That’s what everyone called her, a Great Kid. That Grace, isn’t she something? From about age thirteen, most poised kid you ever saw. Polite without making a big deal of it. Filled with good cheer, smart as a whip, president of her class at whatever prep school she went to. And a knockout to look at. Then one morning she presents herself at the emergency room at Bellevue Hospital dressed in a bathrobe and nothing else. Wouldn’t talk. Had no ID on her. The doctors suspected rape or some other trauma but an examination revealed nothing. No rape, no trauma. She had not been beaten. And still she wouldn’t talk. It took three days for Russ and her mother to find her, and when they did, she didn’t recognize them. She was away for a year and when she got out she didn’t return to college. But at least she was speaking a few words. They never discovered the cause, and believe me, they tried. The best headshrinkers money could buy. But you know what I think? I think it was the burden of being a Great Kid. Maybe she didn’t feel so great all the time but that was her identity. She’d walk into a room and everyone would light up. What’s Grace been up to lately? Did she have a boyfriend? She’s such a Great Kid she deserves the best. That look, that smile. I think it became an intolerable burden for her, a burden as heavy as the world itself. And so she bent under its weight, as she had every right to do.
I knew some of that, Thomas said. Not all.
She broke Russ’s heart.
And her own, I would imagine.
That, too, Bernhard said. And her mother’s. Broken hearts all around.
That’s a sad, sad story.
It’s what they used to call you, you know.
What did they used to call me?
A Great Kid. Tommy Railles, the doctor’s boy. Just a great kid. Smart at school, a decent athlete, great with the girls, wonderful with older people. And so talented. He’ll make a name for himself, that Tommy.
Bullshit, Thomas said.
Bernhard laughed. True, every word. Meanwhile, I was that little prick Bernhard, the bookmaker’s son. Come to no good end. Stay out of his way, don’t let your boys grow up to be like Bernhard Sindelar. He’s a strange one. No one could figure out what I was doing hanging out with you, a certified Great Kid.
That’s not the way I remember it, Thomas said.
Maybe that’s the reason you didn’t end up in Bellevue in your bathrobe, mute, no ID, no explanation. You didn’t listen to the things people said because at some level you didn’t believe them. Maybe you didn’t care. Maybe you didn’t think you were so great. And that saved you.
More bullshit, Thomas said.
So we were brothers in that one way. Not caring.
Thomas raised his glass and said, LaBarre.
LaBarre, Bernhard said.
And good luck to Russ, Thomas said and they clinked glasses.
We won’t be seeing him for a while. But I have a number. We can call him this afternoon, see how things are going for him and for Grace. The poor bastard. Bernhard threw some euros on the table and stood up.
He said, Let’s go.
I haven’t finished my calva.
Finish. Antoine’s due back any time now. You don’t want to miss the afternoon show. It’ll be worth your while, I promise.
I’ll wait a minute. Meet you there.
You know the way?
I know the way. Bernhard? One question. Did you ever regret not having children?
He said, Are you kidding? What about you?
Yes, Thomas said. I do.
Well, Bernhard said, that’s out of the way. Au revoir, he said, and then he was through the door and walking back the way they had come.
Thomas finished his calvados and ordered another espresso, a double. He watched the écailler pull a canvas over his bin, secure it, and walk across the street to a café on the corner. Lunch was over. The streets filled up in midafternoon with shoppers, the light now an oystery gray, the sun trying to pierce the cloud cover but failing. The air seemed to him to smell of oysters. Thomas imagined his children with him, everyone giddy from the oysters and wine. There would be a son and a daughter, or two daughters and a son, or two sons and a daughter, surely no more than three. They would be playful with each other and with him. Their mother was away someplace. They had all come over from London on the car ferry, everyone having agreed to a fine lunch in Le Havre before driving to Honfleur for the evening. They would meander a few days in Normandy before going on to Paris, where he had a show at the end of the week. They would stay at the Ritz, adjoining rooms on the second floor. Across the square was Florette’s atelier and at dusk with all the lights on they would gather at one of the bedroom windows and watch the models go about their business, Florette in constant attendance. The children were in their twenties, unmarried and footloose. He hoped to God none of them thought of themselves as a Great Kid. One of them wanted to be a doctor like her grandfather and the others were uncommitted. When they asked his advice as to a suitable career he told them, half seriously, follow your heart—and they roared with laughter and said, Oh, that’s very helpful, Papa. Can we take that to the bank? His daughter, the doctor daughter, put her hand on his wrist and pretended to take his pulse, causing a fresh round of giggles.
Thomas smiled and finished off his calva, put a banknote on the table, and shrugged himself into his coat. When he stood he was lightheaded and had to grip the tabletop to steady himself. But the episode came and went in an instant and then he was outside in the cold and wind.
Of course there could have been three sons or three daughters.
But that would be unlikely.
He bought a newspaper at the kiosk on the corner and headed for the port. He had no idea what the French shipped from Le Havre, probably grain, manufactured goods, wine and cheese. Camembert was not far away. At the quay were two Korean freighters and one from China. There were no American vessels and he wondered if the nation’s maritime industry had gone belly-up like so much else. Bernhard would have the answer; you had only to ask. Thomas was trying to work something out in his head but the thought was elusive, sidetracked as he had been by his fictitious children. He didn’t want to spend any more time than absolutely necessary in Le Havre, a noisy, unlovely city. Was it not possible after all to conclude his business today? Wasn’t the point to get it over with and return at once to St. Michel du Valcabrère?
He watched a slender black cat slither along the water’s edge of the quay and disappear under a pallet, a grace note to the bustle of the docks, a clamorous environment of arrival and departure. The Chinese vessel loosed its hawsers and was under way, sliding from the quay dead slow. Seamen on the other ships halted work to watch it go. Thomas saw the captain looking out from the bridge rail, his face as impassive as a sack of wheat. He was a Chinese of middle age, balding, heavy pouches under his eyes; it seemed that he had seen every port in the Orient and elsewhere. He turned to say something to the helmsman and then looked directly at Thomas, conspicuous in his city clothes; and no doubt that was what caused the captain to offer a halfhearted smile and a gesture that was either a wave or a signal of dismissal. Thomas returned the gesture but the captain was already concentrating on the business at hand. A French tug nosed up to the freighter’s bow, took a line, and the two vessels crept forward. The freighter towered over the tug. Thomas saw the captain gazing out to sea, heavy clouds gathering in the west, the wind stiff. If he was alarmed at the weather he did not show it.
The Chinese vessel gathered speed as it approached the outer harbor, oily smoke spilling from its twin stacks. Then the freighter seemed to shudder and stall, the captain sounding the horn, two sharp blasts—and a sloop appeared suddenly, swinging around the freighter’s bow, heeling dangerously to starboard, a collision narrowly avoided. The yachtsman, in oilskins and watchcap, shook his fist at the freighter, gathering speed once again. The sloop was beautiful, as sleek and composed as a fish, whereas the freighter was a crustacean, a formidable, slovenly, and unruly crustacean, careless in its habits. The yacht made for a mooring and the
freighter lumbered on, and it was the freighter that enlisted sympathy, a hard-luck vessel, rusting where the deck met the hull, her paint peeling. The name on her stern was unreadable but her home port was Shanghai. The captain looked as though he had been born with the boat, a mariner who had been at his trade for many years; neither he nor his ship felt any need to keep up appearances. The captain emerged again at the door of the wheelhouse, smoking a cigarette. There was something stalwart about him, an old man on an old boat sailing an ancient route, and when the boat went into drydock or was taken apart for scrap, that would be the end of him, too. There would surely be other ports of call as he made his way south and then east—Aden, Mumbai, Singapore, Haiphong. Thomas continued to watch the Chinese freighter as she made her way beyond the lighthouse breakwater into the foul channel weather, waves crashing over her bow. The tug was long gone, the freighter abandoned to her fate. Thomas continued to watch but he did not register what he saw. He was thinking of his own business and how it might be satisfactorily concluded. He did not have all the time in the world. His questions were few in number but subtle in their own way and essential. He was formulating them as he turned his back on the quay and walked in the direction of Rue Georges Braque, wondering now what there was about the port city that inspired Braque. Tramp steamers and sailing ships would be part of it, and the low sky and the channel’s gray water. He walked quickly because he had an errand to run before he arrived at the safe house.
In the loft the prisoners remained as they were, seated, still shackled. The guards had disappeared. In the room behind the two-way mirror the three investigators played cards in the corner. Bernhard stood at the mirror watching the four at the long table. They appeared to be dozing. Now and then one of them would move his head or his arm or shift uncomfortably in his chair. The clock now read eleven, Antoine Mean Time. Thomas noticed that the men continued to sweat.
Bernhard looked up when he entered the room.
He said, Antoine wants them to wait some more, do some private thinking. Antoine believes in the persuasive power of boredom combined with anticipation. I think when he says anticipation he means dread. Fear of the known, Bernhard said and chuckled. Fear of the bastinado or worse. So we wait.
Thomas said, Where is he?
Somewhere in the building. He has an office. And in the office there’s a cot. I imagine he’s catching forty winks so’s to be alert when things recommence.
Will he show up soon?
No telling. Antoine sets his own timetable.
I’ll wait, then, Thomas said.
I’m glad to hear it. I had the feeling you were copping out.
No, Thomas said.
I thought you were on your way to Aquitaine.
I’m not, Thomas said.
So where have you been?
The quay. Watching the boats, specifically a Chinese freighter. Old boat, rusted, paint peeling, a veteran in every way. Her skipper is a veteran, too, but he damned near smashed up a sloop. Looked that way anyhow, a heavyweight beating up on a girl. By the way, what do the French export from Le Havre?
Wine and cheese. A few automobiles. How the hell would I know?
I thought you might.
I don’t, Bernhard said.
From the corner of the room Thomas heard the slap of cards and desultory conversation. Boredom was general in the safe house.
Thomas said, How well do you know him?
Antoine? Not very well. I don’t imagine anyone knows him very well. Maybe his wife does, if he has a wife.
What’s he like?
Keeps to himself. He’s an interrogator, for Chrissakes. He has his own outlook on things. He’s focused on his work, his calculated entrances and exits, his questions. When he has any. He’s not the sort of man you have a beer with at the end of the day. Why do you want to know?
I want to talk to him.
I don’t know about that, Thomas. We’re here at his invitation, on his sufferance. He’s repaying a favor, settling a debt, if you like. We’re lucky just to be here to watch how he goes about things. He’s an artist. Antoine’s like you except his métier’s more specialized.
Thomas grunted and thought to hand Bernhard the newspaper he’d bought at the kiosk near Café Marine.
He said, Here’s the newspaper.
Bernhard said, Thank you, Thomas, and immediately began to read an account of the latest car bombing in Baghdad.
Thomas stepped to the back of the room and watched the card players. He did not recognize the game. The room was filled with tobacco smoke. When Pierre threw in his hand, Thomas touched him on the shoulder. Pierre excused himself and they retreated to the curtained window.
Thomas said, I’d like to see Antoine.
Antoine? Pierre frowned, a look of grave doubt.
Yes, Antoine.
He’s resting now.
I know he is. Perhaps when he wakes up—
Pierre took a step back, worried that he had been misunderstood. He is not sleeping, Monsieur Railles. He is preparing.
It’s important to me, Pierre.
To speak to Antoine.
Yes. I have a question for him. Perhaps two questions. And then, soon after, I’ll be on my way.
I don’t know, Monsieur Railles. It’s irregular.
I am greatly indebted to your service, and the French government. The apprehension of these four . . . Thomas let the sentence hang and continued, Of course I have my own interest in this crime. My wife was very dear to me. I cannot think that my interest would conflict in any way with your interest. And therefore I would like to speak to Antoine. It’s possible I could be of help.
Pierre stared at him, judging his sincerity. After a pause he went back to the card table and picked up the mobile phone at his place. He looked at it skeptically, then dialed a number and spoke softly into the receiver. Thomas could not hear what he said but after a moment Pierre closed the phone and with a nod of his head walked to the door. After a glance at Bernhard, absorbed in the newspaper, Thomas followed and they descended the stairs and went through a corridor that led to the rear of the house. Pierre knocked on a door, opened it, and stepped aside to admit Thomas.
Antoine was sitting in an easy chair, smoking and reading his file. There was something on the CD player at his elbow but the sound was turned low. He put the file aside and went to his desk and perched on its edge. There was no cot in the room. Antoine gestured for Thomas to take the easy chair. In the sudden silence he recognized the music at once.
Thomas said, That’s Billie Holiday.
Yes, it is.
I have the same recording.
Yes, it’s very popular. What can I do for you, Monsieur Railles?
Thomas said, Thank you for seeing me. I know it’s irregular.
Antoine said, What do you want from me?
I want to see him alone. Without the others.
You want to see Yussef?
Yes, without the boy or the other two.
You want to interrogate him?
I want to explain one or two things to him and then ask a few questions. It would not be an interrogation.
This is not in the protocol.
I know that, Thomas said.
We stick strictly to the protocol. One interrogator.
I appreciate that.
Antoine leaned back, stretching, his hands on his hips, yawning. He stubbed out his cigarette in an overflowing ashtray and stared thoughtfully at the ceiling. He was silent a minute or more and then he lit another cigarette, offering the pack to Thomas, who shook his head.
What is it you wish to do to Yussef?
Not violence, Thomas said.
Truly? No violence?
I won’t touch him.
You have every right—
I know. I know I do.
I talked to people in your village. Florette was very well liked. Everyone spoke highly of her, the kind of woman she was. They spoke well of you, too. And they are suspicious people, as you know.
/> Thomas smiled. He said, Country people.
I, too, am from the country.
I am also, Thomas said. From the state of Wisconsin.
Two country boys, Antoine said with a dry smile. What are we doing here?
They listened to Billie Holiday, “Twenty-four Hours a Day” ending and “Let’s Dream in the Moonlight” beginning, the singer in fine voice. Thomas knew the band at once, Teddy Wilson’s. Wilson’s piano was unmistakable.
Thomas said, I heard Wilson once in Milwaukee.
Antoine said, You are a fortunate man.
I never saw Billie Holiday in person.
Nor I, Antoine said.
How much do you know about them?
Not as much as I pretend. But you know that.
I guessed, Thomas said.
My file is a prop, like Yorick’s skull or the iguana that lives under the porch. I can tell you this. They are Moroccan-born and they are surely the ones who were with your wife in her last hours.
What were they doing on the mountain?
I do not know, Monsieur Railles.
Are they affiliated with any group?
They are angry men. I believe they are freelancers but Islam is their cause. The old one, Yussef, is an intelligent man. Probably university-educated. In the early stages of the interrogation they gave away some information, not very much. And I am not convinced all of it was genuine. Now this news is between the two of us, because I have sympathy for your position. It is not to be shared with my colleagues or yours—
Bernhard.
Yes, Bernhard.
He is not a colleague.
You are not attached to the embassy in Paris?
I am a painter in St. Michel du Valcabrère. Portraits.
That does not disqualify you.
Nevertheless. I am not in the spy business. I did odd jobs for Bernhard but that was many years ago. I am telling you this as earnest of my bona fides. My interest here is strictly personal.
Bernhard deceived me.
He meant no harm, Thomas said.
Deception among friends is ugly business.
He is grateful to you. I am, too.
Antoine lit another cigarette, staring thoughtfully at his hands. His fingers were yellow with nicotine.
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