She shocked me when she didn’t refuse. While wearing my jersey, she leaned against the headboard and looked down at her exposed cunt. She brought her fingers up to her lips and sucked on them until they were soaked with saliva, then sent them down to spread over her already glistening pussy. “Like this?” She asked as she started.
“Spread your lips. I want to see it happen. Cum for me, baby. Show me how hot you are. Show me where that spot is.”
Amber moaned as she started rubbing herself, using her other hand to keep her pussy spread wide. I watched her little hole responding as she circled her fingers over her clit.
“Faster,” I ordered, knowing she was taking her time on purpose. I kept my own stroke at an even pace, just waiting for her cue to let go. Her head went back and she closed her eyes, as she increased her tempo. “Look at it. Watch yourself.”
Her eyes were heavy, but she managed to look down again, only to glance over and watch what I was doing. I didn’t know what turned me on more; her playing with her cunt, or watching me jerking off to it. In a matter of seconds her legs began to buckle, sending her down to her knees, essentially straddling me. I stroked harder, watching her losing control so close to me. She drove her fingers into her pussy, fucking herself with them as her orgasm took control of her senses. Like clockwork I felt my load building, shooting to the tip of my rock hard cock. Hot cum shot out, all over my jersey, soaking it, and my girlfriend. Once I was able to move, I sat up and lifted the messy fabric over her head, freeing her from the sticky residue. Her naked chest fell against mine first, before I felt her tender kisses. “Did you like watching me, Jax, because I enjoyed watching you? Next time I’ll let you cum on my tits.”
“Jesus Mary and Joseph, I’m pretty sure you’re the girl of my dreams.”
She nestled her head near into my neck. “We’re just getting started, babe.”
Chapter 35
Amber
Even though we knew that our relationship was only temporary, it didn’t stop me from falling in love with Jax. I couldn’t help myself. He was everything I needed, and all that I wanted. I never saw him coming, but something in me changed the day he showed up in my life. I’d cried for so long, wasted too much time dwelling on what I couldn’t change. For the next two weeks we spent every night together, making love, and it was making it inevitably harder when the time came to say goodbye.
I was reluctant to go to North Carolina with Jax, especially since I knew he’d be going home, and eventually be forced to make amends with his brother. He didn’t need me to go, but insisted that it was important to him.
Since I hadn’t returned to the club, I had to let my landlord know that I’d be moving out of my apartment. My savings weren’t going to last long, and I refused to call my parents and ask them for money. Thankfully, Jax talked to his aunt and uncle, who were going to let me stay in the trailer until the semester ended. I agreed to pay them for my utilities, even though they said it wasn’t necessary.
I was quiet during the long ride to visit his family. So many things had been going on in the past several weeks that I almost felt as if I were drowning. Each time Jax reached for my hand I felt like falling apart. More than anything I wanted him to know that I wasn’t going to give up hope on us. I couldn’t find the right moment to confess that I’d fallen completely, and utterly in love with him, even though I’d asked him not to with me. I couldn’t help myself. Once it was there, the little seed planted in my heart, I refused to put it out. With every kiss, every single beautiful embrace, I was engulfed in devotion for him. In his eyes I saw a future, but also one where I wasn’t in it. Torn with my own fears, I neglected to share them. The pain was too hard to bear.
Being chipper and happy when I was so depressed was difficult, but I managed to put on a smile whenever he was near. I’d never want him thinking I didn’t give it my all when we were together. We’d agreed to stay together until he had to leave for good.
“We’re almost there. Are you nervous?”
“I’ve met them all already, so not really. I think the hardest part will be explaining that I wasn’t really dating your brother.”
“I can’t wait to see the looks on their faces. My dad is going to shit his pants. It will be fantastic. I think I might record it.”
“Jax, be nice. I’m worried they won’t like me.” It was awkward seeing them again and being with their other son.
“They like everyone. Trust me, if they can forgive Reese, you’re in the clear. I promise.”
“Have you brought a lot of girls home to meet your parents?”
“Nope. You’re the second.” He squeezed my hand, I guess to remind me that I was important to him, and this was him showing me how much. He couldn’t know that every single second I spent with him would only make our break up worse. Every single thing he was doing to prove his feelings, were torturous.
“We’re here,” He announced as he pulled down a gravel lane. I could see the farm in the distance, and from what I could make out three separate houses in the center of a bunch of silos.
“Which one is yours?”
“The big one in the front. It used to be a carriage house. My parents put an addition on before we were born. The one to the left that looks old is my sister and Rusty’s. It’s the original farmhouse. My grandparents just recently built the little rancher over there,” he pointed. They didn’t want to have to deal with stairs anymore.”
“Wow. I bet it makes get-togethers easy when you’re this close.”
As we were parking he pointed off across the field. “See that house over there?”
“Yes.”
“That’s my Uncle Conner’s place, so yeah, we’re all real close.”
“You have cousins I haven’t met, right?”
“Yeah. Only Josh came to the game. He’s the youngest cousin, and a huge pothead. Don’t get close to him or you’re liable to get a contact high.”
“This is overwhelming, Jax.”
He rubbed his hand up my thigh. “Don’t worry. None of them bite, well except for me, and I only do it when you ask me to, especially on your nipples.”
It wasn’t the time or place to get aroused. “Okay, let’s do this.”
Jax jumped out and ran to my side, opening the door for me. “My mom is going to shit when she sees you.”
“Do they know what I do for money?” I was terrified about that the most.
“Not unless my brother told them, and I doubt he would. Jake’s not like that.”
“That’s not reassuring.”
“It’s going to be fine.” He pulled me close. “I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks. You’re my girl.”
“Temporarily,” I sadly added.
“Let’s try to not think of that this weekend. Please. I have a lot to show you, and I want to enjoy ourselves. Can we just pretend that everything’s going to be alright?”
I nodded. “I’d like that.”
He nuzzled his nose with mine. “Me too, baby.”
Hand in hand we walked toward the door of his parent’s house, where he’d grown up. I took a deep breath as we entered, walking into a living room foyer, with the kitchen off to the side.
“Jax, is that you, hun?” A female asked.
“Yeah, it’s me.”
He pulled me along, leading me into the large kitchen and it wasn’t his mother that my eyes focused on first. It was Reese. Her smile diminished as she looked from me to Jax.
His mother stood there shocked at the fact that I was the person he’d brought home. I didn’t know what to say or do.
“Don’t act surprised. Did you really think I wouldn’t go after someone that looks like this one? I think you all remember Amber, and no, she’s not pretending with me. We’re really together. Now that you know, I’d appreciate it if you both stop staring and say something nice.”
His mother shook her head and approached us. “How was the drive?” She asked him.
“It was nice. I had good company.”
Reese left the room promptly, and I felt a little annoyed, since I’d been the one to save her when all hell had broken look last winter. Then Jax’s mother, Miranda, took my hand. “I don’t know why you didn’t tell us you two were a couple. It’s nice to see you. You look beautiful.”
I smiled. “Thanks. It’s great to be here.”
“Come sit down. Do you want some tea? We have sodas too.”
“I’m fine,” I replied while sitting down on the couch. Jax sat next to me, placing his arm around my back.
“She’s the best kept secret I’ve ever had.”
When his father came into the house he froze in place, much like Reese had. “You’ve got to be kidding? Is this some kind of joke?”
Jax laughed it off, while I felt embarrassed. “Come on. Look at her. Is it that hard to believe that I’d want to date her?”
“Geesh, you’re making it sound like we’re together for just looks, Jax.”
He leaned forward and kissed my head. “They already know you’re sweet, and smart, remember?”
It still didn’t make me feel less awkward.
“Does your brother know about this?” His father, Tyler, pointed to both of us.
“Sort of. He knows I was interested. Why does it matter? They weren’t really seeing each other. Amber only came along to hide the fact that he was seeing Reese.”
Jax’s parents looked at one another, but he made sure to clear up whatever they could be thinking. “It’s all good now. They can have each other. I’ve got my girl.” He rubbed my shoulders when he said it. “I think we’re a better fit anyway.”
They both smiled, but I could tell they were still questioning us. “Do you mind if I use the bathroom? It’s been a long ride.”
Jax hopped off of the couch, taking my hand and leading me back to a hallway. Once we were in the small bathroom, he closed the door and pressed me against the wall. “Don’t you dare freak out on me.”
“It’s a little hard, Jax. Did you see their faces? You should have told them we were together.”
“I happen to like the surprise. They’re shitting bricks out there. Did you see Reese run out? That was epic!”
Suddenly I wondered if bringing me home was all a show to get to his brother and Reese. Was I just a pawn to Jax? “Why did you bring me here?”
“Because I wanted to.”
“But why?”
He leaned forward to kiss me, but I moved my head away.
“Because you’re my girlfriend and I want everyone to know it. What’s wrong?”
“It just seems like maybe you’re trying to get to your brother.”
Jax backed up and shook his head. “Why are you women so complicated? Believe what you want, but I brought you because I wanted you with me. I miss you when you’re not around. You’re my boo.”
He was sweet talking me, because he knew it would get under my skin. “They hate me, Jax.”
“No they don’t. I promise.” Our hands intertwined as he leaned forward and finally made contact with my lips. “There’s nothing to hate about you, but if you want I’ll talk to them. Do you need to go to the bathroom?”
I looked over at the toilet and shook my head, thinking he’d leave the room. “Are you going to go?”
“Why? We sleep together every night. I know you shit, Amber. Everyone does it.”
“I don’t,” I lied.
“Yeah right. You go right before you take a shower, and probably as soon as I head to work in the morning.”
I rolled my eyes. “I hate that you know me so well.”
Jax walked over and unzipped his fly. He started filling the toilet, peeing in circles around the bowl. “See how easy it is?”
“Oh my god, you’re hopeless.”
He flushed and put the seat down. “Your turn. I’ll leave you alone, but only because you’re being silly. My room is the second on the left when you come out. I’ll meet you in there once I talk to my parents.”
“You’re leaving me?”
“I’ll bring your things in there when I’m done, baby. Relax. It’s going to be a good time.”
Trusting that Jax would make it all better, I used the bathroom and exited to find his room. I knew it was his the moment I stepped inside. Posters of half-naked women filled his walls, and even the ceiling over his double bed. I plopped down on it and stared up at the tall topless blonde. Then I looked around the room. Every single female on his wall was blonde. It was weird seeing four of them all resembling me. On a shelf in the corner were trophies and medals. I started to get up to explore when I heard him talking in the other room.
“I don’t care how Reese feels. I don’t want her here.”
“Jax, she’s your brother’s girlfriend. When he gets back he’ll be upset. If you’re happy with Amber it shouldn’t be a problem.”
“Whatever. I’m not talking to her. They can both stay the hell away from me.”
“Jaxson Mitchell, you need to stop this. You’re the one that got them together.” His mother reiterated.
“Look, just make sure you’re nice to Amber. She’s having a tough time because she thinks you both hate her.”
“We don’t hate her. Why would she think that?” His mother asked.
“Gee, I don’t know. Maybe it’s because of the shocked faces when we came in together. Look, she makes me happy. I wouldn’t be standing here if it wasn’t for her.”
“I appreciate that she’s helped you. I’m just concerned what it means for your football career. Are you still coming home?”
“Yeah.” It broke my heart. “I’ll probably be back in the next couple of weeks. I’m going to talk to the coach while I’m here and find out when I need to report for practice.”
“Good. I’m glad to hear it. Jake will be happy too. It’s really been bothering him.” His father seemed to have immediately calmed down. I felt relieved for that, but broken up about having a time limit on our relationship. I couldn’t understand why Jax wouldn’t be willing to have a long distance relationship with me. Was it that hard for him to be faithful? Was sex all he cared about?
These were the things I needed to know, because if that were the case, it would be so much easier to let him go.
Chapter 36
Jax
Amber was sitting on my bed when I entered the room. I could tell she was upset with me for not warning my parents about who I was bringing. I crouched down in front of her, and ran my hand up the thigh of her shorts. It only took a second for her catch my gaze. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s fine.” She put on a brave smile.
“No, it’s not. I should have told them, warned them.”
“Reese hates me,” she stated.
“Who cares? She’s a lying, cheating, bitch.”
“I care, Jax, because unlike you I don’t want this thing between us to end. Being here is only making it worse. You have a family that loves you, unconditionally. My parents are too stuck on themselves to admit I’m their last priority in life.”
I placed my head down on her knees. She couldn’t see the hurt in my eyes while I fought back my own emotions. We were headed in two different directions. There was no way it could work between us. “Amber, I-.”
“Save it, Jax. I get it, really I do. I’m just not built like you. I can’t bottle it all up and pretend it’s all good. I never should have let myself feel this way, when I knew I’d end up destroyed again.”
Amber shoved me away and walked out of the room. Since she had no clue where anything was I ran after her, bypassing my parents as we both made our way outside. When I reached her she was looking around in a direction to walk. She’d probably heard me talking enough to know that one of the barns was set up for entertaining. What she couldn’t have seen coming was the part where she opened the right door to be staring at my brother and Reese having a heated argument.
I caught up with Amber, who stood still at the cracked open door listening to the profanities that were being yelled by
both individuals.
“I told you I would’ve stayed home, Jake. He brought her on purpose.”
“Why do you care? You still want Jax after all this time?” Jake asked.
“No! Of course not. Don’t even say that shit.”
“Oh, I am saying it, because one look on your face tells me everything I don’t want to fucking see.”
“Jake, it’s not like that. I swear. You’ve got to believe me. It’s just that she’s so…I don’t know. She’s perfect and I’m just me. She looks like she was taken from a magazine. Of course he’d want her. It just makes me wonder if when she showed up with you was he fantasizing about her back then?”
Amber turned and looked at me, as if to question Reese’s statement. I shrugged and smiled, remembering being envious at the table that night. I hadn’t taken it as far as they were suspecting, but I did think about her in the shower that night, wondering if the carpet matched the drapes. It was to my delight that she was free of carpet, smooth and mouth watering. While forming a smile on my face, Amber shoved me, snapping me back to reality.
“What does it matter? You know how that night ended up, and what we promised to each other. It’s how all this came to be. I don’t get you, Reese. For months we’ve been happy, but Jax comes home for one visit and you’re freaking out. How am I not supposed to be offended?”
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