Wrong Kind of Love

by Amanda Heath

  I don’t even care.

  “Caden, go get us some popcorn!” My older brother, Forest, yells from a few feet away, where he’s holding my niece Hailey. I smile at the little blonde girl and then nod to my brother.

  The game has started by the time I make it to the refreshment stand. There aren’t any lines but I stay back from ordering, mainly for the fact little Miss Grace is standing at one of the windows. She taps her fingers rapidly over the counter and I wonder why she is so impatient. Her little maroon skirt barely makes it to her ass and my dick twitches at the sight of all that creamy skin exposed. Grace has amazing legs.

  When she turns around I nearly groan. Her top is low cut and shows off a great amount of cleavage and her nipples get hard the second she sees me standing behind her. Her hair is pulled back into a ponytail and I have a thought to wrap it around my fist and pull gently. My little vixen would love that.

  Her face, with all its angelic features, looks stunned to see me standing there. Her fingers grip a bottle of water tightly and I would rather those fingers grip my dick tightly.

  I shake my head from those thoughts. I don’t let anyone touch me during sex, of any kind. I have deep-seated issues and being touched while I’m having sex makes me freak the hell out. I learned, after I lost my virginity, to keep my girls tied up. Only if they were agreeable though. If they weren’t then I didn’t have sex with them.

  “Are you just gonna stand there staring at me?” she places a hand at her hip and cocks it to the side.

  “You like it.” I state quietly. I know she does, this girl likes everything about me. I don’t know what it is about her that makes me so intense, but I find she brings it out in me.

  “That’s besides the point. What do you want?” she starts tapping her foot and I can’t help but to chuckle.

  “We need to talk.” I don’t think as I grab her wrist and pull her towards the back of the stand where no one will see us or hear us.

  “I have to go back to the squad.” She says but she doesn’t pull away and follows me willingly.

  “This won’t take long.” I stop and corner her until her back is against the stand. I stand as close as I can without touching her. “You can’t tell Teagan what happened last night. I like to protect my sister and she doesn’t need to know that I have a special preference when it comes to sex. Besides what I do is none of her business.”

  She huffs and rolls her eyes. Her finger comes up and pokes me hard in the chest. “First off, your sister is a grown ass woman. She doesn’t need you to protect her. Second, I don’t kiss and tell. Never have and never will. If I wanted everyone to know my business I would act like a slut. I have better things to do then worry about petty shit like that.” Her eyes are glaring at me but I feel her hand clutch into my shirt trying to get me closer.

  “Okay, Angel,” I whisper right next to her ear. I smirk when she gasps. I run my nose along her jaw and place my hands on her hips and sneak mine so they are flush with hers. “I’m going to kiss you now.” I place a chaste kiss on her cheek and pull back a little. “Then I’m going to fuck you right here. You’re going to be quiet the whole time. Don’t make a peep or I’ll stop.” I start raising her skirt up so I can pull down her spanks and panties. “And keep your hands above your head.” I add as an after thought.

  I look up into her eyes and wait for her to acknowledge she heard me. When she raises her hands above her head and nods, my hands drop her spanks and panties to the floor. My fingers make their way to her sex and slide through her wetness. I let out a soft groan when I find her ready for me. My lips seek out hers and meet in a scorching kiss. One that leaves me breathless and hot. I feel sweat bead on my forehead and I don’t even care. My tongue licks along her bottom lip seeking entrance and she lets me in without a protest. Our tongues tangle as my fingers play at her sex.

  Fuck the foreplay, I can’t wait.

  My dick has pretty much been hard since I watched her earlier. Grace makes me sex crazed and impatient. I break away from her lips and look down to unbutton my jeans and pull the zipper down. I don’t have a condom but I don’t really care. She makes me reckless and I can’t even say it bothers me. “Wrap your legs around me.” I whisper right at her lips, causing her to shiver. Her legs come up around me and I slowly slip the tip along her entrance. When this crazed look comes into her eyes, I slowly push into her. She moans as I whisper, “You feel so fucking good.”

  I place my forehead on hers and stare into her eyes as I pump my hips against her. It’s intense, sexy and leaves me wishing I could claim her as my own. I want this feeling everyday. I want Grace wrapped around me everyday. She closes her eyes and I growl out, “Open your fucking eyes.” They pop open so fast I almost laugh. “Good, Angel. I wanna see your eyes light up when you come.”

  She shudders and I find I love that I can make her do that. I don’t think I will last much longer, what with the way she feels so damn good and we are in a public place where we can be discovered at any time. I think it makes it more exciting, makes it feel better. One of my hands leaves her thigh and goes down to her sex where I flick her clit and her mouth opens in to a small O. She doesn’t make a sound and I love that she obeys me.

  I feel her inner walls start to clench around my dick and she bites down hard on her lip. I start pumping faster into her and I feel the tingle start at my spine. When she is good and done, I let her go and drop to my knees where I pump my fist and watch my come fall into the grass.

  When I’m done I stand up and fix my clothes and notice that Grace already has. I don’t even think as I pull her close and slam my lips to hers. The kiss is intense and makes me want to tie her to my bed all the time. I finally break away, panting. “We can’t do this anymore. Jaden wants you too. I won’t let some chick come between us.”

  She looks hurt for a second but quickly changes her face into a soft and sweet smile. I scrunch my eyebrows together wondering what the hell caused her to smile like that. “That’s fine, Caden. Thanks for everything.” She places a chaste kiss on my cheek and walks away.

  Now I know why everyone kept telling me she was a sweet, naïve girl. The bitch is a great actress.

  I’m still pissed when I make it back to the stands and hand Forest his popcorn. Hailey is in Teagan’s lap and they are busy playing together. My hands clench and unclench on my thigh. If Grace had fought me on it, I would have told Jaden to go fuck himself. I’m so unbelievably pissed right now. Who is this girl? One minute she is a feisty, smartass sexy vixen and the next she is sweet and seemingly innocent. It doesn’t make any sense other than the fact she is up to something.

  “What’s wrong with you? If you don’t stop clenching your hands like that, your palms are going to bleed.” Forest says next to me looking down at my hands.

  I stop and look up at him. “Jaden and I like the same girl. But I’m starting to think she is just playing games. One minute she is one person and the next she is someone completely different.” I shake my head but I’m grateful I have Forest to talk to. I have needed him for life advice more times than I could imagine.

  “Well does she know you both want her?” he grabs a handful of popcorn and tosses them into his mouth one at a time.

  “I don’t know about before today, but she does now.” I scratch my chin, embarrassed about this next part. “I kind of told her after we had sex. I didn’t mean for it to happen again, but she just turns me on. I can’t really explain it. She said it was fine and walked off.”

  Forest looks like he is about to laugh but refrains. “Sounds to me like you hurt her feelings. She was trying to play it off like she was fine, but in reality she doesn’t want to let you go. Plus you got her first, so Jaden should back off.” He pauses and looks at me seriously. “Did you know he liked her when you two hooked up?”

  “No. I didn’t know until the morning after. If I had known I would have stayed away from her.” I put my head in my hands and growl. “I don’t want to let her go. I want her and I’m
a few seconds away from saying screw Jaden.”

  “You are in the right. You shouldn’t let Jaden stop you from going after what you want. And it sounds like she wants you anyway. All you have to do is talk to her.”

  Teagan has herself in a little predicament. Apparently last night at the party she almost lost her virginity to some guy she doesn’t know. All I can think is what the fuck? Teagan hasn’t ever been much of a drinker so I’m thinking she had too much. But then again she wanted to find him. That’s what the questions at the game where about.

  Jaden had stopped by to talk to her about something and he brought Declan Sage with him. Long story short, Teagan was surprised to find that Declan was her mystery guy. That’s where she is at right now. Outside talking to him.

  Naïve immature girl falls for over protective brothers best friend for 100 Alex.

  Anyway I have my own drama going on. That’s why I’m laying here thinking about Caden. I want to be pissed off at him but I just can’t. After what he said, it makes me want him more. To be selfless enough to give something up because you don’t want to hurt your brother.

  I don’t want to give him up though. And it not just because of the sex, though that’s a big part of it. I have never gotten off during sex and to find someone who does it on the first try is amazing. Justin and I had great sex but it wasn’t this good. I want to bottle it up and carry it around with me. If only to have something to masturbate to, since Caden won’t be coming after me anymore. I also feel connected to him. Thinking about him and me being in a relationship seems so…right.

  I had hope this afternoon when he took me behind the stands, but I never thought he would tell me he had to back off because of Jaden. I don’t even want Jaden, not really. I also don’t want to be considered one of those hussies who fucks a pair of twins. Though a Caden/Jaden sandwich doesn’t sound to bad.

  Ugh I’m a slut.

  Who came up with this shit about girls not supposing to like sex? I honestly love it now more then I ever did before. I may have only been with two guys but that’s doesn’t mean they didn’t know what they were doing. I just don’t get it. How are you not supposed to like something that makes you feel GREAT? It’s ridiculous, but then again I have given up trying to understand human beings.

  Now I’m wondering how the hell I’m supposed to let Caden go. Teagan is outside, probably swapping saliva with Declan. I could never have seen that coming. He is just so mature for his nineteen years and Teagan…isn’t. I’m happy for her though. At least someone gets to have a relationship around here. My perfect boyfriend pick is off limits.

  The door opens and Teagan walks into the room. Her eyes still wince when she sees all the pink I have flung around the room. I got here before her on move in day and Aiden took it upon himself to decorate. I seriously hate it. What I wouldn’t give for my Borderlands poster and pictures of Aiden and I…and maybe some of Justin.

  What can I say, I miss him.

  “Did you have fun?” I ask filing my nails so I can at least look like I’m girly.

  Teagan blushes and I can’t help but smile. “Yeah I did. He’s a really good kisser.” Her blush gets deeper and I can’t help but chuckle.

  “That’s good to know. He was a gentleman wasn’t he?” I raise one eyebrow.

  She looks away from me and whispers, “Yeah. But I certainly wasn’t a lady.” Then she starts to giggle and I join in.

  “I never thought you were Hon!” she throws a pillow at me and I slap it away before it hits me.

  Teagan lies down on her bed, on her stomach and looks over at me. “Are you okay? You just seem kind of down when I walked into the room.”

  I look away from her before I answer. I don’t like lying to her but it’s a must. “Yeah just figured out the guy I’m into isn’t into me.”

  She sits up on her elbows and smirks at me. “Well then it’s his loss. Not yours.”

  I smile and think to myself ‘how right you are.’

  Teagan has a date with Declan tonight and of course she wanted me to help her get ready. What the hell do I know about getting dressed for a date? Justin and I hung around my house or his, playing video games and smoking pot. So I texted Aiden and he told me what to put Teagan into. Thank the lord for my fashionista brother.

  “What’s up Jaden?” Teagan says into her phone. I hope he didn’t find out what little sister is trying to hide. “Umm…let me ask Grace but I don’t think it will be a problem.” She places her hands over her phone and asks me, “You want to go out with Jaden, Declan and me on Friday?”

  Shock takes over my whole body. Then I smile and nod my head. I’m shocked because if Caden let me go because Jaden is into me, then why the hell didn’t Jaden let me go because Caden is into me? Not cool Mr. Jaden Harper.

  I only said yes because I know Teagan is going to be freaking out because she and Declan will be in public together in front of Jaden. I’ll do it for her and not because I thought I could fall for Jaden. I’m kind of hurt that he would go behind his brother’s back like that. Doesn’t seem like he has much character.

  After Teagan leaves for her date, I call Aiden. I need my brother on this one. “Hey.” He says after the third ring.

  “Hey.” I sigh into the phone hoping he has something to talk about. I’m kind of at a loss as how to start a conversation with him about the twins. I have never had boy troubles, so I’m used to listening to Aiden about his.

  “What’s the matter? You sound down.” I hear some static like he is moving around and then silence.

  “I just don’t know what to do. I think it’s very clear I’m into Caden, but he won’t date me because Jaden wants me too. I thought that was selfless and made me want him more. Then tonight Jaden calls Teagan and wants to know if we could all go out on Friday. It’s freaking ridiculous.”

  “Way to break the bro code. What an asshole. I say you go on this date and put that bastard in his place? You hear me? Then go after Caden.”

  I love my brother.

  They picked bowling. Really though? Who wants to go bowling anymore? We picked out a lane and we are now sitting around the booth chatting. I wish they would get the game started because I really want to leave. I have no business being here with Jaden. I slept with his brother. This is so wrong!

  “Well, I see the party got started without me. Way to wait, bro.” says Caden. I feel my eyes bugging out of my head. What the hell is he doing here? My cheeks flush since I’m sitting next to his brother and I had sex with him days ago. What a cluster fuck.

  “Hey, it’s nice to meet you, finally. I’m Declan Sage,” Declan says from the other side of our table. He holds out his hand for Caden to shake.

  Caden eyes Declan up and down and smirks. He takes his hand as he replies, “Nice to finally meet my brother’s bro-mance partner.”

  Jaden looks pissed and throws a comeback. “Oh, did you finally find your sissy paint brushes and finish your rainbow painting?”

  A dark look passes over Caden’s face, but Teagan cuts him off before he even starts to say anything. “What the hell, Jaden? I paint too, you know. Plus, his paintings aren’t even girly! They are incredible and you just wish that you could pull off amazing feats like that.”

  “Thanks, Teag, but I don’t really care what he thinks. He only cares about football and wouldn’t know good art if you hit him over the head with it.” Caden jumps in.

  “What’s with you two?” Teagan questions pointedly, looking at Caden.

  “Nothing, Teag. You know what, I’m going to head out. I’ve got other stuff I would rather be doing,” he says to all of us, but he is looking straight at me. His piercing blue eyes glare holes in me. Why am I doing this?

  “Yeah, why don’t you go do that? I shouldn’t have invited you to begin with,” Jaden sneers. Caden gives him a glare that would freeze hell and turns to leave.

  “Jaden, why the hell are you being so mean to him? What the fuck is your problem?” Teagan practically screams at him.

>   “He’s a total dickhead. Let him leave. I don’t want him here anymore. He can stay the hell away from me for a while, too, if he knows what’s good for him.” He looks away from the table and stares over the lanes.

  “Umm, if you guys will excuse me I need to go to the ladies’ room. Teagan, can you come with me?” I throw in after Jaden’s angry comment.

  “Sure,” Teagan agrees and taps Declan’s thigh to let her pass.

  When we make it to the bathroom Teagan is on me. “Okay, so not only are you dating Jaden, but you have a thing for Caden? Are you freaking kidding me right now!? Why am I just now hearing about this?” She takes a deep breath and waits impatiently for my reply.

  “You are just now hearing it because I didn’t want you in the middle of it. You’ve got this thing going on with Declan and I didn’t want you to worry about me. Look, I just ran into Caden in the cafeteria a couple of weeks back. I didn’t even know he was your brother, let alone, Jaden’s twin! I mean they look nothing alike. But it’s okay now because he is a total douche bag! I mean, he said he would call me. Now, here it is, days later and he hasn’t said anything to me. At least Jaden knows how to keep his word.”

  I’m pacing around the tiny bathroom and chewing on my fingernail. “Well that sounds like Caden. I think you don’t want anything to do with him. He’s more into the easy type and you aren’t like that. Jaden might talk about football a lot, but he won’t have sex with you and never call again.” Teagan tells me.

  “Exactly! I knew Caden was a player, but he was just so sweet and understanding. I mean, I did accidently dump my food all over him. I know that grin, though. It’s all over any bad boy in this world. At the time, I would have jumped at the chance to know him because I didn’t think Jaden would ever talk to me. Now they are acting like total assholes over me. I don’t want drama, Teagan, I couldn’t handle it after everything I have been through.” I’m playing the part well. Lies come out of my mouth like its nothing. I guess all those acting classes paid off. I feel actual tears forming in my eyes.