Love and Liberation: A Christian Wife's Journey Into Sexual Freedom

by Laran Mithras

Dina blew out a breath.

  Sebastian said, "I certainly hope you and I become much closer."

  Josh was silent, thinking about that, and then nodded. A slow grin crossed his face. "Yes. I hope so."

  "Very good, then. The Strauss' will meet you both in the basement."

  She said, "Thank you, Sebastian. Will you be down?"

  "Unfortunately not today. Perhaps we can arrange another time."

  Josh frowned. "That's too bad. Yes, maybe another time."

  The butler inclined his head. "I will anticipate it greatly."

  She walked toward the basement with her husband. "That went well."

  "He seems like a nice guy."

  "He is. What happened sort of surprised me." She wasn't going to tell him that she had wanted Sebastian to be more forward for a long time.

  They walked downstairs and into the main room. Caleb and Olivia were there.

  "Dina and Josh," said Caleb. He was wearing his winning smile. He stood and embraced them both. "We're glad you came."

  Olivia stood, too, and hugged them both. "It's always so wonderful to see two new people understand something so seemingly foreign."

  Dina said, "Without your help, pastor, I don't think I would have ever seen the truth."

  He pierced her with his eyes. "You were a resistant one, but no more than to be expected."

  Josh said, "I wasn't very willing to listen, either."

  Olivia touched his arm. "You cracked pretty fast, though you put up a good fight. Normally the men aren't as resistant."

  Dina twisted her lips. I'm still not sure about all this. But I need my husband's permission.

  Donald and Melissa came down the stairs, flowing gracefully with that kind of smooth surety only the very wealthy had.

  Melissa smiled at all of them. "Thank you for coming early."

  Dina twisted her fingers together. "We don't want to be a burden."

  Donald shook his head. "Nonsense. There's always time for the truth. Seeing more people embrace it is worth all the time in the world."

  Caleb said. "Freedom is a precious thing."

  Josh broke in with something that hung in the air. "But isn't this what the Bible calls license?"

  Caleb clapped a hand to his arm and gestured to the couch. "Sit." He sat with him. "License is the specific idea that we can sin in the worship of other gods. Such as eating food dedicated to other gods or having sex with temple prostitutes for worship of other gods. While forgiven, we still aren't supposed to worship other gods and we do not and should not use grace as a license to do so."

  "Other gods?" Josh sounded unsure.

  Caleb's laugh was certain. "Our two commandments are to love God with all our heart, mind, and soul; and to love each other as we would love ourselves. There is no room in the first commandment for worshiping other gods and we are not to use grace as an excuse - or license – to negate that commandment."

  "I think I see."

  Caleb smiled. "You do, you're just having a hard time reconciling it with what you've learned from those who want to use the Bible as their personal bludgeon. Jesus gave us freedom. Don't let someone else rob you of it."

  Josh was nodding and Dina felt better. She had also wondered about the usage of the word license in the Bible.

  Donald addressed Josh. "Is there anything you're curious about?"

  Dina smiled. Her husband looked like a deer caught in headlights. "Uh, well…"

  "Does any of the equipment bother you?"

  He looked left and right, gazing at the barrel, and stools, and the large cross against the wall. Then he looked at the rack of implements. He looked overwhelmed. "Uh… no."

  "Then why don't we start? We find it most helpful and relaxing when the married couple undresses each other. Would you undress your wife? And Dina, would you undress your husband?"

  She said, "Okay." She couldn't keep a tremor from her voice.

  Donald looked at the pastor. "Caleb? Olivia? If you please."

  The pastor and his wife were all smiles and began undressing each other before Josh and Dina could get more than a button undone.

  Dina felt a little more relaxed to have them undressing. She giggled and unbuttoned Josh's shirt faster. His health test had come back clean, and she had never doubted it wouldn't. She knew he wasn't the kind to cheat and thus pick up some unwanted communicable disease somewhere weird.

  Was she ready for this? She knew she was blocking her own thoughts. But the inevitability of Olivia touching Josh's cock was approaching, and she knew it. Was she ready for that? Then she found herself moving forward, progressing beyond touching. She knew she could handle some woman touching his cock. She had already seen that and found she liked it. She knew she could handle some woman sucking him. She had already seen that and knew she really liked it. But further? That was the part she was blocking.

  Melissa had said she was going to help Dina through this. Did she mean watching Josh with another woman?

  I'll go crazy. They'll need to restrain me, my hair will go wild, and the cops will come tazer me. I'll look like a mess.

  She realized she and Josh were naked. She reached out and gave his very limp member a squeeze.

  He chuckled nervously and batted her hand away.

  Donald's voice was soothing and calm, as if directing a marketing strategy to investors. "No reason to be nervous, Josh. Let her touch you again. Olivia, give her a hand and help out." He began removing his own clothes without waiting to see if anyone moved.

  Dina reached for his cock again.

  Olivia came and stood by her side as Melissa and Donald undressed behind them.

  Josh stood still as the two women began touching and stroking him.

  Melissa came and stood with them. "Keep stroking him. Olivia, kneel down."

  The dark-haired woman did.

  Melissa said to Dina, "Rub your husband's cock over her lips. Tease her with it."

  She giggled, but moved the head of his cock over to Olivia's lips. She rubbed it over lips made up in red.

  "That's a good girl." Melissa's voice was a purr. "Caleb, come here and help Dina."

  Josh's eyes got big. "Er…"

  Melissa gave him a stern look. "Shh. That's his wife your cock is touching. He has every reason to be a part of this as you." She looked between Caleb and Dina. "Put your hand over Dina's and help her. Olivia, open wider, dear."

  Caleb did not appear bothered. Dina felt a connection as his hand touched hers and they both slid along her husband's hardening shaft. She felt a strong heat flush through her and it made it all seem right: her husband's penis touching Olivia's lips with the help of Dina and Caleb's hands.

  "Very nice," said Melissa. "Take his head in your mouth."

  Olivia opened wider and moved her lips over the head of his cock.

  "Stroke his shaft into her mouth."

  Caleb let Dina set the pace, his hand covering hers.

  "Very good. Dina? Take your hand away and cup the back of her head."

  Dina removed her hand and used her other to gently cup Olivia's head.

  "Excellent. Caleb? Stroke him into your wife's mouth."

  Dina watched in wonder as her pastor stroked Josh's cock into Olivia's mouth. Not only did it seem right, it seemed proper. She had never considered anything of the like before. Right, proper and most of all, fitting. If Caleb was going to see another man's cock in his wife's mouth, then he should be involved.

  "Take your hand away. Olivia, suck him." Melissa's smile was small but knowing.

  Caleb stopped stroking Josh and took a step back.

  Dina watched Olivia's lips slide down her husband's shaft. Josh moaned. She felt nothing but lust.

  Melissa came around to her side and leaned in to Dina. "Are we okay?"

  She nodded with a nervous jerk. She liked seeing Olivia blow him.

  Melissa said to him, "Josh, do you love your wife?"

  His eyes had been closed. They snapped open in a panic and he looked at Dina. "Ye
s, very much."

  "You still love her even with another woman's mouth on your cock?"

  His smile was satisfied and confident. "Yes."

  Dina felt her own smile reflect his and she felt a giddiness – as if she had sprouted wings and was flying high above the mountain tops.

  "Dina, do you love your husband?"

  Still a little nervous, she said, "Yes."

  "Even with his cock in Olivia's mouth?"

  She giggled. "Yes."

  "Are you sure?"

  "Most definitely." Her eyes locked with her husband's and they smiled.

  Melissa stroked Dina's shoulder. "You're doing well."

  I am? What am I doing? Isn't it Josh we're working on here?

  The woman looked down at Olivia. "Olivia, dear, lie down on the couch."

  The pastor's wife got up and licked her lips. She gave Josh's erection a quick stroke and kissed his cheek.

  It seemed so innocent to Dina.

  Olivia lay on the couch, one leg up and leaning against the backrest, the other bent down with her foot on the floor. Her boobs were those of a more mature woman, not large but spread down into the area of her chest and arms.

  Melissa said to her, "Take your husband's hand and touch it to Olivia's pussy."

  Dina glanced back and forth and then took Josh's hand. They approached the reclining woman and Josh knelt on the couch between her legs. She knelt down on the floor by the woman's leg.

  Olivia gave them a bright smile, but said nothing.

  Dina guided Josh's hand to Olivia's folds and touched his finger to them. She wasn't struck dead on the spot and neither did she feel anything but the resistance of his hand as she pressed it to the woman's skin.

  "Keep going," said Melissa.

  Josh began moving his fingers and so did Dina. Together they spread her lips and ran their fingers over her clit. It felt odd touching a woman, but she found herself competing with Josh to touch her. She looked at Olivia's face – the woman was bending her neck, head up, looking down at their hands and smiling. Dina remembered both Caleb and Olivia playing with her like this several months before.

  Had it been so long already? She remembered thinking back then it was a sin. She frowned.

  "Something wrong, Dina?" Olivia sounded concerned.

  "What? No. I was just remembering being over the barrel and being panicked I was being touched by you two. I was so worried. I guess time flies."

  Donald grumbled. "And faster the older you get."

  Melissa said, "Dina, girl, take your husband's cock in hand and stroke him while he fingers her."

  She looked up questioningly.

  Melissa motioned and nodded.

  She grabbed Josh's shaft, still hard, and began stroking.

  "Put some fingers into her Josh." Melissa wriggled a couple fingers.

  Dina watched her husband insert a few fingers into Olivia's pussy. She automatically slowed her stroking, as if they were looking at a Gallery magazine. She realized that it was no different and she didn't feel any nagging jealousy.

  "He likes it slow like that?" Melissa gestured.

  "Oh. Yes." She blushed. She wasn't going to admit they looked at magazines together.

  "Do you like masturbating your husband?"

  "Yes, it's fun."

  Melissa nodded. "Good; you should like it. Pull him forward and touch his cock to her pussy. Tease it."

  Dina felt a tremor of doubt. It vibrated from within until she was shaking.

  "Go on, girl. Don't be afraid. Just tease her clit with it."

  Josh scooted forward as she pulled half-heartedly. She wasn't sure. This is where I can't handle it. This is where I'll be freaking out and screaming. I won't be able to—

  The head of his erection mashed against Olivia's clit.

  Dina did not explode.

  A thrill flittered through her and she began rubbing the head all around Olivia's clit, faster and faster. That so-familiar cock that was her husband's, in her hand, and touching Olivia's clit. She realized she was panting, mouth open, and focused on the contact between her husband and the pastor's wife. She reached her other hand in and spread Olivia's lips and hood area, exposing her clit. She used her other hand to rub Josh's cock all over it.

  Melissa sounded pleased. "That's how you do it, girl. Very nice."

  Dina found herself running her fingers up and down Olivia's pussy.

  "Spread her open and rube his cock all over it."

  She didn't have to be told twice. It was nasty, salacious, and fun. She felt her husband's stiffness in her hand. She felt Olivia's wetness in the other.

  "Rub it on Olivia's hole, Dina."

  Her heart was thumping with lust. She leaned over and rubbed the head of her husband's cock all around Olivia's hole. Then she guided it up and down over the opening. His cock was red and bulging and she could hear him panting over her own gasping breaths. Olivia tilted her hips, trying to follow the path of his teasing erection.

  Melissa leaned down. "Do you love your husband?"

  Her heart was beating so fast her words came out in a ragged stuttering. "Yes, I do."

  "Aim it into her opening."

  She did without hesitation.

  "Josh, push forward. Just a little."

  Is this where I freak out? But she knew she wanted to see it, despite the fleeting reservation.

  Josh did and the head of his cock pressed into Olivia's entrance.

  Dina gasped and stroked him faster, liking what she was seeing. The tazers are coming! The tazers are coming! She drew breath, realizing she had been holding it.

  "Do you love your wife?"

  Josh was panting, his voice as ragged as Dina's. "Yes."

  "Push in more."

  Dina stroked him even faster. Yes! This is good. This is as easy as the magazine. What was I worried about? This is fun! "Yes, deeper. Fuck her, Josh."

  "That's the spirit." Melissa was smiling.

  Dina withdrew her hand as Josh sunk his cock into Olivia. She watched his shaft slide in and disappear. What was so hard about that?

  Fingers found her pussy from behind.

  She looked back quickly, startled.

  Donald was there, kneeling behind her to the side. He was masturbating and reaching his other hand to finger her pussy. The old man likes me?

  Josh slid his shaft in and out of Olivia's pussy. It looked normal and familiar. Dina knew his cock. She knew what it felt like. She recognized the act, seeing his movement and knowing his passion. That it was in Olivia mattered nothing. She found herself giggling. "Does it feel nice?"

  Josh gazed down at her. "Yeah."

  She beamed a smile up at him full of love and pride. "I love you."

  "I love you, too." He pumped faster, his cock blurring as it slid in and out of Caleb's wife.

  Dina gasped as a cock touched and pressed into her pussy. She looked back. Donald was there, holding her hips, his head back and hips pressing forward. She felt the pressure of a cock invading her pussy, filling it and opening it with its invasion.

  "Does she feel nice, honey?" Melissa's whispers were barely heard.

  Donald breathed, "Yes."

  Melissa said, "Josh, pull out for a moment."

  "Huh? Okay." He sounded disappointed.

  Dina felt a nudge on her shoulder. "Suck him."

  She didn't hesitate. She gripped his slick cock and wrapped her lips around it, sliding down and tasting their combined juices.

  "Do you love your husband?"

  Dina pulled off. "Yes." She went back to sucking.

  "Josh? My husband's cock is in your wife's pussy. Do you still love her?"

  "Yeah." His word was short and eager.

  "Okay, Dina. Put his cock back in Olivia."

  She pulled her mouth off and aimed it into Olivia's gaping hole. Her husband slid smoothly back in. She slid her fingers down along the parted lips, feeling her husband's shaft sliding back and forth, in and out. Without conscious thought, she leaned the ot
her way and planted her lips on Olivia's mouth. She was sure the woman would be able to taste him and her own juices on Dina's lips. They kissed for a couple of seconds.

  Caleb said, "You sure did a fine job breaking her."

  Melissa said, "I knew she loved sex. It was just a matter of showing her that she did."

  Dina watched with fascination as her husband's cock blurred in and out of Olivia's pussy. Was this what they did before? What was I worried about?

  A hand touched her hair. It was Josh's. He was smiling down at her, still thrusting into Olivia.

  Donald pulled out, though she didn't feel any wetness in her. She leaned up and she and Josh kissed.

  "Is it alright if I fuck your wife?" Caleb said.

  Josh looked over her shoulder. "Oh. Yeah, go ahead. I guess it's fair."

  Dina looked back and saw Caleb kneeling behind her. Then she felt his stiffness touch her and find her entrance. He pushed forward and she leaned back. His familiar hardness began sliding into her.

  Josh panted down at her. "Does he feel good?"

  She giggled and panted at the same time – overwhelmed with lust and sensation. "Yes. Does she?"

  "Yes."

  Dina smiled. It was perfect.

  Caleb said to his wife, "How is he?"

  "It's a nice, young cock, and he knows how to use it."

  Dina felt an immense pride at that moment and she smiled with satisfaction at Olivia. That's right, he knows how to use it, and he's mine.

  Caleb thrust deeper and faster, causing her to pant and move to his thrusts over Olivia's flat stomach. She felt the coils of tension that said there was an orgasm in her near future.

  She laid her head down on the woman's skin and moaned happily. She was looking at her husband's hips as they moved with a purpose, thrusting his erection into Caleb's wife. Again, without thinking much about it, she moved her head down and shifted. Caleb moved with her. She mashed her face down at the junction of Josh and Olivia. Reaching out her tongue, she felt his shaft moving back and forth. She felt Olivia's clit and pussy lips moving to his thrusts. Feverish with a burst of lust, she licked all over the joining of her husband and the pastor's wife.

  Olivia cried out, tensing.

  Josh moaned, driving his shaft into her faster.

  A hand touched the back of Dina's head. Olivia's. The woman's face was scrunched up and her body tense. Suddenly, she flopped back and her hips began jerking. Grunts came out of her mouth and her eyes were rolled up and away.