She wanted to escape but couldn’t see how to. She searched for something to say. “Diocles has made the city a wonderful gift-all this.”
“He can afford it.” This was said with knowing familiarity, one aristocrat of another. “You’re Roman, aren’t you? The accent. Your husband’s stationed here?” He had noticed her wedding ring.
And this was the moment at which she should have said, I am the wife of Gaius Plinius Secundus, governor of the province.
But she didn’t.
“We’ve only just arrived. You must excuse my Greek.”
“No one could excuse your Greek, but I can help you improve it, if you like.”
“Do you talk like this to every strange woman you meet?”
“No. Where did you learn to draw so well?”
And, to her surprise, she found herself explaining how she had loved to draw as a little girl. And then had seen some paintings in a little temple of Ceres near their estate and pestered her grandfather to buy her materials and an instruction book until he finally gave in. “And then, when I moved to Rome with my husband, oh! I went everywhere, saw everything. Myron’s Zeus on the Capitoline, Phidias’ Athena in the temple of Fortuna, paintings by Apelles in the temple of Diana…”
His mouth set in a thin line. The eyes were no longer laughing. She stopped, mortified. “Oh, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have-“
“Those pieces belong in Greek temples, lady, not Roman ones. To the victors belong the spoils. You looted them and took them back to Italy by the boatload, not because you care anything for art but only because they are worth money. Money is what you Romans understand. At least, you have the grace to blush.” The insolent boy was gone; instead an angry young man stood before her.
“You don’t-like us,” was all she could think of to say. A governor’s wife at a loss for words.
“You call us Graeculi-Greeklings.”
“I don’t.”
“But your husband and his friends do, don’t they?”
“They don’t mean anything by it.”
“No?”
“I’m sorry, I have to go.” She stood up, looking desperately around the hall for Ione and saw her some distance away. Her maid was out of earshot but she was staring at them with a quizzical arched eyebrow.
“No wait.” He reached out and touched her arm and a shock ran through her and suddenly she was overpoweringly aware of his scent and the heat of his body. “I’m behaving like a boor,” he said. “I find the one Roman in the world who cares for art and I attack her. I should be whipped.”
“Yes, well, no need for that. Look, I really must go, it’s gotten late, I have things-”
“Come again tomorrow.”
“What?”
“Well, look here, in your drawing. The hands aren’t quite right. Hands are tricky. Maybe we can fix them.”
“I really don’t think so. Goodbye, Agamemnon.”
“Agathon. Let my slave carry your things for you.”
“No, thank you, mine can manage.” He mustn’t find out where she lived.
“I mean it. Tomorrow.”
She fled.
In her room, Ione helped her unpin the top-heavy mass of curls from her forehead and unwind the chignon at the back. Calpurnia shook out her long, auburn hair. She breathed deeply, smiled.
“A glass of wine?” Ione held out the flagon.
“Please. And pour yourself one.” The misery that had seemed to crush her heart that morning was gone like the fading memory of a bad dream.
“He’s very good-looking.”
“He’s a boy. He made me feel like an old woman.”
“You look like anything but an old woman,” Ione laughed.
“And can you imagine, he invited me to go there again tomorrow.”
“And will you?”
“Of course not.”
But she did.
Two weeks later
The 5th day before the Ides of October
The tenth hour of the day
“If you keep fidgeting I’ll never get it right.”
“My neck is stiff.”
“Bah! I give up, I haven’t the talent. It would take a master to capture your beauty and I, alas, am only an amateur.”
“Let me see it.”
The slanting rays of the afternoon sun sifted through the branches of the plane tree in the garden of Agathon’s town house. Water plashed softly in the fountain, somewhere a bird sang. He turned the drawing board toward her and she saw herself staring back, as though she were looking at her reflection in a pool-the large eyes, the strong nose (too big! she always thought), the wide mouth and rounded chin. The long neck.
“You have more skill than you give yourself credit for. If someone were to recognize me in this…You won’t show it to anyone will you?”
“I promise. Only I will gaze at it when you’re away from me. I love you.”
“Liar.” But she was smiling. This handsome boy did love her and the knowledge of it excited her more than she wanted to admit.
“And I will call it ‘A Portrait of Callirhoe’.” This was his love name for her. “You deserve a name of your own,” he had said on the second day they spent together. “A name that means something. What does Calpurnia mean except that you belong to your father’s clan.” Callirhoe-beautifully flowing. It was the name of the heroine in a romantic novel that everyone was talking about that summer. He had given her a copy, which she was working at in spare moments, though the Greek was hard.
“Say my name again,” she said.
“Callirhoe.” It did flow beautifully.
“Drink some more wine.” He filled her cup.
“You’ll make me drunk. I never get pissed at home.” She used the low, slang word.
He laughed. “Your Greek’s improving.”
“Thanks to you, my dear, I can curse like a sailor. I said something to my tutor the other day, I thought the poor man would have apoplexy.”
“You want to be careful about that. Sour old men like him carry tales.”
“Oh, I told him I’d learned it from Ione.”
“Ione! What a treasure she is! How would we manage without her?”
And this was true. Ione went everywhere with them, at a discreet distance, scouting to see if the coast was clear, inventing alibis to tell the other slaves, who anyway were convinced that all Roman women paraded wantonly around town whenever it pleased them. He had taken her to the Odeon to hear music, to the theater, to the race course; even for a picnic up in the wooded hills from where they saw the whole city spread out beneath them.
She loved the woods. They reminded her of her home in the foothills of the Alps, where she used to walk and climb as a girl among rocky precipices and rushing streams and ice cold lakes and pine trees that reached up to the sky. They had spent the day sketching, talking of this and that, walking under the brow of a mountain ridge that was said to resemble a woman’s profile-he said it looked like her, she said it looked like a cow’s hind end.
Of course, he knew by now who she was, who her husband was. She had feared he might run away when she told him, but he didn’t. Too cocksure of himself to be frightened. He was full of questions about Rome-the great amphitheater, the baths, the palaces and gardens. How many villas did her husband own, how many slaves? How did she spend her time at home? Was it true that Roman women dined in mixed company and went wherever they pleased? All of which she was happy to answer until his questions veered too close to her personal life, her marriage. Then she would change the subject. She was determined not to betray any confidences.
Wherever she went with him she wore Greek clothing and a blonde wig that she never wore at home. Still, there had been a terrifying moment at the theater. They were finding their seats when Atilia and Faustilla passed right by her in the aisle, close enough to touch. Her heart stopped. What could she have said if they’d recognized her? When the play was over she had told Agathon that it was finished. What was she thinking? She must be o
ut of her mind. She couldn’t go on like this-glancing around to see who might be looking at them, pricking up her ears at the sound of every footstep, hearing suspicion in every voice. For two days she refused to see him. But then she thought she was being silly. What had she done, after all? Nothing compared to what some of the other wives got up to, she was sure of that. She let him hold her hand, kiss her cheek, and he hadn’t demanded more. And soon Pliny would be home and she wouldn’t be bored and lonely anymore and it would be all over-no more than a pleasant memory. Where was the harm, really? And so she had sent Ione to him with a message.
“I have a present for you,” she said. She liked giving him presents. She unwrapped a little silver statuette of Artemis, no bigger than her hand. “My husband and I broke our journey at Ephesus and visited her temple. They sell them there.”
“Thank you. I will pray to her every day.”
“Who else do you pray to?”
“Tyche, Fortuna you call her. She rules our lives. She brought us together.”
“No, Fate brought us together. You were foretold to me.”
“Was I really?” He wanted to know how. She lied and said it was a dream. Not for his ears her meeting with Pancrates.
The sun went behind a cloud and suddenly it was chilly. She shivered.
“You’re cold. Shall we go inside?”
“No, I love it here, the view of the bay from up here.” The house was built on a hill, overlooking the sea. “And all this is yours?”
“The family owns it but my parents and brothers seldom come into town. My father’s devoted to farming. I’m not. I’m a great disappointment to him. The estate’s dull and so I live here unless I’m commanded home, which isn’t often.”
“And you aren’t lonely.”
He smiled, showing the crooked tooth that made his too perfect features just human after all. “I’m never lonely. Here-” He took a coverlet from the bench and wrapped it around her shoulders, folding his arms around her, lightly touching her breasts. Suddenly, he buried his face in the angle of her neck and kissed her. She lifted her face and he kissed her eyes, her lips. And she knew she should stop him but she couldn’t. Pale fire ran beneath her skin-some poet had said that, and it was true. And she wanted him, this laughing Greek boy, as she had never wanted any man before. Finally, she broke away. They looked at each other, lips parted, breathing hard. Not knowing what to say.
***
The following morning Suetonius came to see her while she was painting Rufus, who sat on Ione’s lap. His expression was grim. She shot Ione a terrified look. Oh gods! Does he know, does he suspect something?
“I say, sorry to bother you.”
“Yes?” She fought to keep her voice steady.
“Has Fabia said anything to you recently? Balbus’ wife?”
“What? — No.”
“It seems the fiscal procurator has gone missing. No one’s seen him in the past three days. We’ve searched the city for him, questioned his staff. Nobody knows where he is. Either he’s had an accident or something worse. I just thought his wife might have said something to you.”
“No, we haven’t spoken.”
“That does it, then. We need Pliny here to deal with this. I’m going to send a courier after him and ask him to return at once. According to his itinerary he should be near Nicaea. He can be here in a matter of days.”
She felt as though the ground had been suddenly cut from under her feet.
Chapter Eight
Seven days later
The 14th day before the Kalends of November
The second hour of the day
Pliny had not visited Balbus’ villa since the night of that disagreeable dinner party and the thought of returning there gave him no joy, but interviewing Fabia seemed the logical place to begin.
Though it was early morning, the coast road that skirted the wooded hills outside the city was already crowded with coaches, farm wagons, donkeys with panniers full of produce headed for market, and Pliny’s light two-wheeled carriage was slowed to a walking pace. He had decided to travel with only his senior lictor, Galeo, and a shorthand writer. The immense retinue that typically followed a governor wherever he went would only encumber him today and he wanted to approach Fabia as a concerned friend, not an investigating magistrate.
He had left Zosimus at home for a well-deserved rest. Mehercule, he needed a rest himself, he was bone tired. He had returned from Nicaea at speed-a three-day journey accomplished in two-and, arriving before dawn, had taken time only for a hurried bath, a bite to eat, and a quick conversation with Suetonius, roused from his bed. The fiscal procurator was still missing, work at the treasury had come to a standstill, and rumors were turning ugly. What could have happened to the man?
A glowering janitor met them at the door. Pliny remembered him. The man was built like an ox, with massive shoulders, folds of fat around his neck, and a chin that jutted like a boulder. He had the look of a retired gladiator; Pliny imagined him with the secutor’s head-enveloping helmet and mail-clad sword arm, stalking his opponent in the arena. He led them to the atrium. If Pliny had expected to find Fabia distraught, red-eyed from weeping, angry even, he was disappointed. Her face was a mask, the eyes opaque. He didn’t know her well enough to know what to make of this. Did the woman ever show emotion?
She settled her bulk onto a slender-legged chair that looked too fragile to support her and dismissed the slave with a wave of her ring-heavy hand. He hesitated a moment as though he were reluctant to leave her alone.
“Do we need them?” She indicated Pliny’s attendants. He sent Galeo outside but motioned to the shorthand writer to keep his seat.
“I assure you, lady, I will do everything possible to find your husband. I appreciate how difficult-”
“I’ve already told your man, Suetonius, everything I know.” Sharp, almost offensive.
Pliny was reminded again of her odd accent. Her tone took him aback, but he pressed on. “Yes, well perhaps something has been overlooked. When did you realize that your husband was missing? Be as precise as you can.”
“Ten days ago, the fourth day before the Ides, the Day of the Sun. I saw him off in the morning. He didn’t return for dinner.”
“The Day of the Sun? That’s a Chaldean custom, I believe, to name the days after the seven planets. Was your husband interested in that sort of thing?”
“He had an interest.”
“Did he show any signs of unusual behavior in the days before he disappeared?”
She hesitated a fraction. “What do you mean, unusual?”
“What sort of mood was he in-worried, irritable, distracted? Did he say anything that struck you as out of the ordinary? Was he in difficulties of some sort? Are any of his belongings missing, any money?”
“What are you suggesting? You think he’s run off?”
“Let’s be frank with each other. Such things happen. Has he done anything like this before?”
“Anything like what? My husband was a good man and a loyal servant of the government. I defy you to prove he wasn’t.”
The short hand writer scratched away furiously on his tablet.
“I notice you just spoke of him in the past tense. You believe he’s dead, then?”
“Well, what else?” Her color darkened, she half rose out of her chair.
“Then I must ask you who his enemies are.”
“I have no idea.”
“Well, what do you think happened to him?”
“Murdered by bandits, obviously. None of us is safe in this wretched country. They’re all itching to cut our throats. I told him so but he wouldn’t listen, not him.”
“And yet the coast road is a busy thoroughfare all the way from here to the city, I’ve just been on it. And we’ve had no reports of bandits in the area.”
She glared at him in silence. He felt as though he were interrogating a hostile witness on the stand instead of a woman who wanted her husband found. Pliny was more than a lawyer;
he was the servant of an autocratic regime-even if, at the moment, it wore a benevolent face. Survival in this world meant being sensitive to every look, every word-spoken and unspoken, from a rival, a palace official, even a slave. Pliny had survived and thrived. His thoughts turned back to the Verpa case-that senatorial informer whose murder he had investigated fourteen years ago. How naive he had been then, how easily taken in by appearances. He had learned much in the years since then. He felt certain she was concealing something, but pressing her further now would accomplish nothing. Unsympathetic as she was, she was still the wife of a high-ranking official who, one hoped, was still alive somewhere. There was nothing to be gained by making an enemy of her.
“May I just have a look in the tablinum?”
She looked for a moment as if she would refuse, then shrugged, got heavily to her feet, and led him into Balbus’ office. The procurator plainly did not share Pliny’s tidy habits. The room was strewn with scrolls, tabellae, and heaps of loose sheets piled everywhere. While Fabia stood watching him, Pliny made an attempt to sort through the mess in the hope that something would catch his eye. And something did: a sheaf of star charts and, underneath these, what appeared to be a handbook of astrology.
“Your husband is a mathematicus? You mentioned he counts the days as the Chaldeans do. Frankly, I wouldn’t have suspected it of him. He strikes me as too practical a man for this sort of thing.” Pliny, like his idol Cicero, was not a believer in that arcane science.
“He tries. He says it makes his head hurt. I don’t know why he bothers.” Pliny noted that Fabia was now being careful to speak of her husband in the present tense.
“If you don’t mind, I’d like to borrow this.”
“Whatever for?”
“I’m not sure. There may just be something helpful in it.”
She shrugged. “Take it then.”
“Well, I think I’ve seen enough for the moment. Might I just go out to your stables before I leave and speak to the stable hands.”
“Why?”
“You have some objection?”
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