‘Prolonging his agony achieved nothing,’ Valerius met the cold stare without flinching, ‘except to sully your reputation. It was not discipline you displayed, it was wanton cruelty. Tiberius saved your daughter when she was dying of thirst. You owed him a life, just as you owed me a life.’
With a snarl the general rose from his seat, almost overturning the desk. ‘You dare preach at me? Gnaeus Domitius Corbulo is proconsul of Asia, conqueror of Armenia and three times holder of the triumphal regalia; more important, he is your general. I said once you were too soft. I was wrong. You are weak. A general cannot afford to have weakness at the heart of his command. A general cannot be seen to condone indiscipline, just as he cannot afford to ignore disloyalty. You leave me no choice. You say I owe you a life? Then I give you the life of your friend Tiberius Crescens, to whom you granted an undeserved mercy. But by disobeying my direct order you forfeit your own.’ Traianus gasped and Valerius felt as if he’d been doused in ice water. He had known what he was risking when he helped Tiberius into the afterlife, but in his mind it had never come to this.
He listened to Corbulo continue. ‘You will be taken from here at dawn to be beheaded before the assembled army. I give you a soldier’s death. Be grateful.’
‘I am a Roman citizen.’
Corbulo flinched as if he had been struck.
‘I am a Roman citizen,’ Valerius repeated. ‘I demand the rights accorded by my status and my class.’
‘You are a Roman soldier and subject to military justice,’ the general said with finality.
‘My orders came direct from the Emperor. Only the Emperor can pass judgement on me.’
Corbulo’s face reddened and Valerius waited for the order for his immediate execution, but Traianus whispered something in the general’s ear and he subsided into his seat.
‘Very well, but you would have been wiser to accept my mercy, because when the Emperor confirms my sentence there will be none. Gaius Valerius Verrens, you are hereby declared incorrigible. You will be fed and watered, but no man will speak to you on pain of death. You will lose all privileges and be held in chains until confirmation arrives from Rome.’
The trek back to Antioch was a month-long torment of pain, filth and numbing boredom for Valerius. Each day his guards placed him in chains in one of the supply carts at the rear of the column and for hour upon hour he would shift from one painful position to another until his entire body became a mass of bruised flesh. At the halt, he would be lifted from the cart barely able to move and placed in an unfurnished tent at the centre of the Tenth Fretensis’s marching camp. The centurion followed Corbulo’s orders to feed him — a bowl of rough porridge and a goatskin of water were thrust through the tent flaps each night — but, whether through neglect or purpose, he was not allowed to wash or shave. After the first week he was ashamed of his stink; by the end of the second he no longer noticed, apart from the sweet scent of decay from the leather socket covering the stump of his amputated right hand. The worst of it was the silence. His guard, well warned of the consequences, never exchanged a word with him, conveying their orders with rough pushes and thumps of the wooden staves they carried. At first, the slaves of the baggage train treated the high-born prisoner with curiosity, but after the first man to get too close had his jaw broken they kept their distance. Only once, on the eighteenth day, did Valerius have the comfort of conversing with another human being. How he distracted the guards Valerius would never know, but somehow Serpentius was able to reach the tent wall and whisper a greeting.
‘Your friends have not forgotten you.’
‘Tell my friends I thank them,’ Valerius smiled for the first time in weeks, ‘but that is precisely what they must do.’
But Serpentius would not be deterred. ‘Tomorrow at noon Caladus and twenty men of his squadron will approach the baggage train for supplies. I will be with them. It will be the work of a moment to disable the guards and put you on a horse. We would be gone before anyone could react.’
‘And then?’
‘Armenia, or Cappadocia.’
‘To be outlaws.’
‘You would be alive.’
Valerius sighed. ‘I brought this upon myself, Serpentius, and I knew what the consequences could be. Tell Caladus and his men that I honour them, but I will not let them sacrifice themselves for me. As for my friend Serpentius, though he has the disposition of a bad-tempered hyena, he should know that I will never forget his companionship and that buried in the corner of my quarters in Antioch he will find a leather bag containing fifty gold aurei, which should be some compensation for all the misery I have brought him.’ Serpentius gave a low whistle at the size of the amount, which was equal to a legionary’s retirement bonus for twenty years’ service. ‘He should use it to toast my memory and then return to the wretched mountains he came from, there to live as a king, or a bandit, as he pleases.’
‘I will use it to toast your freedom.’
‘No, Serpentius. I don’t believe it will come to that. Gaius Valerius Verrens is a Hero of Rome, and he will meet his fate as a soldier.’
‘Then I will use it to finish what Tiberius started.’
‘You would kill my friend?’
He heard the Spaniard’s snort of disbelief. ‘General Corbulo has just sentenced you to death. How can he be your friend?’
‘Corbulo is only doing what he sees as his duty as a commander,’ Valerius explained patiently. ‘Just as Tiberius was doing his and just as I was doing mine when I led three thousand men to their deaths at Colonia. He is a strong leader and a strong leader does not flinch from hard decisions. His anger is as much because I have forced him to this as it is about giving Tiberius a quick death. He thinks I am a fool and I believe he would rather I didn’t die, but…’
‘So you won’t come?’
‘No, Serpentius. I have walked in the shadows for so long that I do not fear what is to come. Sometimes I am tired of life and tired of living.’
‘Then at least take this.’ The tent rustled as something was pushed under the leather. ‘Remember what they did to Tiberius and do not let it come to that.’
Valerius reached down with his left hand and fumbled for the object. His fingers closed over a small knife, such as a lady might use to peel her fruit. Or a man to open his own veins. He loosened the ties on the leather socket over his right arm and pushed the knife down until it was completely hidden before tightening them again.
‘Thank you,’ he whispered. But he might as well have been talking to the wind.
They placed him in a damp, windowless cell beneath the proconsul’s palace at Antioch and he counted the days by the food his jailers provided. Stoicism had been ingrained since his days on Corsica studying under Seneca, and he searched the many texts he had learned by heart to find some positives in his predicament. But, gradually, captivity and solitude took their toll and wore away at his defences. The rattle of the plate heralding each new day was a constant reminder that each might be his last. Like a drowning man clinging to a branch he took to using every moment to go over his life and asking himself what he might have changed. Not his time with Maeve, or the cost each of them paid for it, because some things are as inevitable as the next day’s dawn and their fate had been to meet at a time and a place that invited tragedy. Could he have been more of a son to his father, who had estranged himself from the family for so long? Only by sacrificing the respect that had finally brought them together at the very end, so, again, no. His life, it seemed, had been a series of perpetual dilemmas, and he had followed the only path open to the man who was Gaius Valerius Verrens. Perhaps every man’s life was the same. It meant he could die without regret, if die he must.
He worked the little knife free from the leather socket. He had told Serpentius that Corbulo was his friend, but was that completely true? Could a man so iron-willed ever be said to have friends? Yet there had been nights, as they contemplated the tokens on Caesar’s Tower in comfortable silence, when he had felt an
innocent pleasure in another man’s company he had never known before. The mists cleared and finally he realized what it was, this thing that had been gnawing at him. No, he couldn’t have altered the relationship with his father, but he could regret that he had never been able to share the same companionable bond that came so naturally with Corbulo. Strange that he should have more in common with Tiberius, the man he had befriended and killed, than anyone alive.
The sound of the bolt snapping back brought him back to the present. Was this the time? He had the little knife in his hand and now he resolved to use it, not to kill himself, but to force his captors to kill him. Better that than being led docilely to the block like a white bull to slaughter on the temple steps. He gripped it in his fist, ready to take the first man who entered. The door swung back and a hooded figure entered, gasping as he rose up in front of her with the knife in his hand.
‘What have they done to you?’ Domitia Longina Corbulo drew back the hood and stared at the matted beard and straggling hair. The stench in the tiny room made her gag. ‘I came as soon as I could. They discharged Serpentius on the first day. I think some would have had him killed, but my father refused. He took lodgings in the town and found a way to reach me.’
‘You shouldn’t be here. It’s not safe. Did no one tell you that to speak to me was to die?’
Domitia bristled. ‘Of course they told me. Do you really believe that Domitia Longina Corbulo would be dictated to by fools?’
‘It was your father’s order.’
‘Then he is a fool, and I will tell him so. To think that my own father would kill his bravest and best for something as simple as an act of mercy. But you should not have provoked him, Valerius. He means to execute you.’
Valerius nodded. ‘Yes, there will be no pardon from the Emperor.’
‘If I could…’
‘No,’ he said solemnly, reaching out to touch her face. ‘Not even if the outcome was certain.’
A tear ran down the velvet of her cheek. ‘Then I will do what I can, even if it is with little hope of success. Sometimes I think he is a monster.’
‘Not a monster. Only a soldier.’
XLVIII
Every head turned as Valerius was escorted into the room where Corbulo had issued his orders for the Parthian expedition. He struggled to maintain his bearing despite his filthy, dishevelled condition and the chains that weighed down his arms and feet. One by one he met their eyes. The general himself, pale as ever Valerius had seen him, his skin mottled like unset plaster. The familiar features of Marcus Ulpius Traianus, almost uninterested, as if his mind was on other things. A look of outrage from Gaius Pompeius Collega of the Fifteenth Apollinaris. Aurelius Fulvus, commanding Third Gallica. One surprising absence; he would have expected Mucianus to be here to see him condemned. And two unlikely additions. What had made Corbulo invite his daughter and Serpentius to the tribunal?
‘Did no one think to clean him up?’
He felt his guards stiffen at the general’s demand. The one on the left opened and closed his mouth like a dying flounder. Corbulo shook his head.
‘No matter. Unchain him and bring him a seat.’
Valerius tried to hide his surprise as the guards removed his fetters and a padded bench was brought for him. He looked for some message in the faces of Serpentius and Domitia, but all he could read was suspicion on one and puzzlement on the other.
‘Gaius Valerius Verrens, Hero of Rome, all rights and privileges of your rank and position are hereby restored.’ The words spun in his head like a whirlpool and his mind struggled to grasp their true meaning. He hadn’t expected to leave this room alive. Now, it was as if the past weeks had never happened. Corbulo continued: ‘Do not expect an apology. You deserved death; be happy that you have my pardon.’ He stopped abruptly, as if he was out of breath. When he spoke again, Valerius saw a new Corbulo, hesitant, even fearful. ‘I offer no apology, but I do ask for your loyalty… and your help.’
Valerius studied the man who would have had him killed. A long moment passed before he answered. ‘You have it.’
Corbulo nodded slowly and turned away, staring down at an open scroll on his desk. His shoulders sagged and he seemed to shrink into himself, before taking a deep breath and straightening again. When he faced his audience his voice had regained its composure.
‘I have brought you here because you are all affected by what is written in the message I have just received. It is written in a code known only to myself and the Emperor. You are all aware of the reasons for my campaign against Vologases. I weighed the risks, political and military, and I made my decision. That decision, I do not deny, was partly influenced by pride. The pride of the Empire. Pride in my legions and their achievements in the last ten years. And, of course, my own pride. I would not countenance a repeat of what happened on the Rhenus. I have no regrets. I believe our victory has assured peace on this frontier for generations to come. But I knew there could be consequences.’
He turned to face Traianus and Collega. ‘There will be no battle honours for the Tenth Fretensis or the Fifteenth, no gold crowns of valour, no phalerae, no torcs, no silver standards.’ Traianus opened his mouth to interrupt, but Corbulo raised a weary hand. ‘I know, Marcus, none better, how your men stood and suffered and died, and how in those last vital moments they took the fight to the Parthians, though defeat was more likely than victory. And no general could have asked for more faithful troops than the Fifteenth, Gaius. The reason
…’ He faltered and licked his lips and Valerius was looking at an old man. ‘The reason there will be no honours is because, in the Emperor’s opinion, there was no battle.’ Traianus growled and Collega’s nostrils flared like an attack dog’s, but Corbulo waved for silence. ‘The battle for the Cepha gap will be erased from history.’
‘No.’
‘Yes. Because it was never fought. There was no campaign. There was no victory. There were no heroes and there were no casualties. General Gnaeus Domitius Corbulo did not stir from Antioch. His soldiers stayed in their barracks.’
Valerius shook his head. How was this possible? He looked to Domitia, but all he saw was his own shock mirrored on her face.
‘But…’
‘There are no buts, tribune. I have been relieved from my command immediately, to be replaced by General Mucianus.’ His face darkened at the personal betrayal the appointment hinted at. ‘I am to attend the Emperor in Greece.’ He produced a bitter smile. ‘It seems I have other charges to answer than that of over-enthusiasm.’
The revelation and the consequences it implied were followed by a moment of silence before the room erupted. Domitia let out a sharp cry. All three generals were shouting at once. Valerius found his head filled with a vision of the future that had never previously seemed possible. He rose from his seat and went down on one knee in front of his general. ‘Command us and we will follow you to the gates of Rome and beyond. To the Senate and the Palatine itself.’
Traianus, Corbulo’s long-serving and faithful general, looked to his fellow legates for affirmation. They had discussed this individually when they were certain they would not be heard, but had never expected the day to come. Collega nodded at once, but Fulvus, whose troops were far away on the Judaean border, hesitated before giving his agreement.
‘A single word from you and there would be a new Emperor,’ Valerius continued. ‘Mucianus poses no threat as long as we act together. We know Vespasian’s views. You have already blunted the Parthian threat. A single legion each to contain Judaea and maintain order in Syria and you could march east with an army. You already have Asia. The Danuvius legions would not stand in your way. Those on the Rhenus are in disarray, already on the brink of mutiny. Galba in Spain is too timid and the British legions too far away to react. The door is open to Rome. Nero has betrayed his people. He no longer deserves to be Emperor, perhaps he never did. Act now and the Empire will have the Emperor it has always deserved.’
‘It is true, Father.’ Domitia
buried her head in Corbulo’s chest. ‘You must, or…’
Corbulo laid his hand upon her head and ran his fingers through her dark hair. For the first time Valerius saw him as a father; loving, compassionate and caring. When he looked around at the men in the room his eyes were filled with an infinite sadness and Valerius knew immediately that they were defeated before they had even begun. ‘Have you forgotten, daughter, what I always taught you? That a Corbulo does not have the luxury of choice… only duty.’
Accompanied by the sound of Domitia’s sobbing, he addressed Valerius directly.
‘I need give you no reason for keeping faith with my Emperor, but your loyalty to me as a commander and a soldier deserves that I should. On the day of the tribune Tiberius Crescens’s execution,’ the grey eyes met Valerius’s and he would always believe he saw regret there, ‘I swore on my life in front of my soldiers that I would serve the Emperor, but even if it were not so I would never use what power I have to start a civil war that would ravage this Empire and bring its people nothing but sorrow. No man will ever be able to say that Gnaeus Domitius Corbulo was responsible for pitching Roman against Roman. All it would take is for a single commander to stand against me and the flames of war would be lit. Nero is no fool. If we reached the gates of Rome without conflict, he would bar them against us. He still has the support of the Guard and the mob. Perhaps they would throw down their swords and their cudgels and shout “Corbulo for the purple”, but even if I knew it to be so I would not march.’ He pressed his lips against Domitia’s dark tresses. ‘Because a Corbulo does not have the luxury of choice… only duty.’ He turned to his generals. ‘Return to your legions and continue as normal. This conversation is forgotten. I pray you give General Mucianus the same loyalty you have always given me. Leave us now.’
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