She’d always suspected that the story of how the poor girl made it to England and onto the Titanic was just that—a fable. Family legend said the girl’s uncle won the third-class ticket playing dice (her mother said others insisted he stole it) and gave it to her in hopes of giving her a better life. So the story went.
Jess had begun her search for answers when her sixth grade teacher made everyone research and write an essay on a historical topic. To her surprise, she not only discovered that her mother’s story was true, but a helpful librarian led her to a list of Titanic passengers—which included her great-aunt.
Despite her continued research, she never learned more about the girl. Not that it mattered. That someone she “knew”—at least through stories—had been involved in such a tragedy made the event more personal. Ever since, she’d felt a strong emotional bond to the vessel.
An unexpected voice broke Jess’s musing, making her jump. “What’re you doing sneaking up on people!” she cried. Her outburst trailed off as she eyed the stooped little man behind her. He barely reached five feet and stood wringing his hands, his face sheepish.
“I’m sorry, miss, I didn’t mean to frighten you.” He gave her a timid smile and pointed at the painting. “That’s always been my favorite,” he said, his voice soft.
She returned his smile and turned back to the painting. “Mine, too. Someone in my family died on the Titanic.”
“You don’t say?” The man stroked the silvery mustache that draped the outer edges of his lips like antique lace. “I’m assumin’ you’ve seen the documentaries on the raisin’ of the ship. Been to the exhibit?”
“Yes, I watched it on TV, but I haven’t been to the exhibit yet.”
“No? Well, it’s somethin’ you should see, especially with your connection. Hmm, I’ve just the thing if you’re interested, something no Titanic fan would want to miss, I’m sure.”
His smile and oily tone made Jess pause, but the bad feeling passed just as quickly as it appeared. She pondered the idea. Maybe she could take a trip and see the exhibit at the same time, something Matt would hate. That made it even more attractive.
“Well . . . maybe it’s a possibility. I’d like to go someplace different, and if I can see the exhibit, that’d be great.”
He clapped his hands in delight. “Excellent, excellent! Any particular place you would like to visit?” He leaned toward her, his face anxious. The tip of his tongue licked his lips.
The image of a snake unfolded in her mind. Jess recoiled slightly, surprised at the thought. She’d better finish and take a break. Maybe she wouldn’t be so jumpy once she ate. Blood sugar must be low.
“I’ve thought of going overseas or renting a cottage on Martha’s Vineyard. I’ve never been there.”
He scurried around the table, grabbed a giant black book from the shelf, and blew off the dust. She sneezed and tried to see the book’s title but failed as he flipped it open. He began to scan the pages of small writing.
“Hmm, no, there’s nothing Titanic-related going on out east right now. Wait, yes, here we are. A new exhibition is opening at Chicago’s Museum of Science and Industry.”
Jess swallowed her disappointment. Romantic visions of floating down Venice’s canals in a gondola, staring at Mona Lisa’s smile, visiting the British Museum, or even celebrity watching at Martha’s Vineyard faded.
Nothing against Chicago, of course. She’d visited her cousin there as a child, and never forgot the thrill of seeing the perfectly furnished miniature Thorne Rooms at the Art Institute on Michigan Avenue. She still treasured the book her cousin bought her. But her dreams of actually seeing parts of the Titanic had always been linked in her mind with a much more exotic setting.
“Here,” the little man said, pushing an envelope into her hand. “Take a peek at the tickets and itinerary. You won’t be disappointed.”
Her questions about how he’d gathered everything so fast disappeared like fog on a sunny day as she opened the envelope. She slid out the ticket dated April 14, then glanced at the schedule and felt a surge of excitement. A limo would pick her up at her home in Wisconsin and take her downtown. There were stops for lunch and snacks at first-class restaurants. Shopping sites and other attractions along the route were listed. If she preferred, a private plane was available for an extra fee.
“You can stop anytime. Turn it into a several- day or all-week excursion if you want. We have connections at the finest accommodations. You’ll find the suites fully furnished, complete with a new wardrobe, our compliments.”
Her eyes widened. “A wardrobe? B-but that isn’t necessary. I have my own clothing. How much does that add to the price?”
“I know our surroundings here . . .” he waved a hand, “. . . are less than satisfactory, but this is one of our oldest branches. Still, we believe in pampering our guests to the utmost. The smallest detail isn’t too small. Everything is taken care of for you at no extra charge.”
He handed her a handwritten bill and nodded.
“Everything is included, hotel, travel, museum admission, drinks, and meals. The garments as well. Inclusive.”
She glanced at the itinerary again. “Okay, I’ll take it.”
“Wonderful!” His face glowed. “Someone will pick you up this afternoon at four o’clock.”
“Today? I still have to pack and—”
“You only need a few personal items. I’m sorry, but booking the ticket starts the time clock. Our trips operate a bit differently than most. We want to get you in before everyone else for your private showing. You can cancel if you feel this is inconvenient.”
She hesitated but a moment. “No, I guess that’s fine. I’ll look for the driver.”
Her mind was still a whirl as she quickly showered and threw some toiletries, a couple outfits, jewelry, and shoes in a suitcase. She arranged for her neighbor to water the plants and sat to wait, still wondering if she was doing the right thing. It was crazy, impulsive . . . and she had to admit, more fun than she’d had in some time. She didn’t bother to call Matt. Let him wonder where she’d gone.
The drive was uneventful, the driver pleasant, the accommodations wonderful. To her surprise, she walked into her hotel suite and there above the queen-size bed hung the painting she’d seen at the travel agency, Maiden Voyage, The Titanic.
A knock on the door made her forget the odd coincidence. She opened it, surprised to find a woman holding two of the most amazing dresses she’d ever seen. The black gown was trimmed with sparkling black jet and ruby glass beads. The gray and white striped linen day dress had a neckline ruched with gray silk and handmade lace.
“Good afternoon, miss. I’ve brought your clothing for tomorrow. The gray gown is for your morning excursion. The black gown is for the evening dinner. Your dinner will be brought in tonight. Is there anything else I can assist you with?”
“No, thank you,” Jess answered. “I’m going to relax and turn in early I think.”
“Very well. I will be here at seven to help you dress. Have a good evening then.”
The next morning, Jess giggled as she slipped on the vintage undergarments she found in the drawer. They felt strange, but she was willing to play along. Her assistant arrived promptly at seven. She coiffed Jess’s shoulder-length hair in tiny curls and pinned it up with glittery hairpins, helped her into the gray Titanic-era gown, and fastened the row of hooks in the back. Jess stared at herself in awe. The present faded as she slipped her feet into beaded vintage shoes that felt like they were custom made.
The driver dropped her at the exhibit entrance where she received a program from two young ladies wearing simpler Victorian gowns. It felt odd being ushered into the softly lit exhibit rooms alone and told to take her time. She could get used to such privilege, she thought.
Inside, time stood still. She passed glass cases containing gold buttons, broken pieces of comb, fancy mirrors, and other personal effects. A white shirt once worn by a ship steward hammered home the reality of what
had happened and brought a tear to her eye. Had the man met her great-aunt? Had he wondered at the fate of those below deck or tried to help them?
She strolled from room to room in silence, her emotions in turmoil. The quiet unnerved her. She almost wished there were others around to lessen the impact. Gleaming silverware and a polished china cup and saucer with the Titanic’s signature cobalt-and-gold pattern sat in one case. A child’s doll, one arm and leg gone, its dress in rags, was perched next to a logbook. She bit back a sob as she saw the entry with a child’s name and age.
Two hours later, she looked up in surprise to see one of the costumed attendants. “Miss? Your driver is here. Your tour continues after dinner tonight.”
Disappointed, but intrigued, Jess returned to her suite and changed to go shopping. She relaxed a couple hours before her assistant arrived to fix her hair and help her dress, this time in the stunning black gown. The dress rustled as she turned to admire her silhouette. Some light makeup, a beautiful cameo brooch, and a small beaded reticule completed her look. Eat your heart out, Matt.
She entered the museum dining area, the room aglow with gleaming cobalt-and-gold Titanic china, and shimmering crystal. Other diners dressed in their absolute best nodded in greeting as she strolled to her table. She smiled as the handsome man to her right introduced himself as Mr. Bernard Brady and pulled out her chair.
“Good evening, Miss Adams. They told me to expect you for dinner, but they didn’t say how lovely my table mate would be.”
She smiled, greeting him and her other dining companions. They did think of everything, she thought. The conversation flowed as Jess picked up her menu headed with the name of the ship. It read:
April 14, Titanic
First Course Hors D’Oeuvres; Oysters
Second Course Consommé Olga, Cream of Barley Third Course Poached Salmon with Mousseline Sauce, Cucumbers
The list went on, a full ten courses, ending with eclairs, Waldorf pudding, and French ice cream. It was decadent. She sighed and wondered how much she’d be able to eat in this tight-fitting dress, but couldn’t resist the crisp cucumber scent of her fish when it arrived. It melted in her mouth.
Music and dancing followed dinner. Jess couldn’t remember when she’d so enjoyed herself. Her companion, a witty man in his forties, exuded an old-world charm she found refreshing. She looked forward to tomorrow’s dinner.
Not ready to end the evening, Jess was thrilled when Bernard asked if she’d like to take a stroll with him later, “along the deck,” as he called it. She smiled in agreement and went to do her own exploring.
As she turned a corner, her eyes widened at sight of the full-scale replica of the Titanic’s grand staircase. She stared, almost afraid to touch anything for fear it would fall down. It had to be a front, she figured, like those fake buildings the movies used that looked real, but had nothing except wood supports behind them.
The banister felt solid. A tingle shot up her arms, but she ignored it. She bent down to touch the step, the coolness of the marble giving her goosebumps. Heart pounding, she went up one step, then another. At the top, she shivered as the air turned cold.
She held back the panic and pushed through the icy curtain, surprised to see how the room shimmered around her. Her grip on the banister tightening, she struggled to keep the vertigo at bay as she watched the room grow brighter.
Finally, the strange feelings passed. Muffled sounds reached her ears. She recognized the strains of violins . . . soft laughter . . . voices. She searched in vain for the hidden stereo speakers, amazed at the care someone put into making everything seem so real.
Someone called her name. She looked to the right, surprised to see her handsome dinner companion coming down the uppermost staircase.
“Miss Adams, it is a pleasure to see you again.”
“Mr. Brady, it’s good to see you, too.” She smiled, feeling the warmth of the blush in her cheeks.
“Please, call me Bernard. We do not need to be so formal, do we?” He took her hand and kissed it. The light brush of his mustache sent a chill up her spine. “How about we take that stroll, shall we?”
She nodded and gasped aloud as the air glimmered with wisps of gray smoke that slowly coalesced into solid form. Her mind tried to make sense of what was happening as the staircase filled with other couples who nodded and smiled as they passed.
Funny how her companion’s body appeared to have a slight translucence to it. Yet as he leaned over to kiss her cheek and take her hand, his touch felt as warm and real as hers. Her skin tingled as he pressed his palm intimately against her lower back. There was nothing imaginary about him, or about the feelings he stirred.
He leaned over and whispered in her ear. “Please, tell me if I am being too forward.”
His breath tickled her neck. She loved that he was playing this Victorian manners thing to the hilt. It was incredibly sexy and more provocative than anything she’d ever experienced.
They turned down a richly decorated hall. For a fleeting moment, Jess wondered at the expense the agency had put into personalizing her trip. She smiled at the passing couples, noting how the walls sometimes seemed visible right through their clothing. The light must be playing tricks, she guessed.
Her escort stopped in front of cabin A-21 and pulled a key from his pocket. “I need to get something. You may wait here if you feel it is inappropriate to come inside.”
She watched him turn the key, shocked to hear the lock click. As the door swung open, she noticed the familiar painting of the Titanic hanging above the fireplace mantle. After a moment’s hesitation, she followed him in. It wasn’t a surprise when Bernard closed the door and took her in his arms. That they shared the rest of the evening together didn’t surprise her, either.
Hours later, Jess sprang from bed at the sound of thumps and yells outside. She looked at her still-sleeping companion in confusion. Then it hit her. The date . . . today was the fourteenth of April, 1912.
“Bernard!” She shook him awake. “Hurry, we have to get dressed. What time is it?”
He gazed at her and smiled before reaching for the gold pocket watch on the nightstand. “Time?” He yawned. “It is only twenty three minutes past ten. There is plenty of time yet.” He patted the bedcover.
Her panic growing, she slipped on her gown, urging him to fasten the back buttons. She tried not to sound rude as he began to kiss her back.
“Bernard, please, we have to hurry.”
He responded by trying to slip the gown off her shoulders. She stepped away from him. “No, you don’t understand. We have to go. Now! The ship is sinking!”
“Sinking?” He laughed. “Surely you jest and have a horrid sense of humor. The Titanic is unsinkable.”
The noises in the corridor outside grew louder. A minute later, someone pounded on the door. “Mr. Brady, sir? This is the steward. Hurry, sir, to the deck and please get into your lifejacket. We need to get everyone up on the deck, quickly. Leave all your belongings, please, and come to the deck immediately.”
Jess saw his face pale as he answered. “Yes, I will be there in a moment.”
He looked at her. “Then it is true?”
She nodded.
He grabbed her shoulders. “How did you know that? Tell me. Are you a witch, some sort of soothsayer?”
She’d had enough. It was time to return to reality. “Bernard, I think this has gone on too long already. Please, tell whoever’s in charge that I won’t be angry. Let’s end this. I got more than my money’s worth.”
His face reddened as he buttoned his shirt and slipped on his shoes. “Madam, whatever you are insinuating, I never received any kind of money. I am deeply sorry if you feel I compromised you in any way.”
Ignoring him, she ran to the door and yanked it open. A gasp escaped at the sounds of yelling in the distance and the look of fear on the passing passengers’ faces. He joined her at the door.
“Now do you believe me?” she asked. “Hurry. We have to go.”<
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On deck, the first-class male passengers were stoic, bravely leading women to the lifeboats, almost pushing them in when they balked. She watched, dazed, not believing what she was seeing. It wasn’t real. It couldn’t be.
The crowds surged forward, propelling Jess along. She tried to hold onto Bernard, but felt his hand slip from hers. She kept moving, her heart aching, but she dared not look back. She didn’t want to see him standing there, trying to be brave in the face of what lay ahead.
A crew member rushed by, yelling as lifeboats were released half full. The ship creaked and moaned. Stunned passengers staggered around, ignoring others near them. Jess gazed at them, her panic rising. Suddenly, she knew what she had to do.
Her heart raced as she struggled to keep her balance against the growing tilt of the ship. She rushed to the lower level deck, studying the face of each passenger until she saw a girl huddled in a corner, her floral babushka awry. Jess held her breath as the girl turned her way revealing the same heart-shaped face as the one in the photo back home.
Jess pointed to the upper level and held out her hand. Tears spilled from the girl’s eyes as Jess raced to the upper deck, pulling her along. She arrived in time to find the crew struggling to release the last lifeboat and fight off those who threatened to topple it. Jess kissed the girl’s cheek and pushed her into the arms of one of the female passengers as the boat was lowered to the water.
Her face wet with tears, her teeth chattering, Jess sloshed through the rising water to Brady’s cabin. She found it open, everything inside scattered and thrown about. She stared at the painting bobbing in the rising water. The image of the ship also dipped beneath the painted sea, the stern pointed at an odd angle.
Pulling the original ticket from her pocket, Jess hurried down the hall, her dress becoming wetter and heavier by the minute.
Her eyes straight ahead, she tried not to look into the faces of the other frightened passengers ambling around as she retraced her way to the grand staircase. She moved toward the exit, praying, hoping, that she could still turn in her ticket for a refund.
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