by Jodi Thomas
Noah had laughed, bending down until they were eye-to-eye. “You’re right, Rea, I can think of no one else I’d rather have on my side in a fight than little old you. Come on along if you’re brave enough.”
That had settled it. They’d climbed into his truck and hit the road. She’d already told Uncle Jeremiah she would be late because it was Friday night, so he wouldn’t be expecting her.
Now, as she watched the sun set against a brown sky, she wished she were home. Noah was busy at rodeoing and spent little time sitting beside her. When he wasn’t riding, he was helping out in the chutes or talking to the other riders.
The announcer yelled that Preacher McAllen was up next, riding a bronc named Blue Thunder. Reagan turned to watch just as the gate swung wide.
Noah’s long body jerked and popped as the horse whirled. With one hand in the air and his hat crammed down, his body bowed as if boneless in the saddle. Reagan felt the pain with him as she clicked off the seconds in her mind. Five. Six. Seven. Another hard buck. His hat flew, but he held on.
She was on her feet when she yelled, “Eight,” just as the buzzer sounded and Noah dropped his arm and leaned forward on the powerful animal.
Pickup men moved in on either side of the still-bucking bronc. Their horses were big, well-trained animals, and despite the condition of the arena, the two seemed skilled at their jobs tonight.
Noah grabbed one man’s waist and hung on long enough to be out of stomping distance before he slid to the ground, stumbled backward, but stayed on his feet. The riders shooed the horse toward the open corral gate.
Reagan ran toward him as he picked up his hat and moved to the fence. “You made it!” she yelled. “You made the full time.”
He grinned down at her through the fence. “I do now and then, you know, Rea. Don’t look so surprised.” He stepped on the bottom board of the arena fence and swung himself over to stand next to her. “If I’m going to go pro someday, I got to start staying on. That’s my plan. Besides, I didn’t want to hit that ground. I’ve seen blacktop softer.”
Reagan laughed. “It was worth coming and waiting out in the cold to see that ride. You looked great. I was so worried I swear I could feel my heart pounding in my throat.”
Noah looked at the almost-empty stands. “I’m glad you were here. Nobody else was. Now I’ve got someone to back me up when I brag and tell what happened.” He messed up her unruly curls with his big hand. “I’m glad I let you talk me into you coming along.”
The rodeo came to an end and Noah collected the buckle, and then they piled into the truck and headed home.
As they passed back through the little no-name town, Noah asked, “Want to stop for an ice cream? I feel like celebrating.”
“Sounds good,” she said, still shivering. “As long as we can run the heater on the way home.”
They pulled into a hamburger place, and he was still explaining how he’d planned his ride tonight as they took the back booth.
“What are you going to do when school’s out?” Reagan asked after the waitress took their order.
“I got it all planned out. Hank said I would work part time at his place. With the money I make, I’m going to start buying stock for the ranch. When my brother was alive, he ran a hundred head on our land and had dreams of twice that. Mom says the ranch isn’t worth the taxes on the place, but I think if I had a stake I could make it work. We have a couple, Michael and Maria, living next to the main house in a place that used to be the foreman’s quarters. They stay rent free for watching over the ranch. Michael said he’d keep an eye on any stock I had grazing.”
“Why does your mother hate it so much?” Reagan didn’t care about the cattle; people interested her more.
“Dad told me once she hated the land more than she loved him. Whatever that means.” He shrugged. “Sometimes I think they just got married to fight. Everything about them is polar opposite. She’s from Dallas, never rode a horse till she met Dad. He said she thought the only cowboys left played football. I asked my brother once a few years before he died why he thought a rodeo cowboy and a Dallas cheerleader would marry, and his said he’d explain it to me when I was older.” Noah frowned. “I’m older now, but he’s gone.”
“Are your folks divorced?”
Noah laughed. “Hell, no. I guess they figure if they divorced and married someone else, they’d just make two more people miserable. Alex says Dad pays the bills on Mom’s house in town, and he sent checks regularly for her schooling. Mom works at the Lady Bug in busy seasons to make a little extra money, but she’s got a small trust fund that’s enough to keep her in new cars every few years.”
“Why didn’t your dad move back to the ranch after she left?”
“He’s got his life in Amarillo, I guess. He was from ranching folks, but I think the only part of it he really loved was the competition. Now, folks say he’s a workaholic. To tell you the truth, I don’t know him very well. I know he loved the rodeo, but he didn’t really teach me. I think it was just in my blood. I don’t remember him being around much.”
Reagan smiled. “He must have come home at least three times.”
It took Noah a second to figure out what she was implying. He looked down. “Yeah. I guess he thought he wasn’t needed after Mom had us kids. You should meet her; she turned into a supermom when it came to raising kids. Dad probably thought with all the relatives in town, he wasn’t much needed. I think of him as kind of a jack-in-the-box father. He pops up now and then.”
“You like him?”
Noah smiled. “I respect him. Since he’s never been around, I can’t say as I miss him.” He leaned back. “What about your dad?”
Reagan was saved from lying by the arrival of banana splits in tiny red boats.
As they ate, the place filled with high school kids, loud and traveling in small packs. While Reagan watched them, Noah stole every other bite of her ice cream.
“We’d better get out of here,” he said in a whisper. “Too many people around bothers me. I see a few of the guys I rode against tonight, and they weren’t happy about me winning the buckle.”
“I’m still hungry,” she whispered back.
“I’ll buy you a malt on the way out.”
She grabbed his jacket and folded it over her arm, holding it tightly as they moved through the crowd. Noah looked back and offered his hand.
Reagan didn’t take it. She wasn’t into holding hands. He didn’t seem to mind. He just ordered the malt, and by the time he’d dug the money out, it was ready.
They made it almost to his truck before a shout stopped them.
“Preacher!”
“Get in the truck,” Noah ordered her as he turned to face trouble.
Three shadows moved toward them, kicking up the white dust of the parking lot as they rushed.
Reagan, making no move toward the cab of the truck, tried to see around Noah as he widened his stance.
The local boys had been at the rodeo, but all three wore leather football letter jackets, not denim. They weren’t part of the rodeo, they were just locals. Boys a few years past high school but still refusing to grow up, she guessed.
All three were older than Noah.
She couldn’t make out their faces, but the way they spread out told her this probably wasn’t the no-name town’s welcoming committee.
“You came a long way to take our prize,” one said. “My little brother was riding tonight, and he was hands-down the pick to win until you showed up.”
“Look.” Noah stood his ground. “Your brother is more than welcome to come down to Harmony’s rodeo and compete for our buckles.”
They’d spread out enough so that Reagan could see one of the guys clearly. He wasn’t tall, but had a hard kind of beefiness about him.
Noah could no longer keep an eye on all three, so he spoke to the one in the center, who seemed to be the leader. His voice was low and calm, but not friendly.
It crossed her mind that these three were the m
ost incompetent thugs she’d ever seen. They were trying to frighten Noah and her, but they didn’t look like they knew what to say. These boys should have stopped by some of the foster homes she’d been in for a course in bullying.
Finally, the one nearest her laughed. “Is this your girl, Preacher, or your little sister?”
Reagan glared at him. She hated not looking her age, and she despised it when others mentioned it.
“She don’t look old enough to be out this late, Preacher. Maybe we should turn you in for pestering a kid?”
“Yeah, maybe you’re some kind of child molester,” another one shouted.
Reagan sensed it now. Noah might not have been angry when they tried to bully him, but he didn’t like them picking on her.
“Lay off,” he said. “She’s a friend.”
“Cute.” The guy moved closer, puffed up like a horned toad. “Reminds me of those Ewoks in Star Wars. She’s got the wildest hair. What color is it, anyway?”
As his big hand reached out toward her, Reagan decided she’d had enough. She threw her malt directly at his chest.
The paper cup exploded, sending the cold cream from his face to his boots.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the other two moving on Noah. All Reagan could do was think about keeping the one before her from joining his friends. She began kicking the beefy guy as he swore and screamed and backed away, trying to wipe malt out of his eyes.
She doubled her kicks, landing several against the back of his knees, making him almost fall as he twisted and turned to avoid her assault.
He finally stormed away, calling her every name he could come up with.
When Reagan turned, she was expecting to see the other two beating Noah, but they were just standing five feet in front of him, frozen.
It took her a moment to realize what had stopped them.
Standing on the bed of Noah’s truck was Brandon Biggs with a pipe in his fists long enough to do some serious brain damage.
Noah slowly turned until he also saw what had stopped them. “I don’t need your help, Brandon,” he said. “Get out of my truck.”
Brandon smiled. “I ain’t here to help you, Preacher. I’m here to save these fools before they get too close to that girl of yours. I’m still doctoring the scabs on my leg from the last time I talked to her.”
Brandon swung out of the truck bed without turning loose his pipe. “Why don’t you take her home while I finish talking to the Fraser boys? We’ve been waiting for weeks to discuss a problem we had the last time they visited Bailee. I figure tonight is as good a time as any to settle things, and I’d appreciate you butting out of my business.”
The Fraser boys were already backing away when Noah pulled Reagan toward the truck. He opened the driver’sside door, pushed her inside, then climbed in behind her.
“Should we leave Brandon? Those guys are older and there are three of them.” Reagan couldn’t believe she was worried about the troublemaker.
“Brandon can take care of himself. Trust me, he lives for this kind of stuff.”
“Are you two friends?”
“No.” Noah backed the truck into the road. “But I don’t hate the guy like a lot of kids do, so I guess that makes me as close to a friend as Brandon’s ever had.”
“I’m sorry I hurt him now.”
Noah laughed. “You got his attention. Sounds to me like he respects you, Rea. It appears my girl is tough.”
“I’m not your girl,” she snapped. The last thing she wanted in the world was to be someone’s girl. She knew what that meant, and little of it was good, from what she’d seen. “And stop acting like that creep has a crush on me.”
He looked at her as if trying to read her in the low glow of the dash lights. “What’s bothering you, Rea?”
She waited a minute, then decided to be honest. If it ended the friendship, so be it. She’d been fine before she met Noah McAllen, and she’d be fine if he walked away and never spoke to her again. “I think we need to get a few things straight.”
“About me turning into a werewolf?” he asked. “I’ve been trying to figure out what you meant.”
“No, not that. Well, partly, but not all.” She wasn’t making any sense. “Rule one,” she started over. “I don’t like people touching me. Not you. Not anyone.”
“I kind of noticed that,” he answered.
“And I don’t want to be called some guy’s girlfriend like I belong to him or something.”
“All right. We stay just friends. Fine with me.”
She thought for a moment, then added, “And you be straight with me. Don’t ever try to play me.”
“Agreed,” he answered. “I try to be straight with everyone. I don’t have the brains to remember lies.”
“Okay, tell me. Why do you want to be my friend?”
Noah shoved his hat back. “I don’t know, really. I just saw you out on that bench one day eating lunch all by yourself, and I wanted to get to know you.”
“Because you felt sorry for me?”
“Because I already know everybody else in the school, but I didn’t know you. Because you didn’t look busy.” He laughed. “And you didn’t look like you’d make it easy.”
She smiled. “And you don’t like doing things easy.”
“You guessed it.”
They spent the rest of the way home reliving the almost-fight, making it longer and more exciting with each telling. They talked.
She waved good-bye from the porch as he pulled away, even though she knew he couldn’t see her in the dark. Uncle Jeremiah would never waste electricity by leaving on a light.
After the pickup had disappeared, she stood looking at the moon and thinking that for the first time she could remember, she felt peaceful.
It couldn’t last, she reminded herself. Nothing ever lasted. The only thing she knew for sure about people was that eventually, they’d let you down.
Chapter 22
TYLER WRIGHT WENT INTO THE POST OFFICE TO MAKE HIS weekly complaint that someone was working all the crossword puzzles in his magazines before they reached his mailbox. But in truth, his heart wasn’t into complaining today. For weeks he hadn’t had time to do more than flip through the magazines, and then it was for discussion topics, not the puzzles. He had other things on his mind.
Correction, he had one thing on his mind . . . talking to Katherine. He’d decided his mystery lady was more a Katherine than a Kate, though if he ever did meet her again, he thought he’d call her both. Katherine when they discussed interests they had in common, Kate when he teased her.
As he waited his turn, then stepped up to the counter, Johnny Donavan, the postmaster of Harmony, was ready for him. “I know. I know, Mr. Wright. Someone is reading your mail.”
“Not reading it. Writing in it,” Tyler answered. “I buy those magazines for the foyer of the funeral home, and they look used the day I get them.”
Johnny pressed his lips together and smiled, making wrinkles wave across his cheeks all the way to his ever-growing ears. “Well, Mr. Wright. It’s not as though your customers are going to read the magazines. Or, for that matter, complain.”
Tyler hated funeral home humor. He hated it when people introduced him as “the last to let them down” or “apt to give you grief.”
He tried another tactic. “Who sorts the mail, Johnny?” “You know as well as I do that Ronelle Logan does the downtown mail. She has since her daddy got her the job four years ago.”
“Could I talk to her?”
“No.” Johnny shook his head. Not all of his chins kept up with his face. “Last time you tried that, she was sick for two days and her mother came in to give me a piece of her mind. And believe me, Mr. Wright, you don’t want a piece of that woman’s mind.”
“I don’t want to upset Ronelle.” Tyler smiled. “I just want to give her this. I picked it up in Lubbock the last time I was there.”
Johnny frowned. People were always bringing in little gifts for him at C
hristmas. Cookies, cards, even gloves now and then. But no one had ever given Ronelle anything. It looked downright suspicious even if he didn’t know why.
“Just tell her it’s from a friend,” Tyler said. “I don’t even want her to know it’s from me.”
“Well, I guess it would be all right.” He took the envelope, moving it slightly as if guessing the weight. “I’ll have to look at it first.”
“I didn’t seal the envelope,” Tyler answered, wondering if he’d have to put postage on the package before Johnny would deliver it to the back room.
The postmaster opened the flap and tugged out a large crossword puzzle book. “The Best Crossword Puzzles of 2005 from the Country’s Top Newspapers,” he read.
“I’ll look for 2006 when it comes out.”
Johnny nodded and shoved the book back inside the envelope. “I’ve never seen one so big. She usually brings in those little ones she gets at the gas stations.”
“Neither had I. They sell them at the big truck stops.” Tyler smiled. “I’m hoping it’ll last her a while.”
“It might, but she considers crosswords a timed event. If it ever makes it into the Olympics, we’ll lose her to the glory, I’m afraid.”
“It’d be Harmony’s loss.” Tyler tried to look like he meant the lie.
Back in his car, he picked up the copy of a hand-drawn map of an old cattle trail. A librarian at the state capital had sent it to him, guessing he’d love to study the details marked down more than a hundred years ago.
Friday afternoon, the sun was shining, and he had no funerals pending. Life didn’t get much better, he thought. He’d decided over breakfast to take the afternoon off and wander the back roads. If he got lucky, very lucky, he’d see an indentation in the earth where thousands, maybe hundreds of thousands of cattle crossed this land before fences barred their way to the railheads in Kansas.
Just thinking about walking on the exact spot where early settlers had walked always made Tyler smile. His father had loved history and made bedtime stories out of the legends of this part of the country. After his father died, Tyler spent months writing down all the stories he remembered, but in the end they only made him sad when he realized he’d never have children to pass them on to.