Classics Mutilated

by John Shirley

  “Um, Loki … the branch—”

  “Ahh! Right away, my sweet.” We released the rope, the great branch snapping back into place, the sun once again denied access to this land.

  Her skin quickly returned to its normal icy appearance. It was perhaps fortuitous that I brought on Fimbul Winter since, other than the fact that it is said to be the precursor to the gods’ demise, its frigid temperatures quickly restored her to normal.

  We sat under the branch a while, her hands in mine. “So, a little sunlight….”

  “You see our dilemma. We quickly go from sparkling like jewels to puddling like dew drops. But Loki, thanks to you, and this tree, the sun need never reach me now. You give me hope of a shared existence. We could travel beyond the frigid wastelands of my homeland and see all there is to see. Every day, we could be together!”

  “Every day? Well, now, see, Gjalpa, I do crave the idea of sharing my time with another, but maybe not all my time, if that makes any sense? I have much that I do, and some of that time requires it be spent away from the accompaniment of others.”

  She placed her other hand on top of mine. And squeezed. I could feel my very marrow drop by degrees as she did so.

  “Now, Loki, it is not the way of the frost giant to have dalliances. We keep to our own kind out of an effort to protect one another from hostiles. So the only way for me to bring an outsider—especially a god who has admitted his own brother has slain my kind—is for us to form an ever-lasting and impenetrable bond with one another. This is what I require of you, Loki. This is what must be, if we are to be.”

  I did my best to mask the look of growing horror in my eyes. Spend every minute with another, even someone I had started to care about? Be showered with affection all day long, without end? How could anyone of independent mind and means truly want such a thing?

  I was quickly leaning toward Team Brynhilda, when all of a sudden, the branches suddenly exploded around us. Fragments of wood and leaf peppered across our faces and arms. I was momentarily blinded by the maelstrom, but unfortunately, my other senses were not similarly dulled. My nose still worked, and it detected a familiar scent of electricity. Brynhilda was here.

  She flew into the clearing, leaping from her steed before it had even set foot on the ground. She drew her sword and walked toward us, her heavy bootfalls making deep impressions in the soft ground. The swaying of her sword back and forth made a deep impression upon me.

  “Loki! What is the meaning of this? What are you doing here with … her?!”

  “Er, hello, Brynhilda. Who died and made you, uh, work?”

  “Never mind that! Well, if you must know, an oafish Valhallain exchange student named Eilif got himself lost and ended up getting the other half of his face burned off in an Advanced Smelting class. That drew me back to Jotunheim, only to find you absent from school and cavorting under Yggdrasil’s fair branches with a lowly frost giant!”

  “Eilif? Poor Eilif met an untoward end again?”

  “Loki, what does that bovine mean, ‘lowly frost giant’?!”

  “Loki! What does she mean by ‘bovine’?!”

  Things were quickly spiraling out of control. I had to get control over this situation before things became so untenable as to alert Heimdall or the other Asgardians as to my location. As it was, entirely too many people in Jotunheim had learned my true nature.

  “Girls! Can we all just calm down—and keep our voices down? There is no need for such enmity.”

  They both turned as one and glared at me, cowing me into silence, until I thought of what Brynhilda had said.

  “Did you, fair Brynhilda, really say that the name of the recent departed was Eilif?”

  “I did. His dwarvish teacher miscalculated a lesson and Eilif suffered as a result. But his suffering is like nothing compared to the suffering you will undergo, should you chose the company of that vile frost giant over that of my own.”

  Well, now I had even more reason to escape this predicament, so I might pay back that horrible dwarf for his folly. It seemed my dog would soon eat well all week, assuming I was still mobile and had all limbs attached with which to feed him.

  “We were … just talking, Brynhilda,” I started.

  “Just talking! Loki, you were professing your undying love to me,” said Gjalpa, ruining the moment I was trying to create.

  “Undying, eh? We shall see about that!” And with that, Brynhilda reached down with one hand and plucked me from where I stood, throwing me into the clearing and advancing on me. She poked her sword into the underside of my jaw, and we were suddenly full circle with where this tale began.

  “Loki, before I separate your lying head from your bony shoulders, I give you one more chance—be true to your word and offer me your heart forever, that you may accompany me on my tasks and serve my needs. I am a Valkyrie and cannot shirk my duties, so this is what is required that we might be together.”

  Well. That didn’t sound much fun at all. Suddenly, the option of her removing my head from its shoulders didn’t sound like the worst option presented before me.

  Brynhilda’s blade was knocked away by a ball of ice. It was followed quickly by two more ice-balls, hurled at great velocity by Gjalpa.

  “Hands off, shield-witch! Loki is mine!”

  Brynhilda blocked the second ball of ice with her metal wrist guards, but the first struck her squarely in the face. She spit out ice and epithets with equal rancor. “Foul, frigid snow-pig! Loki is mine, heart and soul! Especially soul! You cold-hearted monsters don’t know the first thing about how to properly love another!”

  “Oh, but I suppose you do, you carrion-carrier!”

  This was getting interesting. Gjalpa ran forward and grappled with Brynhilda, knocking her sword from her grasp. It landed near my feet. As the fighting devolved into thuggery, I rapidly weighed my options.

  Clearly, the idea of dating both women would avail me not. And after hearing the words that came out of both mouths during the heated arguing, it had me suddenly wondering if I should instead remain a solo player. Perhaps Team Loki had no room for such controlling types after all. Loneliness was a state with which I was well accustomed, and it was obvious that I would not willingly give up my independence in trade for fealty and servitude. My heart, which had always operated independently of others, had tricked me into thinking it needed companionship.

  Trickery. Of course. Was I not, despite my recent foray into romantic ineptitude, still Loki? A solution—the only true solution—presented itself to me.

  I picked up Brynhilda’s sword (only with great effort. I managed to choose two of the strongest women I have ever come in contact with, another good reminder that I would be wise to find my way out of this double-sided predicament).

  As my two potential consorts fought on, I swung her sword around twice, spinning my body to build up momentum. I then released the blade upward with all my might. The sword spun end over end into the sky, finally striking the great branch I had earlier pulled back. The sword’s honed edge cleaved through the giant limb without effort. The branch, separated from the trunk, started to move and sway. Finally, the weight of it pulled it loose, and the great branch fell.

  It plunged down, down, and the whistling sound of its descent was great enough to stop the two warrior-women from the battles.

  “Loki—” they said in unison, but only one of the two uttered my name with any confidence.

  As the branch traveled downward, so too did the sun’s rays. Once again they bathed Gjalpa, and Brynhilda as well. Frankly, the two women looked utterly gorgeous inside the funnel of warm light.

  Then Gjalpa’s skin took on its bejeweled tone again, although it began melt-ing at the same time. The concentration of the sun’s rays, with no canopy with which to slow it, accelerated its effect on her. And this time, there were tears inter-mingling with the drops of water emitting from her skin—both hers and mine.

  As Gjalpa began puddling across the forest floor, she looked at me for th
e last time. Her legs had melted away enough that she was now my height and looking me directly in the eyes for a moment, before continuing her moist downward trajectory.

  “I am undone, Loki,” she gurgled, “may you forever burn in fiiiiiiiire….” She trailed off. Liquefied lips can’t easily utter words, it seems.

  I felt a tinge of sadness, but fought it off when I reminded myself that Loki was never meant to be simple husband to anyone. Now, on to the second part of my quickly thrown-together scheme. I spun around to look at the Valkyrie.

  Brynhilda was grinning from ear to ear. She pulled loose her sword, which had also fallen back to earth and embedded itself up to its hilt, and stepped toward me.

  “Loki! I knew from the moment I met you that you had sharp senses! You knew that frigid behemoth wasn’t right for you, and you knew I was! Oh, Loki!”

  She rushed toward me, planning to embrace me. I grasped her shoulders and held her away, at arm’s length. “Aren’t you forgetting something, fair Valkyrie?” I motioned to the puddle on the ground.

  “Oh, I will never forget what you have done! You have chosen a life with me, my lord. We should get to work at once, making plans and sharing our lives!”

  “Well, one of us should get to work anyway, only it is not wise Loki.”

  “What are you—” The reality of the situation began to settle in, if the look in her eyes was any indication.

  “You, my Brynhilda, are a Valkyrie. While a life of acquiescing to your demands and carrying your helmet while you work might hold appeal to some, it holds absolutely none for Loki. But my lack of interest in your profession does not negate the fact that you are required to see those labors through now.”

  As I spoke, Gjalpa’s spirit arose from the moist ground. “The giantess perished in battle, and is awaiting its final ride to Valhalla’s halls. You cannot deny your responsibilities, Brynhilda. You are a Valkyrie first, as you reminded me. Gjalpa has earned her seat inside the hall. Best be off with you, then, before your maiden-sisters become aware of you shirking your duties. I do not imagine that would sit well.”

  She stared at me with death in her eyes. But maybe it was just a trick of the light. No, it was probably death. Pulling her sword and waving it in my direction, she screamed, “Perhaps I should take two recently departed souls with me to Valhalla, deceitful snake!”

  “Ahh, Brynhilda,” I sighed, picking an errant branch shard out of my teeth. “Would that the Valkyries were understanding enough for you to set aside responsibilities in order to carry out your petty grievances and keep poor, departed souls waiting. But I do not believe they are. Best be off now. Alas, our love just cannot work around such requirements. Would that it were not so.”

  I turned away, lest my growing smile turn into outright laughter. She knew she had no recourse. To betray the trusted duties of a Valkyrie was to renounce one’s heritage and be kicked out of Valhalla for all time. I was counting on her hate for me not being quite great enough to supercede her desire to remain within those hallowed halls. I was right, but barely.

  As Brynhilda saw to her labors, I looked at the two one last time. Gjalpa’s shade was now in the Valkyrie’s grasp and being prepared for her trip to Valhalla. If looks could kill, well, my own twilight would be upon me sooner than was written.

  “Farewell, my ladies fair. Would that things could have been different. But, as the expression goes, Loki dost not need any clinging vines. Farewell.”

  “Loki,” I heard Brynhilda say. I looked at her. Gjalpa’s soul sat perched on the winged horse behind Bryn. She refused to turn her head toward me. But Brynhilda did, and her eyes blazed with red-hot anger so great that I wondered if she too was part frost giant. “The Twilight of the Gods is upon the land. Your death is foretold, and is imminent. So don’t think we will be separated for long. For when your corpse settles onto the ground during the coming battle, I will be there personally to see that you are taken to Valhalla, where we may spend all eternity together.

  “And Loki,” she paused. “Once inside the great hall, the only kisses I plan to shower you with shall be made of tempered steel.”

  She dug her heels into her horse, and the beast at once began flapping its great wings, until she and Gjalpa rose off into the sky and out of sight.

  Again with this talk about a coming battle and Loki’s imminent demise. My current dating situation resolved, it was now time I did something about that as well.

  3. MATCH-MAKING

  As I exited the forest and was free of Yggdrasil’s shade, I noticed that the problem with the cloudy and frozen sky had begun to resolve itself, in the form of great flames that licked across the horizon. It seems that our Twilight was upon us. The gods were destined to fall.

  On the long and thankfully lonely walk out of the forest, I began thinking about the various things people had said when speaking of the coming battle. Surty and her flame-demon friends had definitely talked about things I chose not to hear because I was too taken with affairs of the heart. Which was yet another reason to remain so unencumbered. One can only properly see to one’s own survival without the blinders of love.

  The gist of what everyone said about the imminent end of everything is that it all began with Balder’s death. Would that I had known … well, I would not have changed a thing. That prig needed to be taken down. But this meant that if I was responsible for starting this process, I should similarly be able to stop it, at least where my own personal doom was concerned. All of Asgard could go hang for all I cared. If enabling Balder to die also helped bring about the doom of Thor, Heimdall and the others, well, that was a better chain reaction than I could have hoped. But the loss of Loki would be too great indeed, at least to me. Still, we all had a part to play, and I would play mine. At least to a point.

  It was not fated that Loki would meet his end during our coming Twilight—it was written. That makes a world of difference. The Fates are rarely wrong about their castings, but the men who write things down and pass them off as fact are prone to mortal error.

  As I returned home and found my dog at last waiting for me, I thought about the end of the gods. Many of them deserved to fade away into the twilight, or to be locked away in Valhalla’s musty halls. After all, the gods as I knew them were capricious creatures, driven as much by emotion and lust as by reason and need. But I, up until my most recent escapade, was not. I was and am fueled by a much stronger thing—the desire to make mischief and to do wrong unto others. And it was precisely those things that made me realize I needed to live beyond our foretold ending. Loki is necessary in the world to come, whereas the other gods are not.

  “Here, pup! Here, boy!” My beloved pooch ran to me, licking hunger across his lips.

  “Good boy! Are you hungry, pup? Well, let us be off, then, my little Fenris. It’s finally time for you to sup. I spotted a full moon peeking out from behind a cloud on my walk back here. Perhaps that planetoid would make a good first morsel for you. But save a bit of room, for I’ve a nice dwarf-snack in mind for you, too.”

  As my dog, Fenris the Wolf, leapt into the heavens, prepared to devour sun, moon, and gods alike, I wondered what the fire-demoness Surty was doing right now. It occurred to me that I should call on her. Her team was leading the charge against the gods and she was positioned to know victory in the coming battle. Plus, she was cute enough. She could likely use a good consort to accompany her through.

  And if that potentially star-crossed romance didn’t survive the terrible battle to come, perhaps upon my return in the next world, I should try my luck dating a vampire. I heard they are rather easy to manipulate.

  Frankenbilly

  By John Shirley

  Okay … recording. I’m going to splice this with Henry’s story, and make a whole presentation. I’m not sure if I can go ahead with my plans on it, though. I got a kind of warning today.

  This recording is made on August 7, 1981. It’s been, what now, about fifteen years since Henry came riding onto Corriganville, out in eas
t Ventura County. What I’m going to remember for you now happened in 1966.

  Now let me set the scene. It’s the summer of '66, the day the rider comes, and we’re shooting Billy the Kid Versus Dracula on the Corrigan Ranch. Me, I’m the soundman, hoping this is the last shot of the day. It’s a damned hot day, even in late afternoon with the wind blowing in from the Mojave. My head throbs and my sweaty shirt rasps on my back as I adjust the boom mic over John Carradine and Harry Carey, Jr. Wishing I wasn’t there at all. Getting paid barely enough money to make it worth showing up. But it’s the only job I can get. Hell, the only job any of us could get.

  Harry’s playing a wagonmaster, Carradine is a vampire, and both are in costume, standing by a covered wagon, trying to catch some of its shade. “John,” Harry says, “Why the hell are we in this crap picture?” Not much trying to keep his voice down.

  Carradine just laughs affably, says in that voice that seems too deep for his skinny little body, “Because if we didn’t we’d have to pursue honest labor, Harry.”

  Harry starts to answer back but then he shades his eyes with his hand and squints up at the hills over the movie ranch. “Looks like a rider up there, on top of that hill. Damn hot day to be riding out in the sticks.”

  Sounds like a line from a movie—a better one. I turn to look and yeah, there’s a guy on a black-and-white pony up there raising some dust, moving his horse slow, watching us. I’m thinking it’s one of the wranglers, probably, then get a funny feeling seeing him up there. The stranger’s a long ways off. I can’t make out his face, but I can feel him looking right at me.

  Then the director shouts at me to get the goddamn duct tape slapped on the boom mic and get out of the way for the take.

  Two and a half hours later the ordeal’s over for now. No night shoot today. So I’m sitting at a card table set up by my little silver Airstream trailer, a hundred yards up-slope from the set, on the little dirt road that passes behind the “town.” It’s dusk, half an hour after we stopped shooting, trying to get the damned Revox reel-to-reel to stop jittering. Of course, we mainly did sound-to-film recording, but I’d been collecting some wild sound and atmosphere stuff for the foley editor to use later. And I’m listening to the crickets as the sun goes down, and fumbling with the reel-to-reel’s switches—screwing up, because, to be honest, I’m drinking, right? More than usual, I mean. Been getting worse all year.