by Tami Hoag
Jace offered no explanation when she turned to him with a curious look. He leaned back and relaxed, the light of reminiscence glowing soft in his dark eyes. “Do you remember the time we walked over that hill and saw that big farmhouse there?”
She smiled fondly. “Yeah, it was yellow with blue shutters and a big porch—”
“—and oak trees in the yard. And you wondered if it didn’t have a big sunny breakfast room and—”
“—polished wood floors.”
Jace reached out with one finger and traced the slope of her nose. “It does.”
It wasn’t necessary for him to say any more than that. Rebecca knew without having to ask. Jace was giving her their meadow, the special place where they had made so many wonderful memories. It would be within walking distance of their home.
“I would have given you the deed,” Jace said, “but the bank wants to hang on to that for the next thirty years or so.”
“It’s the thought that counts,” she said, hugging him.
“It’s my bonus money from the playoffs that counts,” he corrected her with a grin.
“You know, I think I love baseball almost as much as I love you,” she said.
Leaning back, Rebecca settled herself against his side, drawing her feet up to tuck them under her on the couch. Jace draped an arm around her and kissed her. It was a lazy kiss, one that said they had all the time in the world to please each other.
“Hey, you guys,” Justin said trooping into the room. “Whatcha doing in here?”
“Smoochin’,” Jace said with a grin. “Want some?”
The boy giggled as he stopped at Jace’s knee. He was adorable in his miniature tux with his little bow tie askew. Rebecca had combed his black hair before the double wedding ceremony. Now one stubborn sprig had sprung free at the crown of his head. He had a smear of pink frosting from the wedding cake on his chin.
He looked up at Jace, as excited as he would be on Christmas Day, and said, “Hi, Dad!”
Everything in Jace turned warm and soft. He lifted Justin up onto his lap and hugged him. “Hi, son.”
Justin settled in, snug and content. He looked up at Rebecca and said, “Now that I have a mom and a dad, can I get a baby brother for Christmas?”
Rebecca blushed prettily, a grin tugging at her lips. “Ask your father, sweetheart.”
Jace gave her an incredulous look, then swallowed hard as he met Justin’s innocent, expectant gaze. “Umm…ah…” His mind scrambled for an appropriate remark. “…We’ll see.”
It sounded more like a question than an answer. Rebecca pressed a fist to her mouth to hold back her giggles as Jace instructed Justin to go check on Merlin.
“Do you think he’ll settle for a puppy?” Jace asked weakly.
“Probably.”
He turned and smiled warmly at his bride. “Maybe next year we can give him a baby brother.”
Rebecca fixed her gaze on her lap as she shook her head. “I don’t think so.”
Jace tried to ignore the pang near his heart. He was pushing her again. He had to learn to give her some room. He reached out a tentative hand to touch her shining raven’s-wing hair. “I—I’m sorry, honey. If you want to wait awhile—”
“No,” Rebecca said softly, nibbling at her lush lower lip. “It’s not that I want to wait. It’s that I don’t think I can wait.”
Confused, Jace stared at her a moment before uttering the classic male line. “Huh?”
With a look that held all the mystery and wisdom of women through the ages, Rebecca took his hand and drew it to the soft, shimmering fabric that fell across her stomach. “I’d say this little one isn’t going to wait much longer than August.”
Jace’s gaze was fixed on Rebecca’s elegant, long-fingered hand lying over his bigger masculine hand. Beneath his palm was the satin softness of her gown and a tiny life that had been planted there in an act of love.
It wasn’t difficult to pinpoint when. Rebecca had come to Chicago to spend a few days with him between the league championship and the World Series—before he had announced his retirement, before she had gotten solid proof he would be coming home to her.
This child that was growing inside her was the ultimate symbol of her trust in him, of her love for him.
When he raised his head, there were tears in his eyes.
“I am so lucky. I thought I had it all. I thought the magic would never end, and I lived accordingly.” He shook his head in wonder at both his ignorance and his newfound knowledge. “I know I never had anything worthwhile until now, until you. Thank you for believing in me, Becca.”
“I love you,” she whispered, and Jace smiled because there was no regret in her words, no anguish, no doubt. Only joy.
“I love you,” he murmured, pulling her into his arms and holding her tight, warm, and safe as snow fell softly outside the window.
About the Author
TAMI HOAG’s novels have appeared regularly on national bestseller lists since the publication of her first book in 1988. She lives in Los Angeles and Wellington, Florida. She is a Grand Prix dressage rider competing at the international level.
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SHE FLOATED ON the face of the pool like an exotic water lily. Her hair fanned out around her head, undulating, a silken lily pad to drift on. The sheer, ephemeral layers of fabric that made up her dress skimmed the surface, backlit by the pool lights, purple and fuchsia, the shimmering skin of a rare sea creature that only came out at night in the depths along a coral reef.
She was a vision, a mythical goddess dancing on the water, her slender arms stretched wide to beckon him.
She was a siren, tempting him closer and closer to the water. Her dark eyes stared at him, her full, sensuous lips parted slightly inviting his kiss.
He had tasted her kiss. He had held her close, felt the heat of her skin against his.
She was a dream.
She was a nightmare.
She was dead.
He opened his cell phone and punched a number. The phone on the other end rang…and rang…and rang. Then a gruff and groggy voice answered.
“What the hell?”
“I need an alibi.”
Then he closed the phone and went back into the house to wait.
I A M N O T a cop. I am not a private investigator, despite all rumors to the contrary. I ride horses for a living, but don’t make a nickel doing it. I am an outcast from my chosen profession and I don’t want another.
Unfortunately, our fates have little to do with what we want or don’t want. I know that all too well.
That February morning I walked out of the guest cottage I had called home for the past couple of years just as the sun was beginning to break. The eastern horizon was color-saturated in stripes of hot orange, hot pink, and bright yellow. I like that hour before most of the world wakes. The world seems still and silent, and I feel like I’m the only person in it.
The broad-leaved St. Augustine grass was heavy with dew, and thin layers of fog hovered over the fields, waiting for the Florida sun to vaporize them. The smell of green plants, dirty canal water, and horses hung in the air, a pungent organic perfume.
It was Monday, which meant I had the peace and quiet of absolute privacy. My old friend and savior, Sean Avadon, who owned the small horse farm on the outskirts of Wellington, had taken his latest amour to South Beach, where they would oil themselves and roast in the sun with a few thousand other beautiful people. Irina, our groom, had the day off.
All my life I have preferred the company of horses to people. Horses are honest, straightforward creatures without guile or ulterior motive. You always know where you stand with a horse. In my experience, I can’t say the same for human beings.
I went about the morning routine of feeding th
e eight beautiful creatures that lived in Sean’s barn. All of them had been imported from Europe, each costing more than the average middle-class American family home. The stable had been designed by a renowned Palm Beach architect in the Caribbean-plantation style. The high ceiling was lined with teak, and huge art deco chandeliers salvaged from a Miami hotel hung above the center aisle.
That morning I didn’t settle in with my usual first cup of coffee to listen to the soft sounds of the horses eating. I hadn’t slept well—not that I ever did. Worse than usual, I should say. Twenty minutes here, ten minutes there. The argument had played over and over in my mind, banging off the walls of my skull and leaving me with a dull, throbbing headache.
I was selfish. I was a coward. I was a bitch.
Some of it was true. Maybe all of it. I didn’t care. I had never pretended to be anything other than what I was. I had never pretended I wanted to change.
More upsetting to me than the argument itself was the fact that it was haunting me. I didn’t want that. All I wanted to do was get away from it.
I had lost time thinking about it. The horses had finished their breakfast and were on to other things—hanging their heads out their windows or over their stall doors. One had grabbed a thick cotton lead rope left hanging beside his door and was swinging it by his teeth, around and around his head like a trick roper, amusing himself.
“All right, Goose,” I muttered. “You’re it.”
I pulled the big gray gelding out of his stall, saddled him, and rode off the property.
The development where Sean’s farm was located was called Palm Beach Point—which was neither a point nor anywhere near Palm Beach. All horse properties: it was common to see riders on or along the road, or on the sandy trails that ran along the canals. Polo ponies were often jogged along the road three and four abreast on either side of an exercise rider. But it was Monday, the one day in seven horse people take off.
I was alone, and the horse beneath me didn’t like it. Clearly, I was up to no good—or so he thought. He was a nervous sort, high-strung, and spooky on the trail. I had chosen him specifically for that reason. My attention couldn’t wander on this one or I would find myself in the air, then on the ground, then walking home. Nothing could be in my head except his every step, every twitch of an ear, every tensing of a muscle.
The trail ran straight with the road on my right and a dark, dirty, narrow canal on my left. I sat, bumped the gelding with a leg, and he jumped into a canter, pulling against the reins, wanting to run. A small group of white ibis browsing along the bank startled and took wing. Goose bolted at the explosion of bright white feathers, leaped in the air, squealed, bucked, and took off, his long legs reaching for as much ground as he could cover.
A saner person would have been choking on terror, hauling back on the reins, praying to survive. I let the horse run out of control. Adrenaline rushed through my veins like a narcotic.
He ran as if hell was closing in behind us. I stuck to him like a tick, sitting low over my center of gravity. Ahead, the road made a hard turn right.
I didn’t touch the reins. Goose ran straight, leaving the road, staying with the canal. Without hesitation, he bounded across a small ditch and kept running, past the dead end of another dirt road.
He could have broken a leg, fallen on me, thrown me, paralyzed me. He could have stumbled hard enough to unseat me and dragged me by one foot caught in the stirrup. But it wasn’t the horse that frightened me, or the potential for injury or death. What frightened me was the excitement I felt, my euphoric disregard for my own life.
It was that feeling that finally made me wrestle for control—of the horse, and of myself. He came back to me a little at a time from a dead run to a gallop to a canter to a huge prancing trot. When he finally came more or less to a halt, his head was up in the air, and he blew loudly through flared nostrils. Steam rose from his body and mine, both of us drenched in sweat. My heart was racing. I pressed a trembling hand against his neck. He snorted, shook his head, jumped sideways.
I didn’t know how far we had run. The fields were long behind us. Woods stood on both sides of the dirt road. Tall, spindly pine trees thrust themselves toward the sky like spears. Dense scrub choked the far bank of the canal.
Goose danced beneath me, nervous, skittish, ready to bolt. He ducked his big head and tried to tug the reins out of my hands. I could feel his muscles quivering beneath me, and it dawned on me that this was not excitement he was feeling. This was fear.
He snorted and shook his head violently. I scanned the banks of the canal, the edge of the woods on either side. Wild boar roamed through this scrub. Wild dogs—pit bulls set loose by rednecks who had beat them into meanness, then didn’t want them around. People had reported sighting the occasional panther in the area. Rumors always abounded that something or another had escaped from Lion Country Safari. Alligators hunted in the canals.
My body tensed before I could even process what caught my eye.
A human arm reached up out of the black water of the canal, as if stretching out for help that was far too late in coming. Something—a bobcat perhaps, or a very ambitious fox—had tried to pull the arm out of the water, but not for any benevolent reason. The hand and wrist had been mangled, the flesh torn, some bone exposed. Black flies hovered and crawled over the limb like a living lacy glove.
There were no obvious tire tracks leading over the bank and into the water. That happened all the time—too much to drink, asleep at the wheel, no common sense. People plunged to their deaths in south Florida’s canals every day of the week, it seemed. But there was no sign of a car here.
I took a hard grip on the reins with one hand, pulled my cell phone from my belt with the other, and punched a number.
The phone on the other end of the line rang twice.
“Landry.” The voice was curt.
“You’re going to want to come out here,” I said.
“Why? So you can kick me in the teeth again?”
“I’ve found a body,” I said without emotion. “An arm, to be precise. Come, don’t come. Do what you want.”
I snapped the phone shut, ignored it when it rang, and turned my horse for home.
This was going to be one hell of a day.
A PAIR OF deputies in a white-and-green Palm Beach County cruiser rolled through the gate behind Landry. I had ridden back to the farm to eliminate the complication of a horse at a crime scene, but I hadn’t had time to shower or change clothes.
Even if I’d had time, I wouldn’t have gone to the trouble. I wanted to show James Landry I didn’t care what he thought of me. I wasn’t interested in impressing him. Or maybe I wanted to impress him with my indifference.
I stood beside my car with my arms crossed over my chest, one leg cocked to the side, the portrait of pissy impatience. Landry got out of his car and came toward me, but didn’t look at me. He surveyed his surroundings through a pair of black wraparounds. He had a profile that belonged on the face of a Roman coin. The sleeves of his shirt were neatly rolled halfway up his forearms, but he had yet to jerk his tie loose at his throat. The day was young.
As he finally drew breath to speak, I said, “Follow me,” got in my car and drove past him out the gate, leaving him standing there on the drive.
A short gallop on a fast horse, the location of my gruesome find was more difficult to find by car. It was easier to lead the way than try to give directions to a man who wouldn’t listen anyway. The road bent around, came to a T. I took a left and another left, passing a driveway with a busted-out motorcycle turned into a mailbox holder. Debris from the last hurricane—three months past—was still piled high along the road, waiting for a truck to come haul it away.
Dust billowed up behind my car even as I stopped the vehicle and got out. Landry got out of the county sedan he had pulled for the day, swatting at the dust in his face. He still refused to look at me.
“Why didn’t you stay with the body?” he snapped. “You were a cop.
You know better.”
“Oh, screw you, Landry,” I shot back. “I’m a private citizen. I didn’t even have to call you.”
“Then why did you?”
“There’s your victim, Ace,” I said, pointing across the canal. “Or part of. Go knock yourself out.”
He looked across the brackish water to the branch the human limb had snagged on. The flies raised up like a handkerchief in the breeze as a snowy egret poked its long beak at the hand.
“Fucking nature,” Landry muttered. He picked up a stone and flung it at the bird. The egret squawked in outrage and walked away on yellow stilt legs.
“Detective Landry?” one of the deputies called. The two of them stood at the hood of the cruiser, waiting. “You want us to call CSI?”
“No,” he barked.
He walked away fifty yards down the bank where a culvert allowed a narrow land bridge to connect one side of the canal to another. I shouldn’t have, but I followed him. He pretended to ignore me.
The hand belonged to a woman. Up close, through the veil of flies, I could see the manicure on the broken nail of the pinky finger. Deep red polish. A night on the town had ended very badly.
Blond hair floated on the surface of the water. There was more of her down there.
Landry looked up and down the bank, scanning the ground for shoe prints or tire tracks or any sign of how the body had come to be in this place. I did the same.
“There.” I pointed to a partial print pressed into the soft dirt just at the very edge of the bank, maybe ten feet away from the victim.
Landry squatted down, scowled at it, then called to the deputies. “Bring me some markers!”
“You’re welcome,” I said.
Finally he looked at me. For the first time I noticed that his face was drawn, as if he hadn’t slept well. The set of his mouth was sour. “Is there a reason for you to be here?”