by Minx, Misty
I didn’t know what to think or say. I was numb. I didn’t even realize that Jayson knew my name. He never called on me in class. Heck, he never even looked my way. I was shocked to see him concerned for me. I noticed everyone was going home as he had ended the class early. For me? I thought I would faint again.
“Yeah, I am okay. Just a bit dizzy, that’s all.” I replied, when I finally found my voice. Thank god, my vocal chords were still working, I was under the impression I won’t be able to utter a single word. “Where is everyone going, it’s only 815, still 15 minutes before the class finishes.”
“Well, I wanted to see if you are doing ok.” He smiled again and I thought my heart would melt.
Was I dreaming again? I had to pinch myself. Yikes! I wasn’t.
Okay, so what was going on here? I tried to make sense of it all.
“I also wanted to tell you how great you are doing in class. I have to admit you are one of my best students. You are in good shape too. Keep it up. See you in class tomorrow. Take care of yourself.” He waved and walked away, leaving me standing there, gaping.
I never thought I could be at a loss of words. I was the chatter box types. Someone who would always have something to say – No matter what the topic of discussion is. But, at that very minute, I was absolutely speechless.
CHAPTER 9
Instinctively, I called up Amanda.
“Ams, something happened today. It’s a bit strange. So, today in class........” I went on and on, nonstop till I was sure I had given her every little detail and then, I waited for her response.
“Babes, this guy has the hots for you!”
“Are you kidding me, Ams. You have seen Jayson, right? He’s the most handsome guy I have ever laid eyes on and trust me, I have seen many. How can he be into me? Also, as you know, he’s 10 years younger to me.”
“Yes! I know. I also know that you have a body of a 20 year old and with your dress code today, you must have turned a lot of heads. Including, Jayson’s. So I am telling ya, he’s so hot for you. If you don’t believe me, wait and watch. He will make a move.”
I was thrilled to hear that. My dream guy and the hottest being on this planet had a thing for me? I was so excited, I could scream. At that point, I was not a wife or a mother. I was just a girl looking for some adventure. I was excited and turned on. I wanted him to make his move, fast. I could hardly wait for him to be inside me. I could picture it now.
I had to rush to my bed and indulge in my fantasies. I hurried back home and scurried to my bed.
CHAPTER 10
The next day, I was happy and chirpy. Felt good to have a young hot guy notice you, when you have 2 kids and a monotonous life. That’s all it takes to make your life interesting.
I had to be careful, though. This had to be just a fantasy; I could easily fall for those blue green eyes and taught body. That thought was scary and exhilarating – both, at the same time.
On the other hand, things with Mark weren’t going well at all. Mark noticed my unusual behaviour and he was worried about me. He could see I kept my distance off late. We didn’t make love since that last wild encounter and I slept early the whole week. That wasn’t helping either.
All I knew was that I wanted Jayson. Maybe Ams was right.. Maybe I had to have him once to get him out of my system once and for all. I had to consider the possibility. Keeping a low profile was not helping me. I had to do this –for myself, Mark, kids, our marriage, my life.
I had finally convinced myself that I was a good person if I slept with Jayson and I was ruining my life if I didn’t do it. Its funny how the brain works at times – You end up doing what you want to do and you somehow convince yourself that you are doing it for the good of the world. So even if you are doing something totally wrong, in your mind, you are a hero!
CHAPTER 11
That day after work, I took a quick shower. I wanted to reach gym early in order to chat up with Jayson before class. I was hoping I would get to talk to him alone; usually he was thronged by girls.
I wore skimpy work out shorts and smart blue sports bra. I didn’t bother to put a tee on. I was working out hard and I wanted to make sure Jayson would notice that. I flaunted my tanned long legs and abs to the fullest. I wanted to make a lasting impression.
It seemed I did. As soon as I walked into class, Jayson moved away from his fan following and walked towards me. He smiled and said hello. My tongue was caught in my throat again and I managed to wave and nod.
I scolded myself when I realized I was blushing as he held my hand and asked if I was doing OK. He was still worried about what happened yesterday. This time I found my voice and managed to tell him I was doing fine.
I decided it was now or never. I had him to myself and I had to make a move. If Ams were right, he was already interested. All I had to do was ask. I was gathering my courage when I noticed him take a step closer to me. He was right next to me – He was so close – His lips were barely a few inches from mine – His body was close and his hands were on my waist. I could’ve taken him right then and there. I didn’t care if people were watching, I wanted him so bad. He came up even closer, if that was even possible and whispered in my ear, “Jane, you look stunning. Let’s go out sometime.”
He left me staring at him. Did Jayson just ask me out? I was standing there in a state of trance for a few seconds before I realized he was waiting for an answer. As if!!
“Yes”. That’s all I could manage to say.
“How about after class tomorrow, at the cool new Salsa club – Escencia?” He asked. I quickly nodded my approval.
I wasn’t bad with my feet. I had taken a few Salsa lessons after college and I was sure I could sizzle on the dance floor. And, when was the last time Mark took me dancing? I couldn’t even remember – Never!?
Jayson smiled and left my side as the class started.
Today’s class was turning out to be the best one ever. We started with the usual push ups. He knelt down beside me and grinned. His eyes were all over me. It seemed he was happy with what he saw. His appreciative glance lingered all over me and stuck at my chest. My sports bra was showing off my perfect 34 D cup size very well indeed, especially at that angle. I was wet just feeling his eyes on me. I could just burst if he used his hands.. Or better still his tongue. He was undressing me with his eyes – I could see it and I loved every bit of it.
This had to be the best day of my life. I was high on life and excited about my first date in a decade. All I could think of was what to wear and how to woo this guy with my sex appeal. The way he looked at me, I knew I didn’t have to make an effort but I wanted to.
CHAPTER 12
Finally after a million butterflies in my tummy and counting the hours, the time had come. I told Mark I was going out with the girls for a ladies night out. He was happy to hear that. He thought it would do me good as I seemed a bit off to him lately. He was right; it would do me a lot of good.
We decided to meet outside gym at 9pm. I wore my barely there lacy red dress and stilettos. Okay, I admit it looked more like a tiny negligee but wasn’t that the whole idea? Woo him, remember?
I called up Ams at 850 pm for a last minute morale boost. I had to know the new dating rules and I was nervous as hell. Talking to her always helps. Finally at 910pm, I reached the entrance of the gym. I had arrived at 850 but I was sitting in my car. It’s good to be fashionably late.
Jayson was waiting. He waved when he saw me. I smiled and walked over. He looked dashing. He wore a simple white shirt with blue denims – the white showed off his tan beautifully and I could not stop staring.
He motioned me towards the parking lot. I assumed we were going in his car, which was fine by me. I did want to ask him if I could take mine too else he would have to drop me back at the gym. I decided against it, I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible.
I strode by his side and he led me to his motorbike. I wasn’t usually a big fan of motorbikes but this was different. I thoug
ht I will get to hold him and push my body against his. I quickly stepped up and behind him as we drove towards Escencia.
CHAPTER 13
Escencia was a lovely joint. They had the perfect low lighting and ambience. The crowd was energetic and peppy. The music was amazing and it made my feet tap instantly.
An hour and 2 cocktails later, we were on the floor. Jayson was nice to talk to and fun to be with. Soon, I discovered he was a regular at that place and was one heck of a salsa dancer. I was amazed when he swished and twirled me effortlessly. In his every move, I would always wind up being close to him and feeling his strong arms around me. He knew how to manoeuvre me so he could feel me in the right places. I wasn’t complaining.
He wasn’t shy. He touched me all over – From my waist to my hips, the back of my neck, my thighs. I was enjoying myself. I just wanted that date to last forever so I could savour his touch and indulge in my wildest fantasies. I felt an excitement that I had never felt before. I was burning between the legs and my pussy was so wet. I wanted him inside me. I wanted him to want me as bad as I did.
After almost 2 hours of dancing, laughing and drinking, he finally asked, “Its late, you want to crash at my place.”
An invitation to his place could only mean one thing. I knew all the rights and wrongs in my head but at that time, my sense of righteousness was nowhere to be found.
Blame it on Jayson, or the alcohol, or my lust for him, I said “Yes!”
CHAPTER 14
It started raining on the way back. We were on his bike, so by the time we reached his place, we were both soaking wet.
We entered his place and he grabbed a bottle of brandy. He poured us both some and I quickly gulped it down – Maybe I was cold, Maybe I was jittery, whatever it was – the Brandy felt good.
My already thin red dress was now almost transparent. I looked down and could see my nipples standing out – all perked up. I am sure he could see them too. I didn’t really care as I was busy checking him out. His tee was so wet that he decided to take it off. Right there in front of me. I wanted to look away but I just could not.
He was a Greek God with a perfectly sculpted body. I kept staring and I might not have realized that I was gaping in awe. He must have thought I was uncomfortable so he quickly picked up a dry tee and wore it.
He asked me if I needed to take a shower and get into some dry clothes. I said I was fine.
I was anything but fine. The overwhelming desire to be in Jayson’s arms was making my head whirl. His body, his closeness, his aura, were all drawing me closer and closer to him. I was under his spell and I didn’t want to come out of it.
So when he moved closer and kissed me, I didn’t push him away. If anything, I grabbed the back of his neck and gave him a French kiss he would never forget.
CHAPTER 15
Everything happened so quickly, that I didn’t realize we were kissing and moving towards his bedroom. I wanted to savour every kiss, every touch. His hands felt so good on my back, lingering at the helm of my short dress, almost touching my hip. I was hypnotized by how good it felt.
Then, he stopped. I wanted him to keep kissing me passionately but he just looked at me. Then his gaze lowered to my cleavage. Thank god, I was wearing my sexy underwire bra. My breasts were almost bursting out of my dress. He started caressing my right breast gently. I felt a surge of passion seep through me. I could see his length getting harder and I wanted to give him pleasure too. I wanted him to feel the way I did.
He had some other plans.
He lowered my dress with one hand and opened my bra with the other. He was smooth, I will give him that. He hadn’t fully undressed me, just enough so my breasts were peeking out of my undid bra. He licked my right nipple and twitched the other one. My nipples were so hard and I felt a shiver go up my spine.
Then he pulled down my dress completely, right to my ankles. Off came my bra, next were my panties. I was naked in front of him and I didn’t feel any shame or guilt. All I felt was the excitement of embarking on a new adventure.
His tongue was exploring my body, inch by inch. With every lick, I felt hornier, if that was even possible. Soon he reached my pussy and started fingering me. He licked me while rubbing my clit. God! It felt good. It was a sensation I never felt before – Not with Mark or any of my other lovers. Jayson was a pro and I was quivering with delight. It wasn’t long before I came.
I realized I had been too selfish. I tried to focus on Jayson then. I undressed him slowly, enjoying the feast I bestowed upon my eyes. I started rubbing his boner. My god, he was huge. I smiled and sucked his balls. He took in his breath sharply and I knew he liked it. I went down on him, inch my inch – Just as he had explored me. I used my hands masterfully while giving him a blow job, rubbing his length, his balls and finally he could not take it anymore.
He raised me up and threw me on the bed.
This is what I had been waiting for; right from the first dream. Finally, I would have him – In reality. I was desperate for him to get inside me. I pulled him up closer to me and begged him to get inside me.
He wasn’t ready to give me that pleasure, just yet. He wanted to tease me more. He started nibbling my ear and bit my neck. He pinned me to the bed with his strong arms and started licking my nipples, again. I could not take it anymore. I pushed his hands away and grabbed his cock. I stroked it till he could not wait a second longer and he gently pushed himself inside me.
I was on cloud number nine, or so it felt. His quick thrusts made me want him more and more. I wrapped my legs around his strong torso and shamelessly yelled for him to “Fuck me”, and boy did he!
I had 2 more orgasms before I pushed him away. He looked surprised. I grinned slyly and reversed our positions. I wanted to be on top. I rode him and he seemed ecstatic. I rode him harder and soon, we both came, together.
I was exhausted and fell into bed, beside him. He pulled me up into his arms and kissed me. Within a few minutes, we both dozed off in each other’s embrace.
That night, I didn’t have any dreams.
CHAPTER 16
The morning after, I quickly got dressed and left Jayson’s flat. I didn’t want to wake him up as I wasn’t sure what I would say.
I felt good that day. The birds were chirping, the sky was blue, people around me were smiling at me (or so it seemed) and I was all excited to get to work and tell Ams all about it. I took an underground to pick my car from the parking lot. I was still wearing that skimpy dress with my overcoat. Thank god I carried an overnight bag; I could just change in the office.
I called up Mark and told him I had an amazing night out with the girls and I was heading straight for work. He was glad to hear I had a fun night. If only he knew how much fun it was... I grinned to myself. Suddenly, an unexpected jolt of guilt overwhelmed me and shook me. Mark was so understanding and accommodating, how could I do this to him? What had gotten into me? I wasn’t a cheat! With those thoughts in my mind, the hop in my step reduced to a slow walk as I headed to office with my head lowered.
I felt ashamed and petty. How could I put my needs ahead of my family? I was such a terrible wife and mother. I could not live with this guilt.
I decided to talk things out with Ams. She always knew best, didn’t she?
Well her advice with Jayson sure did work. He was so out of my system. I didn’t ache for him or day dream about him all day at work, neither did I have any sex dreams last night. Well, that was a relief.
I reached office and went to Ams cabin to talk to her. I shut the door behind me and told her to stop all work so I could tell her all details of last night. Needless to say, she was all ears. Once I was done telling her about my hot night with Jayson, she raised her hand to give me a “High Five”. Really? I wondered, are we like 10? “Grow up Ams, It’s serious. I am having major guilt issues here. I am in a big time crisis. What do I do?”
“Babes, don’t worry. Things would be ok. Now that you have Jayson out of your system, you can concen
trate on Mark. Just think back to the time you just got married – I recall you telling me about the great sex. So, just focus on Mark, look back over the years and work on those fond memories. You both should make the most out of it. When you need inspiration, you can always think about Jayson, right?” She replied and winked at me.
“Jayson is out of my system, Ams. I am so over him. I love Mark. I want to be with him. I just feel so guilty. You are right; I should reward him for being so understanding and supportive always. Of course looking at Mark still makes me wet, he is still the man of my dreams and all I ever wanted.”
“There you go! See, I told you things would be OK!” Ams said matter-of-factly.
CHAPTER 17