I can’t get my mind off Dan’s body. I just can’t. My breathing is getting rapid.
I peel off my wet swimsuit and find that my nipples are hard. I dry myself off and I’m just standing here naked, incredibly turned on, with Dan’s body flashing across my mind’s eye over and over again, in various naked poses. The way I imagine him naked is similar to how I last saw him naked, with his huge cock, but this time his muscles are bigger. He’s more ripped, more chiseled, and simply more hardened. His face is more chiseled now. He’s a real man now. I wonder if he can act like one?
I need to go out there and talk to him. After all, apparently he’s only in town for a couple days, and then he’s heading back to training and playing in the pros. He’s got a game coming up. I know that for sure, because like I said, I do find myself tracking him on the internet once in a while, even though I don’t know anything about football.
I try thinking about something else. I try thinking about the most unsexy things I can think of, because I heard that’s a trick that guys use when they don’t want to finish too fast when they’re having sex, or when it’s really inconvenient that they get an erection and they need it to go down right away.
This sounds absurd, but I find myself in the same predicament right now. I can’t go out there breathless, with my nipples showing through the shirt the way I know they will.
Since my thoughts keep coming back to Dan no matter what, I’ve got to take care of this right now. I’ve got to be a professional and simply do the most logical thing I can think of. I’ll probably laugh at my foolishness later, but with how turned on I am right now, this seems to be the best course of action…
I slide my hand down between my legs, with one hand cupping my breasts, and I close my eyes and imagine Dan’s naked cock. Despite all my best intentions on being a professional, here I am in the changing room of my own business, masturbating to my old and one time flame.
My head tilts back and my eyes close.
My fingers are moving fast, very fast, as I picture Dan, shirtless, naked, his muscles bulging, his cock throbbing. I imagine what it would feel like to have him deep, deep inside me again, his cock buried all the way up to the hilt, the girth of his cock stretching me like it did once before, when it felt so, so good, so intense.
The orgasm is building and building. It only takes me a couple minutes before it explodes through me.
The pleasure streams through my body like a flood. I bite my lip to keep from making any sounds.
Half a minute later, the pleasure is gone, the orgasm over, and my breathing is starting to return to normal.
I feel my nipples and… well, mission accomplished. Hell, this isn’t how it normally works for me, though. It’s not like women’s bodies are analogous in so many ways to men’s bodies. But, this time, this was what I needed, just a quick release.
I head out and Sam gives me a strange look.
“Is Dan still here?” I say. “I mean… Mrs. Cambridge?”
“Did you know he’s a pro football player?” says Sam, his eyes wide with respect and admiration.
“Yeah,” I say, hastily. “Are they still here?” I don’t know exactly how long my little dalliance in the changing room took, but it couldn’t have been that long.
“They’re in the parking lot, I think,” he says, pointing out the door. “They just left…”
But I run out of the building before Sam can finish talking.
Mrs. Cambridge has already been loaded into the van, her wheel chair and everything.
Dan’s in the driver’s seat, with the window partially rolled down despite the cool weather. I can see his face with his slight stubble beard… looking so hot, a look of determination running across his face.
I run up to the window, and he gives me a smile as he sees me, his face breaking from grim (yet hot) seriousness, into an expression of joy. That’s a good sign, right? But, wait, what do I want from him? Do I really want him back? I suddenly have my doubts.
“Hey,” I say, as his face appears suddenly next to mine without the window acting as a barrier between us.
“Hey,” says Dan, grinning at me. “Looks like you were quite helpful.”
“Oh,” I say. “Glad it worked well for you, Mrs. Cambridge,” I call towards the back seat.
“Just ask her out already, Dan,” she says, her voice somewhat shrill and impatient.
I blush what must be a deep rose color.
“You look cute when you blush,” says Dan.
“I’m not blushing,” I say, clearly feeling my face blush.
“So…” says Dan. “I hate to say it, but I’m going to take my mom’s advice for once in my life.”
“About time,” says his mom, scoffing from the back seat.
“…and ask you out,” says Dan.
“I’d love to,” I say, quickly, way too quickly.
“I haven’t even said where or when yet,” says Dan.
“Oh,” I say, feeling dumb and too eager, far too eager.
“How about dinner tonight?” says Dan.
“OK!” I say, without a moment’s hesitation.
Dan gives me a wink, and says he better be getting on home.
I wave goodbye as he slowly drives the van out of the parking lot. I bet the paparazzi would kill for a picture like this, the famous womanizing football player, the hottest man in the league, driving his wheelchair bound mother back from physical therapy.
I stand here in the cold without a jacket on, my face still flushed. My whole body feels flushed, and I tingle with excitement.
This could become so many things…
Suddenly, a worry pops into my head. What if he’s still mad that I never contacted him, never responded to his messages, to his phone calls? But, then again, maybe he has come to understand with time that I was going through that horrifically difficult patch with my father dying and being on dialysis and all that.
Another worry (why can’t my mind be still?), but this one’s more important. I agree in excitement to go to dinner tonight, but that means that I have to get a sitter for Scout. I’ve always been home for Scout after school, since my life has just been being a mom and working when Scout’s in school.
I have no idea where I can get a sitter on such short notice. I’ve only hired a neighborhood girl a few times when I had to run out to do some errands at the last minute, and she turned out not to be too reliable, bringing her boyfriend over and drinking all my wine and then lying about it, even when she had obviously spilled plenty of it on the carpet.
The only person I could contact is my Aunt Donna, who’s in her late 80s now, but still sharp and as spry as a spring chicken, as they say, if there’s any truth to the expression at all.
I run back into the office, rushing past Sam, who looks at me, startled.
“What’s…” he start to say, but I brush past him, heading to where my jacket and purse are.
I grab my phone and hit Aunt Donna’s number.
“I thought I’d hear from you sooner,” she says, having taken what felt like ages to pick up the phone. She doesn’t have a cell phone and doesn’t like them or understand them. She just has one regular old landline in her house, and I can just picture her getting more and more annoyed as it rings until she’s finally compelled to head over and pick it up.
“Sorry, Aunt Donna,” I say. “But you know how busy I’ve been with setting up this new business.”
“All you young people and your ideas…” she says. “Back in my day, we just…”
“I’m going to have to cut you off right there, Donna,” I say. “You’re starting to sound like a cliché of an old person.”
“Oh, dear,” says Donna. “Thanks for letting me know.”
I laugh at this.
“Like I said before, always let me know when that happens,” says Donna, her voice sounding faint as she starts to inadvertently hold the phone too far away from her face.
“You’re doing that thing again with the phone,�
� I say. “Anyway, Donna, do you still have your driver’s license?”
“Of course I do!” she says. “I can see fine. They’re going to have to pry it out of my cold dead fingers.”
“Let’s hope that’s not too soon,” I say.
Donna laughs at this. She’s not exactly your typical old aunt. She’s… different.
“I’m lucky I got the good genes,” she says. “Unlike your father.”
I laugh, but it feels forced. I’ve never quite caught onto Donna’s darker humor. And she can get pretty dark with it sometimes.
“Maybe that was too much,” she says. “Was that too much?”
“Donna,” I say, interrupting her. “I’ve got a favor to ask you. Can you come watch Scout tonight? Or I could drop her off at your place.”
“Sure,” says Donna. “But what are you paying me?”
That makes me laugh again, because Donna would never accept payment for watching Scout, and we both already know that.
“Just for a couple hours,” I say.
“You have a hot date or something?”
“Sort of,” I say.
Donna laughs. “I’m happy for you,” she says. “I can’t remember the last time you were on a date. Fact is, I don’t think you’ve been on one since Scout was born.”
“I don’t think so,” I say.
We hang up and say goodbye, Donna cracking her usual jokes all the while.
I finish up the rest of the day, which is really just one more client, say goodbye to Sam, and then head to pick up Scout at school.
“How was school today, honey?” I say, as she clamors into the car. I start pulling slowly away from the school, and she’s not listening to me because she’s busy waving at her friends and making funny faces at me. That doesn’t bother me at all. In fact, I’m just glad she has so many friends.
“It was great,” says Scout, launching into a long explanation of what happened at school, what games she played with her friends, and what the teacher taught them.
I tell her all about how I’m going to have dinner with an old friend. Of course, I don’t tell her that it’s Dan, that he’s a famous football player, or that he’s her father. For this, I feel incredibly guilty.
I make Scout a quick dinner of macaroni and cheese and fried chicken, and then head up to my room to get dressed.
It turns out I don’t really have any clothes that look appropriate for a date. I try on a couple things that I have left over from six years ago or more, but I didn’t have many nice clothes back then, and these pieces already look incredibly dated.
The doorbell rings and it’s Donna, winking at me.
“Have fun, tonight, dear,” she says. “And if it gets really hot and heavy, don’t hesitate to call me and tell me to stay the whole night. I brought my bathrobe and everything.”
I blush. “That won’t be necessary,” I say.
“Oh?” she says. “You’re going to just fuck him and then come back right home without spending the night?”
“Donna!” I say, exasperated. She can be a little much sometimes, despite her age.
“Aunt Donna!” cries Scout, hearing Donna’s voice, and running in from the other room to give her great aunt a hug. I hope she didn’t hear what Donna was saying.
I say goodbye to the both of them and head out to my car. Dan’s texted me the address of a restaurant in town that I’ve never been to before. It’s some kind of gastro pub, whatever that is. I’ve passed by in my car sometimes, when, during the summer, I would gaze at the happy couples and happy groups all smiling and joking with each other, clinking their beer glasses together. The feeling of being left out, of being the outsider—it’s only grown stronger with the years. If I didn’t have Scout, I don’t know what I’d do.
But something’s right. Donna’s been right all along. I need a man, and not just any man, but one who can give me what I need.
I just ended up wearing old jeans that have a tear in the knee and a somewhat decent top, with my jacket over it, of course. It’s just a regular practical winter jacket that any non-stylish mom like myself would wear. I’m going to look like an idiot, I think to myself, looking at myself in the mirror and doing some finishing touches on my makeup.
It only takes me a few minutes to drive over to the gastro pub.
Dan’s not here yet, and the waiter gives me a skeptical look when I tell him that someone’s going to be joining me.
To calm my nerves, I order a glass of white wine.
Dan
She’s sitting there all alone with a glass of wine when I come in, looking as hot as hell, hotter than I’ve ever seen her look before.
“You look incredible,” I say, swooping down and giving her a kiss on the cheek.
I notice that a couple people around the gastro pub are giving me looks. Some of them recognize me from football and some of them are just women checking me out.
“Good to see you,” she says, looking up at me with her beautiful, wide eyes.
“It feels like we were never apart,” I say, suddenly thinking that’s a stupid thing to be saying. But what’s going on? I’m the famous Dan Cambridge—I don’t second-guess myself. Not now, not ever.
But she’s making me second-guess myself. She’s making me do this. It’s her beauty.
Is she going to leave me again, leave me in the dirt?
I open my mouth but I can’t think of anything to say. Instead, to steal some time away, I call over the bartender with my hand and order a stout, a good thick beer for a day like today.
We stare at each other in silence. She’s smiling at me, and looking right into my eyes.
I’m smiling back at her, feeling comfortable, happy but also strangely nervous.
What the hell’s going on? I don’t feel nervous. I just don’t. I’ve never once felt nervous before or during a game. People have even commented on it. Often my teammates will be vomiting into the bathroom stalls before a big game, and swearing amicably at me because I’m not even breaking a sweat yet.
“This shit is like bread,” I finally say, when the beer comes and I take a sip of it.
That was a dumb thing to say.
Chloe bursts out laughing.
“What?” I say, probably sounding annoyed even though that’s not how I intend to sound.
“You look nervous,” she says.
“I do?” I say. “I never get nervous, though.”
“Well apparently now you do,” she says.
I shrug my shoulders.
“So tell me about yourself,” I say.
She seems like she’s about to say something, and then changes her mind. I wonder what it could be.
So many emotions are running through me. I don’t know what to think. My mind feels numb, or more like overtaken completely by emotions that simply floor me. I realize now that there’s a reason I’ve been dreaming about her all these years. She’s not just beautiful—she does something to me, something that I can’t explain, something that I don’t have any power over, something as intense as the stars… something more intense than football.
We stare at each other, without saying a word. It seems like all the words have already been spoken, even though we’ve barely said anything to each other.
“Do you want to get out of here?” I suddenly say, blurting out the words far, far earlier in the night than I would have liked to. I’m suddenly feeling all nervous. I’m never nervous on dates, hookups, or whatever. Simply never. I laugh nervously. “I guess I said that too early,” I say, as she just stares at me, now a smile working its way across her face. “That’s more like something I’d say at the end of the night, after we’ve had a few drinks. And it’s been a whole five minutes since we’ve been here.” She’s still not saying anything. Just smiling at me. The tension is killing me. “Come on, you’ve got to say something to me.”
“OK,” she says.
“OK what?” I say, confused. I feel dazed, bedazzled, a thousand things at the same time. I don’t know wh
at the hell she means.
“Let’s get out of here,” she says, giving me a wink.
I feel a smile breaking across my own face. “Seriously?” I say. “That was easy… And… I don’t mean to say that you’re easy.”
She shrugs her shoulders and gets up from the table.
I get up too, trying to not knock my hard, bulging cock against the table as I do so. She looks down meaningfully at it and her eyes widen but she doesn’t say anything.
I take a few twenties from my wallet and toss them down on the table without paying any attention to how much I’m paying, or for what. At this point, if you asked me, I wouldn’t be able to tell you if we’d eaten or what we’d drank. I feel like I’ve been here for hours and hours, simply stunned and entranced by her radiant beauty, my cock growing ever harder by the minute.
“Somehow this doesn’t seem strange,” she says, taking me by the hand and walking me through the restaurant.
I’m not paying the least bit of attention to my surroundings. Everything except the muscular bubble ass in front of me is completely out of my attention span.
She pulls me along by the hand and my cock is raging hard, threatening to break through my jeans. I can catch a glimpse of the sides of her breasts when she turns briefly, her body moving like water as she navigates through the tables of the restaurant.
She turns to me, her long hair flowing behind her, flapping, making her look even more beautiful. I want to take her right here in the restaurant, despite all the people, all the chatter. More realistically, I want to take her into the bathroom and plunge my cock deep inside her. Then I’d take her to the car and do the same thing, damn the cops and everyone else. But I can wait. I can take her to the nicest hotel in town.
“Everyone’s staring at us,” she says.
“That’s because you’re so beautiful,” I say. “They can’t take their eyes off you.”
She laughs and shakes her head.
“They’re all looking at you,” she says. “Are you famous or something?” She says it sarcastically, with a twinkle in her eyes.
I shrug. “I wasn’t paying attention,” I say. “I was just paying attention to you.”
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