by Alice Ward
“Of course I did,” Corey declared. “You were easy to find. I’m a dragon, Imogen, and you are my gold.”
***
The market was crowded, full of people pushing their way to the umbrella-covered stalls that lined the canals, haggling for their ginger and milk. In the water below, long rectangular boats drifted in the gentle current, baskets full of colorful spices and exotic fruits resting at the feet of those who used staffs to steer, their heads protected from the penetrating sun by woven hats. The day was new, the morning fresh, but the city was alive, a harsh contrast from the peace of the coast.
I searched for Corey. After seeing me safely to my hotel room last night, he’d written a note on the back of my hand that instructed me to meet him here, and he’d left me to sleep off the mojitos, a gentleman despite his hard edges.
I wished he hadn’t been a gentleman. On the walk across the beach to my hotel, I wanted to be seduced, to feel the sand on my back as he entered me, filling me with his goodness…
“Watch it!” a woman scowled, pushing past me in the crowd, her almond eyes painted with thick liner. She looked like she’d just left a club. The night owls and the morning jays were united in the early day.
I stopped next to a stall selling embroidered handbags, and turned my back to the sun, checking the note written on my hand. I was supposed to wait for Corey at the end of the market, beside the column painted neon blue. I was approaching the last of the stalls, but I saw no column, only umbrellas and tables, none of which were painted. Figuring he was mistaken about the column, I went to a nearby alley and waited there, still within reach of the market. The alley was shaded, and it provided refuge from the burning sun and intolerant crowd.
I didn’t know what Corey had planned. He’d scrawled swimwear on my thumb, so I wore a coral bikini covered by a light skirt that flowed down to my ankles and a loosely knitted top that showed off my midriff. I’d left my rucksack in my hotel room. It wasn’t the type of day to be prepared. It was the kind of day to let a hot renegade tell me what to do and where to go.
A gang of men passed through the alley, their faces hard and menacing. One glanced my way, but he said nothing, moving on with his friends. I wasn’t frightened, I was only a few feet from the crowd in the market, in plain view, but my patience began to wane. If Corey didn’t show up soon, I’d go back to my hotel room and wait for him there. He knew where it was.
“Hello again, pretty one.”
I jumped and whirled around. The gang had returned. I hadn’t heard them backtrack down the alley. They looked at me the way sharks hunted for flesh. The change in their eyes was terrifying.
“Not interested,” I said, looking down, avoiding the threat. I hoped they would leave if they had nothing to chase, but I was wrong.
“But we are,” one of them said with a thick accent, the taller of the group, the leader. “We’re very interested.”
Knowing there was nothing I could say to protect myself, I stepped away from the alley, closer to the crowd, but the gang quickly moved around me, shepherding me far from anyone who could help. I tried to scream, but a hand was placed over my mouth, stifling me.
“None of that,” the leader warned, his voice like Satan’s hiss. “Don’t make it worse for yourself.”
I nodded, and the hand that silenced me slid down to my throat, giving me air to breathe while reminding me how easily he could break my neck. “Here, take my money,” I beseeched, reaching into the pocket of my skirt and throwing what bills I had at them.
A pudgy man scrambled to the ground to pick up my bribe, but the others were motionless.
“We want more than money,” the leader said, his eyes flicking to my mouth, then lower. “Come with us. We’ll show you just how much fun the city can be. You’ll enjoy it.”
“Not interested,” I said again, but my voice shook. I was scared. I didn’t know how to be strong, not in a situation like this.
“We’re not asking.”
I looked over the heads of the men, towards the crowd on the street, my safety. The street wasn’t far. I had to fight my way back towards it, no matter the cost, but before I could try, the leader grabbed my arm, and his hand slammed over my mouth and nose. I couldn’t breathe let alone scream as I was hauled down the alley, farther away from the market, towards a danger I could not endure.
“Please,” I pleaded as soon as he released my mouth, taking great gulps of air and struggling against his grasp. “I have more money. I’ll give it all to you. Just let me go back to my hotel. Please don’t do this.”
He sneered. “Yes. Please. We like it when you beg.”
I didn’t know what to do. My fear overwhelmed me, blinded me, made me irrational. All I could think about was how the poachers had stolen the baby elephants, guided them away from everything familiar and safe.
In my hysteria, I didn’t hear the hum of the motorbike as it raced through the alley, not until it was in front of us.
“Let her go,” Corey said, drawing his gun.
The leader tensed, but he continued to hold my arm tight. “You pay us for her,” he bargained.
With a dry calm, Corey released the safety on the barrel. The click echoed down the alley, a warning. “Let her go.”
“Fine,” the leader said, pushing me towards the motorbike so the gang could run. “But if I see you again, you’re a dead man!” he shouted, spitting on the ground.
“Get on,” Corey told me. “I’ve got to get you out of here.”
Silently obeying, I sat behind him on the bike, my arms wrapping around his waist like a life preserver. The seat was small, I could barely fit, but I didn’t care about comfort. I just wanted to get away.
We sped out of the alley and through the city towards the mountains. I shook as Corey drove, shocked by what happened, but somewhere past the commotion and the traffic, well within the verdant hilltops, my fear seeped away, and I found solace as I held onto the man in front of me. He was my safety. As promised, he had protected me from the poachers.
He turned off the main road onto a dirt path. Beneath the palm trees and the cry of the monkeys, we went up an incline, roaring through the jungle until the path met a wooden barrier. There, Corey parked the bike and helped me off. The earth was soft beneath my feet, much more wholesome than the city streets.
“You okay?” he asked, inspecting me, full of concern.
“I will be. Thank you.”
“Don’t thank me,” he said, irritated. “It was my fault you were in trouble. I shouldn’t have let you wander the market alone. I should have met you at your hotel room.”
“I’m not a child,” I argued for his benefit. “I should have known better than to wait in an alley. When I didn’t see the blue column, I should have stood near the stalls.”
He pushed my hair back from my face. “There was no blue column, not anymore. They must have torn it down.”
“But you found me anyway,” I said, grateful. “I’m beginning to think you have some sort of superpower.”
“It’s your magnetism,” he countered, pulling me close. “You draw me in.”
He was pressed against me, his skin touching mine. I could feel his heart, and his need. It grew against my thigh, large and stiff. His breath smelled of passion. I leaned forward to taste it, to forget everything that happened earlier, but Corey stepped back.
“You’ve had a rough morning,” he said, clearly struggling against his integrity and his desire. “I hope what I’m about to show you can make it a little more pleasant.”
Only if what you’re about to show me is your naked body.
I didn’t need his chivalry. I needed his touch. He wouldn’t be taking advantage of me. I’d wanted him since the moment I first saw him.
I’d never been very direct when it came to men. I wasn’t bashful, but I was cautious. Being around Corey was different. I had no guard. I was sand running through his fingers, but I couldn’t tell him, as much as I wanted to. I had to maintain some dignity, so
I followed him into the jungle, trusting him with my life but not my yearnings, not yet, not until the moment was right for both of us.
“Were you born in Chicago?” I asked him as we walked. Corey kept a steady pace beside me, refusing to let me out of his sight.
“Born and raised.”
“But you weren’t happy there.”
He laughed. “Why would you say that?”
“Because you need the world,” I said, quoting what he told me at the bar.
“You remember that?”
I looked down at my shoes. “It’s a little hazy.”
“You’re right. I wasn’t happy in Chicago. My life there was restricted. People were constantly watching over my shoulder. It was fucking intolerable. So I left.”
“To be the Batman of the jungle.”
“And the desert. And the artic. I’ve been all over.”
“But you’re so young,” I pointed out. He was only a few years older than me. “What are you, twenty-eight?”
“Close enough.”
“How do you afford it?”
“I can’t,” he confided, but he said no more.
I probably didn’t want to know. Corey was lawless. Who knew how a man with his bravery and strength earned his passage. He could be a hired gun. Or a courier for international mobsters. He hadn’t volunteered his last name, and there was probably a reason for it.
“Will you ever go home?” I asked, hopeful.
“I might,” he said, smiling, his eyes growing soft. “If there’s something at home waiting for me.”
It wasn’t a promise, but it made me soar, destroying all the bad of the morning.
“I’m glad I met you,” I said, nudging his shoulder.
“I’m glad you met me too.”
We hiked until we came to the ruins of a temple. Amid fallen stones browned with age sat a Buddha statue twice our height. He wore a pointed crown over his serene smile, and his arms draped neatly over his folded legs. I pictured my grandma sitting beside him in the same position, and a wedge of my grief healed.
“This is the kind of peace I hope to find in my own life,” I said, speaking frankly, running my hand across the Buddha’s foot. “A peace that’s settled and calm.”
“That’s what you say, but I’ve seen your hair loose, and your soul set free,” Corey said, his deep voice dropping even lower, full of an unmistakable longing. “You’re as wild as this jungle. You’re as wild as me.”
“We’ll see,” I said simply, but unable to agree. “Thank you for bringing me here. I feel better.”
His eyes sparkled. “We’re not here yet. Follow me.”
We continued up the path. I couldn’t imagine anywhere more impressive than the temple, but when we stopped once more, my breath was taken from me.
In front of us, a herd of elephants bathed in a shallow lake that was fed by a crystal clear waterfall. Green flora cascaded down from the rocky incline, their undergrowth weeping. One of the elephants held its trunk up into the pouring water, drinking it in and spraying it back out.
“They’re magnificent,” I said. “Are they safe?”
“They are. We’re on a reserve. Armed guards patrol the land.”
“This is wonderful.” I took an eager step forward, but Corey held me back. “Slowly. We don’t want to startle them. They’re used to people, but they’re still protective of their young.”
After I stripped down to my bikini, we took small steps into the lake, wading up to our hips. I fell to my knees, immersing myself in the water, enjoying its caress. When I resurfaced, I was renewed, full of a hot energy I couldn’t ignore. The elephants weren’t far, but I didn’t want to disturb them. Instead, I turned towards Corey, who followed behind me, making sure I kept my footing.
“I love the way you care for these animals,” I said to him, the simple sentence feeling like the most truthful I’d ever spoken.
Before he could respond, I pushed myself against him, our bodies meeting in the warmth of the lake, and I kissed him, offering him my passion. He took it readily, his mouth hard against mine, his lips burning me like the sun. I felt mystical in his arms, boundless. I could have easily drowned in the kiss, but Corey broke away, his eyes seemed to be lit from within as he blatantly admired all that I had to give.
“I knew you were wild,” he professed.
Drops of water dripped down from my hair, running sensually across my shoulders and chest before returning to the lake. Corey traced them with his finger, lingering where my bikini top scooped down. Licking his lips, he cupped my breasts and kissed me again, this time with much more force. His kiss hurt, in the right way, filling me with pleasure.
Needing more, I reached into the water and pressed my hand against his cock. He was hard, ready to plunge inside me, to gratify me as his tongue did now, vigorous and relentless. As he pulled down the straps of my bikini, moving his kisses to my shoulders, I let go of his cock and tugged at my bottoms, ready to open myself to him.
“Hang on,” Corey commanded, looking around.
“Don’t stop,” I pleaded, not caring if there was danger. I needed his sex. Needed him. Needed us.
“I think people are approaching.”
I froze, my desire betrayed by my dignity. “Are you sure?”
“Unfortunately.” It seemed to strain him to say it, like his ache matched my own.
“Does it matter?” I teased, rubbing my hands along his abs, tempting him.
In response, he nibbled at my ear. “You’re not the good girl you make yourself out to be,” he whispered as he helped me pull the bottom of my bikini back up. “I’ll keep that in mind for next time.”
“Next time,” I echoed, disappointed. “I don’t think there’ll be a next time. My flight leaves tomorrow morning.” I perked up. “Unless you want to stay with me in my hotel?”
“I can’t,” he said, his face twisted in torment. “After I drive you back, I’m scheduled to help out here at the reserve.”
“Then let’s meet here at the lake at midnight. We can finish what we started.”
He shook his head. “It’s treacherous in the dark. There are more than poachers in the jungle, creatures that bite. There are many things I want to do to you, things your body will never forget, but one thing I won’t do is put you in danger. Not again.”
I was crestfallen. “So this is goodbye?”
“No,” Corey assured me. “This isn’t goodbye. I’ll find you, Imogen. You know I will.”
***
Packing was hard. Soon, I’d be far from Corey and any chance we had to be together. The next morning, when I reluctantly dropped my key off to the receptionist at the hotel, I felt as if I was leaving a piece of my heart behind with it.
“Cute elephant,” she said, pointing to the plush trinket attached to my rucksack. “They say an elephant never forgets. They mourn loss, like we do. When they return from their migration, they visit the bones of those they left behind.”
“That’s sad but beautiful,” I said to her. “Is that everything you need from me?”
“You’re checked out,” she said, a small smile playing on her lips. “Thank you for your stay.”
“Thank you. This trip turned out to be very enlightening.”
At the airport, when I was instructed to put my rucksack on the conveyer belt to baggage, I quickly unhooked the elephant and stuck it in my pocket. I couldn’t lose it. It was my reminder of Corey, so that I would never forget.
Perhaps I should have forgotten. Compared to what I was about to endure in Chicago, Thailand was a sweet daydream, even with its dangers. A heat existed in Chicago that had nothing to do with the sun. It was ruled by the night, a black velvet that aroused and smothered. There were thrills, there was pain, and there was pleasure. So much pleasure.
CHAPTER TWO
The Midwest
With a sleek skyline that reflected against the waters of Lake Michigan, Chicago wasn’t a city. It was an empire, ruled by the men and women who sat o
n the upper floors of its skyscrapers, nobles of the city. There was an order to the city that made it glide. Compared to the relative ease of Milwaukee, being in Chicago was like peering through the engine of a really fast car.
Not that I knew much about fast cars. Rusted and loud, my little yellow hatchback that I’d driven to Chicago showed its age. I’d put daisy stickers on the back window to try to perk it up, and I’d hung my elephant trinket over the rearview mirror, but stickers and elephants couldn’t keep it from falling apart. With the engine constantly stalling, I’d be lucky if it made it back to Milwaukee in one piece.
The hatchback had been my grandma’s car, before she was confined to a wheelchair. I should have put aside some of my inheritance to buy a new car, one that would survive the year. But I couldn’t part with my sunshine on wheels, not until the day the engine refused to turn over, and even then I’d probably keep it in the garage, a monument to the life I’d known before I was without a job or family.
The hatchback was parked down the block, a short walk from where I stood now. Before me loomed a skyscraper that absorbed the dark gray clouds that hung above the city, to the point that it appeared black and windowless, its only light the fiber optic cherry blossoms outside, a telltale sign I was in the right place — Stafford Scientific, one of the most reputable technological companies in the world.
It was legendary, but I was nameless. There was no way Stafford Scientific would hire me, not for any position of significance. They filled their halls with geniuses, those who held degrees that made my master’s degree look like a crumpled piece of paper. My hands began to sweat, moistening the envelope I held. I wiped my palms against the pleats of my blue skater dress, afraid my nerves would dehydrate me.
“Corey, what were you thinking?” I mumbled.
I didn’t know how Corey had managed to arrange the interview for me. I hadn’t heard from him since I’d left Thailand weeks ago. I often thought of him, of his arms wrapped around me in the lake, of what would have happened if we hadn’t been interrupted. I believed that he would find me, that we hadn’t said our last goodbyes. Hope that I would see him again had propelled me here, alone in an unfamiliar city, as much as my desperate need for a job.