The soft growl he emitted made her shiver. There was something to be said about the proverbial bad boy. Though Caj had been cursed to this life he had in his life as a human been that bad boy all the girls had wanted.
“You beg so prettily Mercy. Yet I should be the one begging you.” The touch of his lips against her lower stomach made her want to jump. It was like electricity from his body flowing into hers. He kissed her pelvic bones and she held on tight to the back of his head arching into him.
She groaned as he used his hands to press her back down on to the grass locking eyes with her.
“Caj.” It was all she said but the change in his dark eyes spoke volumes. He pressed his body to hers and took her lips in a hot kiss.
“I told you I want to savor you. I don’t want to go fast. I need to be able to touch you like this so that if it’s the last time.”
“Who’s to say that this is our last time? Perhaps your sentence will be lifted.” She stopped talking when he shook his head.
“Who’s to say that it isn’t? Let me worship you.”
She gasped softly, that choice of word a strong one in their circles.
“Worship?” She shook her head. “Don’t say that.”
“It’s the truth; it’s how it’s going to be. Me, worshipping your body and giving you as much pleasure as I can is what’s going to happen. Now lay back and enjoy, Mercy. I know that he doesn’t like that word. But know I will use it anyway. If I am condemned to not have you for an eternity I will damn will have you the way I want to this one and only time.”
She wouldn’t be sad nor would she get hopeful. Release from his curse might get granted but one didn’t ever hold their breath that it would. She reached up and grabbed his head and kissed him hungrily.
“Worship me…fuck me…do both, I don’t care. Just do it.”
“You’re one bossy little angel.” He chuckled softly.
“We don’t know when we will be called away.”
It was a very harsh reality for them. At any moment they could be called see someone into heaven. There was not time to waste they had to take what they wanted.
Chapter Three
Caj could not believe his luck. Though he’d known that there was still an attraction between them he hadn’t been so sure that she’d act on it. Now here she was in his arms, there was not time to second-guess this. He’d be an idiot if he did. Although her words caused a bit of urgency he wanted to relish this time with her and he would.
He leaned forward and kissed her hard on the lips, loving the moan that passed from Mercy’s lips to his. Caj swallowed the small sound, the little rumble going through his body and straight to his dick.
He placed kisses from her lips down to her neck and then nuzzled his face into her breasts. Damn he loved her breasts. Chocolate tipped nipples on beautiful full mounds. She had lovely nipples that were hard and seemed to grow bigger as he licked each one in turn to the tune of the small gasps that she emitted with each swipe of his tongue.
Caj cupped her right breast with his hand while sucking her left nipple into his mouth. He smiled around the nipple as she moved restlessly against him and thrust her fingers into his hair holding on tight. He loved the sounds she made, urging him on to give her more. He was definitely going to give her more.
He took her nipple from his mouth and then nipped at the underside of her breast and chuckled softly as she jumped and squealed. He hissed as she pulled his hair hard. He looked into her eyes.
“You deserved that, now enough playing Caj. I want you inside me now, hard, throbbing and deep.”
He nodded, getting on to his knees he removed his shirt all while she laid in the grass and stared at him. She smiled and he smiled back as he tossed the shirt into the grass. Mercy sat up and covered his hands as he started undoing the zipper of his pants. He moved his hands and let her unzip him slowly. He groaned as she reached in and freed his cock from the confines of his jeans.
The softness of her hands was beyond his wildest dreams. It was as if her hands were made of the softest silk. Her hands were cool, smooth and holding him like a kid gloves. He arched into her hands and began rocking back and forth.
He watched as his angel then leaned forward and licked the tip of his leaking cock and he gasped and jerked like someone who hadn’t had sex in a millennia. Okay well he hadn’t. There was no denying it any longer; he was head over heels in love with her. He arched into her as she placed her whole mouth over the head of his cock and sucked hard. He shuddered and was thankful he was on his knees or he’d have fallen as the pleasure zinged through his body. Nothing he could even think of could even come close to feeling this good. Well maybe one thing. Her love.
He almost squealed when she flicked her tongue into the opening of his penis. He was sensitive there. In response he raked his hands through her silky hair and held her there, rocking into her mouth.
“I thought,” he moaned. “You wanted me inside of you.”
Mercy looked up at him and slipped her lips from around his cock and grinned. “Actually you were inside me; I’d think my mouth counts. I wanted to taste you first.”
“You’re verdict?” He couldn’t stop the grin.
“My verdict is I want more.” Caj watched as she massaged his hard flesh between her fingers once more and then licked her tongue over the swollen head.
“Mercy you’re going to make me come hard if you keep that up and it won’t be because you’re riding my cock.”
She sucked on him a few more moments before slipping him from her mouth with a pout. He leaned down and took hungry possession of her pouting lips and swallowed her moan. He laid his body on top of hers, reaching between them to hold his cock at her entrance. This was where he belonged, just like this with her.
“Do it…”
Mercy’s voice was raspy and sensual and the sound went straight to his cock. He rocked into her gently, finally filling her and the void that had been within him for so long. They both sighed and he brought his hands to her waist adjusting to being within her tight recesses once more.
“I feel like a young school boy.” He pressed his face to the side of her neck and breathed in her scent deeply. She tugged at his hair and he brought his face back up to look into her deep brown eyes.
Her eyes were glazed with need and he knew that his own had to reflect the same emotion.
“Why, do you think if you move you will shatter into a million pieces? Cause that’s exactly how I’m feeling. I keep thinking that if you move I’ll not be able to stop myself from imploding.”
“Yes, I definitely feel some shattering going on.” He groaned as she pushed against him, pushing him in as deep as possible.
“Let’s shatter together.”
Caj felt Mercy’s arms wrap around his body and that was all he needed to be encouraged to continue. He lost himself in her then and began to thrust into her until soon skin was slapping against skin and he was taking her fully.
Mercy placed her lips on his and kissed him. He kissed her back, rolling his pelvis for an even better angle. He wanted to hit her from all sides, her g-spot and as far inside of her as he could go. She was so tight and her inner muscles caressed his entire length. Bliss simply just unadulterated bliss that was what described this.
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This was pure heaven. He was pure heaven. She might be damned for having that thought but she didn’t care. She’d missed his touch, his kisses and most of all she’d missed the joining of their bodies. She bit his bottom lip, and then sucked it back into her mouth. She trailed her hands down his back and cupped his ass. He had the most adorable ass ever. She wouldn’t tell him that.
She matched her movements to his, whimpering softly as each thrust hit against her g-spot getting her closer and closer to climax. Mercy arched against him, wrapping her legs up about his hips the action shooting him even deeper.
Clinging to him she trembled as he leaned in and whispered into her ear while still fucking her.
“Harder Caj, harder.” She urged him on, she wanted his wildness.
Caj didn’t say anything more he just began pounding into her at a break neck speed, giving them both what they wanted. Soon the only sounds were their ragged breathing and the smacking of skin against skin.
He flipped her to her back and she gasped at the speed of it, she opened her eyes and looked down into his.
“Take flight…and ride.” He whispered softly.
A purr rumbled through her and she closed her eyes putting her head back she shivered as her wings appeared and spread wide. Caj placed his hands on her waist as she slid up and down on his cock. She braced her hands on his chest as she brought her head forward. Eye contact was important and she wanted to make sure that when he orgasmed they were connected in more ways than one.
“I’m coming!” Caj yelled out and began bucking against her, that in turn bringing on her own climax. She cried out and pushed back into him, pushing him as deep within as she could, wanting to feel his essence filling her up. She didn’t care about the consequences she was his and he was hers. Caj came within her and Mercy trembled, a million stars behind her eyes as the moment of completion tumbled through her body. Every part of her body tingled with pleasure. Mercy fell back against him, her face buried in the crook of his neck as he stroked his hands over her shoulders.
She didn’t want him letting her go. He was holding on to her as tightly as she was to him. She could only assume that he didn’t wish to let her go either.
Mercy laid there with him for what could be seen as hours if Angels cared about time. Neither of them spoke, she guessed it was because they didn’t want to spoil the glow that surrounded them. They both knew that soon they’d have to let one another go. Though there were other Sin Eaters and Angels that did what they did, they still had to be accounted for. They’d long since gotten dressed but he kept her in his arms and she didn’t ask him to let her go.
“If you don’t go willingly and now Michael will be looking for you Mercy.”
Michael was the angel in charge so to speak. He was big and imposing, a no nonsense kind of angel. Mercy sighed. She didn’t want to go. Perhaps, just perhaps if they stood before Michael he could speak for them and they’d find compassion. Hell if anyone deserved such a thing it would be Caj. He was steadfast in his duties. Though he didn’t like it he did it and did it well.
“Maybe we can talk to Michael and see that you get your wings.”
Caj looked at her and there was a frown on his face. “Mercy, I can’t go before them.”
“Why not?” His words puzzled her.
“I don’t want the humiliation of them saying that my time isn’t up and that my punishment must stand.”
“Caj, life is a gamble. I want to be with you freely. Don’t you want me too?” Tears came unbidden to her eyes and she blinked them back.
“Mercy you should know the answer to that question.”
“Should I Caj?” She stood and walked to the edge looking down where the city slept. Mercy felt him walk up behind her and stiffened as his hand touched her forearm and he turned her towards him.
“Yes, you should. I’ve loved you from the moment I set eyes on you.”
She felt herself melting and the tears fell. “Then fight for us.”
“Do you feel the same?” She could hear the hope in his voice.
“Yes, I love you. It is the same for me. Even before I became an angel I loved and wanted you. Why would that have changed?”
He shook his head and shrugged. “I let others get into my head after my punishment.”
“Caj you were punished long ago because you tried to commit suicide when I died. Didn’t the maker tell you how long that would be?”
“I can’t truly say. The pain of it blocked out anything else for years and then I just got used to being a Sin Eater.”
She took his hands in hers and turned over his wrists. There the mark of his pain at her death was evident. She kissed each mark from the slash of the razors he used and heard him take in a ragged breath.
“You didn’t want to be apart from me then. So you tried to end your life. The maker instead of damning you completely gave you a reprieve of helping those with sin to him. That should tell you that He had already forgiven you. You need to forgive yourself. I died yes. It was an accident. I’m here now Caj an angel but I am an angel in love with you.”
“And if the Maker decides that I must stay as I am?”
“Then we will come to that bridge when it happens. It’s not going to make me change my mind about you.”
“Mercy this could go on forever.”
She cupped his cheek and smiled. “That it could, but you’re worth it all.”
Caj turned his face into her hand and kissed her palm and she smiled. She hoped she was getting through to him and he’d be okay with talking to Michael.
“So you’ll do it?”
“Yes, I’ll talk to Michael.” He said to her.
“Well, start talking right now.” A deep timbered voice said.
Mercy and Caj both turned to the sound of the other voice. The large imposing angel had folded his wings against his back. He had long blonde hair that went past his shoulders and brilliant blue eyes that pierced into ones soul. Most humans thought that angels were soulless. Not the case, they had a soul and a choice, which made it hard when it came to do certain things.
Mercy gripped Caj’s hand that was closest to her and squeezed. She sighed in relief when he squeezed back. He let go of her hand and moved forward to address Michael. Mercy stood off in the background, she couldn’t say anything unless it was necessary. Caj had to do this alone it was his punishment in question.
Chapter Four
“Well?” Michael said.
Michael had never been known to have patience and Caj didn’t want to start on the wrong foot immediately with the ancient angel so he spoke up and rather quickly.
“Michael it has been forever since my sentencing. I wish to make a plea for angel status to garner my wings.”
Michael clasped his hands behind his back and walked back and forth as if he were in deep thought. Caj watched as Michael paused and turned to stare at him.
“Your original punishment was because you tried to take away what the Maker had given you. Life.”
“I know I was spared, Michael and that the work I do now was my penance.” Caj paused and gave a deep sigh. “But...I feel that I have done more than my share. I’ve seen more than my share of the burden of other’s pain.”
“We all carry part of the burden Caj.” The older angel looked heavenward then back to Caj.
“Perhaps you can talk to him for me. To see if I earned my wings.” He tried to keep the bit of desperation out of his voice that he was feeling but he wasn’t successful. The elder laughed, the sound reverberated across the hilltop with its power.
“He already knows what you want. So if you talk to him right now in this moment, the result will be the same. His will. You must understand Caj that you needed to learn a lesson. It is not your right to take away what he has formed.”
“I know this now. I also fully understand why some of the humans have to leave before their time. This world is not for them anymore. That the Maker has something else planned for them.”
There was a big booming sound and all three of them knelt down immediately. The Maker had come. Caj had his eyes to the ground as he was sure Mercy and Michael did and only dared to glance up when his name was said.
“Come forward Caj and Mercy.”
Ethereal being was all that came to mind when Caj looked at the Maker. He’d never seen him and he wasn’t sure how many others had with the exception of Michael and the high angels. Caj took Mercy’s hand as she came up to him and he walked with her. They both kept their eyes downcast and stopped just short of the Maker.
“This all started because of the
love you two share with one another and then the death of Mercy.” The Maker’s form looked towards Caj. Caj found that he could not look the being straight in the eyes. It was too humbling. “You blamed me for Mercy’s death. I wanted you to realize that death happens and that there is some other plan in the works. Your death wasn’t part of that plan.” The being paused and Caj took it as a sign that he was supposed to speak.
“You’re right. I was very angry with you. Yet, until this moment, until the death of Mina I had not fully realized that things happen for a reason. I mean I tell the dying that there is a reason for their passing and perhaps a chance to do it again. But I never really fully believed it.”
“You love for her never dissipated, through all this time.” The Maker turned his gaze towards Mercy.
“Little one, your love for him has never wavered. You never once complained and your compassion and love for everyone is well known.”
“He was the love of my life then and he is now…” Mercy said and Caj heard the conviction there and he smiled. He gave her hand another squeeze.
“You’re not telling me anything I don’t already know.”
All knowing and fathomless eyes stared back at them and once again Caj was on edge, as he didn’t know what would happen. He could only hope that he’d be blessed to be with Mercy.
“Do you remember what you said to Mina?”
“My Maker I mean no disrespect…but I said a lot of things to Mina.”
The Maker laughed. “Let me refresh your memory. You said to her… This life isn’t for you and perhaps the Maker has another life for you to experience.”
“I remember now Maker. Yes she was scared and I’d heard that it was possible to have a new life if you willed it for us.”
“My dear, dear boy. There are so many lives one can have.” The Maker smiled again and watched them both and Caj found himself wondering where the line of thinking was going.
“My Maker, please no more suspense. I know it’s bold of me to ask but I can’t take it.” The words were out before Caj could stop them and he tensed.
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