by Cathy Johns
"Taylor, I can see you're going to be the end of me" I say to him with all honesty. He has managed to break every wall I had up from the word go, he crawled straight to my heart and I confessed my love to him just like he confessed his love for me. He's been my best friend despite being the man I'm crazy and foolishly in love with. He makes me long for him even when he's touching me. My heart aches for him when he's far away and longs for him all the time. “You make me whole and I love you for that.” I press my lips on his as I take the document from his hands and start walking towards the main entrance of the house trying to get away from him since I don't trust myself when I'm around him.
Once outside, I walk to our spot under the tree where I bend my legs beneath me. I have yellow shorts and a navy-blue t-shirt that says ‘Support a Child’ on the back and a picture of Kelly on the front. I've managed to see her a couple of times but they can't allow us to adopt her since we're not married and we both can't wait to make her ours.
Taylor joins me and sits next to me. I lean on his shoulder as I read the document asking him questions where I don't understand. This is what he does best, supporting me. Being here with me and giving me his big heart that is capable of loving unconditionally. " Soon she'll be ours baby. We'll find a way.” He says looking at the picture on front of my t-shirt as if reading my mind on my thoughts regarding Kelly.
I inhale deeply because I don't doubt his words. Once he sets his mind and eyes on something, he goes all the way in. I know she'll be ours one day. Will have to check about that with Leo when he comes over which should be anytime soon.
"I know baby."