I tore open the parcel as I trudged up the stairs. Along with Papa’s letter about the peasant woman dragging her sick pig into Uncle Ferenc’s surgery until they explained that he only treats humans, I found a vial of yet another insomnia cure that Mama (against my advice) purchased from the chemist. Did I not write that I needed socks? Or did clairvoyant Mama know what I really needed?
Remember how you’d promise that my insomnia would disappear? That I would grow out of it, that everyone slept, sooner or later. That hasn’t happened. The only difference is that I am no longer in my childhood room, lying in the dark, hating sleepers everywhere who take sleep for granted.
Paris is an insomniac’s heaven. There is always something to photograph, something hidden in the shadows. One can see so much more in the darkness than in the light of day. How fortunate that my problem should have turned out to be a blessing, sending me out to take pictures in the velvet night. I know what you are thinking: if I’d stayed home, my insomnia would have gone away on its own.
Back in my room I turned on the “light” and crushed a gigantic water bug that rose to fight me on its hind legs. I opened the vial from Mama and, as directed, dripped four drops into a glass. Red roses bloomed in the water. I drank the potion, lay down, and tried not to think about my embarrassing chat with Yvonne. You can imagine how easy that was for your hypersensitive boy whose throat has been sore for a week.
I recalled Dr. Drumas, or was it Dr. Fiksor—anyway, one of those “experts” to whom you took me—advising me to calm my racing thoughts by giving myself a task. I decided to translate Yvonne’s song from French into Hungarian. The vowels soothed me, and soon enough I imagined the scent of talcum, and it seemed to me I heard Mama singing me to sleep.
That’s when I made the fatal mistake of trying to remember the tune. Not Mama’s tune. Yvonne’s. My eyes shot open, and I realized what my talk with Yvonne had meant. I’d failed to notice her lizard because I have no talent and will spend the rest of my life taking wedding and graduation portraits in our dusty, provincial town.
I decided to write you, to bring you, if only in spirit, into this mildew-ridden but otherwise delightful room. This letter is the only good thing to come out of another white night. I know I am spoiled to be young and free and in Paris and complaining because it’s almost dawn and I am awake.
Don’t worry, dear parents, I’ll sleep. Yvonne’s tune eludes me, but I plan to hypnotize myself with the arpeggio of waves against the shore. Your sailor is dead. Your sailor is dead. That should put me right out.
Don’t forget to write. And if you get a chance, send socks. Silk, if possible. Black.
Hug and kiss each other for me, your loving son, Gabor
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FRANCINE PROSE is the author of fifteen books of fiction, most recently the highly acclaimed Goldengrove. Her novel A Changed Man won the Dayton Literary Peace Prize, and Blue Angel was a finalist for the National Book Award for Fiction. Her most recent work of nonfiction, Reading Like a Writer, was a New York Times bestseller. A former president of PEN American Center, she lives in New York City.
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Goldengrove
A Changed Man
Blue Angel
Guided Tours of Hell
Hunters and Gatherers
The Peaceable Kingdom
Primitive People
Women and Children First
Bigfoot Dreams
Hungry Hearts
Household Saints
Animal Magnetism
Marie Laveau
The Glorious Ones
Judah the Pious
NONFICTION
Reading Like a Writer
Caravaggio: Painter of Miracles
Gluttony
Sicilian Odyssey
The Lives of the Muses: Nine Women and the Artists They Inspired
FOR YOUNG ADULTS
Touch
Bullyville
After
FOR CHILDREN
Rhino, Rhino, Sweet Potato
Leopold, the Liar of Leipzig
The Demon’s Mistake: A Story from Chelm
You Never Know: A Legend of the Lamed-vavniks
The Angel’s Mistake: Stories of Chelm
Dybbuk: A Story Made in Heaven
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