Sophie put down her cup. ‘I’ve really come to ask your help. I urgently need a secretary. I thought you might know of someone. Sorry to treat you as an employment agency,’ she added.
‘Darling, the season is nearly over! Why on earth do you suddenly need a social secretary now?’
‘Not to keep my social diary.’ Sophie took a deep breath. ‘I’ve heard from Hannelore.’
Emily’s social smile vanished. Her face looked carefully blank as she took another nibble of currant cake.
No need to tell Emily that the letter had actually been from Dolphie, Count Adolphus von Hoffenhausen. Dolphie was Hannelore’s uncle but more like a brother, only a few years older than her. They had been brought up together. Nor was Sophie prepared to mention that she had last left Dolphie on the battlefield after shooting two of his men. ‘Hannelore needs help. I’m still going home, but I need to go via Germany. I want to find Hannelore and take her with me.’
‘A German.’ Emily’s face was still expressionless, but her voice sounded as if she’d noticed a fly in the sponge cake’s whipped cream.
‘Our friend,’ said Sophie evenly. She put the uneaten tart back on her plate, carefully crumbling it so it did not look as if she had insulted her hostess by rejecting the quality of her afternoon tea. But she wasn’t hungry. Had not been hungry now for months, or even years. Meals had been a necessary chore to keep up strength for the past four years, a matter of sawdust bread and potato and swede stew. Now, when the ceasefire and privilege put good food before her, she found it difficult to eat.
Emily considered her. ‘Germany is still chaos, you realise. Hubert says there is a very real danger the communists will take over there, as they have in Russia. They’ve even established a soviet state in Bavaria.’
Emily had always been the most politically astute of Miss Lily’s pupils. She took a watercress sandwich and added, ‘Hannelore might even have been executed, like the poor Tsar and his family.’
Emily could have been talking about the weather, not the young woman she had briefly regarded as a friend, both at Miss Lily’s and their finishing school in Switzerland.
‘Germany will rise again, of course,’ Emily added. ‘Both economically and politically, especially as the country escaped the devastation of France and Belgium. But when? It all depends on how ruthless France is with the reparations when the peace treaty is finally agreed.’ She looked thoughtful, nibbling her sandwich.
Emily is considering exactly how knowing a German princess might possibly be of future use, thought Sophie, once Germany has regained stability and power. But that was, after all, what Miss Lily had trained them all to do — to use their charms to be effective politically, though with possibly more compassion than Emily usually wielded.
Emily appeared to reach a decision. ‘How can a secretary help you find Hannelore?’
‘I need someone I can trust who can speak German. I thought a friend I worked with in France could help me, but she’s entering Oxford now women can be granted degrees. I plan to make the expedition seem as if I am scouting for European agents for sales of corned beef, even possibly setting up corned-beef factories in Germany. That should mean I’m not suspected of being a spy, and am too valuable to shoot, with so much hunger.’ Sophie smiled wryly. ‘I may even succeed in getting new contracts, which might impress my father. My secretary needs to understand business and be . . .’
Sophie hesitated. But this, after all, was Emily, who too had been taught that sometimes less . . . conventional . . . methods might need to be used to achieve a goal. ‘. . . broadminded. Intelligent. Willing to break with convention, if necessary, but able to be inconspicuously conventional too. And available to travel to Germany at short notice, despite the dangers, and then make her home in Australia.’
‘Quite a list.’ For the first time Emily’s face showed a little of the strain women had lived with since the war began. ‘Five years ago finding a woman like that would have been impossible. Now,’ Emily gave her elegant shrug again, ‘fortunes are gone. A whole generation of young men are lost. Titles have gone to second cousins. Too many women have no support at all . . .’
Emily straightened. Was that . . . relief on her face? ‘I know someone who will suit you exactly.’
‘You seem very sure of that.’
‘She is my cousin.’ A visibly grudging admission.
Ah, thought Sophie. A close enough poor relation for this unknown woman to be a nuisance. The English upper classes traditionally either supported or exported their poorer relatives. Australia would be a convenient destination. Assuming this cousin actually could speak German, and was capable.
‘But with her background,’ and yours implied Emily, ‘she will need to be known as your companion, not your secretary.’ A touch of the old Emily there, dictatorial and competitive.
‘I don’t care what she wants her job to be called, as long as she does it well enough to earn her wages. She speaks German fluently?’
‘Just sometimes,’ said Emily, ‘your corned-beef roots still show. Her mother was Austrian.’
‘Was Austrian?’
‘Her mother died last year in the first wave of the ’flu. Her father, maternal uncles and two brothers were killed in the first and second offensives at the Somme. The title now rests with our second cousin, but we hardly know him.’
My word. ‘Any other relatives?’
‘Only myself. Her sister was a VAD. She caught consumption in Belgium but it was the influenza that killed her.’
My word, thought Sophie again. Emily could be describing the flower arrangements for her next dinner party, not the tragic family history of her own cousin, a girl she’d known all her life. But had Emily too been struck by these deaths, even if her well-bred face refused to show the pain?
Sophie retreated from obviously unwanted condolences to businesslike crispness. ‘How old is she, where is she, what experience does she have, and what is her name?’
‘She is twenty-four. She helped run the family estate during the war until Cousin Hartley returned from Palestine. Her name is Lady Georgina FitzWilliam and she is upstairs.’
Chapter 3
A lady can still be graceful falling in a pig sty, and when she rises, laughing, every man will see her as more beautiful than the immaculate debutantes looking embarrassed. Grace can carry you through small accidents or tragedy, my dears.
Miss Lily, 1914
Emily departed in a swish of fringed pink silk. Sophie looked at the apple tarts, the sponge cake oozing jam and cream, still without appetite. How she’d have loved to feed her nurses like this, and old Monsieur le Docteur. If only she could package them up and send them to Belgium . . .
‘More tea, madam?’ The butler appeared with a tray holding a fresh teapot and hot water pot.
Sophie smiled. ‘Thank you.’
She had already drunk an English Channel’s worth of tea, but Miss Lily had taught her never to refuse a gift of love. A dedicated butler’s service could be love. It could also be desperation for his wages or self-importance. Who was she to know or judge?
She was staring at the sandwiches again, trying to convince herself to eat one, for she had missed lunch and still had another appointment to keep before dinner, when Emily appeared, another young woman behind her.
Tall, bobbed hair, and wearing spectacles. No society woman ever wore spectacles in public even if she was in danger of mistaking the housekeeper for the door to the lavatory. The spectacles alone were an indication of Lady Georgina’s retreat from good society. Her rust-coloured silk dress was fashionable, but unsuited to her faded ginger colouring — Sophie guessed that the dress was a cast-off from the darker Emily, worn once at a public affair and so not suitable to be seen in again.
‘Georgina.’ Emily made it clear in the order of introduction that, in need of employment or not, her cousin outranked Miss Sophie Higgs. ‘This is my friend Miss Sophie Higgs. Sophie, Lady Georgina FitzWilliam.’
Etiquette requ
ired that Lady Georgina speak first. Etiquette, however, had not caught up with the possibility that a woman might employ her social superior. Sophie stood, as she had not politely stood when her ‘social superiors’ entered the room. ‘It is a pleasure to meet you, Lady Georgina.’
‘Thank you.’ The voice was reserved, the face as carefully set in a smile as a footman might set a knife and fork on a blank white tablecloth.
Sophie sat. Lady Georgina and Emily sat too, Emily with a hint of annoyance that Sophie had not waited for her and Georgina to sit first. But this was, after all, a job interview, thought Sophie with a touch of malice. She inspected Georgina more closely, suddenly recognising the expression she had taken for resentment.
She had seen faces like this before: in men with shell shock, a term the military had banned in 1916, worried about pension demands when the war was over. What had this woman been through to look like this? The loss of her parents, her brothers, her sister? Yes, there’d be grief and shock from those, but not this look of emptiness, tinged with both distaste and desperation. This woman did not want this job, or perhaps any job. But she would take it, and not just because Emily’s hospitality might be growing grudging.
‘Emily has told you what the position entails?’
‘Yes. It is very kind of you to offer it.’ The words held no gratitude.
‘No, it isn’t,’ said Sophie frankly. ‘I want someone who can work hard, capably, discreetly and be utterly trustworthy. You will also possibly be going into danger. I have no idea what it will take to locate my friend, nor to bring her out of Germany.’ She did not mention Dolphie, who she hoped, just possibly, might also accompany her, not just back to Australia but also into a partnership of love. ‘You might also find life in Australia . . . limited.’
Lady Georgina hesitated. ‘If I may also be frank?’
‘Please do.’
‘The connections to Germany and Australia are not a problem, but attractive. I gather we will set off soon?’
‘Tomorrow if we can, though I think in three or four days may be more realistic, or even optimistic. My father’s London agent, Mr Slithersole, is arranging connections for us on the journey. Part of your job will be to assist him. You will find him cooperative and efficient. You speak German fluently?’
‘Of course.’ Lady Georgina seemed to imply that a true lady did no less. ‘I speak Hochdeutsch — standard German — and Low German. I also speak several dialects. My family spent a lot of time in both Austria and Germany when I was a child.’
‘Going out to Australia doesn’t worry you either? It can be . . . brash. And insular.’
‘I spent a year before the war in Ceylon. I doubt Australian society is more limited than the native colonies.’
‘Excellent,’ said Emily briskly. ‘Sophie, if you will just . . .’
‘Just sign on the dotted line? Excuse my bringing the language of the office into your drawing room, Emily. But perhaps you can now tell me exactly what is going on? A woman of good family does not accept a journey into the various revolutions occurring in Germany, nor even to Australia, quite so readily.’
‘An employee cannot have secrets?’ enquired Lady Georgina, doing an excellent job of almost keeping the distaste of all that might be associated with Higgs’s Corned Beef from her voice.
‘No,’ said Sophie. ‘Or at least not the employee I need. I know that is neither polite nor discreet,’ she added. ‘But you will inevitably learn secrets of mine. Trust needs to be mutual.’
Lady Georgina glanced at Emily. Emily sighed. ‘Sophie was still working in Belgium last year.’ She turned to Sophie. ‘I presume you didn’t see the English papers?’
‘I rarely had time to read more than the headlines.’ Sophie did not add that even that was mostly in the trench latrines. She glanced at Lady Georgina. ‘You were in the newspapers?’
‘The gossip columns. Even in war there is gossip.’
‘And what is this particular gossip?’
‘I left my husband,’ said Lady Georgina flatly. She waited for Sophie’s horrified reaction. It didn’t come.
‘Did he beat you?’ asked Sophie flippantly.
‘Actually, yes.’ The voice once again was unemotional.
She had been a fool. And a cruel fool. She of all people should know that Georgina’s face of anguish turned to concrete, that desperate will not to feel at all, came from the same cause in women as it did in men. But the battleground that had caused this woman’s wounds had not been in France or Belgium.
Georgina — it was suddenly impossible to add the ‘Lady’ — slid back one shoulder of her dress. The scars showed deep, ridged and red. Sophie had seen worse, but only as scars of war.
Georgina slid the neck of her dress back into place. ‘He preferred a riding whip, but sometimes used a cane for variety. Never where it showed. Every Wednesday and Sunday evening — I was not permitted to accept or offer an invitation to dine on those nights. We always had roast meat on Wednesdays and Friday nights. Of course it was always tough, as it must be in Ceylon and so I deserved my punishment. It was our little . . . ritual. And . . . chastisement . . . at other times as I deserved it.’
‘You stayed a year with this man?’
‘He is her husband,’ said Emily. ‘But of course, Sophie darling, you have no experience of the bonds of matrimony.’
Georgina regarded them both impassively. ‘I stayed with William for two years, counting our time in England and the voyage out. I tried to do my duty as a wife as long as possible. And then it became . . . impossible. And no, there was no hint of what his . . . husbandly behaviour . . . would be like until he legally owned me.
‘In late 1914 after war was declared I took what I hoped was the last civilian boat home. The duties of war meant William was unable to follow me. He did, however, arrange an English court order for Restitution of Conjugal Rights. The matter was finally heard last year. I attempted to fight the charges. I lost,’ said Georgina flatly.
‘Of course you lost. You should never have made a spectacle of yourself . . .’ began Emily.
‘I don’t understand,’ interrupted Sophie. ‘Surely the court wouldn’t order you to go back to a man like that.’
‘A woman cannot divorce her husband because he beats her, nor even if he commits adultery. He must desert her too. William has no intention of deserting me. The gutter press was . . .’ Georgina paused ‘. . . avid, I think is the correct word. William is the only son of Baron Lynley.’
‘I can imagine what the press made of it.’ Sophie tried to make her tone as impassive as Georgina’s. ‘But you are here, not with him, despite the court’s judgement?’
‘It is still not easy to get a passage to England from Ceylon. Even the court cannot order the war office to find a berth to Ceylon for a deserting wife. William arrives in England in three weeks’ time. I planned to leave before then, for France perhaps. But he has friends and connections in France.’ She smiled slightly for the first time. ‘He will not think of looking for me in Germany or Australia.’
‘Why doesn’t he let you go? Excuse me,’ Sophie added, ‘that is impertinence, a curiosity that is personal and not that of an employer.’
‘He is not particularly interested in me at all. He wants his son, Timothy. I was pregnant when I left. I had,’ said Georgina expressionlessly, ‘miscarried twice during our marriage, both after severe beatings.’
‘The court did not take the miscarriages into account?’
‘Legally it is of no account. The gutter press, however, found it of vital interest.’
‘Where is Timothy now?’ asked Sophie gently.
‘Being cared for. William of course was granted custody of his son. A wife who deserts her husband has no right of access to her child. But William has to find his son before he can claim him.’
‘Georgina does not care to let even her family know the boy’s whereabouts,’ said Emily curtly, helping herself to sponge cake.
Sophie glanced at Emily
, successfully hiding her anger by gracefully forking up the sponge cake. One could not gracefully fork cake and look annoyed. Miss Lily had taught her charges well. Emily had not even bothered to mention the boy’s name. To Emily the boy was a problem — a major one — rather than a person.
No wonder Emily was keen to move her cousin to the other side of the world. Even with a different surname, last year’s publicity must have been detrimental to Emily’s husband’s career. Her Majesty’s public servants, and their relatives, appeared in The Times only under Hatch, Match and Dispatch, or for honours received. Never, under any circumstances, in the Divorce Courts, or the front pages of the gutter press.
‘Georgina,’ Sophie tried to keep her voice steady, ‘we can’t take a young child with us into Germany. But Timothy could join us in Australia —’
‘Timothy is safe where he is now. He will remain there till he can join me. I can’t risk him leaving his refuge now. Once his father has physical as well as legal custody of him I would no longer be allowed to see him, even communicate with him.’
Georgina closed her eyes, as if to try to block out the vision of what her son’s life might be with his father. ‘Timothy is his father’s heir, of course, but once he is twenty-one his father will have no power over him, not even financial power — I have money of my own. I only need to keep him safe till then. When Timothy is an adult . . .’ Georgina took a deep breath, ‘he can face his father on an equal footing. William enjoys hurting people, but only those who have no power to protest. He is extremely charming to his equals and betters. The native workers were terrified of him. He said it made them better workers.’
And those workers needed their jobs. Timothy must be four or five years old now, Sophie calculated. Not quite old enough to understand why his mother had abandoned him — if she had. Sophie strongly suspected Timothy was either in London, or, more likely, within a few hours’ train ride, where his mother could visit him. But that must be discussed in private. Like Georgina, she did not trust Emily, who so obviously believed that a man must not be separated from his son and heir — or at least not if it created unfortunate publicity.
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