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Madison’s Life Lessons
Copyright © 2010 by Gracen Miller
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~ Reviews ~
“The most unique read of the year. With exceptional detail and perfect execution, Gracen Miller sets the stage for a terrifying, yet sexy ride on The Road to Hell.” ~ Shelley (Bella) Bunnell
“I absolutely loved the life lessons! If I hadn’t read them before I read Pandora’s Box I know I would have a whole different take on the characters. I wouldn’t love them the way I love them now and that would be so sad. Gracen did an excellent job with these. They help prepare you so that you are ready for the SHOCKER in Pandora’s Box. Without the life lessons you can’t really understand the relationship that Madison and Micah have. The book would still be AMAZING but it would be lacking a lot of spark without the Life Lessons. I give the Life Lessons 4 of 5 stars.” ~ Christina Irelan (Intoxicated by Books)
“Gracen is a first class writer with a natural ability to bring her characters to life.” ~ Leticha Brewster
“The perfect blend of romance and horror that will knock your socks off and leave you begging for more!” ~ Kristina (Kristina's Books & More)
“Madison’s Life Lessons is a jaw-dropping, heart-stopping, gut-wrenching journey that leaves you drooling for more. The early experiences of Madison’s life, creates a spark in the reader that will solidify a connection with her that will carry on throughout the series. A fantastic, can’t put the book down, real page turner type of read that I highly recommend!” ~ Kathryn Grimes
“Gracen does excitement, love, complication, emotion, and mystery perfectly and I really enjoyed the whole story. We get such a cliffhanger at the end that you will say OMG and want to run, buy and read the next novel from this series immediately. I loved this book, as this is a perfect, gripping prequel for Pandora’s Box. I highly recommend you read it before reading Pandora’s Box, as many things will be made clearer and you will see some characters in a totally different way.” ~ Krisztina Ferenc
“Madison’s Life Lessons started like an ordinary love story. But this book isn't just that simple. This is a story filled with intrigue, misery, romance and most of all mystery. A naive, teenage girl's journey which led her to a world that no one would want to experience. Madison's Life Lessons is an outstanding novel. And this is just the beginning.” ~ Andrea Kozári
“Madison’s life lessons are the addicting prequel to Gracen Miller’s novel Pandora’s Box. Gracen weaves the perfect mix of romance and horror that will knock your socks off. Each lesson will leave you with a strong urge to frantically turn the page in order to find out what happens next. I strongly suggest that you pick up a copy of Pandora’s Box after you finish the Life Lessons!” ~ Kristina Haecker (Kristina’s Books and More)
“READ Pandora's Box by Gracen Miller TODAY to learn what happens when a little girl plays with fire and gets burnt by the fires of Hell!” ~ Mindy Janicke
“Only one word can summarize Madison’s Life Lessons: AMAZING! Once again, Gracen Miller has woven a spectacular tale that leaves you dying for more. She does an excellent job of making us feel Madison’s emotions right along with her. I read Madison’s Life Lessons before I read Pandora’s Box, which is book one of The Road to Hell Series. I’m glad that I did. Reading the Life Lessons really helped me to understand Madison’s actions and reactions in Pandora’s Box. So, buckle your proverbial seat belts and get ready for the wild ride that is Madison’s Life! I guarantee you won’t be able to put it down.” ~ Brea Essex, Author of Foreshadow and owner of Clu’s All Night Preview
~Dedication~
To my Hellhounds because, not only do I have the best out there, but each of you make the journey on the Road to Hell so much fun!!
A special thanks to the Hellhounds who helped edit this book: Nicole Hicks, Mindy Janicke, Andrea Kozari, Krisztina Ferenc, Joella Elbert, Tawnya Peltonen, Kathyrn Grimes and Brea Essex. You ladies rock and I love each of you!
Life Lesson One
“You’re morally damned, Madison Grace Wescott!” Bruce Wescott screamed the outraged whisper into his daughter’s face. “It shames me to recognize you as my daughter.”
Madison shrunk further into the corner of the church bench, wishing she could shrink out of sight. Maybe if she were out of Daddy’s sight, she’d be out of his mind too, she thought as she blinked back the stinging tears. A hurried peek around the church sanctuary confirmed no one else witnessed her setback.
Unsure what she’d done to receive his censure this time, she offered a weak, “Yes, sir, I’m sorry, Daddy.”
Not that an apology ever appeased him.
“It’s not me you should be apologizing too, young lady, but the Lord,” he snapped drawing to his five-foot six stature. “If you don’t repent and alter your ways, God’ll see you burn in Hell.”
“Yes, sir, I understand.” She hoped she sounded meek enough to suit his temper or she’d find herself on her knees after church service praying for her soul. Depending upon his mood, she could pray for hours without a restroom break or a knee break. And boy, oh, boy, could her knees suffer brutal agony in that position.
It would be great if she knew what to repent so she could avoid the burn of Hell. She didn’t want to burn any more than he wanted her to burn. A typical complaint centered on her appearance. Her hair was too blonde, her eyes too blue, her boobs too big and her figure too lush for her too-tall frame. At fifteen she was already three and a half inches taller than him. All these complaints apparently forced men to sin against God by lusting after her. Not that she encouraged men to lust after her, mind you, but on the off chance that they did, it was still her fault in Daddy’s eyes.
“Brother Wescott,” Becca Slayter said with her hand extended to her father, cheap red lipstick smeared outside the lip-line of her saggy mouth. The over-abundance of lipstick did not give her the appearance of fuller lips. Reminded of another one of her father’s complaints—her lips were too full and sensual—Madison pinched her lips together. “I wanted to extol how much your sermon last Sunday enriched my life this week. Why I was telling Cynthia Jones…”
Madison stopped listening to Becca Slayter’s conversation with he
r dad because she didn’t much like ‘Sister’ Becca or her high-pitched annoying voice. And she was old, like thirty or thirty-five, and all Sister Becca ever did was brag about some new object she’d received.
She peeked around the sanctuary and took special care not to openly snag the gaze of any man. Opening her worn leather-bound Holy Bible to the Gospel of Luke, she began to read and mentally pray God would forgive her for whatever sin she’d committed. If she were lucky, by the time Daddy finished his morning sermon he would forget all about her morally damned soul. She sure didn’t want to spend the afternoon praying on her knees.
Life Lesson Two
Daddy didn’t forget. She should’ve known he wouldn’t.
Madison set her Holy Bible beside her on the backseat and snapped her belt buckle into place. Daddy and Momma slid into the front, but Daddy didn’t start the ignition. Instead, he swiveled to face her, one arm flattened along the bench seat of the Cadillac. His pose implied a casual undertone, but his eyes crinkled at the corners and his mouth pinched in a white line of displeasure. Maybe anger. Either way, she was about to find. She clamped her teeth together and waited for his explosion.
“Even after I singled out your despicable behavior, you still failed to modify it.”
Madison’s hands trembled as she laced her fingers together in her lap. He’d pointed out his shame, but she still didn’t have the foggiest idea what blame lay at her feet. “I’m unsure of which behavior you speak, Daddy.”
Momma sighed dramatically in the passenger seat, flipped the sun-visor down and popped open the mirror. Madison caught her gaze in the mirror as Momma pretended to peer at herself, running the pad of her middle finger along the outer edge of her mouth as if she corrected her lipstick. Her lipstick was perfect. It was always perfect because Momma didn’t settle for less than perfect.
“Are you guilty of so much you pretend not to know your sins?” Daddy asked. His hand curled into a tight fist and she held his stare, not daring to lower her eyes for fear the action would indicate acknowledgement of guilt.
“Bruce, women are inherently sultry creatures,” Momma said in her silky voice, the one reserved for when she wanted something pricey and Daddy pretended they didn’t have the money. Madison flashed a surprised glance at her because she’d used that voice and Momma rarely defended her. Momma’s reflection winked and executed a slow, assured half smile, as if they shared a provocative secret.
And then her brain snagged on the one word in the sentence that answered all her questions…sultry. She wasn’t sultry and she wasn’t trying to be sultry. Is that what Daddy thought she was doing? She wanted to be average and unnoticeable, but no matter how hard she tried, five-foot-nine girls were always noticeable.
“Half the men in church were lusting after her, Celeste. I saw the way she licked her lips at Harold Beeker, how his eyes widened, his nostrils flared and—” Daddy’s voice lowered to a scandalized whisper, “—how he adjusted himself!”
Adjusted himself?…Oh, gross! She sure hoped Daddy didn’t think Harold Beeker got aroused because of her!
“I didn’t—” she said, but Daddy’s withering glare terminated her argument.
“It’s embarrassing to have such pious men fornicating with her in their mind,” Daddy said in a horrid whisper to Momma as if he didn’t want to air family laundry to any of his pious church goers—bunch of uppity-ups if anyone asked her. Not that any church members were present, they’d all vacated over an hour ago. “The Wescott dirty little secret,” he sneered. “My daughter’s got the devil in her and my church members—women included—want a piece of her ass!” Madison gasped, but Daddy didn’t acknowledge her shock. “It’s a lot like trying to manage Sodom and Gomorrah.”
Tears stung her eyes, she tried to blink them back, but Momma’s reflection smirked. A strange reaction, but she couldn’t focus on her odd behavior because what Daddy said not only horrified her, but terrified her too. It couldn’t be true. Couldn’t! If it was, she couldn’t face anyone in church ever again without dying of mortification!
“Bruce…” Momma said in a placating tone. She ran her fingertips across Daddy’s jaw and into his hair. Daddy visibly shuddered as if Momma’s touch eviscerated him with exquisite pleasure. “You’re being melodramatic and you sound ridiculous. Madison is a good girl. She is your daughter,” she said, scrunching her features into a brief disgusted expression. Did Momma think being a ‘good girl’ a bad thing?
“I don’t want to be bad,” Madison said, her voice hitching on her final word and she fought to hold back tears.
Daddy snorted and looked at her. “Madison, your soul is so damned, I would suggest you pray and pray hard.”
Momma rolled her eyes and snapped the sun-visor shut. “Bruce, e—nough,” Momma said in a tone neither of them ever dared to gainsay. Daddy huffed and jerked around to face the front of the car. As he jabbed the key in the ignition, Momma looked at her and said, “Madison, you’re soul is destined for eternity in the ultimate kingdom.” She reached across the seat and squeezed one of Madison’s hands as she tried to wipe away the tears with the back of her other hand. “Do you believe me?”
“Yes, Ma’am.” Not really, but Momma didn’t want to hear that any more than Daddy wanted to hear her arguments.
Life Lesson Three
“Can’t you just feel the presence of Christ!” Daddy flung his arm up toward the ceiling, fingers spread wide and he grinned, his brown eyes shiny with the spirit. “Can I get an Amen?”
Yanked from bed before dawn to attend Daddy’s special “Celebrate Christ at Dawn” Christmas sermon, Madison scanned the sanctuary as several vociferous “amen’s” circulated. Hiding a yawn behind her hand, she did a little eye-roll because all this hoopla seemed a little over dramatized. And she felt the presence of nothing. Nada. Zippo. Zilch. So either these people were piling it on thick, or Christ skipped her, which wouldn’t be surprising since she was such a sinner damned to Hell.
One of the Brannon brothers winked at her and she did a double take. A slow, amused grin dragged Nolan’s lips into a roguish curl. When Marcus realized they held her attention, he joined his brother’s exploits and blew her a tiny kiss, but an even more blatant wink. Unsure what to make of their attention, she knew but one thing, they were trouble with a capital T. Twins, so double the trouble. Single, with dark brown hair and smoky eyes, good-looking, tall and exceptionally well-formed physically. They were in their early twenties and usually a scarce commodity around Daddy’s church. From her untrained eye, they attended church for but one reason, to meet ladies. They were definitely not godly men.
She snapped her gaze forward and she thought one of the brothers nudged the other brother. A small and barely discernable snicker followed from their direction, proving her suspicion. No way did she want Daddy catching any wink or grin the Brannon brothers sent her way. She didn’t wish to serve pittance on this one day a year Daddy could usually be found in a boisterous mood.
Antsy to vacate church, Madison shifted from foot-to-foot as they sung a gabillion songs, did a bunch of praying and thanking the Lord for His gift of Christ. Madison would thank him a lot more if he’d guarantee her a spot in Heaven instead of the hot seat Daddy was convinced she’d receive. She didn’t understand why they had to work so hard for it or why everything was so sinful.
I mean, sheesh, thinking a sin is as good as committing the sin. How unfair! Especially when she could think things she would never dream of actually doing.
One freaking rule and she was already sunk! Those kinds of rules left her thinking she might as well embrace her fiery resting place. She just hadn’t worked up the nerve to be as bad as Daddy thought she was yet.
Maybe instead of carving R.I.P. on her tombstone, someone would be clever enough to carve R.I.F. for Resting In Fire. It’d be poetic in nature, right? Knowing Daddy would disapprove of her thoughts, a tiny mental smile flickered bright in her mind’s eye.
Finally Daddy called for the closing hymn
and invited church members to join him at the front in prayer. And wouldn’t you know it, more than three dozen members trickled down the aisle. The congregation sung Victory in Jesus until her eyes crossed and she sounded like a marathon sprinter at the victory line. The entire congregation sounded breathless by the time Daddy called for a halt and wished everyone a safe and Merry Christmas. In their house, Daddy insisted they say Christ-mas instead of Christmas because Christmas took Christ out of the holiday. Apparently, she didn’t have Christ in her heart, so what’d she care who was celebrated on Christmas?
As Daddy strode down the aisle, he motioned with his finger for her to join him. In her haste to scuttle off the bench after him, she dumped her purse onto the floor and the contents scattered. She sent up a prayer of thanks that it wasn’t that time of the month and no personal hygiene products were dispersed into plain view.
With a swipe of her forearms, she dragged all the pieces toward her. Not wanting to give Daddy any reason to be angry—if he wasn’t already because he never beckoned her to join him immediately after a service—she crammed the items hurriedly into her purse.
“Yours, I presume,” a male voice said.
Madison noticed his hand first and her pink lip gloss in his open palm. She realized he knelt between the pews with her and she followed the arm to a face that left her breathless and...
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