young man who turned out to be Reo, onboard the ship: Ibid., 176.

  “I’m sorry. I didn’t realize the ship had stopped”: Margaret quoted in ibid.

  For a description of what happened when Margaret and Luther were inside the hotel room in Marseilles: Howard, 97.

  “I met someone on board ship I love that way…”: Cressman, 176.

  For Luther’s reaction to hearing that Margaret had fallen in love with Reo: Cressman, 176.

  For what Margaret told Luther about Reo and his accomplishments: Ibid.

  “We talked and talked and talked”: Margaret quoted in Ibid., 177.

  For a description of how Luther composed himself after learning about Reo: Cressman, 177.

  “I love you, and my love wants only your greatest happiness”: Howard, 97.

  “let’s go to lunch. I think we both need it and will feel much better then”: Cressman, 177.

  Margaret believed that dreams were a window into the unconscious mind: Lapsley, 156–57.

  Margaret developed the habit of writing down her dreams: Ibid.

  “We are at a railway station waiting for Ruth”: Margaret quoted in ibid., 157.

  “I didn’t write on the boat”: MM to RB, June 28, 1926, LC, S-3.

  “Are you prepared to play nurse to a cranky invalid?”: Margaret quoted in Lapsley, 156.

  Margaret and Luther had planned to meet Louise Rosenblatt for a sightseeing tour of France: Howard, 97.

  The mood between the three friends was full of tension: Cressman, 176–77.

  For a description of the time Margaret and Luther spent together in Nîmes: Ibid., 177.

  Margaret told Luther that she had no plans to see Reo while they were in Europe: Ibid.

  Margaret had different theories why Reo hadn’t tried to make love to her: Howard, 50, 99.

  “I go up and stretch myself in my deck chair and close my eyes”: RB to MM, June 26, 1926, LC, S-5.

  “Oh sweetness, I want you now”: Ibid.

  For a description of Luther’s knowledge of ancient engineering and the Roman gladiators: Cressman, 155.

  “Oh if only you were somewhere nearby”: MM to RB, July 3, 1926, LC, S-3.

  Ruth knew something was wrong with Margaret, but she thought that Margaret had overextended herself: RB to MM, July 10, 1926, LC, S-5.

 

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