‘Right-o. I’ll be off, so.’
He saw him losing his footing on the hillside, collapsed by the roadside, snapping a bone.
‘Bye.’
He listened to his father’s footsteps move away from the bedroom and heard the jangle of keys in the front door, then silence. He threw the sheet off and ran.
‘Dad!’ He saw the front door close. There was a pause, then the sound of the key turning again, before his father’s head poked back in.
‘What is it, son?’
‘Wait. I’ll come with you.’
Dermot nodded. ‘Good man. The air’ll do you good.’
5
‘It looks as if they’re out.’
‘I’d say so.’
They remained where they were, staring at the front door. Walnut veneer, matt finish, discreet brushed-steel escutcheon. Eamonn simmered on a low boil: irritated with Jean and David for their absence; irritated with himself for ever thinking they might be home. They would be out, of course. Walking purposelessly. Rambling. He saw them most days, David with his rucksack, his Berghaus map case; Jean in her dove greys, her outdoors sandals and floppy sunhat. He’d look up from his laptop and watch them through the window as they passed by, their faces betraying no particular joy at the prospect. Keeping busy, keeping active. Ever onwards.
He wondered what now to do with his father. He considered the eight-mile trek to and from the shop, the preparation of lunch, the eating of lunch and the protracted clearing up after lunch was more than enough activity for one day. But still the afternoon had stretched ahead of them. And still Dermot had sat on the futon, with apparently nothing to do. Every image he had of his father was of him busying himself at some task. If not actually out at work, he would be gardening, or washing the Astra, or rearranging tools in the garage, or doing something impenetrable with the gutters. Even his occasional moments of relaxation had an intent quality to them. A concerted decision to sit down and watch a television programme between certain times. A silent hour in the front room reading one of his library books. In retirement, with Kathleen virtually housebound, his industry had only increased, with shopping, cooking and cleaning added to the rest of his domestic duties. This sitting about, doing nothing, was unsettling. It made Eamonn think he should be providing activities.
Jean and David had been his best idea. It wasn’t a match made in heaven. He didn’t see that much common ground between his father and a couple of retired bookkeepers from Hampshire, but all three of them were polite and friendly and, more importantly, all were over sixty-five and thus possessors of the mysterious art of making lengthy conversation about absolutely nothing at all. Perhaps they’d offer to take Dermot on one of their rambles.
‘Shall we call on someone else?’ Dermot ventured and Eamonn wondered if he too was finding their time together passing slowly. With Jean and David away there were few obvious second choices. He considered Rosemary and Gill, also in their sixties, also very pleasant, but gay and therefore problematic. He wasn’t sure what his father might make of them being a couple, or if he would even realize that they were and, if not, then Eamonn might have to explain that fact and perhaps even the whole concept of lesbianism to him. Eamonn’s anxiety was even greater at the prospect of Dermot sitting in Raimund and Simon’s lounge, staring at the various monochrome male nudes that covered their walls. There was Inga the Swedish woman, who lived on her own, but Eamonn knew little about her beyond her nationality and her fondness for painting. About Henri and Danielle he knew only that they came from Toulouse. That left Roger and Cheryl, who he was actively avoiding, and Ian and Becca, who he actively disliked.
He considered giving up on the idea altogether, but the thought of returning to the flat with Dermot stopped him. It was one thing to avoid work, to waste hours on YouTube, to moon about the flat and write pleading emails to Laura. It was another thing entirely to do that with your father sitting on the futon constantly saying, ‘Don’t mind me now, just get on with whatever it is you have to do.’
‘I suppose we could give Ian and Becca a try.’
‘You’re the boss.’
Eamonn hesitated. ‘They’re just acquaintances. Not friends.’
Ian and Becca had moved in three months after he and Laura and it bothered him enormously that anyone might think the two couples, both in their thirties, both having emigrated to Spain, both having bought property in the same modern, purpose-built development, could have anything in common. Ian and Becca had been ‘bitten by the property bug’ in the 1990s, a phrase Becca actually used, leading Laura to later comment that it was a shame the property bug wasn’t of the venomous Japanese Giant Hornet variety. They had been picked up and carried along in a giddy wave of property renovation and speculation at the very zenith of the laminate era. Eamonn would sometimes imagine them back then, sitting glassy-eyed and open-mouthed in front of a vast wall-mounted flat-screened television, watching any one of the seemingly identical programmes featuring spivvy presenters and an endless procession of minutely differentiated couples buying, decorating and then selling houses, over and over again.
Assuming a curiosity that was not there, Ian would often give Eamonn his earnest advice and insights into the vagaries of the property market. It was apparently a tricky game, hard to second guess. Logic might dictate that a cheap area adjacent to a more sought-after neighbourhood would inevitably improve and increase in value, but some stubbornly refused to do so, retaining their high crime levels, their underperforming schools and, worst of all, their native populations. You had to have enough of the right kind of people moving in and enough of the wrong sort of people moving out.
Ian and Becca thought that the only people who lived in poor housing in deprived areas were people who had failed to watch enough Channel 4 programmes. Eamonn had watched Laura’s doomed attempts to find any trace of awareness or responsibility in Ian and Becca with some amusement.
‘So do you think you’re helping to improve those run-down areas?’
‘Definitely. We buy a house, do it up, nice people move in, you get better shops, better schools – it all starts to happen.’
‘But haven’t you just shifted the problem somewhere else?’
Becca would nod enthusiastically. ‘Exactly.’
Ian and Becca were hurt and bewildered by their fall from grace. Like the innocent victims of a fairy tale they had simply followed the trail of breadcrumbs, never suspecting that it might lead to disaster. They had seen great opportunities in Spain. Who hadn’t? Many Britons were at an arrested stage of development, locked for ever in adolescent crushes on another country. They watched TV shows about it, bought magazines about it and dreamed for fifty weeks of the year of escaping their loveless marriages with Maidenhead, Sutton Coldfield and Altrincham for fresh starts with Mojácar, La Manga and Nerja. Ian and Becca bought the house in Lomaverde as a home and base for their new business; from there they would scout out and buy new investment opportunities in the ever-expanding Spanish property market to sell on to other Brits. They were stuck now, with three half-built apartments on the Costa del Sol and their home in Lomaverde, unable to sell up and leave and having to live off their dwindling remaining capital. They had been the last to move into Lomaverde, which made them, in Eamonn’s eyes, reprehensibly dumb. He thought that they of all people should have seen that the cruise liner they were boarding was already beginning to list.
‘Hello, Becca.’
She took a step back from the door.
‘Eamonn! We’ve not seen you for ages.’
‘Yeah, I’ve been tied up with work, that kind of stuff. This is my dad. He’s popped over for a visit, so I’m just showing him around.’
‘Ahhhhhhhhh,’ said Becca, putting her head on one side and looking at Dermot as if he were a kitten. She glanced back at Eamonn. ‘Funny. Never imagined you having a dad.’
Dermot cleared his throat and put out his hand. ‘Hello there, Dermot Lynch.’
‘Ooh. You have an accent! Wai
t till the others meet you.’
Eamonn started to retreat, realizing his mistake. ‘Oh, look, if you’ve got company, we’ll come back another time.’
‘What do you mean, “company”? It’s only Roger and Cheryl. Who else is it going to be? Come in! We’re just having a barbecue, tons too much food as usual. Roger was saying earlier that he’d not seen you for ages. Where’s Laura, she not with you?’
‘We shouldn’t have just dropped in like this …’ but it was too late, Roger’s voice came echoing down the hallway.
‘Is that Lynch I hear? Get in here, you insufferable streak of piss!’
‘With his father!’ Becca called out in warning as she ushered Eamonn and Dermot into the lounge.
Roger was standing in the middle of the room with his hands on his hips – a peculiarly disconcerting way he had of greeting people. Part-King of Siam, part-Matalan billboard.
‘Eamonn’s father, eh? Well, this is interesting.’
Roger was somewhere in his early fifties. His features had a kind of Le Bon-like swollen-bully quality to them. Handsome to some, perhaps, in the past, but chubbed-up now. Fleshy in an affluent kind of way. His accent hovered between the south-east of England and the west coast of America. He spoke with a somewhat sardonic inflection, making him sound like a jaded commentator on all he saw.
Dermot held out his hand: ‘Dermot Lynch.’
Roger squeezed and shook: ‘Ah – a proper Paddy at last. Very good to meet you.’
‘Roger!’ said Becca.
‘What? Jesus, don’t you start. Normally it’s PC Lynch there policing my every comment. Paddy? Paddy? Really? I can say “Paddy”, can’t I? “Paddy!” There. It sounds affectionate to me.’
Ian came in from the terrace where the barbecue was smoking, and after further introductions were made, asked, ‘Can I get you a beer, Dermot?’
‘I’m grand, thanks.’
Roger feigned shock. ‘What? A good Irishman refusing a drink?’
Dermot smiled, but Eamonn detected the note in his voice. ‘It’s a little early in the day for me.’
Becca steered the conversation on to safer ground, asking Dermot about his journey, which led to a lengthy discussion about different possible routes from the airport, rip-off taxi drivers and public transport in the region. Dermot mentioned his bus-driving days and Becca clapped her hands, both delighted and amazed that the conversation appeared to have some cohesion.
Eamonn watched Roger and Ian back at the barbecue. He and Laura thought there was something slightly vampiric about Roger and Cheryl’s need for ‘young blood’. The older couple exerted a certain pull, having been the first settlers in Lomaverde, and had positioned themselves at the very heart of the small community. In their first three months there he and Laura had spent a lot of time with them. On the surface all was great bonhomie, endless beer and barbecues, but underneath there seemed to be something darker. Initially, they interpreted the older couple’s constant invitations as an uncomplicated desire for company, but over time they came to feel that Roger and Cheryl needed the presence of spectators in order to be able to function. They each had the habit of appealing to their guests to support whatever aspersion they were making about the other; their relationship at times taking on an almost pantomime quality, demanding audience participation. Roger and Cheryl seemed to assume a greater intimacy between the four of them than either Laura or Eamonn felt comfortable with, the younger couple often finding themselves fending off prying questions, pretending not to notice heavy-handed innuendo. They had tried to extricate themselves from the friendship, but it hadn’t been easy. Finding your hosts indefinably creepy was not an acceptable reason to give for declining an invitation; instead they had to fabricate excuses, an exercise made very difficult by their close physical proximity and the stark absence of other people or things to do. They longed for the day that the development would be fully populated and they could melt away unnoticed in the crowd, and, while that day hadn’t (and was unlikely ever to) come, Ian and Becca’s arrival had provided some respite, as they became the prime object of Roger and Cheryl’s attentions. Eamonn and Laura engaged in fierce and scandalous speculation as to what went on between the four of them.
Becca was still talking to his father. ‘That’s absolutely right, Mr Lynch – you of all people will understand that, transport-wise, we’re completely stranded.’
Roger came in carrying a tray of ribs: ‘Why stop at transport? We’re stranded whatever way you cut it.’
Roger had earned his money running various tech companies with nebulous names like SysPop and ROKware. Eamonn had no idea what they made or did or sold or traded. They morphed into each other in Roger’s stories – as one called in the receivers a new one was spawned. The fact that he appeared to have left a trail of collapsed companies and unpaid creditors behind him didn’t seem to impinge on Roger’s view of himself as a straight-talking, clear-headed businessman of the world. The reason for his move to Spain was never made explicit. It was possible that he was retiring early, or equally possible that he was simply sitting out a ban before returning to the UK, to launch yet another flawed business enterprise.
Dermot turned to him. ‘Are you trying to sell your property, then?’
‘No point doing that. No point at all. You can send yourself mental asking who’s to blame. Thieving developers? Corrupt town councils? A useless government? A mismanaged global economy? That fucking android Gordon Brown? It’s everybody and nobody. But what you have gathered here before you, Dermot, are the mugs who have to pay the price for all of that. The survivors of a shipwreck. All of us washed up here on the same little island.’
Eamonn wanted to squeeze Laura’s hand, to give her a secret smile. She had always enjoyed Roger’s shipwreck analogies. Soon he’d move on to the shark-infested waters and start lamenting Ian and Becca’s lost life-savings. Eamonn privately doubted that Ian and Becca had saved a penny in their lives. But Laura was no longer there to share the joke with, to make it all easier to bear. She had left him alone with these people. He felt a sudden urge to weep.
Roger’s mention of shipwrecks had prompted Becca to interrupt.
‘Oh God, Eamonn, isn’t it terrible? Did you see it? We were just talking about it before you came.’
‘What?’
‘It’s started again. Bodies down on San Pedro beach.’
‘Eight of them,’ Ian added. ‘Africans, of course.’
‘What? Murdered?’ asked Dermot.
Roger looked grave. ‘Illegal immigrants, Dermot. Trying to reach Europe on nothing much more than a raft. They die of thirst or hunger or hypothermia, or they drown. Happened all the time a few years back, but most of them seem to have got the message now. No bloody jobs here either. Evidently someone forgot to tell this lot.’
Becca turned to Eamonn. ‘It was just vile. They showed the pictures on the telly. Covered-up bodies on the beach. Can you imagine it? There were families and kiddies right there when they got washed up. How awful for them. I said to Ian, “Imagine seeing that.” How would you explain that to your kids?’
At that moment Cheryl emerged from the kitchen carrying a tray of salad.
‘Is the dressing out there, Rebecca?’ She stopped when she saw Eamonn. She looked at him and he gave a small smile. Becca brightened.
‘Thank God for Cheryl! Perfect timing. We were getting ever so depressing. Look, you’ll never guess who this is?’
Cheryl moved her eyes slowly from Eamonn to Dermot. ‘I’d imagine it’s Eamonn’s father. The resemblance is quite strong.’
Eamonn felt the heat in the back of his neck.
‘It’s a pleasure to meet you, Mr Lynch. What brings you here?’
‘Dermot, please.’
‘Dermot. What a lovely name.’
‘I thought I’d come and see what this one was up to.’ He gestured towards Eamonn.
‘And have you found out?’
‘I’m sorry?’
‘Have you found o
ut what he’s been up to? We’d all love to know.’
Eamonn squirmed and Dermot laughed. ‘Ah, I think he’s a good lad, on the whole. Well, we did our best with him anyway.’
‘I’m sure you did.’
Eamonn was relieved when Roger shouted from the terrace: ‘There she goes. Lunatic!’
‘Who’s that, darling?’ said Cheryl, her eyes still on Eamonn.
‘The Swedish one. Thingy.’
‘Inga.’
‘Yeah. Her.’ He rejoined them in the lounge, walking over to Eamonn. ‘Have you seen what she’s gone and done?’
‘Er … no.’
‘Bloody cats’ bowls! Cats’ bowls on her terrace, at the front door, out on the street. What does she think she’s doing?’
Eamonn thought for a moment. ‘Is she feeding the cats?’
‘Course she’s feeding the fucking cats! The question is: is she mental? Haven’t we got enough problems here without luring more feral cats to come and settle? Why don’t we start advertising for squatters too – I mean, there’s enough empty accommodation, why not invite them all in? Gypsies, squatters, burglars, cats, maybe we could let cattle graze on the lawned areas too.’
Eamonn shrugged. ‘I suppose at least the cats prevent an infestation of rats.’
‘And what would be the bloody difference?’
They managed to escape after a couple of sausages. In contrast to his earlier feelings, Eamonn now found the prospect of time alone with his father to be quite bearable. It was Dermot that broke the silence between them.
‘I’d say you’re in a bad way if you can’t see a difference between cats and rats.’
‘Yes.’
‘He seems to get very worked up, that fella.’
‘Yes he does.’
‘Is he a good friend of yours?’
‘Not really. You just end up spending time with them because it’s hard not to. You get sucked in.’ For some reason he found himself wanting to say something positive about Roger. ‘He’s very hospitable.’
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