by Nathan Long
The edge caught her painfully in the ribs, but she dug her claws into the straw-covered planks and pulled.
‘Where’s it gone?’ rasped a warden.
‘Above us!’
A blast shot between Ulrika’s feet just as she scrabbled out of the hole. She collapsed, groaning, on the loft floor, and this time she did vomit, splashing a flood of blood across the weathered boards and watching it vanish down the cracks between.
‘Blood! We’ve wounded it!’
‘Fetch a ladder!’
She pushed to her hands and knees and looked around. The walls angled to a peak above her head, and there was hay stacked all around. At the far end was the hay door, through which they winched the bales when they put them up for storage.
A ladder slapped against the edge of the hole, and she heard it creak as someone started to climb.
Ulrika lurched to her feet and stumbled towards the closed door, but just as she reached it, she heard a soft voice croak from below. ‘Masters, don’t kill her. Please.’
There was a general swearing, and then the first warden spoke. ‘He’s alive, poor fellow.’
‘Aye, that’s worse,’ said another. ‘Have to kill him now, before he turns.’
Ulrika stopped, the hay door half-open. What nonsense was this? He wouldn’t become a vampire. She hadn’t given him the dark kiss. She turned back, wanting to go down and kill them all to protect the groom from their ignorance.
A warden rose through the hole in the floor and fired. A hammer-blow impact punched her backwards through the hay door. She fell, flailing, then slammed hard on her shoulders in the cold mud of the yard, a sick, burning pain blossoming in her shoulder as her body rang with shock and the world dimmed and wavered.
There were shrieks and feminine cries from nearby, and then the voice of the shooter calling from inside the stables. ‘I hit it! It’s fallen into the yard!’
Ulrika’s vision cleared and she struggled to sit up, hissing in pain. People were pouring out of the inn, drawn by the sound of the pistol shots, and gabbled and pointed at her. From the stables came shouts and the thudding of boots.
She forced herself to her feet and ran unsteadily for the fence at the back of the yard – and the dark stand of trees beyond it. The wardens roared for her to stop, and a pistol ball whizzed by her as she vaulted the pickets and crashed through a thick cover of brush into the trees.
A few yards in, she crouched down behind a broad trunk and puked again, spilling more of poor Herman’s blood, then wiped her mouth and looked back. Two of the wardens were on top of the fence, one leg slung over, and staring into the woods as they reloaded their pistols. Neither, however, looked eager to venture into the darkness, and after a moment they turned back and dropped back into the inn yard.
Ulrika let out a sigh of relief and slumped down against the bole of the tree, then winced in pain. They would likely come after her soon, but she had a few moments while they gathered lanterns and torches, and she could not move on until she took the ball from her shoulder. It ground against her clavicle with every move, and if she left it where it was, her swift healing, fuelled by the blood she had ingested, would seal it inside her.
She pulled off her doublet and shirt, and winced at the sight of her emaciated arms and her ribs showing through her skin. It seemed it was going to take more than one feeding to return her to her old self. Then, pressing against the tree to steady herself, she extended the claws of her left hand and probed gently into the wound until she found the little lead nugget. The pain of her exploration was nothing compared to the agony of digging behind it and pulling it out through torn shoulder meat, but the relief when she threw it into the brush was exquisite.
As she tore her sleeve into strips to make a bandage, her mind, fogged and confused since she had crawled from under the boat, began to clear at last. She knew who she was again. She knew who she had been and what she was now. She knew where she was heading. But there were terrifying gaps – faces with no names, names with no faces. Was her father dead? She thought so, but couldn’t be sure. Had she made love to Max Schreiber, or had they only been friends? She no longer knew.
The biggest hole was the most recent. She could remember the pain of sinking in the river, and crawling from it to the little boat, but the last clear memory she had before that was fleeing from Hermione’s house and running through Nuln. How had she got from there to the water? She had vague flashes of lying for a long time in a confined space, and others of men shouting at her, and of falling, but that was all. The rest was gone. She had no idea what had transpired.
She was just tying off the bandages when she heard a muffled pistol shot and ducked, then looked around. No one was shooting at her. There was no one outside the inn yard fence. Who were they firing at?
Then she understood. The roadwardens had just shot Herman to keep him from turning into a vampire. She snarled, baring her fangs. Stupid men! She had spared him! She had done her best to honour her vow and let him live, and it had still come out wrong! Why was she so concerned about not killing men when they seemed to have so little compunction about killing each other? She was tempted to go back and prove herself the monster the wardens thought her, but she forced herself to be calm. She needed no more pistol wounds, and the night needed no more death.
With a last venomous glare in the direction of the inn, she pulled on her now-sleeveless shirt and her holed doublet, slung her makeshift pack over her shoulder and limped deeper into the woods, wondering if she would ever find a way to live without causing misery everywhere she went.
CHAPTER SEVEN
THE MIDNIGHT ROAD
Ulrika crept towards the highwaymen on silent feet. There were two, both on horseback, looking down on a lonesome stretch of moonlit road from the top of a low hill, and she was coming up behind them through a stand of slender trees. They were hard men, in shabby leathers and patched cloaks, with faces scarred by war, weather and drink, but one of them affected a bright feather in his broad-brimmed hat.
‘I tell ye, young Ham,’ that one was saying. ‘Style matters. Style will keep y’from the gallows.’
Ham, an ugly, lumpen young fellow, guffawed. ‘G’wan, Nikko. How’s a feather in yer cap gonna save y’from the drop?’
‘’T’aint just the feather, laddie,’ said Nikko. ‘It’s the whole thing. Why, if y’go in crackin’ skulls and makin’ widows of all and sundry before y’grab their loot, they hate ye, y’see. They scream to the wardens and call for the jaggers, and pretty soon yer on the wrong end of a foxhunt. But–’ he reached up and tapped the brim of his hat, ‘if ye swan in with a fancy bow and a merry, “stand and deliver!” and ye pay compliments to the ladies as ye take their purses and pearls, why then, they almost love ye for it. They’ve got a grand story to tell their friends – robbed by a dashing gentleman of the road – and they ain’t so inclined to go to the chasers.’
Ham grunted. ‘Sounds like a lot o’bother. And what if some coachman unloads with a pair of barkers. Am I supposed t’kiss his hand, then?’
Nikko shrugged. ‘Y’can kill any number of coachmen and outriders and wardens as ye like. The marks want t’know yer dangerous. Gives ’em a thrill. Y’just can’t kill the quality. Nobody cares if a few peasants gets it – not even t’other peasants – but ye kill a nob and they’ll chase ye from here to Marienburg.’
A distant rumble brought their heads up, and they looked to the south. Ulrika looked too. A coach flashed past a break in the trees, winding along the road that would pass below the hill.
‘Here we go,’ said Ham, lifting a crossbow from a hook on his saddle.
Nikko jammed his hat down firmly on his head and drew a pistol. ‘Just don’t shoot ’til they show fight this time, aye?’
Ulrika rose from her crouch. It was now or never. She’d lose her prize once the coach came into range. She stepped from the woods, directly behind them, unarmed. ‘Stand and deliver, gentlemen.’
The highwaymen almost jumped out
of their saddles. They spun to stare at her as she strode between their horses.
‘Who in Ranald’s name are you?’ asked Ham.
‘Get away,’ snarled Nikko. ‘Yer spoilin’ our game.’
‘You,’ said Ulrika, ‘are my game.’
With a lightning hand she caught Ham’s arm and jerked him from his horse to slam on the ground. Nikko cried out and swung his pistol at her. She ducked and twisted it from his hand, then cracked him on the temple with it. He slumped to the ground beside his companion as their horses danced nervously aside, eyes rolling.
Ham was on his knees, drawing his dagger from his belt. ‘Ye mannish bitch,’ he snarled. ‘I’ll have yer liver for this!’
Ulrika kicked the dagger from his hand and hauled him up by the front of his leather jerkin, though he was nearly double her weight. He tried to throw a fist, but she caught it.
‘Leave off!’ he shouted, struggling. ‘Leave–’
His words died as she opened her mouth and let out her fangs.
‘Sigmar protect me,’ he whimpered.
‘You, murderer?’ said Ulrika, raising an eyebrow. ‘I doubt he cares.’
She sank her teeth into his neck and drank, closing her eyes as the soothing warmth of his blood filled her and his struggles quietened.
She fed with perfect control. Taking only enough to give her strength, but not so much as to bloat her or make her drunk with it. And when she was done, she killed with perfect control. A quick twist to snap his spine, and Ham sagged to the ground, limbs asprawl, a beatific expression on his ugly face.
She turned to Nikko, who stared groggily at her from where he had fallen.
‘Mercy,’ he whispered, crabbing backwards. ‘Mercy! I won’t tell a soul.’
Ulrika hesitated, considering. Nikko was no brute like Ham. He was handsome for his years, and had a friendly way about him. She could give him mercy if she wished. She would be far away by morning, once she had stolen his horse and ridden north. Even if he told, they would never catch her. But then she thought of his callous words, how he was willing to kill any number of coachmen and outriders because peasants didn’t matter. She snarled. A dashing feather could hide a vile heart.
‘Aye,’ she said, drawing her rapier. ‘You won’t.’
He screamed and tried to run, but her blade lashed out and decapitated him before he gained his feet. His head bounced free of his hat and began to roll slowly down the hill, just as the coach thundered by.
Ulrika watched it out of sight, then knelt and searched the highwaymen, taking from them what coin and gear she could use, and stuffing it all in a sturdy pack she had stolen from a previous victim. It was more than two weeks since the incident with Herman and the roadwardens, and she had made good progress towards Praag, but the journey had by no means been easy or pleasant.
Ulrika could not have imagined before she left Nuln how difficult travel would be for a creature of the night. For a start, even after she had filled out again and regained the appearance of health, she had neither the face nor hair nor manner of dress that lent themselves to blending in. No matter where she went she was noticed, and noticed was the last thing a vampire wanted to be. A Lahmian sister, dressed as a great lady, or a servant, or a harlot, might be catalogued and dismissed, forgotten as soon as she was seen, but people didn’t stop looking at Ulrika. They were always taking another glance, trying to work out what she was. Was she a woman or a man? Old or young? A bravo or a dandy? And if they looked too long, they might notice something else – the pallor of her skin, the coldness of her touch, the inhuman something that made dogs bark fearfully when she was near.
So she’d learned to find shelter away from places where humans congregated, in farmers’ barns, in ruined towers, under haystacks and curled up in roadside shrines. But as she’d continued further north, and travelled deeper into the Great Forest, even such meagre shelters were not always available, and she’d had to, more than once, burrow under the leaf mould of the forest floor and pray nothing disturbed it before the sun went down.
Even more difficult was the challenge of feeding regularly. After the shame and tragedy of poor Herman, Ulrika had become more determined than ever to master her hunger, and to feed only on those that deserved it, so she was forever seeking out the worst of humanity and luring them to their doom. On her journey so far she had drunk from bandits and thieves, from murderers and pimps, from cultists, rapists, poisoners and thugs. Such hunting had been relatively easy in the towns of the south – though she had twice been seen and chased from a village by peasants armed with torches and pitchforks – but again, the further into the northern forests she went, the harder it became. Even along the major coach roads, she sometimes went a night without seeing a single man, let alone a villain.
Because of all these dangers, she had grown more cautious and methodical. Now she began looking for shelter hours before sunrise, rather than scurrying around in a mad rush while the sky grew pink. Now she made sure to feed before venturing off into desolate areas, and always enquired the distance to the next town. Now she kept an ear out at inns, listening for rumours of bandits and plundered wagons. Now she cut the throats of the men she fed from, in order to hide the telltale bite marks she left.
Still, for all that she had got better at it, it was a hard, unpleasant life, and she often dreamed of returning to Gabriella and begging forgiveness so she could be snug and safe again in the comforting nest of Lahmian luxury. But every time she was tempted, she reminded herself of the countess saying she might have slaves but not friends, and of the deaths of Friedrich Holmann and Lotte the maid, and the spaniel-eyed fawning of the blood-swains, and it strengthened her resolve. She would not trade honour for comfort. There had to be another way to be a vampire.
There had to be.
Ulrika picked up Nikko’s wide, feathered hat from where it had fallen and tried it on. It was a good fit. With the rough leather jerkin and heavy patched cloak she had acquired along the way, she imagined she looked a proper vagabond now – which was all to the good. A ragged traveller was much less conspicuous than a white-haired dandy in black velvet.
She tied the leads of Ham’s horse to Nikko’s saddle, then mounted and turned to the north.
In another two weeks Ulrika was across the Kislev border, and two weeks after that, she was within sight of the towers of Praag, far in the distance across the flat plains of the central oblast. Travel through them had been even more difficult than through the forests of the Empire, because towns were even sparser, and cover in an almost treeless land even harder to find.
She’d lost the two horses just after Kislev, when she’d been caught feeding and had had to flee without going back to where she’d hitched them. Since then, she had made her way by following a supply caravan – a mile-long procession that was bringing timber, grain, guns and cavalry remounts to Praag to support the remains of the Ice Queen’s army there, as well as food and arms for the siege that was sure to come when the hordes returned in the spring.
The caravan moved slowly enough that Ulrika could make up at night whatever distance it had covered during the day, and it was always surrounded by ne’er-do-wells and villains – men who attempted to steal the supplies, cheat the soldiers who guarded them, or lure away their camp followers for evil purposes, so she had a steady supply of predators to prey upon no matter where they were. She did her best to pick men of such evil and unreliable reputations that no one would care or wonder if they went missing, but even so, by the end of the first week the camps were whispering about a monster that followed them, and dragged away men in the night.
She didn’t feed every night – that would have been too dangerous – and to her pleasant surprise, she found she no longer needed to. Where once missing blood for even a single day had been agony, now she found she could go sometimes as much as three days before the pangs became unbearable. She didn’t like to leave it too long, however, for it wouldn’t do to be weak and desperate if something went wrong, or
if she became separated from the caravan, so she tried to feed every third night and never from the same campfire twice in a row.
As the caravan had got closer to Praag, Ulrika had begun to see reminders of the Chaos invasion of the previous year – burnt towns, abandoned farms, mounds of earth covering hastily dug mass graves, and gaunt peasants whose fields and stores had been raided twice, once by the invaders when they came south, and a second time by the Ice Queen’s armies when they had arrived to push the hordes north again.
She also saw signs that some marauders had not retreated. Columns of Gospodar winged lancers often thundered past, their eagle-wing banners snapping in the wind, and sometimes with barbaric severed heads impaled on their lance tips. Rumour flitted around the campfires that this or that caravan had been raided by crazed northerners who came howling out of the night and vanished again with captives and plunder, none knew to where. Ulrika saw a farm burning on the horizon one night, and passed through the smouldering ruins of a little town the next, its citizens butchered and violated in unspeakable ways. She snarled with patriotic loathing at each atrocity. Her homeland had been defiled, and worse was yet to come. She almost relished the return of the hordes in the spring. It would give her opportunity for vengeance.
Finally, that morning, just before she had bedded down in the root cellar of a gutted farmhouse, she had seen the distant onion-domed towers of Praag glittering in the first pink rays of the rising sun, and now that it was evening there was only one last march to go. She would be in the city before daylight, and then… and then…?
Her spine tingled with fear and excitement. In only a few hours she might be seeing Felix and Max and Gotrek again. Should she do it? Could she? Could she not? And what would be the aftermath? She might be dead the next instant, killed by the Slayer’s dread axe. Worse, she might be shunned. They might turn from her in loathing. Perhaps that was better. She would know where she stood. And if Felix or Max welcomed her with open arms, could she control herself? Would she love them, or feed on them?