by T M Roy
“You must think I’m a real prize specimen of the human race. Hey, don’t let it affect how you think of us all. We’re all not as stupid as I am…well, maybe some are more, and some are less. But I’ve taken the prize for being stupid and a mega pushover lately. You got me at a bad time, and oh, hell, what’s the use?” He sighed.
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As he lapsed into silence Povre became uncomfortable. She took a breath, unable to stand the gap in communication. Even his emotions seemed closed for a moment.
“Are you angry with me for leaving before? I had to. I had to go.” Her voice choked. “But everyone came back earlier than they said, and because I wasn’t there, they left without me. It is no more than I expected or knew would happen in such a case, but now I’m stuck here and…”
She shook her head and looked at the ground so he wouldn’t see her emotion. She let her hand slide from the contact.
“I didn’t know what else to do since you are the only native being I have met. So, I came back and you were angry with me for coming back. I didn’t mean to make you hurt yourself.”
His warm hand slid under her chin, fully this time, and raised her face to his. Biting her lip a little, Povre met his gaze. His deep brown eyes reflected no anger. There was a line between his brows, but not from tension or stress. From concentration.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, pulling away from his touch. “I shouldn’t have bothered you. I knew better than to upset you. I know only to observe the lower life forms. To watch without making contact with them and certainly not make contact with the higher ones like you.”
Now she spoke from nervousness rather than need. He appeared to be listening intently. “H’renzek always told me my curiosity would get me in trouble, but I’m a good scientist, and that’s why they let me come…”
His hand left her chin; his tanned fingers touched her lips. His touch silenced her words. Povre became very still. She liked the feel of his fingers there. She felt tempted to kiss them, her lips twitched against the gentle pressure, but then she remembered how jumpy he was. With infinite caution, she extended her senses, absorbing more of his unique aura, trying to define his feelings.
“You’re very sad.” Her lips moved against his fingers. She didn’t move otherwise, not wanting to break the physical contact with him. Her empathic talent relied so much on touch. “Something happened to make you angry and sad, didn’t it? What happened to make you hurt so much inside? I wish I could help.”
“Shh,” he said, putting the fingers of his other hand to his mouth. And she understood.
He nodded to her right leg. “Your leg?” he queried.
So far, that and “backpack” seemed the only bit of her language he’d managed to grasp. But he had amazing recall, and she was impressed. Povre felt disappointed when his hand went back to his side.
“Yes, my leg hurts,” she admitted. “They deactivated my equipment. None of it works any more or I would have healed that injury hours ago. I’m sure your leg is hurt more than mine. Mine will get better after a sun-round of rest. As for you, I’m not sure how fast your species heals.”
The hand that had touched her so gently went to his chest.
“K’nt,” he said. He pointed to her, eyebrows raised. “Uu?”
Povre remained perfectly still and considered his action. Was this the name for his chest? Maybe this was what he was called. Or the name for his species.
What to do? Maybe he spoke of the pain she felt, the emotional pain, centered there. She didn’t know how to respond, so she stood still and silent, waiting.
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“Kent,” Kent repeated, pointing to himself. “Aken’or. Backpack.” He indicated his backpack. “Ine’mak. My leg.” He touched his leg. “En’mak. Your leg.” Pointed to hers. Once more, he touched his chest. “Ine name is Kent. En name?” It was the best he could do, and he hoped this would work.
The sudden bright smile she gave nearly blinded him. “Povresle.” She pointed to herself. “J’kam Povre.”
Kent grinned in triumph. Yes. “Your name is Poh-vray-slee?” He struggled with the inflection.
“Povre,” she said firmly, going with the shorter form.
He nodded. “Poh-vray. My name is Kent.”
“K’nt.”
He was relieved to understand the smiling expression meant the same to her as it did to him. Those tilted purple eyes swept over the camp and then came back to him. And then, as he had done, she gestured toward or touched each thing she named, using English words. She struggled with vowels and consonants, almost growling some of them, but from what he heard of her language, some of the sounds she was having the most trouble were completely…alien to her.
“Laygh. Your laygh. My laygh. Your baghp…baa…back-pack. Your name is K’nt.” She tapped his chest lightly with her longest finger. “My name is Povre.”
“Good.” Kent laughed, delighted. He saw a fresh difference in her instantly, heard a surprisingly deep sort of chuckle from her in return.
“K’nt,” Povre said. She tilted her face back to look at him through those impossibly long lashes and smiled.
He gestured back toward his camp. “Stay, Povre.”
She looked upset and started backing away.
“Please.” He hoped his facial expression would be enough to get the point across. “Don’t go. Not yet. You’re hurt, and lost. I’m hurt, but at least I know where I am, and my camp is right here. Stay, Povre.” He moved to close the gap she’d made between them. He wobbled on his bad leg and hissed.
She stepped closer again, slid an arm around his waist to steady him. He did the same to her, just in case she lost her balance, too.
“We make a fine pair,” he said wryly.
“Povre stay,” she said.
Kent started to laugh. He couldn’t help it. The alien looked up at him, her initial expression of alarm phasing into confusion, then understanding.
* * * * *
HIS GUEST SAT OBEDIANTLY on the Therma-Rest pad while Kent started a fire. Every few moments another bubble of laughter would rise up, and he shook with the effort to keep them quiet. The situation couldn’t be more ludicrous. Here he was, in a wilderness area ten miles as the crow flew from a thriving metropolis, with an alien. And he felt completely normal. Well, at least now he did.
“Povre,” he said, getting her attention back on him instead of the campfire. “Are you hungry?” Kent made the sign-language gesture, one of a few he remembered from a course long ago and from watching his deaf students. “Eat food? Drink?”
She shrugged. Not sure if she understood or not, Kent limped to retrieve his water jug and cooking gear from behind the tent. The water came from the river. He’d run it through his portable purifier just last evening.
All the while the alien sat as if rooted in place. Only her eyes were moving, now watching everything he did. He recognized the expression of fascinated concentration. Not from having seen it recently on any of his students’ faces, but having felt the same eagerness filling himself.
Pure, unadulterated scientific curiosity.
Yeah, if I were in those boots of hers, I’d appreciate the chance for the close-up view of the local fauna in their natural environment, too.
He swallowed back another chuckle, poured some water into his collapsible cup. “This is water. Just plain old water. Seeing as you’re here, breathing air without any problems, I’m going to take a wild guess and say you can drink water, too. I mean, if you needed to drink acid, you would have landed on Venus. Right? So, welcome to Earth, have a drink.” He held the cup up and pantomimed drinking, then offered it to her.
She moved one blue hand toward the cup. With the other, she went for something on her belt and Kent tried to act nonchalant, though his instincts ranged from running away to tackling her before she could pounce. With his luck, she’d pull out a weapon of sorts and reduce him to subatomic particles. After his behavior earlier, he couldn’t say he wouldn’t blame her if she did.
> No. Whatever the gizmo in her hand was, it didn’t appear to be working. She set it aside, shrugged again, and took the cup.
Her examination was quite thorough. So much, in fact, that she caused the cup to collapse. The water spilled over her hand. With a soft eep, she dropped the cup and shook her hand it as if it had burned her.
“I should’ve shown you the cup and how it worked before filling it with water,” Kent said. “Sorry about that.” He grabbed the cup, wiped a few pine needles clinging to the outer surface onto his shirt, and twisted it opened. “Let’s try this again.”
This time she took it with care. She sniffed at the contents, and then cautiously poked her fingertip into the cold, clear liquid. Kent didn’t miss how she automatically reached for the gizmo on the ground again. Or the expression of loss when she stopped herself. It probably helped her safely determine if something was edible or not.
It didn’t deter her from continuing. She raised her hand to her mouth, and a dainty, pale lavender tongue licked her dampened fingertip. Kent was riveted. The color was just a bit darker than her lips. It wasn’t so startling or different. Just…maybe as if someone added more blue to the mix than human red. He found the action stirring up more than his imagination.
“Ah!” Povre exclaimed, startling Kent from his wandering thoughts. She beamed at him with such happy intensity he felt his knees start to buckle. He controlled himself enough to make it look as if he wanted to sit down on the pad next to her. And in actuality, he did, if only to get off his throbbing leg.
“Jasr’re ene, K’nt. P’lessh.” She dipped her finger into the water, and repeated the word. “P’lessh.”
The word sounded like water spilling from a faucet. “P’lessh. Water.”
“Wah-tur. Water.” She lowered her eyes and inclined her head just a bit. “Jasr’re ene.”
That’s the same word she said after I got the rocks off her leg, thought Kent. Gratitude, thanks. At least she was polite. Are all aliens as polite as you? he wanted to ask. Or just the blue ones? Then again…are there more than just you blue ones?
Inspired, he reached for his notebook, a small loose-leaf binder of unlined paper encased in a waterproof zip lining. He’d start writing down the sounds she made. An English-Alien dictionary, yeah, that’s what it would be. And perhaps sketches would help the process, too. He sketched constantly, in his chosen field artistic talent was handy and always kept honed.
“Jasr’re ene—thank you.” He spoke and wrote at the same time.
The tip of her tongue touched her upper teeth as she tried to get the “th” sound. “Th-th-th…ankh your?”
“Thank you,” repeated Kent. He didn’t know how he’d explain the difference between you and your, since, apparently, she’d already picked up on their similarity.
“Thank you, K’nt.”
“You’re welcome,” said Kent, pleased. He drew the simple configuration of oxygen and hydrogen atoms that formed a water molecule, and a jolt of excitement raced through him when she, still watching, gave a little gasp of delight.
“Water, K’nt. P’lessh.” The tip of her first finger, ending in a very short, thick nail, tapped the rendering on the paper.
Their eyes met and they smiled in unison. Then, her bright eyes remaining locked with his, Povre lifted the cup and sipped.
He wrote all the other words they had learned and then showed her some other drawings he’d made, of local animals, the ground squirrels, the elk, the mule deer, bald eagles. She hung over his arm. Her eager drive to learn was so tangible Kent thought he could squeeze handfuls of it from the air surrounding them.
“We’re definitely two of a kind,” he told her. Her thirst for discovery was as insatiable as his.
Soon they sprawled on the ground, side-by-side, like two children over a coloring book. In a matter of hours, they’d covered basic needs and progressed to numbers—holding out fingers and making lines, speaking counting words in both languages. Once in a while, she’d take the pencil from him and add to or make another drawing. Kent drew a rough outline of Earth, showing North America and their present approximate location. He added a rendition of a communications satellite and with words and lines asked why she couldn’t call somehow to get picked up.
Povre showed him another little device from her belt and made as if to throw it aside.
“Broken? It doesn’t function?”
Her forlorn look answered his question.
His belly interrupted the lesson. Emitting a loud growl from the very depths, it made him stop short and her sit up straight. Then he started to laugh and after a moment, she did too, sort of. He found that low chuckle made in her throat extremely sexy. Still laughing, Kent rolled to his back.
He choked on his next chuckle when with a butterfly-light pressure she touched his stomach. He felt her even through the puffy layer of his vest, jacket, and shirt.
“K’nt u’gen mnam.” Her forehead wrinkled, lifting her long shaggy bangs. “Hungry.”
“Yes.”
He expected the little tingle when she touched the fingers of the same hand to his lips. “Ch’anok ket. Food eat.”
He already knew she was some sort of scientist, but Lord, what intelligence. Amazement and respect blossomed inside. He sat up. Startled, she dropped her hand.
“It’s okay,” Kent said, calming her. His compulsion to touch her in return, for something more than a lesson in communications, matched his other feelings.
He could get used to the blue fur. His fingers itched to touch the silky fine hairs. Before he realized it, his hand reached to her cheek. Povre leaned into his touch, trusting, turning her face just a bit and closing her eyes. She had lashes that swept clear to her cheekbones. Her shaggy mane of black hair was a soft as mink, and crackled with slight static as he let his fingers explore the texture. When he went to curl an errant strand behind the place her ears should be, Kent got another shock.
Oh, she had ears all right. But they weren’t human ears. Not even Mr. Spock ears. They were more like little cat ears. And they moved, together or independently, flickering back and forth to catch every sound, especially the startled breath Kent took. Both of those adorable blue ears tilted forward, aiming at him. Her eyes opened, her face a question: Did I do something wrong?
“You’re beautiful,” said Kent softly, and meant it. He wanted to know what those parts of her he couldn’t see looked like…If her species and his could…
Staring into those soft, open eyes of deep amethyst, damned if he couldn’t summon up all his hard-argued reasons for swearing off females. Not a single one.
Povre returned his exploration. Her fingers traced along his stubbled jaw. By the way her touch went from one area to the other, he could tell she was making mental comparisons. Between what? His species and hers? The diversity in texture between the short, rough facial hair and the soft head hair?
“What are you, Povre? Why are you here? Are there more like you?”
Worry flashed through him. Thoughts of UFOs and top-secret files, lurid pictures of mummified or dead aliens splashed on supermarket tabloids. Alien abductions…
If she wanted to abduct me she’d have done that already. And if she’s not alone, are they watching us? His gaze quickly skimmed the perimeter of the camp. No, he had the definite impression she was alone. So why was she alone? Was she abandoned as some punishment? Was she actually some sort of alien criminal?
Povre smiled. The gentle curve of her mouth washed away any such thoughts. No, she couldn’t be that.
If he wasn’t in danger from her, she was certainly in danger from his culture. He watched all those TV shows and movies. In fact, he was a closet fan of the X-files, as well as a more open follower of Star Trek and Stargate SG-1. And who could forget that they nearly killed E.T.?
“So what am I supposed to do with you?” wondered Kent softly. “I can’t take you with me. People will call the Feds. The military. Area 51 and all that. Cops will be all over us. You don’t understan
d. A lot of people are scared of things they don’t understand. And they absolutely won’t understand you. You’ll get taken away and go to a lab and be analyzed to death.” He shuddered, imagining her beautiful face still and cold in death. “Where do you live? Where do you come from? Why are you here? I wish you could tell me…”
K’NT’S CONCERN AND DISTRESS worried Povre. Even without her abilities, she could see the change in his outward expression, as if a door had closed between them. She could see no sign of his previous eagerness to share verbal communication and information with her. Now that she was in tune with him, Povre could extend her empathic talents beyond his surface pains and emotions. She felt his fear—fear for her—and had to admit that she was terrified as well. She’d heard stories about the life forms of this planet and what they would do to people from other worlds. They even showed some of it as entertainment! Why, H’renzek had tried to scare her into obedience by showing her some of the more graphic of the intercepted broadcasts.
All Povre had asked then was “Do we know a species that looks like that? Where did they come from? Why haven’t we contacted them? Are they dangerous? Do we keep coming back here to prevent these others from causing harm to this planet? Is this another one of their entertainment videos?” She didn’t give him time to answer one question before going to the next.
“It’s not the species that matters.” H’renzek groaned in frustration. “And it doesn’t matter if it is real or entertainment. This is how they think! Goddess, Povre, what am I going to do with you?” He’d taken her hair in both hands and shaken her, hard.
“You love me anyway?” she’d asked when her vision cleared and her tongue had checked all her teeth to see if any had come adrift.
His only answer had been a grumpy snort.