by Sato Tsutomu
That was an illusion of course.
I don't know what he's doing, but I do know what's happening.
I could guess correctly, because the exact same thing had happened to me.
Onii-sama took all the data configuring Okaa-sama's body, copied it into his magic processing area, and after processing overwrote Okaa-sama's physical information.
The gunshot wounds disappeared.
The blood splattering the floor and soaking her clothes disappeared.
In a rush, I ran up to Okaa-sama's fallen body.
Although pale, sure enough, she was breathing.
The same state as just before she was shot...... No, this is...... Making it as if she were never shot in the first place?
Onii-sama pointed the CAD in his left hand towards Sakurai-san.
In a speed incomparable with Okaa-sama's turn, he quickly and smoothly completed the Psion Information Aide.
Is he getting used to it......?
After just three tries, Onii-sama has already mastered this ultra-high level magic capable of completely restoring a person's body!
I trembled in awe, yet at the same time my heart coolly regarded this as only natural.
—I mean, this person is my Onii-sama after all—
My chest was full of pride.
All of my ignorant foolishness, scattered to the winds.
With a face saying 'I don't believe it', Sakurai-san looked down at her own body. Okaa-sama had not awoken, but her breathing was stable. She hadn't fainted but was rather merely sleeping so there was no pressing worry, said the Army surgeon who had hurried over, and I gave a sigh of relief.
"I am sorry. For an uprising to happen here is completely my fault. This won't be able to change anything, but if there is anything you want, please just say it. As a soldier of the National Defense Force, I will do whatever is within my power."
Onii-sama, next to me, turned to face Captain Kazama.
Seeing the Captain's bowed visage, he said 'please raise your head'.
It seemed the reason Onii-sama had been able to rush over at the very last minute had been thanks to the help of Captain Kazama and Lieutenant Sanada. Those rebels likely intended to kidnap us as hostages, and looking back we had managed to escape that due to Lance Corporal Higaki's intervention. —Their real target had been that man, and we had simply been caught up in the situation. He was an executive in a munitions company, and both him and his family were now guarded in a separate room. That means the military, by having us share a room with that man, were responsible for our deaths. It's also an indisputable fact however that it was thanks to the time Higaki-san bought, that Onii-sama was able to make it in time.
But, if it weren't for Onii-sama's magic, there is no doubt that Okaa-sama, Sakurai-san and I would have died.
Emotionally, this couldn't be overlooked.
"Then first of all, please tell us the exact situation."
I didn't intend to demand anything.
I'm sorry, but I wouldn't have allowed Sakurai-san to take the lead either.
Even if Okaa-sama had been awake, in this case I would have had her remain silent.
This is a right for Onii-sama alone.
"Is the enemy the Great Asian Alliance?"
"We have no conclusive evidence yet, but that is most likely the case."
"It's a lie that we've stopped them at the coast, isn't it?"
"That is so. On the West coast of Nagoshi, submerged enemy troops have already made a landing in force."
......Then the submarine that time was in preparation for this?
"The enemy navy holds supremacy over the waters of the Keramas. In addition, from Naha to Nago, guerrillas in collusion with the enemy are disrupting the movement of personnel."
......That sounds pretty bad.
"But all is not lost. The number of guerrillas was not that great from the beginning. Control has been regained in 80% of the areas affected. The internal rebellion in the Army will soon be shut down as well."
"Their purpose of buying time to secure the landings is already done, so their use is at an end. Like tossing a piece of garbage, I believe the Great Asian Alliance couldn't care less about their loss."
At Onii-sama's dispassionate point, Captain Kazama's face twisted sourly.
"Next, please protect my mother, sister, and Sakurai-san in a safe place. If possible, somewhere safer than the shelters."
"......We'll take them to the Air Defense Command and Control Center. The armor there is twice as thick as the shelters."
......I was scandalised. The Command and Control Center operated by the military was far better protected than the shelters they had evacuated the civilians to. Then again this is a military base after all, so I guess that's just how things were built.
"Lastly, please lend me an Armor Suit and infantry kit. Well, I say lend, but I won't be able to return the expendable supplies to you."
"......Why?"
I also could not help feeling uneasy about this request.
Why, Onii-sama?
And why did you not include yourself in your earlier request?
Looking into Onii-sama's eyes, trying to discern his true intentions, I gasped.
Within his eyes,
Making mere rage seem lukewarm,
Burned all consuming hellfire.
"They dared to raise their hand against Miyuki. They must reap their just reward."
Amongst all those who heard that voice and felt their blood run cold, for Captain Kazama to keep his complexion unchanged, spoke volumes for his courage.
"Do you intend to go alone?"
"This is not a military operation. This is personal."
"I don't mind that in particular. It is impossible for humans to fight a war separate from emotions. Even a fight for revenge, as long as it is controlled, is no problem."
Onii-sama and Captain Kazama's eyes met.
Rather, they were glaring at each other.
"We cannot allow the slaughter of non-combatants and the surrendered, but you have no such intention anyway right?"
"I do not intend to give them the grace of surrender."
"That is fine. Our mission is the repulsion of the invaders or their utter destruction. There is no need to offer surrender."
Captain Kazama is a different kind of person to Onii-sama, but his resolve is not one whit less.
"Shiba Tatsuya-kun. We welcome you to our line of battle."
Onii-sama, showed no hint of gratitude.
"I do not intend to follow the command of the army. What I fight for, and what you fight for, are different things. But we share a common enemy, and if we share a common goal of annihilation, then let us fight side by side."
Like a steel edge tempered by a legendary craftsman, the air around Onii-sama was cold, sharp, merciless......At such an Onii-sama, I could only stare in awe.
"Very well. Sanada, find him an Armor Suit and gear! Airborne, we move in 10!"
"Sakurai-san, please look after my mother and sister."
Standing, Onii-sama said so to Sakurai-san, then without waiting for her reply followed after Lieutenant Sanada.
That time, the faint smile he wore when he looked at me was definitely not an illusion.
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"Um, are you sure this is alright?"
As I watched my brother's back receding, Sakurai-san stepped up to me and began talking.
"What is it?"
It seems, as if my thought processes had been sabotaged or escaped altogether; I had not moved my attention for a while.
"However skilled Tatsuya-kun is, fighting a war...... Nevermind rushing straight to the front lines, isn't that far too dangerous?"
"!"
Sakurai-san's whisper, rang in my ears like a loud alarm clock.
That's right! What am I spacing out so calmly for? Onii-sama is going to war!
"Miyuki-san!?"
Sakurai-san's voice floated behind my back as I ran.
Only her voice chased me.
>
She cannot afford to leave Okaa-sama.
I'm sorry.
I apologised to her in my heart.
Leaving Okaa-sama behind is painful, but right now, I have to stop Onii-sama!
I ran with that one thought in mind.
Fortunately, he had not yet gone that far ahead, and I caught up to him without getting lost.
"Onii-sama!"
He might not turn around. That fear flashed through my mind but it was a needless worry.
Onii-sama said something quietly to Lieutenant Sanada in front of him, then halted and faced this way.
Sanada-san stopped a while ahead. He probably did so with our consideration in mind.
"Miyuki, what is it?"
At him naturally, in a natural tone calling me 'Miyuki' I began to dreamily glaze over again, but this isn't the time for that.
"Onii-sama, um,"
I suddenly realised that I must not, under any circumstance, begin saying 'please don't go' over and over.
That's far too much like the kind of thing a heroine would say to stop her lover in some romance movie (or novel or manga or whatever) or something.
Not to mention bringing in the whole 'forbidden love between brother and sister' mess.
"Miyuki?"
As I stood suddenly lost for words, Onii-sama looked at me in a puzzled manner.
My cheeks must have been bright red.
"......Pl-Please don't go."
Even so, it's not like I can just not say it then. I have to stop him.
"Please don't do something so dangerous as fighting the enemy army. I don't believe there's any need for Onii-sama to do something so risky."
I said it......!
Feeling a sense of accomplishment, I thought 'this should be fine'.
For Onii-sama to shake his head at my words— to shake his head at all, was something I had never once considered.
"Certainly, there's no need. I am not going because there's a need, but because I wish to, Miyuki."
Which was why my brother's reply was such a shock to me.
Shocked at the denial, and shocked at his words almost implying he wanted to kill people.
But my body, rather than trying to distance itself from him, reached out and caught his sleeve.
With a clumsy smile, he took hold of my hand grasping onto his jacket, and gently pulled it away.
"As I said earlier, I am going for revenge against those who have hurt you."
Looking into my eyes, Onii-sama's expression was almost embarrassed.
"Not for your sake, but for the sake of my own feelings."
While saying so, Onii-sama's pupils...
"If I don't, I won't be able to rest."
Seemed to be telling me that everything was for my sake.
"To me, the only thing I can feel is truly precious is you alone, Miyuki."
That wasn't my mistake.
"Sorry for being such a selfish brother."
That wasn't my conceit.
Onii-sama softly released my hand, and gave me a laugh while maintaining his somewhat embarrassed expression.
My entire face must have been burning red.
However, recalling something troubling in Onii-sama's words, I furrowed my brow.
"Can feel, is precious......?"
Just now Onii-sama hadn't said 'is precious', but 'can feel is precious' right?
It's simply a slight difference in wording, and may not have any particular meaning behind it but...... For some reason, I'm anxious.
As those words subconsciously slipped from my mouth which wasn't even a question, Onii-sama gave a wry smile which seemed to say 'you got me'.
His expression seemed to be laughing, yet crying.
There was nothing like tears, not to mention I have never even once seen Onii-sama cry, yet somehow I could sense that to Onii-sama this was a matter fraught with pain and full of sorrow.
"I am sorry!"
So I apologised. I had vowed that I would cause Onii-sama no more sadness, and yet again I......thinking so, I bowed low.
Two slender hands slipped through and parted my long hair, caressing my cheeks. Onii-sama's hands, slim yet far bigger than mine, strong and firm.
His hands gently lifted my head, and I looked up.
There was no force in them, yet I could never resist. Rather, faster than my head could resist, my body complied with Onii-sama's will.
"No......I suppose it's about time you knew. If possible, I would have preferred that you never found out but...... As our mother's daughter, and that person's niece, that would have been a fleeting dream in any case."
Onii-sama's words were aimed at me, yet it seemed as if he wasn't talking to me, but reminding himself.
"Onii-sama?"
"There's no time at the moment, and I don't believe this is something that should be heard from me. So Miyuki, please go and ask our mother. The answer to the questions you have right now."
"From Okaa-sama......?"
To me without time to collect my uncertainties, simply blankly repeating his words back at him, Onii-sama gave one more smile, this time strong.
"Miyuki, don't worry. You are the one thing precious to me. Therefore, in order to continue protecting you in the future, I will definitely come back safe."
There was no deceit in Onii-sama's words.
There was no sense of comforting.
"I'll be alright."
Sheathing his smile and tightening his expression, his gaze unwavering,
As if it were a true and undeniable fact.
"There is nothing in existence which can hurt me in the truest sense."
I believed that there was nothing at all which could harm Onii-sama.
Onii-sama moved his hands from my cheek to my head, and stroked my hair.
He ran his hands over my now slightly messed up hair, laughing all the while, then moved to continue after Lieutenant Sanada.
This time, for real, Onii-sama headed towards the battlefield.
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Then again, as you'd expect, I had no idea where this Command and Control Center place was.
I had no choice but to return to that room which has lost its wall.
Come to think of it, how did the wall disappear?
Onii-sama and Sakurai-san had said that a barrier which blocked magic had been incorporated, meaning that the chances it had been destroyed by magic were low, yet the cross section was so surgically precise that it was hard to imagine any other way.
Although I'm pretty sure they wouldn't leave me behind, I couldn't help being anxious and returned to the room at a trot.
Ah......
"I'm sorry for having kept you waiting."
First I apologised to Okaa-sama, who greeted me.
As important as it is to recover her strength, there's no way she can simply be carried on a stretcher, so thinking about it, it's only natural that she'd be awoken by some means.
Because of my own selfish discretion and abandonment of Okaa-sama, which resulted in forcing them to wait, I bowed low not to escape her anger, but out of true regret.
"There's no need to apologise, Miyuki-san. You went to stop Tatsuya going off as he pleased, didn't you?"
Okaa-sama answered with a smile.
Uu......She's pretty mad......
"So, where did Tatsuya go? I don't see him around."
"That's, um......Onii-sama went to help the military fight the enemy."
"Onii-sama?"
Okaa-sama raised an eyebrow.
Reflexively I thought ‘oh dear’, but I didn’t once think of correcting myself.
Okaa-sama didn’t reprove me either.
Instead of blame, she simply gave a long sigh.
"Doing things his own way as usual……that child truly is defective."
Her words weren’t denouncing, they were forsaking.
Not resignation, but abandonment.
I didn’t even have to ask who she was talking about.
Rathe
r than indignation, I felt appalled.
For a mother to be so utterly indifferent concerning her own son.
"Well, whatever. Things seem to have somehow worked out this time, so let him do as he wants…… Thanks for waiting. Please take us now."
Okaa-sama spoke to the soldier waiting to guide us.
No, things didn’t ‘somehow’ work out.
The only reason I’m alive, the only reason Okaa-sama was saved, was because of Onii-sama.
Yet to that ‘somehow’, I was unable to say a word in dispute.
Entering the Command and Control Center, we had passed through no less than five blast doors.
On a floor around the size of four classrooms with no windows and no walls connected directly to the outside, around 30 operators sat in front of three rows of consoles in one hall, while opposite the large wall-mounted screen was an entrance leading to eight single mezzanine rooms.
We were lead to one of the single rooms with a glass front.
"I don’t sense any cameras or wiretap surveillance. It seems like this is one of the rooms high level officers and executives in the Ministry of Defense use while on inspection."
After examining the room, Sakurai-san informed Okaa-sama.
I have no idea what she did or how she did it, but her findings are always reliable.
That means it’s okay to talk about secrets in here.
"The glass in front isn’t just ordinary glass either. They have the same thing in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department. It’s capable of projecting anything from the monitors in the Command and Control Center."
Sakurai said so while watching the desktop monitor and operating the console.
"Okaa-sama, there’s something I’d like to ask."
In the meantime, I decided to take the plunge, and ask Okaa-sama about the matter from before.
"Earlier, Onii-sama had said that the only thing which he can consider precious is me, but……when I asked him why he didn’t say ‘is precious’ but rather ‘can feel is precious’, he said I should ask you, so……"
"I see. Tatsuya said that."
Listening to my question with a frown, Okaa-sama said that with a bored expression.
"I suppose it’s about time you knew."
Onii-sama had said the same thing. Just thinking about what this big secret was, I stiffened with tension.