“I don’t want him to go to jail. I have dropped the charges actually. I feel bad for him.”
“How could you feel bad for him? Look what he has done to you! I could never forgive him and I would let him rot.”
“You should feel bad for him too. It's kind of your fault, but not really.”
“What do you mean?”
Meeka felt like it was all her fault.
“I mean, do you know how in love that man is with you? He told the cops everything. Love is crazy and makes people do crazy things, and I know that I would do anything to keep you. He also told them that nothing had happened since that one time while we were split up.”
“Well I told you the truth, though I wish I would have just walked away when I saw him. I knew that you would be upset and I just shouldn’t have done it. I'm sorry, Rick. I never meant for any of this to happen.”
“I know. Sometimes things like this happen for a reason though. Maybe we needed to go through this to realize how much we meant to each other. I never want us to fight again.”
“Me either.”
She kissed him on his lips and then pushed against him. He groaned in pain and stopped her.
“Not tonight, Meeka. I want us to be at our best. Last time was wonderful, but I really have the desire to slam inside of you like I want.”
Meeka shivered and kissed him again. Willing him to change his mind and let her love him.
“Let me ride you, Rick, I will be gentle.”
She felt a lurch against her and smiled up at him.
“You will drive me to my grave quick enough, Meeka. Let’s just lay together. I just want to be next to you.”
Meeka shook her head and followed him to their bed. It welcomed them with open arms and she sighed at where she was supposed to be. A thought came to her mind and she blurted it out at his closed eyes and face.
“We will go to California if that's what you want, baby. I know that it will be hard on the kids, but we will make it work. If that's something that you really want to do, I will not hold you back from it. I want you to be happy and our happiness depends on being with you.”
Meeka stopped and waited for him to say something. When a minute passed, she started to wonder if he had fallen asleep. She snuck a glance at his face and his bright blue eyes were burning into hers. She couldn’t quite see what his face held in the dying light.
“We'll stay here, Meeka, and Malik can go wherever he wants. I know he doesn’t like that school. I just get nervous with him in that neighborhood. It would not be the first time that I had lost someone on that very block. Before I came home the other night, I had lost another gunshot victim. That's why I started drinking. I just can’t stand the thought of something happening to any of you. Malik, you and Carter, your my heart, my soul, my everything.”
He held her close and felt wetness on his chest. Meeka was not a very emotional person, so he tried not to bring it up. But the act touched her. The whole week had been emotional and she was on her last leg. Just having him home and there was enough, but his sweet words were just too much for her to hear.
“It’s okay, Meeka. It's all in the past now. I am staying here and hopefully soon, we'll have more babies running around the house. We still have two rooms to fill and as soon as I am able, I want to get started on it.”
Meeka leaned up and brushed her lips against his own soft ones. He deepened the kiss, but pulled short as her body started to move against him.
“Give me another day or two and I promise you I'll make it worth your wait.”
Meeka whined a little, pressing her thighs together. She needed him right then, but she would wait. She would wait as long as she needed to.
“Well hurry up, because I'm going to give you something that you have been wanting for a long time.”
Rick’s mind went to one thing, but he didn’t want to hope. He didn’t want to get his hopes dashed as he was afraid might happen. Meeka turned over and gave him her back, pressing her ass against the hard front of his pants as he too shifted to spoon his wife. His cock raged behind her and she did not help the situation by slowly rubbing herself against him.
Meeka’s hands went to her front and she rubbed herself softly as the contact with him drove her wild. Rick’s hand covered hers and she moaned louder as he pressed her hand against herself. His fingers slipped between hers and focused on her begging clit. Her body shook next to him as his hand moved faster and hers was moved away to give him room. Her thighs were splayed open, one thigh over his.
Rick could smell and feel her arousal and moved faster. Her little whimpers filled his own length with excitement. He moved fast, his hard covered cock pushing in between her thick ass cheeks. Rick did not stop till he felt her need on his fingers and pulled out to let her release. She pushed hard against his length, making him groan as she came down from her sexual high. Her body vibrated and convulsed for several minutes after he pulled her back to him.
“Soon my love. Soon.”
He pushed against her once more and growled with his un-dampened need.
Chapter 15
Soon was not soon enough. It was several days before Rick gave her that look over the dinner table. He had been to the doctor earlier that day and he was walking faster and with a look of less pain. She knew what he wanted and she could see it in his face when he looked at her. He participated in the conversation about school and such, but those blue depths did not leave her. She flushed and felt her body heating up.
Bedtime came a little earlier than usual and after they read them a bedtime story together, Meeka slipped off to the bathroom and shut the door behind her. Looking at her reflection in the mirror, her brown eyes sparkled with anticipation. Her hands slightly shook as she touched her hair, sweeping it back from her oval face.
She went to the closet and found the drawer where she had hid the naughty outfits that she had bought from the boutique. She had gotten rid of the one from that night, but there were several more to choose from. Meeka decided on the full length black body stocking that she had picked up on a whim. She had never worn anything like it before and as soon as she slid it on over her body, she knew it was perfect. It made her feel incredibly sexy.
The mesh was soft and covered her breasts barely, going down her body, ending with stockings. Her dark nipples pushed through some of the small holes that were all over the outfit. There was a large hole that left both of her holes bare and she shivered with the very idea. Meeka took her time putting on a little makeup and fixing her hair so it was in a single braid down her back.
Her hand stalled on the door knob and she finally pushed the door open to find Rick already lying on the bed in wait. He was wearing a pair of his silk shorts and she could see his throbbing length under the thin fabric. The sleeping giant twitched and jerked as she walked towards him, stopping short of the end of the bed.
His eyes made her falter and she almost felt shy for a moment. She needed him, but she wanted to drive him as crazy as he had made her feel the last week. Her hips moved seductively and then she walked slowly to the stereo. Putting on a slow jazz channel, her body moved to the music. Meeka went to the side of the bed, her leg going up on the edge.
“Come here, Meeka.”
She shook her head no and giggled as he came towards her to pull her down. Instead of pulling her to him though, Rick nipped and nibbled at her trembling thighs. She quivered as his warm breath landed higher on her thigh. She hissed when he made contact for a moment and then moved on to her other thigh.
“I don’t know what the hell this is, but dammit, girl, you look good.”
He emphasized his words with a grab of her ass and pulling her core to his mouth. Meeka jumped and her head fell back with the sudden pleasure. He had not touched her in days and her need was quick. His tongue pushed her to her limit and shaking on her one leg quickly. Meeka felt like her legs were going to give out as they felt like jelly.
“Oh God, Rick, I am going to come, baby.”
She tried to giggle and lighten the mood, but Rick was not going to be swayed or lightened. He was back between her legs like she had an oasis between them. Meeka squealed and tried to back up away from his suction. Her back was against the headboard and she was jerked back towards him hard.
“Where are you going, Meeka?”
Meeka groaned, unable to answer the question before he got back to his feast of her flesh. His hands massaged her ass while he tasted and licked on her slit until she was gasping, begging for a moment of break. She couldn’t take him that long and he was grinning when he finally came up for air. Rick wiped her wetness off of his chin and cheeks and looked down at her squirming body.
She tried to sit up and return some of the oral favors, even though she was still wobbly, but he wouldn’t let her. He pushed her back onto the bed and growled as their bodies lined up and his mouth took her own in a deep kiss. Meeka could taste herself on his lips and she twirled her tongue around to take more. Her body stopped moving as she felt his throbbing need against her.
Rick slid inside of her slowly and there was a mutual groan following the action. Meeka’s insides were finally getting the stretching pleasure that she was waiting for, that she had been craving since the night in the hospital. Her arms went around his neck as they always had, fitting perfectly. She pulled her mesh covered breasts on his chest and squeezed the full intrusion. Rick stopped and moved lower to capture her lips again. His fat cock jerked in her wetness and it was what lost him his last shred of control.
He growled and surged deeper, pulling out and pushing back in quickly. He took Meeka’s breath away again and she clung to him as he rutted in and out of her quickly. She had never felt such fullness and he seemed to grow with each thrust in.
“Fuck, Meeka. You were made for me and you will always be mine. I will never give you up, never.”
Meeka was touched by his words and the intensity behind them. She felt his love in the best way that they knew how and it was more than any words could contain. Words did not have the same parameters as his body inside of hers, pushing her to the edge of the abyss. She held onto him like if she let go, she would lose herself forever.
“I love you, Rick. I’m always yours.”
Each word was paused from the hard thrust inside of her, as her body enveloped his long length into her very soul. His name was whispered like a mantra on her lips as fluid flushed around his shaft, little drops flying onto his thighs as he slammed inside of her. Her legs pushed back and tried to close, her eyes shut tight to the pleasure.
“Come, baby, please come. Give me another baby, Rick.”
Her words pushed into his foggy head and he groaned as he moved faster, reaching his own peak and giving her exactly what she wanted. The idea of starting another life with her was the best thing that could happen and he pushed deeper to give it a better chance. He wanted to watch her grow with his child again and be there forever. Each child with her was another concrete step holding them together, another miracle and he wanted more ties to the love of his life.
Rick sat down next to her, catching his breath. Meeka looked into her eyes and in that moment knew everything would be ok no matter what as long as they were together.
The End
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