'And he wants to fight again?'
'Oh, yes.'
'It's all a frightful mess, isn't it? I miss my Bob, of course, and so does Jennifer. I don't suppose we'll see him before this beastly war is done.'
'Jennifer?'
'My little girl.' She opened her coat and dug out a photo, of a sunny pre-war day, showing Doris herself, a smiling, prematurely bald young man, and a little girl of five or six.
'She's pretty. Where is she now?'
'Well, I have that aunt in America. Somewhere called Kentucky, she lives. We had a bit of money saved up before the war, and we decided we didn't want Jenny off in the country somewhere, but with family. So we bought her passage. She's up in Liverpool at the moment, but she's supposed to sail next month on the City of Benares. She'll be safe in America, won't she? I'm afraid I don't know anything about your country, nothing but what's in the movies.'
'People are kind. Just like here. I'm sure she'll be fine.'
'Well, after she went off I thought I may as well do something useful, and I joined the ARP. But I miss her ever so much.' She was absent for a moment, and then she deliberately brightened, as if remembering to do her job. 'So what are you doing here in England?'
'Actually I was here before the war. I'm a historian; I was researching aspects of the late medieval. When the war came I stayed on, but I'm working as a stringer for a paper in Boston.'
'A what?'
'A correspondent. But actually I'm here in Colchester to do a bit of historical research. I'm following up a document somebody gave me.' It had been Ben Kamen, the young Austrian Jew who had befriended Gary. 'It concerns the Emperor Claudius. Colchester was a great Roman centre – a military garrison, just like it is now. But I've found my way to the archive of a monastery outside the town, where a medieval monk called Geoffrey Cotesford lived towards the end of his life. Funnily enough Cotesford knew a Wooler, who was maybe one of my husband's ancestors… Oh. I'm sorry.'
Doris smiled. 'Do I look a bit lost? That's rude of me. I don't know much history. Who's this Claude?'
'Claudius. The Roman emperor who conquered Britain.'
'Wasn't that Julius Caesar?'
'No. Long story.'
'I don't even know anything about this blooming great castle we're sitting under. The Normans built this, didn't they? William the Conqueror and his lot.'
'Well, yes. But that's a long story too. This vault was built by the Romans, but it's not really a vault. Colchester used to be the capital of the ancient Britons. After the Romans conquered it they built a huge temple to Claudius, right on this spot. This vault is actually the foundation of the temple, like a big concrete raft.'
'So the Romans came, then the Normans, and now here we are hiding under it all from the Germans.'
'Well, that's history for you.'
The folk in the shelter were growing quiet now, the children shedding their excitement and settling down to sleep, some of the adults talking in soft murmurs. In the shadows of one corner near the WVS table, Mary saw one couple with their mouths locked together in passion.
Doris said softly, 'I can't hear much engine noise, can you? Maybe we'll get away with it tonight. I'll need to go back out in a minute, check that everybody is where they should be. We've got lists we have to tick off, or we get stick from the officers. But maybe tonight-'
There was a wallop, like a great fist slamming down. The ancient vault shuddered, and bits of dust and brickwork hailed from the roof. Suddenly the place was alive with noise, kids screaming, somebody with a splash of blood-red on his forehead calling for help. Doris clung to Mary's hand, suddenly scared; Mary put her arm around her.
There was another wallop, even more violent, and the lights flickered and died.
VIII
14 September
Hilda Tanner found Ben Kamen just where his Home Guard commander said he would be, out in the country a couple of miles or so north of Hastings, digging holes in the ground with a gang of other men.
She parked her car and walked through a field of corn stubble. It was a fine, bright Saturday afternoon, with just a hint of autumn coolness in the air. The field was cluttered with broken-down tractors and other vehicles, and loops of wire big enough for Hilda to have stepped through.
In the distance to the south above Hastings, an aerial battle was in progress. Hilda felt like a veteran of the air war, for the radar stations, including her own, had been getting a pasting. She recognised the way the Messerschmitt 109s were flying, in their 'schwarms' of four aircraft, and the Stuka bombers diving down onto their targets like predatory birds. The guns on the ground were firing back, releasing balls of fire that lanced up towards the planes. A big pall of smoke rose up from the ground, beyond her horizon. Perhaps one of the planes had gone down. The sky was full of smoke and colour; the Messerschmitts' tracer bullets were bright yellow and green.
It was an astounding sight when you stopped to think about it. But the workers in the field didn't even look up. Such spectacles had filled the sky around the towns and ports and airfields of southern England for a month now. There had been one day of relief, when the Luftwaffe had launched a massive raid on London: the Saturday Blitz, the papers had called it, Saturday 7 September. Everybody had hoped, shamefully unless you were in London itself, that the Germans were changing tactics, that they had abandoned the idea of winning the aerial war and were resorting to terror against civilians. But then the usual pattern had resumed, as the Luftwaffe had pursued its objective of knocking the RAF out of the war through sheer attrition.
Hilda approached the work party. Ben was working alongside an older man of maybe fifty. The other Home Guard men leaned on their shovels and wolf-whistled and larked about, showing off their puny muscles, calling in their ripe Sussex accents, 'Oi, WAAF! That uniform fits you pretty nice.' 'Hey, WAAF, what's he got that I haven't got?' 'Tell you what he hasn't got. A bit of skin on the end of his knob…'
She acknowledged it all with a tight grin and kept walking. The older man waved them silent. 'Stop drooling, you lot.' He had a faint Irish burr, and big hands, a farmer's hands, the biggest hands Hilda had ever seen.
Ben stuck his spade in the ground, wiped his hands on his trousers, and faced Hilda. 'It's lovely to see you. You came all the way out here for me?'
'Well, I've got a couple of messages for you.'
He asked intently, 'From Mary Wooler?'
'Yes, and from Gary too. Me and Gary actually.' She held herself straight, and hoped she wasn't blushing.
'Well, well. Look, I'd give you a hug if I wasn't sweating like a good'un. Tom, do you mind?'
'You take a break, don't mind me.' Tom continued to scrape at the ground.
Ben took his jacket from a heap of stakes, spread it on the ground and gestured for Hilda to sit. He squatted easily on the ground himself. He took a swig from a milk bottle full of water, and offered it to Hilda; she refused.
'Fun, is it, digging holes in the ground?'
'Oh, the glamour,' Ben said. 'But you know the theory. We're just trying to muck up every field and open space to stop planes and gliders landing.'
'It's no ruddy fun,' Tom growled. 'The ground's baked hard as concrete. You can see what we're up to, though.' He pointed to a row of completed installations; they were simple tripods of scaffolding, like the frames of teepees. 'I grow my peas and beans up poles set like that.'
Hilda called, 'Wouldn't you rather be digging your garden – um, Tom?'
'Given half a chance,' he said with a grin. 'But I'll tell you what, sooner this than route marching. First time we went marching, our Home Guard platoon, a quarter of a century just fell away in a flash. I'll swear I could smell the cordite and the mud. I was in Flanders, see. Never thought I'd be back marching again, not in my lifetime. Well, well.' He sighed, and continued to ram his spade into the reluctant ground.
'Tom's been a good mate,' Ben said. 'Keeps the other lads off a bit.'
'Give you a hard time, do they?'
; 'Nothing I can't handle. Funny, though, they bait me for being a German and a Jew.'
'But sooner here than that internment camp, from what Gary told me from your letters.'
'Oh, yes.' In late June Ben Kamen's name had come up on a list of potentially enemy aliens. While waiting for his tribunal, he had been taken off to an internment camp in Liverpool. 'It was a half-finished council estate in a place called Huyton. What a hole. But the tribunal eventually classed me as a C.' Category A were considered hostile to the war effort; B were for some reason doubtful; C were friendly and no threat. 'But even then, when I joined the Home Guard, they kept me away from the guns and handed me a shovel instead. Funny, that.'
'Well, it's behind you now.'
'I hope so,' he said fervently. 'How's your war? I think I expected to see you up there by now.' He glanced at the sky. 'In a Spit or a Hurricane. I hear they are planning to send women to the front line.'
'So they are, but I've no training. I'm working at an observation station on the coast.' She had picked up the habit of not using the word 'radar' unless it was necessary.
He looked at her. 'It's coming, isn't it?'
'What?'
'The invasion.'
'Why do you say that?'
'Just looking around. Piecing bits together. I mean, the work we've been doing, you can see the logic.' He mimed an enclosure with his hands. 'You have this crust around the coast – tank blocks, barbed wire, ditches, mines. Then further back we've been building what they call the stop lines. Natural barriers like rivers and canals and forests, but reinforced with tank traps and pillboxes. Defence in depth. You can see it taking shape.'
'I don't think they'll come,' Hilda said. 'For one thing they haven't been able to knock out the RAF. Those Me109s of theirs are too short-range. The Hurricanes and Spits can always retreat to fields in the north of England. The Luftwaffe can't win.' That was the official line. But, Hilda had heard it said at work, all the Germans actually needed to do was to beat the RAF back from the skies of southern England, and achieve 'local air superiority'. And Hilda knew from her own experience that if they kept battering at the airfields and radar stations and sector stations of the south-east, the delicate system of command and control behind the RAF's operations could soon crumble. It would actually be better for Britain's prospects in the war if the Luftwaffe turned on London again. But she said firmly: 'No, they won't come. And all your digging will be for nothing!'
'So where's Gary now?'
'Well, he's recovered. He's been reposted, a lot of the BEF veterans have. Now he's to be with an international unit in the Twenty-ninth Brigade. He's due to join it on Friday.' She hesitated. 'They're stationed north of Eastbourne. I was hoping he'd be sent to the Twenty-first. A lot of the veterans are with them, north of London.'
'They're reserves up there, the Twenty-first?'
'Yes. But they're short of front-line troops.' Hilda had heard rumours about the troops in the field – eight divisions, something like a hundred and fifty thousand men, with another forty thousand north of the Thames. It might have been twice that if not for the loss of the BEF. It was thought the Germans could muster a force outnumbering the British by at least two to one. 'We shouldn't talk like this,' Hilda said. 'Spreading rumours.'
'But don't you feel the need to talk?' Ben said, and he laughed nervously. 'I'm cursed with an active brain, Hilda. I'm an academic, for pity's sake, I worked with Godel himself. Now they've got me digging a hole in the ground.' He made a spinning motion by his temple. 'I can't help thinking, thinking, working it all out.'
'Yes, and you yak and yak about it,' Tom said sensibly. 'My advice to you is to enjoy the sunshine while it lasts.' He stuck his spade into the earth again.
Ben said, 'I think that was a hint. You said you had messages for me?'
'Can you come into town on Friday, in the morning? Meet us at the house. Gary's got something to say to you before he gets posted – we both have.'
Ben nodded. After the way he had helped Gary after the return from Dunkirk, the two of them had stayed close.
Hilda went on, 'And I know Mary Wooler has some material for you. History stuff.'
Ben's eyes gleamed. 'I expect the war effort can spare me for a couple of hours. I'll see you then, Hilda.'
'Good. All right-'
'Holy Mother of God.' Tom had stopped digging, and was staring south.
Over Hastings, one of the barrage balloons had been set alight. Subsiding gently, deforming, it was drifting down the sky, a brilliant teardrop.
IX
20 September
So they gathered, on a dull Friday morning, in the stuffy parlour of George Tanner's little terraced house in the Old Town of Hastings.
When Mary came downstairs, a sheaf of her research papers under her arm, she found George, Ben Kamen, Gary and Hilda standing side by side. They all held cups of tea in saucers, rather stiffly. The windows were taped, and buckets of sand stood in the corners. Everybody was in uniform save Mary, George in his copper's jacket, Gary and Hilda in the colours of the British Army and Air Force respectively, and even Ben Kamen, a bit crumpled, in the Army-like khaki of the Home Guard. It would have made a good group portrait, Mary reflected, thinking like a journalist.
Gary and Hilda hung back, shyly. 'Oh, a card came for you today, Mary.' George picked it off the mantelpiece and handed it to her. She glanced at it; it was a postcard, addressed to her in a round, unfamiliar handwriting.
Ben was eager to speak to Mary, and he stepped forward. 'Mary, Hilda said you found out something?'
Mary glanced at Gary and Hilda. 'We can talk about it later. But, briefly, I dug up a lot of stuff in Colchester, following the lead you gave me about Geoffrey Cotesford. Take a look at this.' She handed him her sheaf of documents, some copied from the archive she'd visited at Colchester, some her own notes.
Ben read hastily: "Time's Tapestry: As mapped by myself; in which the long warp threads are the history of the whole world; and the wefts which run from selvedge to selvedge are distortions of that history, deflected by a Weaver unknown; be he human, divine or satanic… Oh, my.'
'This is getting very strange,' Mary said. 'We need to talk.'
'Yeah, but not right now, Mom, Jeez,' Gary said, breaking his silence at last. 'Look – we don't have much time. You know I'm being mobilised today. We want to give you time to get used to the idea before, well, before we all go off to our separate duties.'
George looked baffled. 'What idea?'
Gary hesitated, the silence stretching. Mary's heart pulsed with pride to see him standing there in his crisp uniform with his crimson-haired girl at his side, even if she ached to think of the damage this war had already done to him.
And Mary suddenly knew why she had been brought here. 'You've gone and done it, haven't you?'
Ben was grinning. 'Gary, you dog.'
George snapped, 'Done what? Will somebody tell me-'
Hilda lifted her left hand. The ring on her finger was a simple gold band. 'It was my mother's,' she said. She faced her father defiantly. 'Look, Dad, it was all a rush. We didn't even decide to do it until last Friday, when Gary's orders came through, and we knew we were running out of time. And then we went to the town hall, and found a registrar who was prepared to see to us on the spot-'
'See to you,' Ben said mockingly.
'Shut up, Ben,' Gary said mildly.
Hilda said, 'Dad, we wanted you there, of course we did. And you, Mary. But we didn't want to lose this chance before – you know. In case we didn't get another go. And besides-'
'And besides,' Mary said drily, 'you thought if you told us in advance we might have said no. Well, you're not the only wartime bride, are you?'
Gary looked at her uncertainly. 'Are you happy for us?'
'Oh, love, of course I am.' She crossed to him and hugged him, smelling the pungent scent of his new khaki uniform. 'It's a shock. But we live in a world of shocks, don't we?'
Hilda turned to her father. 'Dad? What
about you?'
George's face was hard. 'Well, you haven't given me much choice in the matter, have you? Gary, you're a good boy, anybody can see that. But, Hilda – your mother's ring – and you didn't even tell me!'
Hilda's face was set. 'Yes, well, this is why, I knew how you'd be.'
As tempers soured, Ben shrank back, dismayed.
The telephone rang in the hall. It made George jump. It had only been installed a few weeks earlier, for his job; he hadn't owned a phone before. 'Excuse me.' He walked out stiffly, retreating into his role, more uniform than man.
'He'll come around,' Mary said.'
'Yes,' Ben said. 'It's just a shock, that's all. I'm shocked.'
Gary grinned. 'We'll do something about it when we get the time – after the war, if we have to wait that long. We'll have a reception – maybe we'll try to have a church ceremony, if we can find a tame padre to do it.'
'You'll be a war hero by then,' Ben said. 'Um, do you think you could stand a Jewish best man?…' He had a complicated look on his face, Mary thought, as if he was trying too hard to be pleased. She knew he was close to Gary; she wondered if he was somehow jealous.
George came back into the room. His face was grey; he looked old. 'Cromwell,' he said simply.
Ben flinched. Hilda grabbed Gary's hand.
Mary asked, 'What does that mean?'
Ben said to her, 'It's a code word. The invasion.'
Mary took a moment to absorb this. In these last minutes, somehow she had forgotten the war, and now here it was intruding. 'I thought it wasn't going to happen,' she found herself saying. 'It's too late in the season for the weather. The RAF and the Navy are too strong. That's what they've been saying on the BBC. Could it be a mistake?'
Gary said, 'We have to get out of here.'
George faced his daughter. 'Hilda-'
'Later, Dad,' she snapped, still angry. 'I think you've said all there is to say for now.' And she stalked out of the room. Gary hugged his mother quickly, then he hurried out after Hilda. George and Ben followed.
Only Mary had no post to man, no obvious duty to fulfil, nowhere to go. She stood in the empty room, marvelling at how her whole world could be turned upside down by a single word.
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