***
It was daytime when I woke up again. The first person I saw was Mom seated on the chair, a magazine on her lap. She looked so miserable. Torin sat in the corner, arms crossed, runes making him invisible to everyone but me.
He smiled and mouthed, “Good morning, Freckles.”
“Good morning.” I didn’t realize I’d spoken out loud until Mom looked up and gasped.
“Oh, honey. You’re awake.” She jumped up, and the magazine fell from her lap. “The nurses told me you woke up last night and talked, but I didn’t believe them. They should have woken me up. How are you feeling? Are you in pain? Do you want me to call the nurse?”
I managed a smile. “No, Mom. I’m fine.”
Tears filled her eyes, and a sob escaped her lips. She covered her mouth. “I was so scared when they told me you were bleeding in your brain. Then they drilled a hole into your skull and… and… I’m sorry I’m going on, but I’m just happy you’re okay.” She sniffled and wiped her cheeks. Then she reached out with a trembling hand as though to touch my head. At the last minute, she stopped, fisted her hand, and gave me a tiny apologetic smile. “Look at me, crying like a baby when you’re finally awake. That cursed tree is being chopped down tomorrow. I already made an appointment with a landscape company.” She turned to pull the chair closer to the bed.
I glanced at Torin in confusion.
“I told her you fell from the tree,” he explained. “It was the only explanation I could give her and the EMT.”
“Don’t blame the tree or cut it down, Mom,” I whispered. “Dad planted it.”
“Your father will understand. Every time I see it, I’ll be reminded of how close I came to losing you. You were right to be wary about climbing it all these years. It’s dangerous.”
There was no point arguing with her once she made up her mind. She could be as stubborn as me. I reached for the water.
“No, don’t move. The doctor said you must not exert yourself.” She picked up the cup and held the straw to my lips. “Are you hungry?”
I nodded.
“I’ll see what the nurses can rustle up.” She disappeared out the door.
Torin moved closer and stroked my hand. “How are you feeling?”
“Better.”
“You missed Eirik and Cora this morning, so don’t be surprised if they come back during lunch.”
Before I could respond, Mom came back. Torin moved back to the corner and watched us with a tiny smile as she fussed over me and talked about the surgery. She reassured me about my hair and the scar. Apparently, they had to shave an area near my ear for the surgery, but my chopped off hair was the least of my problems. The hospital food, when it finally arrived, was awful, and I could barely hold it down.
“Do you want me to get you something else to eat?” Torin asked.
Happy I could see him and talk to him without Mom knowing, I nodded. He left and returned a little later with breakfast—egg and sausage sandwiches and hot chocolate for both of us. By then, Mom had left for home to change. We ate. Then he left so I could rest. He came back hours later with lunch. A few minutes after he arrived, I heard the cheer chant for the Trojan swim team.
We are the Trojans. Oh Yeah
Kayville High top guns. Oh Yeah
When in the pool. Oh Yeah
We are so cool. Oh Yeah
When at a meet. Oh Yeah
We bring the heat. Oh Yeah
We’ve got the hold. Oh Yeah
On all the gold. Oh Yeah
I grinned, recognizing Cora and Eirik’s voices. Even though they weren’t yelling, I was surprised the nurses didn’t kick them out or tell them to zip it. They danced into my hospital room, both of them in Trojan crimson and gold swim pants, jackets, and T-shirts, swim goggles on their foreheads. They continued to chant.
Cause when we race. Oh Yeah
We set the pace. Oh Yeah
We’re number 1. Oh Yeah
The only one. Oh Yeah
Oh Yeah, Oh Yeah, Oh Yeah, Oh Yeah
They finished and posed. Torin stared at them as though they’d lost their minds, but he was trying hard not to laugh. They looked ridiculous, but it was Homecoming week.
“First day of Spirit Week is…?” Cora asked, hands on her hips, head cocked to the side.
“Sports Day,” I said.
Cora’s chin trembled, tears springing to her eyes. “Tomorrow is…?”
“Neon Day, then Wacky Tacky,” I added, my eyes welling, too. “Then my favorite… Character Day.”
“You remembered. That means you’re okay, right? Your brain is working fine.” She closed the gap between us, tears racing down her face.
I lifted my hand toward her, and she gripped it, both of us crying. “They might have drilled a hole into my skull, but I can never forget how crazy you act during Spirit Week. What floor did we get?”
“Second floor, west wing,” Eirik said, grinning.
“We decorated it with blue balloons and streamers, water-themed…” Cora swallowed a sob and glared at me. “Don’t ever scare me like that again. I thought I’d lost you and… and… I want to hug you, but I’m scared of hurting your ribs.” She swiped at her cheeks. “I’ll say it again. Don’t ever, ever scare me like that again.” She glanced at Eirik. “Okay, it’s his turn. I’ll wait outside, where I can sob like an idiot without making you cry, too.”
I stared after her and shook my head. She was such a drama queen, and I loved her to death. My eyes connected with Torin’s, but he didn’t make a move to leave. In fact, he leaned back and got comfortable, his expression saying he wasn’t going anywhere. Sighing, I ignored him and focused on Eirik.
Eirik planted a kiss on my forehead, then sat in Mom’s chair and reached for my hand. My eyes went to Torin to see his reaction. Blue ice flashed in his eyes, his annoyance obvious. I knew his display of jealousy shouldn’t please me, but it did anyway.
“Do you want me to get you anything? Something to eat other than hospital food? Bust you out of here?” Eirik asked.
“I have our food here, bonehead,” Torin said.
Once again, I ignored Torin. “That’s sweet, Eirik, but I’m okay food-wise and leaving right now is against the surgeon’s orders.”
Eirik’s smile disappeared. “I’m so sorry I screwed up, Raine.”
“You? What do you mean?”
“It’s my fault you were hurt.”
I frowned. “No, it’s not. Why would you say that?”
“If I hadn’t left you alone to play that stupid game, you wouldn’t have been bored and decided to go home.” He pressed a kiss on my knuckles, and Torin leaned forward as though he wanted to dive across the room and maul him. “You know that I love you.”
Torin growled.
I shot him a warning look, but answered Eirik. “I know.”
“And that I would do anything for you,” Eirik added.
“I know that, too.”
“I let you down, Raine, and I’m really sorry.”
I sighed. “Eirik, don’t—”
“No, let me finish. If you want to change our relationship and go back to being just friends, I’ll understand,” he continued.
Torin sat up and I could only guess at what he was thinking—here was my chance to cut ties with Eirik. But I couldn’t take the coward’s way out and blame Eirik for something he hadn’t done.
“You’re not my keeper, Eirik, and I won’t let you blame yourself for something that wasn’t your fault.”
“You’re sure?”
I nodded. “I tried to climb the tree to get to my bedroom because I didn’t want to wake up Mom. It was my fault, not yours.” My gaze connected with Torin. He didn’t look happy. Eirik, on the other hand, sighed with relief and flashed his famous sunny smile.
“Good, because I wasn’t about to give up on us without a fight,” he said. Then he frowned. “Did Torin have anything to do with you leaving the party?”
“Why do you say that?” I tried
not to look at Torin.
“Cora said you were dancing with him. Did he say or do something to make you leave his place? Because if he did—”
“No, he didn’t.” I shook my head. “We danced.”
“And kissed,” Torin added from the corner of the room.
“Was it Jess?”
I shook my head. “No. No one is to blame for what happened to me, Eirik.”
***
“I want to hold you while you sleep,” Torin whispered that night after everyone left.
I scooted to create room for him. Since the incision on my head was behind my right ear, I spent most of the time on my left side. He curled behind me in the narrow bed, his hand resting around my waist. “Let me know if anywhere hurts.”
“I don’t care.”
“I do.” His thumb touched my lips as though to stop me from speaking, but the effect on me was instant. My lips tingled. “I want to kiss you, but I’m afraid of hurting you.”
I wanted to kiss him, too. “You could never hurt me. Not with a kiss.”
He chuckled. “I’ll not want to stop, so let’s not try it. Go to sleep, Freckles.”
The next morning, I opened my eyes and looked into his beautiful eyes. It was still dark outside, and it sounded like the nurses were changing rotations. He cupped my face and gently stroked my cheek. Only one rune glowed on his forehead. He had an amazing ability to control them, I’d noticed.
“I’ll be back later with breakfast,” he whispered.
For the rest of the week, Eirik and Cora stopped by in crazy Spirit Week outfits. Eirik came during lunch and sat with me. In the evenings, he stayed after Cora left, did his homework, and even watched a little TV. Torin left whenever Eirik appeared, but he hated it. I saw it in his eyes, yet I couldn’t bring myself to tell Eirik the truth yet.
Night was my time with Torin. We spent every night together. I didn’t know if he used runes to stay invisible or if he enchanted my room so the nurses saw only what he wanted them to see. I didn’t care. I loved sleeping in his arms.
While he was at school, I tried to stay active by walking around. My doctor encouraged it. Often, I crossed from Surgical to the Women’s Center to see the newborns. It was as though a force I couldn’t explain pulled me there.
“Is one of them yours?” a man asked me.
I laughed at the thought of me with a child. “No. I’m only seventeen.”
“What happened to you?” he asked, his gaze on the bandage around my head.
“I fell from a tree and injured my ribs and head. Which one is yours?”
He grinned with pride and pointed to a puny baby in an incubator. “His name is Jeffrey. He came out early, but he’s a fighter.”
Tears rushed to my eyes. The pride in his voice made me think of my father. “I was a preemie, too,” I whispered. “My father said I fought to live, but holding and massaging me helped a lot. They say human contact is good for preemies.”
“Is that so?” The man thanked me and walked away.
On Friday, I got enough courage to approach the nurses’ station at the Women’s Center and asked for Nurse Guillaume.
The nurse behind the desk frowned. “Who?”
“Gabby Guillaume. I just wanted to say hi.”
The nurse shook her head. “You must be mistaken, honey. We don’t have a nurse by that name working at this center.”
I frowned. “Are you sure? My friend and I were here a week ago and talked to her. She was behind the counter and… and her aunt worked here seventeen years ago, too.”
“It’s okay. Calm down.” The nurse reached across the desk and patted my hand. “What floor are you from?”
“Not the crazy ward,” I retorted and yanked my hand from under hers. I was annoyed and, to be honest, spooked. Had I imagined visiting the hospital with Cora and meeting with the Gabby Guillaume?
“Just a second. Could you describe her?” the nurse called out.
I debated whether to keep walking, but I needed answers. Someone was messing with my head. “Medium height, brown skin, and braids. I think she’s Creole. Her cousin goes to my school.”
She quickly typed on her keyboard. “I’m sorry, but someone played a cruel joke on you, honey. We’ve never had the person you just described work here. Maybe she works at a different center.”
“Even seventeen years ago?”
“I can’t say for sure, but Records would have that information.” She gave me a smile filled with pity. Not only had the fake nurse lied to me, Marj had, too.
Puzzled, I turned to leave and almost missed the father of the preemie I’d spoken to a few days ago. He was with his wife in one of the rooms and in his arms was little Jeffrey. Smiling, I left the center.
That night, I told Torin what I’d learned about the fake nurse. “That means Marj lied to me.”
“Marj? Who’s Marj?”
“Marjorie LeBlanc. She, Jeannette, and Catie helped you with your party last Saturday.”
Torin sat up and came around the bed so I could see his face. “What are you talking about?”
“When Cora and I came back from shopping, Marj and her friends were helping you get groceries from an SUV.”
He chuckled and shook his head. “I think your memories are a little off, Freckles. I used a catering company to help with the party. They sent three women, and if I recall correctly, not one of them was called Marj or Marjorie, and I don’t recall the names of the other two.”
“I talked to Marj, Torin,” I insisted, trying not to panic. “She’s on the swim team. The three of them are. They also helped Eirik with my birthday party at the club.” A foreboding feeling washed over me. What if all my memories were false and things I thought had happened never did?
Torin frowned. The next second, he was pacing room. He paused and said, “Describe them.”
“Marj is brown-skinned, Creole, I think, with dark-brown eyes. Catie has black hair, hazel eyes, and tan skin, and Jeannette has blonde hair and gray eyes. They’re about the same height, five-seven or eight, neither skinny nor fat. They all transferred to our school last year and became fast friends. I’ve never asked them, but I always assumed they knew each other before they came to our school.”
“Norns,” he whispered.
“What?”
He paused and looked undecided, then came back and sat on the edge of my bed. “I’m sorry there’re things I cannot share with you yet, but I promise to tell you everything once I know whether we’re dealing with good or bad ones.”
“Did you say norms?”
His frown deepened. “No, Norns. Don’t bother looking for the three nurses who took care of you when you were born, because you won’t find them. If we’re dealing with Norns, it might explain their presence.”
***
Armed with a list of instructions from my doctor, Mom checked me out of the hospital on Saturday. Eirik stood outside my house with flowers, ‘Welcome Home’ balloons, and a broad smile. My gaze went to Torin’s, but his garage was closed, which meant he wasn’t home. Had he found anything on the Norns—whatever they were?
The first thing I did when I got to my room was shower. Even though I’d showered at the hospital, using my own shampoo and soap made me feel a lot better. I studied the already healing wound on my head. The bumps of titanium plates and screws holding the bone together under my skin felt a little weird. At least the area was perfectly hidden by my hair and no one would notice it unless I put my hair up in a ponytail.
Standing naked in front of the mirror, I studied the yellowish bruises on my chest. It still hurt whenever I took deep breaths. Unfortunately, I had to take deep breaths as part of my daily exercise to prevent my lungs from collapsing.
Eirik was waiting in my room when I finished in the bathroom. Just like old times, he’d pulled out the spare bed from under mine and was lying on it. The thought of breaking off our relationship and hurting him made me feel terrible. I lay on my left side and tried to see his face as we talked.<
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“I want to ask you something,” I said as soon as I settled on my bed.
He cocked his eyebrows. “Okay. Shoot.”
“I know this is going to sound strange, but it’s a test to see if my memories are intact or not.”
He wore a skeptical look. “You remembered Homecoming week themes.”
“I’m serious, Eirik. The doctor said people tend to have short-term memory loss after a brain trauma. Homecoming is an old memory.”
He sobered up fast and sat up. “Okay.”
“Who helped you with my birthday at the club?”
“What do you mean?” he asked, frowning.
“You gave me a surprise birthday party, right?”
He nodded. “At L.A. Connection. Cora and I planned it.”
“Who else helped you organize it?”
“Some woman in charge of parties at the club. We worked with her and her friends.”
“What about Marj, Jeannette, and Catie?”
He frowned. “Who?”
“Marjorie LeBlanc, Jeannette Wilkes, and Catie Vivanco. They’re on our swim team.”
Eirik scrubbed his face. “Raine, there’s no one on the swim team called Marjorie LeBlanc, or Jeannette Wilkes, or Catie Vivanco.”
I swallowed panic. How could I remember them so clearly when everyone else couldn’t? Either I was going crazy or Torin was right. Norns, whoever they were, were messing with my head.
“Hey,” Eirik said, gripping my hand. “You okay?”
“Yeah. I thought we had three new girls on the team.” I described them and explained their arrival last year, but Eirik kept shaking his head. Two down. If Cora didn’t know who they were either, then I’d know for sure something was wrong with me. “I have a friend called Cora though, right?”
Eirik scowled. “That’s not funny.”
I grabbed his hand when he plopped back on the pullout bed. “I mean it. Do I have a friend called Cora?”
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