by Clare Morgan
“Fill me, darling. Let it go, do not be shy. You can cum whenever you want. This is me and you and we are going to shed all our inhibitions,” Ila said and took one small bite of my dick.
The moment she bit my dick, I immediately ejaculated right in her mouth and filled her with the taste of my cum. Ila quickly licked it and she then took the dick firmly in her hands amend started beating it so as to make me ejaculate every drop of it inside her mouth.
She sucked every drop of it and then started licking it again. There was a sense of erotic pleasure in the way she sucked my dick and though I knew she was turned on and breathless too, but the calmness with which Ila was sucking me made me feel the depth of real love.
I knew that it was my chance to shower love on her and I pulled her over my body and placed her in such a way that her big voluptuous breasts were pressed to my steel chest and my dick was in between her legs.
She closed her thigh gap and crushed my penis in between. I let my hands cup her ass and as I squeezed her butt cheeks, Ila moaned and I loved the way she sounded.
“So, are you wet already?”
“If course I am. I can't wait to be kissed and licked and sucked and savored,” she said.
I placed her on the bed and rolled over her, and I knew I would make every part of her come alive with the intensity of my love. I let my hands get lost in her hair and then kissed her rosy lips. Her lips demanded to be kissed and they felt so good. I didn’t want to break the kiss, but I had her whole body to me and I wanted to leave my marks everywhere and anywhere.
As I proceeded to her neck, I found that she was ticklish right beneath the chin and I kept on kissing her until I knew that she was out of her senses.
I lowered my mother further down and licked her cleavage.
When I reached her breast, I touched them slightly. I didn’t tug them too hard, but I could feel how they had become hard. Her tits stood out as if they were waiting to be gobbled. I touched them with my fingers and played with them.
I didn’t pull or bite them but simply flicked them a little and rubbed my finger slowly over her pinkish tissue.
“Looks like they want to be kissed,” I said and Ila asked me to suck her breasts.
I took her right breast in my mouth and slowly sucked it whole. My left hand continued to rub her other breast. I played with her tits while my mouth kept on licking the right breast.
I let my tongue have its own dance and as I kept on kissing her several times, I saw that her breast became really hard and her tits stood erect and tall. I devoted the same kiss and love on her other breast and fondled and played with them. I traveled farther down and sucked her naval.
She screamed in delight and I had a great time leaving my mark everywhere. I gave her a hickey right at her navel and it looked all kinds of perfect.
When I reached her legs, I pressed a kiss right in between her thighs and I found that she was already sweaty. I knew that she was wet and I wanted to suck her hot and hard. I rolled my tongue from the inside of her thighs up till her labia and touched her insides.
I could sense the way she shivered in delight and I stretched her legs further so that I could get enough room. My tongue continued to dance and as it pushed deeper inside her hole, I could feel thick creamy fluid and I licked it.
I wanted more of the fluid and my tongue kept on pushing as deep as I possibly could. I lifted her up in the air and she locked her legs behind my shoulder.
I had a great view of her vagina and I kept on pushing my tongue deep inside her. With the right angle, I sucked every bit of cream and I could see how swollen the vagina was. It was the perfect time for me to penetrate her and without wasting another moment, I pushed inside her.
“Oh god! Fuck Larry, you are a god in bed! Man, I want you. Fill me totally. Go harder. God. Yeah! This is so good!” she kept on screaming my name and a uttered a few words in between. My moth was buried in her neck and slowly but surely I kept in pushing deeper inside her.
I rotated my dick inside and for a moment, I didn’t touch but simply stayed where I was
My dick was inside her hole but I hadn’t penetrated her completely yet even in that semi-state, we were entwined perfectly and felt great. I looked in her eye and she kissed my lips and I kissed her back. We were together and that was all that mattered.
As she deepened the kiss, I pushed a bit more. We both wanted to time the movement of our tongue with the way my dick was pushing into her hole. It was one of our every own untold personal challenge and as she kept on rolling her tongue inside my mouth, I pushed my dick and the moment I touched her G-spot, she bit my lips harder and I immediately ejaculated and she rocked her orgasm.
The impact of her orgasm triggered me and I too came crashing. Our bodies vibrated as we realized that we had both hit the orgasm together and the pleasure was out of the world.
Everything was perfect and I had never felt so touched by love before. I knew that it was extremely powerful and I couldn't feel the bed or my own bones. I felt like I was flying in the air and the moment was perfect and it was surely everything that I had ever craved for.
We broke the kiss and I rested beside her. She locked her hands behind my shoulder and kissed me. I let my hands rest on her ass and we fell asleep in each other’s arms. The decision to make love was really good because, after a really long time, I slept peacefully. There were no nightmares to haunt or a lot of unanswered questions that kept me awake.
We had our whole life ahead of us and I knew that we would find some way or the other to deal with the mess. I knew I was damn lucky to have found Ila and she was no longer the same sex addict drugged Ila I had met in Arizona.
The incident that had happened in her life had truly changed her and such was the impact of love that I was a changed person too. I was extremely glad for everything that had changed. Yes, we had problems but in the end, it was these problems that had made me come a full circle and as I was falling asleep, I promised to find a way out of the mess, sooner or later.
***
I woke up some hours later and I felt a whole lot better. I saw that Ila was still sleeping and she looked every bit like a dream. She was sleeping peacefully and I didn’t want to disturb her.
I wanted to treasure this little moment and remember very moment as if I wanted to keep it frozen in my heart. I had never been so sure of my love ever before and I was glad at having found the right person.
“You are so beautiful,” I whispered slowly and Ila opened her eyes.
“Ah, so sorry to wake you up darling. Go back to sleep,” I said and tried to make her sleep, but she smiled as she woke up and said, “I love this view. I wish I could wake up every morning like this.”
The moment she said this, we both thought of the times ahead. We had an uncertain future ahead of us and we wanted to leave that cloud of doubt aside.
We decided to spend some time thinking of a way out of it.
“Larry, you need to stop blaming yourself for all that happened. You tried, you gave your best but there are some things that are controlled by destiny, we cannot really do much. We should rather try and find some other way to excavate ourselves out of the mess.”
I knew that Ila was correct. Rather than blaming myself and worrying about what I did and how it all failed, I should try and look for other clues.
It would be hard to blame Rick and even if we did prove that Rick had actually murdered anything, police would start a search for him. Ila would once again be caught in the same web because Ila and Rick had always been together.
“Do we really need this? What if we just forget all of it and move somewhere else and start afresh? Do you think you could live all your life knowing that you never killed Anthony, but there are a lot of people who still believed you did so?” I asked Ila because that looked like the only probable option left.
Working with a gangster spelled so many problems. It wasn’t like I couldn’t get the truth out, but there were so many hidden things, illegal
activities that we had both done in the past that this would simply spell more danger or lead to more troubles for us.
The police had always been after the gangsters, but Anthony Vecchio was a clever man. He knew how to keep everything hidden and just like it was hard to spot any evidence against his dad, the same thing happened with Vecchio Junior. this is why after his death, the police wanted to know more and more about the kind of work he did.
I knew that it was a matter of time until my name was brought into the equation. As I had worked very closely with Anthony, the police would be after my life. I wasn’t like Anthony which meant that I didn’t have the resources to hide the work I did. Once I would be in their hands, they would find all those illegal work, betting and the gangster dealing I dealt in and it would be a downward journey for me too.
Worst of all, Ila had been a part of the huge drug racket and nothing about the green ruins was legal. This meant that she too had a hard time.
“How about we start all over again with a fresh identify and a new life? There are a very few people who get a second shot at life and now that we have been blessed with such a chance, I think we should make the most of it. I have nothing to do with Rick or my past life anymore and you have been a free bird all your life too. We both could start again and make a new life for us.” Ila asked and I couldn’t have agreed more.
“Don’t you want to meet your parents once, Ila? I had met Mr. Stills and he genuinely loves you. There is a part of him that misses you. I had seen the way his eyes swelled up and I had felt bad. I think that you should meet them one more time. I won’t go with you, but you could just let them know that you are fine and outside the drug business.
They should know that their daughter has grown into a beautiful young woman and is all set to start her life all over again. Do not tell them anything about where we would be going as it will bring your past in our future, but, I still think you should meet them.”
“What if they tell the police or someone else finds out? Why can’t we just disappear, Larry?”
“Because your parents love you, Ila! You have never been able to feel love otherwise. You need a closure. Each one of us needs and deserve a closure in our life. If you don’t do it now, you will want to do this ten years down the line, may be fifteen years down the line as well. I want you to get done with it so that we can truly start afresh. Of course, I won’t force my decision on you. It will be your decision in the end.”
Ila didn’t say a word and I knew that she was still thinking about the whole thing. I knew that there was a part of her that debated as to what was the right thing to be done. I could still remember how Mr. Stills had spoken about Ila with longing in his eyes. Of course, they loved their daughter.
The thing about parents is that no matter how hard their life may have been or the treacherous things they may have done, but they always wish the best for their children.
“I think you are right Larry. I have given a lot of pain to my parents and I would like to see them one last time and let them know that I am a lot better. This would help them be at peace too and then we could go and settle someplace else. I don’t even love the city life. I actually do not care where I go as long as I have you with me.”
I kissed her again and I decided to pack our belongings. Yes, there was a part of me that wanted Ila to get the justice she deserved but life is often too twisted and owing to too many secrets and wrong things we did in our past, we had to relive this chapter the way it was.
Little did I know at that time that destiny surely had some other plans in mind. We were running away from our past simply to crash headlong into it.
There was no way I could book a plane ticket as it would be too much risk. We decided to hit the road and all across, I couldn’t help but remember the trip from Arizona to the city when I had freed Rick and Ila from the sacrament.
I smiled and when I looked at Ila, I knew that she was reliving the same moments. So much had changed in such a short span and our lives had been woven so closely. In all, I was still happy with the way it looked right now. I had the woman I truly loved and I was all set to start my life all over again, on a fresh note and we both promised not to do more mistakes or commit more sins.
We were done with our past or so we thought because something was still to happen.
***
Ila met her parents and I stayed away. We really didn’t need them to know that we were together as this would give them another lead. Knowing her parents Ila knew that if she asked them not to hunt her down. they won’t bother. It wasn’t like they didn’t love Ila, but Ila‘s parents had a life of their own. Being a bestseller writer and then again so many social acquaintances and a family reputation to take care of, Ila knew that they already had too much to deal with.
They would be happy to let Ila go, more so when they knew that she was happy and safe. They had the peace of knowing that she was doing good and that would be enough for them. As we wondered where to go, I thought of crashing at one of the hotels in Arizona for the night.
Little did we know at that time that our stars were smiling at the kind of fate we had sealed in our hearts.
We chose a small motel that was located in between the desert. We chose to stay there because it wasn’t crowded and as I was sore from too much driving, I needed rest too. As we checked in to our room, I decided to take a detour of the place. I asked Ila to stay there and get fresh while I would come back soon.
As I strolled outside in the open and wondered where we should actually settle, I was shocked to find Rick there.
He looked badass like always and I regretted having come here. We have been trying to lock the door to our past, but here we were jumping right into one.
I knew that Rick had seen me too and I didn’t want to do anything with him, but, I remembered the way he had molested Ila and how he had made me suffer all throughout and my blood boiled.
Even before I could control myself, I ended up punching him.
“Larry, so you never succeeded in getting the footage, did you? Look at the private investigator running away with my fuck woman because you are such a loser. You couldn’t even save Ila, you are such a loser. Because of you, she needs to run away and she is out here in the wild.
But, dude do you think you can keep her safe like this for long? Of course not! I am going to let everyone know that she is on the run with you. I will make life a living hell for the two of you. For a moment, I thought that I would live my own life and not give a fuck to what you are doing, but no, you need to bother me all the time.
I know that if you both are alive and living a life, I would never be able to live one.”
I jumped on Rick and I tried to snatch away the phone. If he let the world know about us, I knew that this would screw us too.
I tried to wrestle him. He was huge and strong, but I wasn’t lanky either. We both engaged in a fight and kept hitting each other. I had a black eye and I knew that I couldn’t see properly. But I was not going to go down without a fight.
“I saved you, Rick! Remember the time in Arizona a few months back! You had begged me to kill you. I could have easily murdered you, but I saved you. Not only that, I took you out of the living hell there. You were nothing but your moms’ slave and what did you do with me?” I said as I wanted to make Rick understand why I wasn’t the wrong one in the whole scene.
There was a part of me that still believed that he could understand even though it was foolish of me to even think that.
“Dude, don’t be silly. All you did was because you loved my fuck lady. You thought Ila loved you and you wanted to save her, but that woman is not worthy of shit. All she has got is boobs and then again that vagina can take a hell of a pounding, but trust me, I have fucked Sheila and that is the real woman. I loved the stamina in her body. She has a better body than Ila and I can’t even imagine how you could fuck Ila when you had Sheila. I have to say though you taste in women is quite refined, dude.”
My temper k
new no bounds. This was a guy who was used to objectifying women. For him, everything came down to how great the sex was and this isn’t the way things are supposed to be.
I landed a huge blow on him, but I had miscalculated the whole thing and he ducked and I missed my blow. I knew Rick was dangerous but when he pulled a knife from his jacket, I realized that he wasn’t just dangerous, he was a killer.
He had killed Anthony and not a part of him was sorry for all that he did. If he killed me right there, he would do it in cold blood and I would end up being nothing but a corpse.
I had to be clever in the way I dealt with him, but in the outback with just the two of us, I knew that Rick had an upper hand on me. I continued to talk to him so that I could get his attention off his knife but Rick was a seasoned bastard. He knew the game very well. As he grabbed me and put his knife on my throat, I knew that I had lost the battle.
When you stare in the eye of death, you realize the things you love the most. I knew that I was moments away from death and the one thing I was really worried about was Ila.
I could see her beautiful face and I knew she would be devastated. I knew she would take the whole blame upon herself, but most of all, I shuddered to know that Rick may take her away and make her life hell too. This surely wasn’t something I wanted to happen.
I tried to wrestle free, but he had a death grip. I wanted to close my eyes and I wanted to dedicate my last moments to the love of my life. I knew we had lived an uneventful life in a lot of ways and just when I thought that I would restart my life, I was staring at the end.
I could see moments from my childhood. Who would have known that I would die in the middle of a desert at the hands of a drug addict because he was too senseless to let me go? I prayed for Ila one more time and as I closed my eyes one last time, I heard a gunshot and I couldn’t understand what happened.